Off the Cuff 01

Let me stumble and fall on my own, please; this is how I learn.

There’s a prophetic fire burning in my heart and I have to expose something. But first it requires a little context. The prophetic gift can take all shapes and flavors, so try not to confine your thinking to the current Western Christian mythology about it. When I noted that my common human empathy was a faculty that arose from living heart-led, I was trying to give hope to others. I am not a natural empath; you don’t have to be an empath to exercise the spiritual gift. However, I do have a peculiar kind of prophetic empathy in that I feel it on a deep personal level when something offends Creation, particularly when this transgression of God’s moral character is sure to hurt people. I am frankly a little slow to jump into action when I see someone getting hurt, but my soul is set on fire when I discern a moral transgression in the fabric of reality. So while I’d be a rotten nurse, I am comfortable sharing prophetic stuff.

That doesn’t mean it demands your attention; it simply demands that I write about it. Whether you pay attention, as always, is between you and the Lord. It’s not a matter of conceptual absolutes; that’s something I deeply resent coming from Western rationalism. It’s quite possible something I write here will turn out mistaken in the sense that I may not do such a good job of explaining it. I’ll always come back and correct that if I can. Sometimes I’m just a little slow catching on to subtle implications; I’ll try to correct my writing on that point, as well. But sometimes God simply doesn’t fully reveal what He plans, and sometimes He simply changes His mind. In other words, I’m not trying to jerk anybody around. I can only share what’s on my heart as best my mind can tell you.

Over this current holiday season I’ve felt a little lonely and down. Because of my prophetic temperament, I often trash social convention and rituals in favor of blunt honesty. Some people don’t like that, so I accept a certain amount of isolation for that. I’m still as loving and kind as I know how to be, and I’m quite willing to keep my mouth shut and not advertise any alleged moral virtues. I’m willing to let folks make up their own mind to like me or not. Thus, I blew it off at first when I sensed that shadow following me around. Still, I prayed about it because God has been quite generous lately in answering my queries on things like that: Was this a normal facet of my existence, or did it have a more specific meaning?

This morning it took shape. It regards something I’ve been watching on the political scene, only because it affects my ministry here. Specifically, it affects the practical matter of what I have to watch out for versus things that aren’t likely to be a problem. Paranoia about every imaginary threat is pointless and dissipates the energy better spent on real concerns. I’ve already warned that Trump’s allies include a powerful Zionist element and that could result in a little harassment here. That’s pretty lightweight in terms of real harm, but I’m gearing up to defend my position with Scripture and history against the specific weak spots I see in their attacks. This strengthens the belief of those who know the truth but may not be called to dig into the details as I am. But now there’s something else.

This is the hard part and why it’s “off the cuff.” I’m not in a position to see the specifics, but I’m deeply offended at something my heart discerns as a threat to a great many people. This past week has brought a shift behind the scenes with Trump and his friends. I don’t know what it is, but it has already rippled across the moral sphere. There’s a very ugly and painful deception going on, something that was only recently introduced into the game. This is much more than just a politician and his campaign promises; that would hardly warrant mention. This is something truly nasty, maybe unprecedented. It almost certainly relates to imperialist dreams, but it won’t become apparent for a while. A corrupt bargain has been made.

I suppose the hardest part is that, on the surface, this thing will be very popular at first. It won’t be racist as the hysterical noise suggests, but it will be fascist in nature. At this point, that’s all I can tell you. Even then, I may have to eat some of my words here. I’m okay with that, but the point is that you pray for your own sense of peace and preparation. This thing hits me hard in my prophetic gift. Call it a “disturbance in the Force” or “my spidey sense is tingling” but this thing is too potent for me to ignore. I’ve numbered the title of this post because I also sense there’s more like this coming.

God grant you peace.

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Heart Comprehension

For some of us, the voice of the heart is loud enough to easily distinguish. That doesn’t mean it’s easier to give the heart priority; we are still fallen creatures so long as we bear this flesh. However, for most of us it seems the voice of the heart is more subtle, almost never loud. For all of us, it can vary with the context.

