The Hedgerow of Lies 3

The fall of Hebrew religion broadly follows a path we can recognize.

First was the inherent issue of henotheism: There may be other gods, but ours is the one to whom we are responsible. The notion that all deities are tied to the land, or a particular activity, or a particular nation/tribe — that notion goes all the way back to the beginning just east of Eden. This makes our Creator one of many, and denies that He could be the one true God of all things. So the single biggest problem of Israel during the Exodus, Conquest and the initial period after was henotheism. They kept fearing the various deities they might be offending by not giving them their due worship as “owners” of the land and various activities. How could Jehovah object? The whole concept of monotheism went right over their heads despite pointed words from Moses (Deuteronomy 4:35, 39).

Second was the general trend that, before Christ, the awakening of the primacy of the heart was inherent in the culture, but didn’t filter down that well. So Scripture assumes heart-led consciousness, but notes how poorly it worked out in actual practice. This was a problem across the entire Ancient Near East (ANE); the learned knew it well, but commoners struggled with it, at best. On top of this, God notes through His prophets that Israel was probably one of the worst among nations He could have offered His covenant.

So the history of Israel post-Conquest is a roller-coaster ride of limited obedience punctuated by periods of idolatry. Finally it became so endemic that He kept His threat to send them into exile, sold into slavery under pagans. In Babylon, they were introduced to materialism as a part of religion. In Babylon, the concept of material wealth as the primary mark of divine favor was a bedrock of Babylonian culture and religion. It was simply the way things were done in Babylon.

The Medo-Persian conquest of Babylon brought no relief from that. Instead, it reinforced the ancient henotheism as a doctrine of the imperial Zoroastrian teachings. In the minds of Hebrew people, the position claimed for Zarathustra was associated with Jehovah, and the ancient image of God was covered in a lot of pagan concepts. Meanwhile, the Persians did little to mitigate the materialism of Babylon.

Coming home to Judea, we see in the books of Ezra and Nehemiah the results of how they were infected with these pagan influences. These two men of God constantly faced basic false assumptions about what God expected and how He operated. Further, the image of the nomad shepherd man of God was gone, replaced by the hedonistic Persian potentate as the symbol of manhood. It’s not that the Persians were so hedonistic themselves, but it was the net effect they had on the Hebrew people. We also see the Babylonian and Persian cosmopolitan mixing was misunderstood, and brought misty visions of Solomon’s profligate pagan marriages into the picture again. You may recall in Esther how the Persians demanded that a woman must forsake her background and adopt her husband’s religion and culture (a man is master of his household), something already part of Moses’ Law. But this was largely forgotten among the Returnees who mixed with local pagans and made no such demands of their local wives, but played it off like Solomon.

Again, it was not so much what Babylonian and Persian cultures actually were like, but the peculiar mixture of moral flaws in those cultures that the Hebrews picked up. The Hebrews were impressed by certain external impressions of those cultures. This shallow absorption left them wide open for the next wave of influence, Hellenism.

I’ve hit Hellenism hard enough in my writing here, so all we have to do here is note that it’s based largely on the impressions left on the Greeks by Plato and Aristotle. Again, it’s not so much what those men taught, as what the Greeks made of it. So it was in turn that Hellenism as an influence on the Hebrews was another layer or two removed from the actual teachings of the Greek philosophers. The primary outcome was the emphasis on logical analysis of the Torah versus the ancient Hebrew mystical approach, with the resulting legalism. They knew better than to abandon the written Scriptures and Jehovah, but they began making of it something those Scriptures never meant to say. The image of God was redefined by Aristotelian logic, so that He was nothing more nor less than their logical construct of Him. He was no longer a Person, but was a concept, a collection of attributes. The only characterization they had of Him was a smart-aleck Jewish rabbi.

And the mystical law expressing the will of a real Person became a tome of objective truth subject to semantic wrangling. The whole idea of Scripture as “propositional truth” comes from this concept. Thus, Old Testament religion was replaced with Judaism, something entirely different from what Moses taught. But to ensure no one dared question their new religion, they came up with the wild lie that their crap was a separate oral teaching of Moses not written down. Further, it took precedence over the written record. There were two Torahs, the old written and the newer Oral Torah. Jesus called this the “tradition of the elders” and it was eventually codified as the Talmud.