We don’t have time to read everything. We first have to discern what meets our needs. Obviously that would be the mission calling we all have, but it bears repeating that recreation is part of the calling that feeds our souls. The idea that altruism is entirely outward in focus is a myth; genuine moral action places everyone else in the same basket as our selves. What’s genuinely good for you is good for whatever you do with others.

It’s okay to understand the academic distinction in Western minds between self and environment, but we can’t leave it there. Otherwise we end up with the very real problem of thinking internally with no heart, so that it’s clearly self-centered. The whole point in individuation is first fully grasping the nature of the Fall, and how it separates us from Creation. Only then can we repent and start the merging process on the proper moral level. You have to climb out the pit before you can appreciate how Creation stood waiting for us all to join in the glory of God. Only in His glory can we take our designed place.

So I am driven by His glory to read a lot of stuff. If you go by what some folks say (like Scott Adams of “Dilbert” fame), you need to make your mind objective and learn all about the science of persuasion so you can stand to read all sides of an issue with your biases in suspension. That’s a half-truth. It still leads to smug superiority, which doesn’t help anyone. I’m pretty sure Adams, if he had time or inclination, would deny the existence of the heart-mind, or at least deny that it mattered. We don’t have time and resources to do that with everything.

Instead, we must let our hearts lead. So sometimes I dig into something and realize quickly that it’s morally repulsive, even when my brain is entertained by it. It’s not so different from avoiding certain videos on YouTube, if you need an obvious example. Too much of it is soul-wasting immoral appeals to your lower nature. In the case of reading stuff, it’s not a question of intellectual bias, but of moral bias — some of it is just sheer nonsense. It’s meant to deceive, even if the author is a true believer. It’s not about the author, but about the failure of moral discernment. And I typically figure that out before I get very far with it.

At other times, it’s more than mere entertainment value that has me reading on in something that I don’t like. It’s not enough to know it’s bullshit; I have to understand how that bullshit is going to be spread out to stink up the world. It’s a question of knowing enough to break the hard, dry shell on the outside of the lies and help others to smell it. Manure has it’s place, but not on your dinner plate.

At other times, it really doesn’t matter whether I agree; I don’t need to read the whole thing to know where it’s going. A great secret in reading widely is knowing what not to read any further once your heart tells you to stop. Your brain cannot be trusted to work that out on its own. It has nothing to do with your opinion of the author; it’s whether God intends to bless you through it. It’s a question of His priorities in your calling to His glory.

Sometimes I’ll stop, and then find myself drawn back to it later. Sometimes I’ll need to reread the whole thing. Sometimes I’ll search for something specific I know is buried in a longer piece. That kind of approach violates intellectual rules, but I don’t live by those rules. I live by heart rules. It’s not as if I always get it just right; I do waste time on things my brain really loves. Whether it’s “wrong” is not always that easy to answer. God doesn’t work like that — not in my life. It’s subtle and even my failures are instructive. He teaches us how to help others who wander by letting us wander and fall into trouble. We have to learn to love His truth for its own sake.

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Comments on Matthew 18

I got distracted for a while, particularly with computer issues. I’m back in the saddle now and today I began working again on my revision of my Gospels commentary. Here’s a section from Matthew 18.

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There had already arisen sensitivity over their relative status as leaders in Jesus’ ministry, and He had already been teaching them that it was near the time when things should come to a head. Since they didn’t know quite how to handle the idea that the crown lay through the Cross, we find them considering instead the details of how the Messianic Kingdom would play out, specifically regarding who among them was designated for which position in the Messianic Court. They were still suffering from worldly ambitions, envy, and confusion about Messianic expectations.

hildren were given scant attention in the Ancient Near East, except within the privacy of the family. Even though highly valued and prized as a proof of God’s favor, their social status was quite a bit lower than we in the West would find comfortable. While Hebrew tradition was a little better in such things than just about every other culture at that time, we note that men didn’t give them a lot of time until they were old enough to commence education and training, sometime around age nine. Indeed, we learn from the laws of the time the death from abuse of one younger than nine provoked no curiosity from officials, because their loss was simply a loss to the family. Only after their Bar Mitzvah ceremony, meaning literally "a son of the Law," did they have any status in the community, so that they could ask questions in the synagogue, for example. We know from several Gospel passages that Jesus broke this mold. While He didn’t go the extremes found in Western society where youth and childhood are idolized, it was surely different from Hebrew traditions. When the Disciples asked Him about their assignments, He called a nearby child, who was surely younger than nine. The boy took his place in the center of the group.

This rather unimportant figure became an object lesson. Jesus referred to a need to be changed, to experience a complete shift in understanding how the world works. Rather than the child needing to be trained to the ways of life, it is the world which needed the understanding of a child to enter life in the Kingdom. Not everything thing that happens to children in the socialization process is what God intended. Some of what children lose should have been kept, and Jesus implies His society made huge mistakes in what they take away, with adults making a virtue of the wrong things. It’s a subtle parable about going back to the ancient ways when the Hebrew culture was new and vigorous, before it was filled with clutter from other nations and cultures. But the remedy is individual conversion, since you cannot roll back the tide of human cultural drift without making things even worse. The effort would be perverted by long-standing vested interests that couldn’t exist in a newly formed society.

Once people as individuals are "converted" to become like children in their unspoiled openness, they are fit for citizenship in a new society, the Kingdom of Heaven. This presents a bewildering paradox to the Twelve, who by now had begun to think of themselves as a class apart within the aging Judean kingdom. It’s not their leadership they needed to work on, but their very inclusion in the Kingdom. Children lack ambition, and are all too happy just to be included, to be taken seriously in any degree. They are quite indiscriminate in following the leadership of any adult who seems to care about them; that’s their nature. Becoming childlike is the sort of thing which fits men for leadership in the Kingdom.

Once having adopted this childlike faith and trust, any leader in the Kingdom takes up the responsibility of welcoming other children. It is a solemn duty, and taking it lightly by casually misleading them is no joke. Taking advantage of their dependency by leading them astray for any reason is a sin so great that they deserve one of the most hideous forms of Eastern punishment known: tossed in the sea weighted down by a millstone large enough it requires a donkey to push it. It’s bad enough the world is loaded with people who lead others astray, but those who abuse spiritual seekers deserve the greater punishment from God. It would be worth any price to avoid seducing the vulnerable. It’s not hard to imagine Jesus that draws a picture of the repulsive creatures who debauch children while pretending to love them. If you can’t keep your hands to yourself, or even your eyes, remove them. It’s better to live life with maimed flesh than to stand before God having seduced any spiritual child to sin.

Further, the dismissive attitude many leaders of that day showed to their subordinates was completely unacceptable in the Kingdom. We all stand before God as children before their Father; relative differences in roles are not really significant. Becoming impatient and dismissing someone who doesn’t rise to your personal demands is approaching blasphemy. You are not God. Furthermore, God keeps the angelic representatives of His children close at hand. Jesus uses the image here of a tiny elite group within the court of an Eastern potentate. Most people with business at the court never actually see the ruler, but deal with his servants. The word of his servants are taken as the words of the lord himself. A choice few are permitted to actually see him face to face on a regular basis. In God’s courts, each soul is precious! A better translation of verse 12 has the shepherd leaving his flock in a safe place in the wilderness, while he goes off and seeks the one which got lost. It’s not a matter of the others having no value, but that all are invaluable individually. Their individual needs may warrant varying levels of attention. This is frankly a revolutionary concept in that context. While some shepherds would give names to their sheep, it was extremely rare he would do so for a large flock, yet Jehovah calls each of us by name.