How do we explain the hostility and tactics of Jews in persecuting the early churches? In their eyes, Jesus justly died for blasphemy. Because His teachings rested on the Old Testament, the whole thing becomes Jewish property. To the Jews, there was no such thing as a secular citizenship. If you mucked around in the Old Testament, you were messing with their national identity. The very public insult that they had murdered the Son of Jehovah was very much under their legal authority under Roman Imperial law, even if Rome limited the penalties they could use. As you can see, it wasn’t a matter of religion, but of politics from the beginning.

Jews converting to Christ were still Jews, and subject to Sanhedrin power to punish. Gentiles were a more difficult matter. At first, Judaizing was simply an attempt to bring Jewish Christians back under Judaism. Force quickly failed, especially as Christianity spread among Gentiles, so they began sending out fake Christian teachers who would start off with the common teachings of Jesus and slowly move the ideas back toward various aspects of Talmudic teaching. These teachers went all over the place behind the Apostles.

From there, we see the blossoming of Gnosticism as closely related to the Jewish insistence that Jesus could not have been the Son of God. Records indicate that there remained a core of Jewish spies working to pervert Christian doctrine in different ways. A major inroad was the rise of Alexandrian Christians, Jews who converted to Christ with a very strong background in the very core of academic Hellenism that had taken root in Alexandria, Egypt. Some of them made the full conversion, as evidenced by the Letter to the Hebrews. Many did not, and these others became part of the Early Church Fathers, whose writings show a drift away from heart-led faith into cerebral reasoned religion.

You could connect writings of the Early Church Fathers with some of the rabbinical writings about Christians at that time. It requires reading between the lines sometimes, but you can detect a sense of Jewish scholars ready to engage in outright espionage against the early churches. To the degree these rabbis still clung to the false Messianic Expectations of ruling the Gentile world, their favorite target was Christianity. If they couldn’t be captured and enslaved, then the only thing left was to destroy the one thing Jews threw away and insisted that no one else could have: genuine ancient Hebrew mysticism, particularly as Christ taught it.

Taking advantage of their initial success from the early days before the last Apostle died around 100 AD, they helped to provoke several early debates about doctrine. As a hierarchy evolved, they infiltrated and steered things anywhere but back to the actual teaching of Jesus, focusing instead on governing the religion. At several critical points in Church History, major decisions showed the same kind of influence preventing genuine reforms and repentance, and we have evidence that Jewish agents were working in the shadows. We know the names of some of them, but there is plenty of historical debate to obscure the issue, in part because too many historians regard Jewishness, and even Kabbalism, as impertinent to their actions.

As you surely know from my teaching against activism, nothing in this summary here is meant to provoke hostility against Jews. Rather, it is to note their institutionalized hostility to Christianity.

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The Hedgerow of Lies 2

I’m hoping to connect the dots here so that you’ll understand the confusion in our world today.

Refer to my long paper The Cult [PDF]. That paper was a condensed version of my book, A Course in Biblical Mysticism, but with a narrow focus on understanding how Judaism was used by Satan as his greatest tool. This series will in some ways parallel The Cult.

Let’s review the nature of the Fall: It’s closing off the supremacy of the heart over the intellect. Thus, in Eden the intellect was enthroned in human decision as the new god of moral truth. In essence, it places human frailty above revelation, since reason is not eternal, but a part of the ephemeral fleshly nature. We had to leave the Garden.

The Flaming Sword restores the primacy of the Creator by requiring the death of that kind of self-worship. The whole point of written revelation and Law Covenants is to manifest the nature of self-death and restoring faith/conviction as the source of moral truth in human decisions. You cannot obey Biblical Law without first reawakening the supremacy of the heart over the mind.

So Satan, having once in Eden taken us down the path of false self-reliance, now strives to keep us on that path. He will offer anything at all, whatever it takes to keep you deceived about the nature of the Flaming Sword.

There are some fundamental principles of how he operates among us today.

1. False dichotomy: false binary thinking. This is the most common thing about American culture in particular. So we have only two political parties, for example, and most folks will categorize you as one or the other. Everything is reasoned in two dimensions.