Thus, when dealing with a straying brother, leaders must assume his soul is so precious that they would be loath to cast him aside. Give him every chance to repent. In the ancient Hebrew society, your neighbor’s moral wandering was a direct threat to everyone around him. Rule by your own kind promotes this kind of familial concern. In Jesus’ day, rabbis had long since gotten used to Israel being under a foreign ruler in part because no one bothered to concern himself with his neighbor’s sins (Leviticus 19:17); the hassles of foreign rule became the bigger threat. Jesus emphasizes the biblical communitarian instinct built into the Kingdom. Go to the brother privately, where it’s most likely he’ll climb down from presumptuous sin. If that fails, bring a few witnesses to establish whether he is indeed hardened in this sin (Deuteronomy 19:15). If all else fails, let the whole congregation know why they must ostracize this brother. The obvious assumption is the fault in view is dangerous to the community of faith, something which would cause a child to stumble in thinking it must be normal. Such irresponsible behavior is symbolically associated with heathens (goyyim or Gentiles) and those Jews (collecting taxes for Rome) who served them.

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Photography: SE 134th at Draper Lake

03scenery(Note: The hard drive arrived and I’ve installed Xubuntu and everything is working just dandy; the laptop is now my desktop.)

Today I felt drawn to explore SE 134th where it runs west from the lake into the Cross Timbers off-road riding area. Since I didn’t have a permit to ride my bicycle in that area, I stashed it against a tree out of sight and locked it up.01se134th This was going to be a long hike. This is “winter” where the grass is brown and deciduous trees are bare, but today it was about 60°F (16C) and winds were light out of the NW, sunny skies with a few scattered high clouds. So our first shot is just the kind of scenery visible from this battered road I took. The second shot is the battered road.

02offroadtrailSince this runs through the riding area, you can’t avoid seeing trail entrances and exits onto the road. The trails are all marked, color-coded and one-way with little signs warning when you are riding against traffic. Here’s what one of the gates looks like (image right). I noticed that just a little ways farther west of here was evidence that cattle still get to wander out here a bit, but probably not during riding hours.

04welmcrk-upIt was just over a mile one way, over several high ridges, to the main branch of West Elm Creek. Back when this was still a road for autos, there was a trestle bridge across it. I took a lot of pictures but several just didn’t turn out.05welmcrk-dn I was able to cross the creek on stones using the bike trail, and found a good view from the west bank where the edge of the road is held by a concrete retainer. First is the view upstream, showing a part of the trail descending steeply to the water. The second image is downstream. The bridge collapsed under high water and was pushed down stream.

06fallenbridgeThe final shot is straight across at road level showing where the bridge remains partially attached to the east bank abutment. Thus, you can see more than a decade of nature reclaiming some of the soil, but viewed in winter when there are no insects to devour intrepid photographers.

I encountered a couple of riders who thought something was wrong when they saw my safety vest, but I told them it was just to make it easier to see me. They offered to give me a ride after I told them where I was headed, but I decided it was good for me to hike. I had ridden in on the Sooner Road corridor down the west side of the lake loop to SE 134th. After the long hike over hill and dale out and back, I was already pretty tired. After reclaiming my bike, I rode just far enough to find a picnic table and ate my lunch. Then I chugged my way against the headwinds back home up Sooner Road again. By the time I got home, I had the odd dizzy feeling from riding too long and hard with insufficient clothing. I was okay in shorts and t-shirt until I got really tired. But I made it home in time to fool with this laptop and get everything installed so I could process these pictures.

Thanks for riding along!

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More Personal Adjustments

I’m writing this from my little netbook.

Last week I felt led to order a new hard drive for the laptop. It should arrive in the mail today. Just in time, because it looks like the tower has died.

I experienced a few difficulties with things and was about to decide it was the hard drive, but when I tried to run the onboard system diagnostics, it crashed on the CPU itself. Now, that could mean a flaw in the CPU or in the motherboard either one, but the core of the system is toast. I’m not sure what I’ll do with all the hardware, but it’s not working too well. I’ll try to drag the files off, but it’s not as if I’ve lost anything truly essential.

Meanwhile, I’m using the trusty netbook and I’ll be making plans to switch my virtual life over this and the laptop. Unless you or someone you know as a tower PC to donate, or you simply insist I have one working and you donate some cash, that project is dead for now. I’ll tinker with it a little, but I suspect it will end up in the dumpster. I’ll save the hard drive and peripherals, but that’s about it.

Not shedding any tears here; I knew that reality had shifted this past year and that the fallout would be big and unpredictable. When something is out of my control, it’s in the hands of the Father. Somehow, this seems about right. The ministry continues. Blessed be the Name of the Lord.

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See the Whole Picture

In concept, debt is an obligation to pay. When too much debt piles up, servicing the debt absorbs economic productivity. There is no growth, so the system begins grinding to a halt. Nobody in their right mind can imagine all that debt actually being paid, so at some point either assets will be seized or the debt holders get nothing. Either way, the obligation to pay disappears. But when it goes, much notional and real wealth is lost and there is nothing left to use for continuing economic activity. It represents closing the gap between real assets and a highly inflated notional wealth. The whole thing freezes assets until the legal ownership changes to hands with no obligations.

Economic activity requires stuff moving — money, products, services and assets. Provisions of law and custom can hinder the process of dissolving debt, but our current debt levels worldwide are unsustainable. If the system remains unchanged, it will grind to a halt as productivity withers and stuff stops moving. It is entirely possible to restart the economy, but it comes at the price of offending some folks whose entire store of wealth is only notional. They aren’t physically present to exercise control over any real assets. In our current system, those folks confine the rest of the world under an agreed system that crosses all national boundaries. You can’t use your farm field because someone in another country won’t allow it. Fixing this requires pulling the authority to use assets back down to a lower level, closer to the folk who live near the assets. Those with the actual power to enforce will have to stop enforcing the will of the bankers and financiers. The people who can actually touch the assets need permission to engage in productive activity without external interference from folks who really have no concern for what’s going on.

It makes not a damned bit of difference who’s fault it is that we got into this mess. Assessing blame is pointless. The only way to restore economic activity is to rob the international bankers and financiers. That means stocks and bonds become just paper without legal power on the ground to enforce their meaning. You can be sure that will happen, at least to some degree, over the next few years. There is nothing left to offer these bankers and financiers that they will accept in exchange for freeing up the assets to produce. It’s all against their own best interest; they are prisoners in their own system. And it really won’t much matter who makes the decision to seize the idle assets and put them back to work while refusing to service any notional debts. It will happen sooner or later.

It is virtually inevitable that this will bring conflict. However, the nature of the conflict depends on whether the bankers can persuade rulers with armies to represent their interests, typically to invade countries where their assets lie. In other words, the bankers and financiers must withdraw into some castle somewhere and recover a national identity, by which they will automatically surrender some of their positions in other countries. There simply is no truly international military force, though the bankers and financiers strove mightily to construct one. They missed the timing simply because it wasn’t possible to make it happen in the first place. The globalist drive has crashed into reality, and all that’s left is nationalism versus imperialism. Everything else will drift off into mere mythology.

Meanwhile, debt that is held entirely within a single political boundary becomes a political football. Somebody has to lose. That’s because somebody else will gain a political foothold and work the system in their favor. Right now is a good time to hold real economic assets; it’s a bad time to hold notional wealth on paper. A total bloodbath is unlikely because the mass of national population simply isn’t in the mood for that here in the US. Economic activity never totally dies because there is no power to stop it; people will trade with our without legal permit. So it works better to take the risks of pissing off some allies in other countries and making new ones to come up with a new set of arrangements to allow the economic activity to recover legally. It means ditching any pretense of “international law” regarding trade and debt under the old regime and starting over.

It also means a good bit of turmoil in creating a different system internally. Of necessity, the globalists will be classed as traitors to the nation’s interest. Over the decades of jockeying for political power, the globalists have hijacked the entire progressive political agenda, so this means liberals are going to be disenfranchised, marginalized and driven into some kind of political exile. Meanwhile, actual liberalism as policy (academically defined) isn’t going to leave the system. It will remain a confused mess for a lot of people who try to apply philosophical purity, as they imagine it, to what actually happens. If there is going to be a recovery of economic activity, it will be messy in that sense, or it won’t happen at all.