2. Anything but Christ: an appeal to whatever one internal barrier keeps people from embracing the Covenant of Christ. It seems there must be hundreds of different religions, many that claim His name, but always bearing under that name some peculiar things they do that prevent a heart-led pursuit of genuine faith.

3. Divide and conquer: combining the previous two items. First, create as many different kinds of religion as necessary to appeal to almost everyone. Then, establish the principle that everyone is either in or out based on some peculiar requirement with each religion. “You aren’t a Christian unless…” The Devil will feed folks different lies to build partisan animosity (false tribalism).

4. Bypass the Flaming Sword: Satan offers all different ways of crawling back into Eden, but by any means except the Flaming Sword. But instead of seeking the real Tree of Life and the lost fellowship with the Father, it always portrayed as some magical place of power over the natural world, including power over other people to bend them to your whims.

We have hints in the narrative of Noah about people trying desperately to find some competitive advantage over their fellow humans, some way of gaining leverage and control over the factors of this life. Sometimes it was some alleged secret knowledge, dark lore that was hidden from the rest of the world. It always led to some kind elitism, that those on the inside were somehow special, different and better than everyone else.

Thus, for example, Kabbalism is about manipulation of Creation using a false power of words and ritual magic (law magic as ritual magic). “Word Faith” Christian religion (name-it-and-claim-it) is Kabbalism in disguise. Using law magic, Kabbalists and others would seek to compel demons and angels to do them favors. The angelic beings are lower emanations of God, one step above humans. This hearkens back to the Gnostic notion that God is pure ideal. This gave birth to the heresy that Jesus was either too holy to be real, and thus a phantom who left no footprints on the sand, or He was too real to be holy and was just a wise man. The notion of multiple layers of emanation from God is also connected to Aristotle’s classified layers of reality.

Kabbalists claim that Jesus used the Tetragrammaton (four-letter Name of God) to perform miracles. This is the source of the supposed prohibition of speaking God’s Name when reading the Old Testament. There’s even supposed to be a secret name for God not in the Bible, but there is no agreement on what that is. The point is that Kabbalism asserts that what seems to work in this fallen world (science) should be the basis for understanding the Bible. This stands things upside down.

Virtually all Western occultism seems to have come from Kabbalism, in the sense that some of their basic ideas appeared first in the Kabbalah. That stream of common thought runs all the way down to Scientology, New Age stuff, and a lot of bogus modern “witchcraft”. The Kabbalah gave birth to a lot of strange children. These numerous paths claim to offer ways to cling to mystery and mysticism.

It’s not as if some secret human council or cult knowingly ginned all this stuff up; it’s the result of Satan working through people who saw only some measure of truth and felt the need to run with it. However, there does seem to be a common thread reaching back to the Judaizers of the New Testament days.

This is where it gets a little dicey writing about such things. A great deal of our references and factual information comes from sources who are either defending Judaism, or those deeply hostile to Judaism. Critical analysis is typically published most loudly by various antisemitic groups, even if the author is not one of theirs. It seems there is no safe place to stand and simply point out the obvious flaws without being targeted as the nastiest enemies of Israel. This kind of hysterical propaganda is typical of all-or-nothing, scorched earth tactics of Zionism. There is no room for friendly dissent.

Still, we have to tell the story.

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The Hedgerow of Lies 1

My soul is provoked about something.

Teaching is a major element in my mission; it’s a major element in how I serve as elder. Were there no virtual parish at all here, I would still consider myself a teaching elder. It would be in the sense of a very gossamer fellowship of belief, mere associates in the realm of ideas. Thus, you need not be a disciple of mine to find any of my stuff useful. I’m far more concerned with helping you get free from bondage than I am with building a community. That a community has formed is most gratifying and I take seriously the sense of duty that comes with that, but I would be driven to write some of the same stuff either way.

A ceaseless care that provokes me is people in bondage to Satan. Just a quick review of what I mean by that — God portrays Himself as an eastern feudal lord, and Satan is His faithful Punisher. All of Creation is our Lord’s domain, and all within His dominion are subject to His will as Owner and Lord. He has revealed that will sufficient that we could obey and satisfy Him; there are no tricks or secret plots involved. Those under His dominion who reject His revelation are consigned as wards of His Punisher. We can’t possibly comprehend how it all works, but we can offer this parable to indicate something useful and actionable. Satan is in some way enriched by this punitive servitude, so he is motivated to make the most of it. It’s not enough that he holds a majority of humanity, but he zealously prosecutes in the Heavenly court every family member of God who falls short of divine will.

Satan’s mission is to deny us shalom, the privileges of God’s family. He’s no kind of threat at all to God; he is a faithful servant, rather like Potiphar serving Pharaoh. He is a serious problem for you and me. That’s a reflection of the holiness of our God, in that He demands we treat Him and His Word as holy. But another element of that holiness is His mercy and compassion on those who simply cannot rise to perfection. We are fallen creatures, after all. So He sent His Son to more clearly demonstrate our duties, and the Son now stands in that same court to defend those of us who love Him and He moderates Satan’s legal maneuvers.

Thus, following Christ means striving to reclaim the divine heritage as Children of the Father, adopted brothers and sisters of Jesus the Son. This is all clearly stated in terms of eastern feudalism, and we live in a world that rejects the whole image as God revealed it. If you were born in America, you have to struggle against a head full of false ideas — a whole orientation, a mental map contrary to what God revealed. This same problem is a reflection of a much broader failed mental map common across the whole of Western society. The Western mind fundamentally rejects the feudal nature of God’s revelation, which feudalism is the very nature of God’s entire Creation. You simply cannot comprehend reality until you embrace eastern feudalism (Ancient Near Eastern feudalism, to be precise).

So I teach about that feudalism and make it the basis for my Bible commentary, because this is one of the best ways I know to help people get free from Satan’s clutches. You cannot walk in the full power of our Creator in this world until you understand Him and His revelation. I don’t pretend to know all there is to know on this subject, but it’s a life-consuming work just to get human minds started down the path of truth. And just this little bit of knowledge is such a big leap for most folks that, without the Holy Spirit driving people to embrace it, I don’t think it’s possible to get anywhere at all.

But that same Holy Spirit often reminds me how He has to work through the mental associations already in the human mind to lead them from truth to truth until they begin to live a life reclaiming the promised blessings of God’s revelation. A critical element in that learning process is helping you to see what’s false, and how it is false. That means we have to understand the nature of the prevailing myths that bind people under Satan’s authority. So I wrote a couple of books tracing how the West was born and the long saga of how Western Civilization arose and ran pell-mell away from the revelation in Scripture. I strive to depict where and how Western thinking is false, a barrier to walking out of Satan’s clutches.

Again, that’s more complicated than any one man could handle alone. There are plenty of folks who know far more than I about all of this. I’m praying that some of them will join in this task and we can have a body of teaching that can serve this noble cause. Meanwhile, I’m doing what I can with my limited learning. One of the biggest problems I run into is helping people work from existing mental maps to build new associations in their minds that extend their mental reach back to the revelation of God. You see, I cannot avoid using those existing associations, despite knowing that there is a risk that they’ll never move from them. There’s a lot of good truth that has been woven into big lies. When I try to extract those truths, I often end up with people coming here and clamoring for me to keep that crap associated with those truths.

Satan cannot remove God’s truth from this world. What he has done is broken it up and scattered it around in fragments and bound the bits and pieces up with nonsense. All of God’s truth is out there, but pulled in different directions so that competing opposing groups each have their own bit of truth held captive with lies. This leaves me with pointing out the truth of things as best I can while also pointing out the lies wrapped around it. All I can do is trust the Spirit of God to confirm what I say for those of you called to His mission, while fending off the idiots sent by Satan to confuse things and keep it all covered up. It’s tiresome, but I can’t be silent.

I may hold off sharing some things until the time is right, but sooner or later I have to address the issues despite knowing it will provoke Satan’s willing minions.

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The Light of the Day

Here is the heart-led way: Get to know reality; it’s a person like you and I, but without the fallen nature. It won’t be quite the same for any two of us because it is alive and has a personality. Your reality is just as good as mine, and really should be somewhat different.