It could fail. But I assure you I’m hardly the only person who sees things this way. It’s all there, published in easy reach if you want to see it. All I’m doing here is echoing the thoughts of people far smarter than I am about such things. In order to make things work, it will require adulterating a lot of political and economic orthodoxy and ideals, because they were never connected with reality in the first place. The folks on the ground with a will to engage in economic activity will have to believe that the system will protect them on some level while setting them free to produce and exchange. Otherwise, the folks at the top will lose everything as the social system comes apart. Some of them know this and have written about it. Having less wealth for awhile rebuilding the system is better than no wealth plus a risk to your life. You’ll be surprised who, despite making all kinds of ugly noise, ends up going along with the changes.

But first, it will require some very bloody squelching of doctrinaire globalist protests. It’s the globalists who stand to lose when their legal authority dissolves around a resurgence of nationalism. They will spend some of their notional wealth on trying to provoke a chaos they believe will force us to beg them to take over. But it will fail. Not only have they been exposed to the general public, but the mainstream mass of people will become terribly angry with folks holding back their chances of recovery, so the local police will be encouraged to brutally suppress any riots and protests. A lot of leftist idiots will be dead or disabled in the coming year, unless their sponsors go broke or die first. Serious protests cost a lot of money and human investment.

These are things I want you to ponder as the new year slides past us. It’s important to understand what we should expect in general terms, even if I get some details wrong. Here’s the one thing staring us in the face: Zionism will rise like never before here in the US. The recent ugly noise coming out of Israel about Obama’s failure to protect Israel during the recent UN vote is going according to plan. It won’t matter what Obama actually believes; he’s always been an empty suit holding power for hire. The timing is important. There must appear to be a falling out with the US so that Israel can engage certain unilateral military actions that, officially, the US doesn’t support. Then, when those military actions stir up trouble for Israel, a new administration can ride to the rescue. I’m not making this up; it’s published in several places on the Net. What those writers cannot seem to agree on is the target Israel will attack: Syria, Iran, others, maybe all of them?

Don’t worry about what Trump says. While he’s likely to stick closer to his rhetoric than other politicians, it simply isn’t possible to occupy the Whitehouse without some compromise and he’s a deal-maker. Watch his actions: His cabinet and staff appointments signal a powerful Zionist interest, and the CUFI folks are almost wetting themselves in anticipation. It will take awhile, but with the laws now including a new “Ministry of Truth” as part of the US government, we are likely to take some heat here one way or another.

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Avoid Bleachbit

I had a lovely long bike ride today and pictures. I was processing them on my Vista laptop, and Bleachbit activated itself out of nowhere and deleted my entire photography collection. All of them.

Every. Last. One.

It doesn’t just move them to trash; it wipes them from the drive and they are unrecoverable. And you can’t cancel, because it ignores you when you hit “Cancel.” So they’re all gone including today’s pictures. I suppose we can put some of the blame on how Windows works, because I’ve never seen anything like this happen on Linux. I’ve seen a lot of random crap happen on Windows.

I’m a little bummed out, so that’s all the post I’m likely to make today.

Update: It pays to have backups. I managed to recover from other storage devices all but the pictures I began shooting after I started riding again. That means all my recent stuff is gone.

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Stocking Stuffer

The intellect naturally yields to convictions in the heart. This is how we are designed by God, but for too long humans have been under the sway of a pervasive lie about reality. Our world is dominated by the myth that the intellect is the highest faculty, the only one fit to reign over the soul. And we know that the intellect prefers black-n-white, concrete notions of reality. It prefers linear thinking.

The heart doesn’t work that way. It knows things on multiple levels, and chases multiple branching choices based on moral conviction, not some false notion of efficiency or effectiveness. The mind can discover how to handle the resulting choices if we subject it to the heart. This is our natural condition. Thus, we are fully capable of developing a merged sense of awareness that doesn’t depend on linear thinking. Choices need not derive from some simple sequential logic. Decisions can be made from leaps of intuition and multiple choices derived from web logic.