You get to know reality through your convictions. Your reason sets your opinions and beliefs, but your convictions existed before you were conscious. They are seeds of God’s moral character planted in the soil of Eternity for you. So you should get into the habit of bouncing your thoughts off your convictions via your conscience. The whole thing is alive and dynamic, so it will appear to you to change over time. Convictions grow, and your conscience — as the point of awareness of convictions — will grow and change with them.

When you are confronted with someone demanding you change your beliefs and thoughts, it doesn’t matter what power or logic they marshal; stick with your convictions. Your convictions are the voice of God in your heart. They are an indicator of His calling and mission for you. No other being has the authority to make changes to your conscience. Your convictions are the real you, the person God made for His purpose.

God does speak through His servants. Your heart will recognize His voice, just like a sheep born under a good shepherd. That voice can even come through people who don’t know Him, simply because He reserves the prerogative to speak through whom He wishes. Regardless of what message people intend, He can use it for His glory. The difference is that His servants are blessed by His glory, and they know it. They revel in the shalom of conscious obedience. Everyone else is used for His glory like unwitting tools.

And because this is all growing and living, yesterday’s lie might become today’s sweet truth. As long as you don’t take yourself too seriously and you walk humbly before the Lord, you’ll be ready to hear sweet music that once hurt your ears and jangled your nerves.

Walk in the light you have today.

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What’s Unplugged?

The heart-led path will take you places you could never have imagined.

Shifting your sense of consciousness from your brain to your heart changes a lot of things. It takes awhile for your conscious awareness to realize it’s not limited to emotions and thoughts. The heart brings to bear the power of moral discernment and it injects a wide range of new internal experiences. You may be so used to having your intellect in the driver’s seat that you struggle to classify or relate some of this new input to something you recognize.

Since early yesterday I’ve had this odd sense that something was disconnected from my awareness. For the past two days I’ve been trying to discern what this odd sensation means. What am I supposed to do with this?

There’s no pain associated with this. It’s more like some peculiar thing that previously worked like a means of perception has simply stopped working. A part of me is searching for that channel of input that is now gone. It’s conspicuous by its absence. I don’t think it matters very much; for all I know I could have been interference, an input I really didn’t need. Still, it’s a very odd thing to be left with a gap there.

So I’ve been praying for some enlightenment about this, and nothing has come of it. I was hoping I could sleep on it, and perhaps something in my dreams would give me a clue. That didn’t happen. I kept waiting all day, and still there’s nothing I can identify — good, bad or indifferent. Normally it wouldn’t be worth writing about, but it occurs to me some of you deal with the same odd sensations in your soul. All I can tell you right now is that God is still very much the Master of my life and I’m quite content that it’s all good in the long run. Still, this thing is a puzzle.

Wait… now I get it. Just now I realized it was an interest or appetite for something. Now it’s gone. Yeah, I know I won’t miss that.

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Another Patch of the Quilt

I cannot tell you where you need to stand; I can certainly tell you where I am standing.

It was critical for me to study and seek to know the core of what makes our society today. This was a part of my calling. It was equally important for me to study how our world today is different from previous incarnations. Most importantly, it was critical for me to study the biblical world so I could understand the very soul of the people who wrote the Scriptures. It’s not as if I claim that what I have found is true for everyone, but it works for me. It brings me peace with the God who made me and calls me.

So I seek to share some of what I’ve seen in those studies. What you make of it is decided between you and God. I’ve done my best to see through the multitude of manifestations to see the soul of what makes our world today what we encounter. Our current society tends to act as if God is a strong monarch in the Western sense. The Bible portrays Him as a head of household, a nomad sheikh.

I’ve often said we cannot reconstruct the biblical world excerpt perhaps in our understanding. We have to build our own religion for our own context. For me, this means I tend to see God as the life-force that inhabits all that is around us. I suppose you can attribute that to Native American influence. I’ll offer the caveat that it’s a murky model to work from, since most American Indian scholars themselves admit that the various nations and tribes tend to be rather unique. There is no single source by which something is labeled “authentic” Native American.

One of the things that binds them together is the utter necessity of having your own unique connection to life. The nations are pretty competitive with each other, but have an instinct to share freely with genuine outsiders. Any hostility they hold for non-natives comes from the hostility they received first. Native Americans are rarely racist. They might be guarded, but are brutally honest when given the chance. These are generalities I’ve observed, having lived near or among American natives much of my life. Like most folks born in Oklahoma, I have some Indian DNA. I’ve had quite a few natives tell me it makes a difference; some even perceived it without my saying so. It’s not an obsession, just a part of who I am.

What saddens me most is how their various cultures have been nearly crushed under the steamroller of Anglo-Saxon arrogance and indifference. I doubt I could ever pretend to any kind of activism, but I hope some manifestation of Native American culture never dies from the earth. For me, it offers a winsome vision of something that defies description, a path to God that He laid for a people unlike any other. Sure, there are pagan elements I can’t swallow, but the overall image of the Creator appeals to me.

This is just another patch of the quilt of who I am.

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Teachings of Jesus: Matthew 10:16-22

We continue with the same context as in the previous lesson: Jesus gives His disciples a commission to share His haggadah on the Galilean preaching circuit. This is all under the Covenant of Moses, but specifically fitting in with rabbinical traditions of the time. They are bringing a very popular message about the coming Messiah and performing miracles. Still, they should expect hostility. They should undertake this mission knowing there will be trouble sooner or later.

They will be like sheep among wolves. Don’t miss what He says here — the Lost Sheep of Israel have suffered predatory treatment from the political leadership. The gospel of Jesus is a threat to the establishment precisely because it accurately reflects the Law of Moses. The coming Messiah is not going to favor the established ruling class, and there will always be people in the towns and villages who have a vested interest in maintaining the status quo. Therefore, Jesus counsels His disciples to be wise as serpents and harmless as doves.

A wise serpent is perceptive, crafty and cunning, not a blundering fool; a dove has no harmful intentions. If these men go out fully aware of the threat and keep a sharp eye out for opposition, they’ll be ready to employ a little creativity and peaceful presence to keep the focus on the message and the Father’s glory.

They should expect the worst and be ready to face it with grace. If not so much during this mission, then surely someday in the future, they will face legal threats. Synagogues and local councils had some authority to punish, and it wouldn’t be fair or just. But their hides were not the focus here; it’s the message. Every time they are called before men of authority, it’s a chance to share the gospel with people they could hardly get to hear them under the normal circumstance. Keep in mind that the phrase “stand before kings” for common folks always meant being in hot water.

When the Father engineers such an experience, He also plans for you to get the message across. Don’t worry about crafting a message that will win them over; that’s not necessarily the point. The plan is to make sure they at least hear the message so there is no excuse when they stand before God. Trust the Lord to put words in your heart; your tongue will find them when the time is right. Get used to that.

When the convicting power of God falls on a people, they panic and act crazy. It’s every man for himself. Brothers of one family will betray each other, fathers their own children. People looking for a target to deflect their own sense of guilt will finally unite in one thing: opposing the truth of God. It will become fashionable for people to hate you because of Christ’s message; your peaceful spirit of joy will rub salt in old wounds on their souls.

Hang in there; perseverance is part of the message. Sooner or later persecution has to end because the Messiah will come and assert His authority. When He does, you can be sure things will change. You will retire to service in Messiah’s court.

One last point: The rabbinical elders often used the image of a sheep standing amid 70 wolves to portray the faithful Jewish people persecuted by Gentiles. Jesus turns that around, saying that the Jewish religious establishment is the greatest threat to the Covenant sheep.

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Reference Points of the Soul

Dreams are the language of the soul. They reveal things that need to come to the surface, but which are hindered in some way. They point to areas of prayer and contemplation.

Last night I dreamed of a place that doesn’t actually exist, but it’s a moral reference point in my soul. It’s a collection of expensive office buildings on the north shore of a small lake. The landscaping includes very few trees, and their placement reflects an attempt to be artistic, not carefully considered. The buildings stand between the lake and a river, and there are hills and a highway to the south. The office buildings are typical of American corruption, being expensive to rent but now falling apart in subtle ways. The parking lot is showing signs of wear because the under-layer was too quickly done and the asphalt too thinly laid. The place still looks nice until you get close.