To make the most of this image, you need to think of it as multi-dimensional. It’s more than linear, more than planar, more than 3D; it can make connections that escape the boundaries of time and space. It considers a tesseract a very basic concept, taking for granted that you should be able to step back and forth through time and ignore spatial limitations.

The mind can do that; Western logic cannot.

Again, it’s not as if we pretend to belong to some other culture on this earth. Rather, we belong to a culture that transcends this world. But the way we know we can do this is to see how other cultures from the past also gave credence to the presence of higher domains of existence. It’s not math or science — it’s something beyond concrete facts. It’s a sense of knowledge and awareness based on inputs from a higher realm, a reality bigger than what our senses and logic can handle alone.

You can do this. It’s how we are designed and made by God.

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Psalm 119: Nun 105-112

(Kiln blog should come back to life this coming week; until then, here’s the next installment in our study of Psalm 119.)

Our psalmist celebrates the Path of Conscious Commitment. The first line in English translations is quite popular as a memory verse and in the lyrics of songs. This octet is a subtle extension of the previous, in that enlightenment calls for eager commitment.

Thus, the revelation of God shines down so that we can see our feet, symbolic of knowing where we stand, the foundation of all we do. It’s like sunlight shining on the path we take in carrying out the mission of our Master. The psalmist has made a solemn vow and will rise to it, keeping alive the witness of God on His created earth.

This world tries to squash us flat if we refuse to run with it, but he calls on God to revive him according to His own promises. Let’s communicate, Lord: Accept my praise offering in exchange for instruction in Your ways.

The phrase to take one’s life in hand refers to fearless combat, when life is so easily lost. Only a firm grip and commitment carries you through. Here the psalmist makes a pun, with the image that his life is in his hand, but he’s going to keep the Law in his other hand, with a promise to not set it casually aside and forget it. In this way he avoids the snares of wicked, for it’s through deviations from the path that we are caught outside the safety of God’s Word.

The record of revelation is our one true inheritance; we gladly lose our worldly possessions in favor of holding to the truth. Nothing else can bring such sense of power to the heart as an undiluted loyalty to God. We are born bent and disfigured, but if we bend ourselves in the direction of the moral character of God woven into Creation, it really won’t matter what earthly end comes upon us or when it comes. We can walk through the end to far better life on the other side.

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Cycling: Draper Long Loop

02nowasphaltTemperatures ranged between 43-50°F (6-10C) with a moderate south wind. The long loop means coming in and out via the Sooner Road corridor plus doing the entire lake loop, clockwise today. That new work on the northern end of the lake is now in the final stages. What you see in the picture is the second layer of three.

01thornvinesThis image shows our native green thorns without leaves. They grow in sandy soil, typically nearer the bottom land, never on hilltops. You would be hard pressed to wade through those without losing clothing and skin.

04washout-bI recall seeing a huge washout area just east of the road on the eastern side of the lake, and a little south of SE 89th. You can spot the lip of this thing from the road, but on satellite view you can see it’s pretty large. What you cannot tell until you get off the road and look it is just how deep it is. The first view is leftward (downstream) and the other is the opposite end. Were I to try stepping down into this thing, the initial drop would be about a meter, so adjust your visual scaling reference.

03washout-aIt felt a little cool today. I didn’t need the windproof boots, but I still wore sweat pants. I covered my torso with a long-sleeved t-shirt topped by a heavy sweatshirt that is tightly woven and resists wind rather well. It was actually a bit much by the time I turned back out of the wind when crossing the dam. The ride turned out to be around 32 miles and was a superb test of the new tires. I was able to finish the ride with a good amount of energy left, so I’m no longer fighting quite as much motion entropy as with the knobbies. I suppose it’s not quite as “fast” as the hybrid I used to ride, but it’s more reliable and still goes off-road decently.

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