This is the setting for reviewing periods in my life when I was involved in something corrupt. Most of the time, it involves religious organizations. In my dreams, I encounter again people whom I’ve known while trying to serve in the ministry.

You have to understand that dreams are typically a mixture of emotions and moral discernment. This whole thing works far better if you are heart-led, naturally. The heart-led way teaches your mind a great deal about itself, exposing all the things your mind would rather ignore.

Don’t be confused about how this works. There is no objective truth; you have to learn to stop looking for it. The moral evaluations being revealed in your dreams are for you alone, at least at first. If you hold moral dominion that includes other people, then your dreams will often indicate things you need to share. But be careful, because you’ll typically run into moral discernment that is hindered by fleshly loyalties.

Some of the major figures that appear in my dreams are people who managed to instill loyalty in large numbers of people. These people will tend to think in terms of objective reality, as if it actually existed. They take themselves too seriously, but perhaps not consciously so. They believe in an enforced humility, as a rule and regulation, not as a simple fact of gratitude at God’s redemption. So they say things like, “You can talk bad about me, but don’t you dare slander old So-n-so!” They are defensive about their opinions. God’s servants have always been fallible, but the better servants are the ones who never forget it.

You may find yourself in a tough situation trying to breathe sanity into a situation that verges on a cult-like following of someone. It’s one thing when you can point to specific behaviors you witnessed first hand; that gives you a strong place to stand when you share a witness of someone’s foibles. It’s much more difficult to discuss those wordless moral discernments of the heart. Sometimes you simply have to say, “That’s not for me.” It often means walking away from something in which you have invested a lot, and it’s painful. You have to learn to cut your losses, to know when something has expired in your life.

So my dream of that recurring reference point, those office buildings between the river and the lake, was the scene of encountering some ghosts of past struggles. It was all connected to First Southern Baptist Church in Del City, OK. There was one man I would still trust, Bailey Smith, who was at one time pastor there. I don’t agree with his theology, and I’ve seen some of his flaws, but he saw them, too. I could serve with him if he had any use for me. None of his successors there inspired me. The organization itself doesn’t inspire me, though I have some bright spots in my memories there. Still, this was the last mainstream church I attended. It has nothing to do with what most people would consider justified regard; it remains a matter of heart-led discernment. It’s a question of what God has called me to, not whether any of them were good or bad men.

That reference point in my dream has seen other organizations in previous times. It’s quite likely I will visit that place again in the future, housing other organizations and people my soul needs to review as God leads me through changes.

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What’s In Your Hands?

We cannot right every wrong; we should not try.

The fundamental mistake made by Crusaders of every stripe is relying on their reason as the voice of God. Reason is inherently hostile to God; it is the very essence of fallen human nature resisting divine revelation. The best we can do with human reason is chain it in slavery to the heart.

For example, most of you know that I have prophetically condemned the US government’s involvement in Syria. I’ve said from the start that the conflict there was provoked and funded by the US. It’s a very poorly kept secret that ISIS was created, staffed and funded by the US government, and al-Qaeda before that. Both are involved in the revolt in Syria. The US has been caught using helicopters to ferry ISIS commanders to safety when their strongholds collapse, sometimes under US military fire. It’s insane, but it’s how our government does things, and I’ve said it’s morally evil all the way around. I don’t have to know the secret motivations for wasting resources and slaughtering innocent people; the evil is self-manifest, as are the lies used to cover it up.

Still, there is no way on this earth that anyone with actual authority is going to listen to my prophetic warning. They are faithful servants of their deities, and part of their religion is to confuse things so that people of good conscience are told that Jehovah is behind the government’s actions. And a significant portion of those people of good conscience buy into the lies. I am utterly certain they are wrong, but I’m also utterly certain I’m in no position to get them to listen. We have ample history of human public opinion swayed by propaganda so that we have no excuse for imagining that we can fight the system. That is, if we imagine we can also sway public opinion by some kind of counter-campaign, we are deluded about how God works.

“Narrow is the path the leads to life, and few are they who find it” (Matthew 7:13-14). By the way, the “life” in that passage refers to shalom and all the blessings God provides. God has demonstrated amply through the example of Israel that you cannot march a whole nation up the narrow path of moral discernment. In any given context, the majority will take the broad path to destruction. There may be brief periods when a sufficient portion will be tolerable to God and He will bless them mightily, but it won’t last long. Further, as moral entropy sets in, the masses get worse and worse, farther and farther from the truth. There will always be a righteous remnant, a small group who cannot ignore the voice of the Spirit, but holiness across a mass population is a pipe-dream.

So if my nation were to somehow ask me to participate directly in supporting military operations in Syria, I would take it seriously as an opportunity to shine His light into the darkness. By being there as an example of sanity in the midst of madness, perhaps I can bring redemption to lives far away from the typical exposure to shalom. It’s not a question of accomplishments as humans measure such things, but a moment to shine divine glory in the few little things I can do in such a setting.

As I’ve said in the past, I would willingly infiltrate so that the gospel message goes into all the world, shining His light into the darkest corners. I already know I can’t turn the world away from the path to Hell, but I can help a few individuals find the true path to Heaven.

My hands aren’t that big, but they do hold something from God’s treasury.

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Didn’t Deserve to Die

“Just tell me this, man: Why does my mother have to get sick and die? She was a good person; she doesn’t deserve to die!”

This is often leveled as an accusation. While it pretends to attack God, it’s really an accusation that you, as a believer, are being unreasonable. You are accused of presenting a religion with promises and doctrines that don’t square with reality. This is the voice of a petulant child, angry that authority doesn’t grant their personal wishes.

But instead of all the flawed theology I’ve heard trying to answer such things, I think it’s best to attack the one false assumption here: that death is such a bad thing, as if it were some kind of punishment. A better approach is to point out that the common human value system of crime and punishment is no reflection at all of how God operates.

Answer the question with a question: Who wants to stay here in this messed-up, cursed world?

Granted, we who follow the heart-led path can grab a taste of Heaven in walking according to divine revelation in this Vale of Sorrow. We can offer a bubbly countenance to a dying and broken world, because we have embraced the Flaming Sword and don’t cling to the cursed human existence. We participate in the World to Come and commune with unfallen Creation all around us. But you can bet the person who asks the inflamed question above doesn’t have that perspective. The path out of their sorrow is not a straight line, in terms of human logic.

The path is a straight line in moral terms, though. If there is any answer at all, it starts with recognizing the reality of the Fall. Nothing else we say will do them any good until they realize this life is not what God intended for us, that humanity is hopelessly corrupted. You don’t have to level the accusation that their mother is just as morally fallen as everyone else; she may have been a morally good person. That’s not the question. The issue is the one who raised the complaint. They are assuming that leaving this world is a bad thing, when in reality, it’s staying in this world that is a bad thing. Leaving it is a good thing.

Separate out the issue of her sickness. While disease is part of the natural world around us, the untimely suffering of humans is the result of the Fall. More than just us as individuals, the whole of humanity ignores how things are supposed to work. Humanity presumes to know, and that’s a primary symptom of the Fall. Talk about how good people in a bad world will inevitably be exposed to health factors they don’t control. A miraculous healing is not magic; it’s not something we carry in our pockets to whip out when someone needs it. Miracles aren’t based on human need, but on God’s glory. It’s incomprehensible. But there’s an awful lot we can do to reduce suffering by seeking shalom that comes from Biblical Law. That Law is a feudal covenant law that requires a general atmosphere of compliance to work fully.

So she gets sick because the world is evil. Don’t get lost on what’s fair by democratic philosophical assumptions. God’s revelation says that was wrong from the start. This is a point where you can hammer home just how corrupt the world really is, rejecting God’s truth, and substituting false morals based on reason. Creation is inherently feudal; reality rests on feudal assumptions. If you can’t get that right, you cannot hope to understand, you cannot build a good religion. Reality will not fully cooperate without that covenant community foundation. Blame the nasty world around you for the failure.

But dying is a good thing in the final analysis, because when our time comes, we seize upon that as God’s reward to us for faithful service. What’s on the other side is incomprehensible, beyond the simple point that we call it “Heaven.” You don’t need to address whether mom went to Heaven, only that good people are better off there than here.

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