Answering 06: Freedom

The truth will set you free.

If all you have is mere factual knowledge and analysis, it won’t matter how much or how deep is your knowing, you are still trapped in this world and on the way to Hell. Whatever redemption does, it includes awakening something above the intellect and linking your soul outside this realm of existence. While we do refer to the resurrection of the spirit (AKA “born-again”), our brains and conscious awareness have no direct link to that part of us. Instead, the heart and it’s “brain” is the part that mediates between the Spirit-spirit communion and the intellect. You would have no spirit were it not united in Life to the Spirit of God. The Spirit of God writes His truth into the convictions of your heart.

The intellect can implement morality; it is utterly incapable of discerning what is and is not moral. Compare that statement to they symbolism of the “Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil” in the Eden narrative. Eating from that tree symbolizes the choice to place the intellect on the throne of moral decision — the Hebrew word for “knowledge” in this context includes the concept of judging and deciding. Since the intellect is incapable of the task, the results are what we see in our chaotic world today. Train the brain all you like; it is wholly incapable of rightly matching decision to reality as God created it without the guidance of the heart-mind.

So intellectual talent means nothing against the moral necessity of letting the heart rule. Among those who share this higher faculty, there is no discernible difference in ability or talent. There is only the difference between the moral choice of commitment. That word “faith” is just another word for the trust and obedience that comes with commitment. Moral choice is what distinguishes the power of faith from one person to the next. The potential is effectively equal as far as we can discuss it. We might struggle to discern it, but a complete imbecile can have faith to move life’s mountains.

Further, what you might have done to develop your intellect (and your physical talents) mean very little against the measure of faith. Don’t confuse moral character with talent. If your faith is strong, God has promised to fill in the rest and use you for mighty works for His glory. Faith is more important than talent, insofar as we can discuss relative merits. If you have high moral development, nothing else really matters much. So this is the thing we believe is most important and every other distinction we might gain in this world is valued only in how we can harness it to the heart-mind and moral truth.

And the best part is that moral truth is self-verifying. That is, for it to work at all, you must have your own “proof” internally, your own moral conviction that God Himself constructed in your soul. I can share my own experience in that realm, but you cannot possibly repeat it in detail, only in the broader sense of moral verification. Does it conform with the burning Presence of His Spirit in you? The threshold of moral verification is entirely different from intellectual factual verification. Your heart can tell you if what I say is accurate and applicable, and how much. You’ll hang out here because your heart tells you it’s a good moral environment for your moral development. You become morally independent from humans and as you become morally more dependent on God, the one who created all things. Conforming to what’s valid and real in the moral sphere means seeing it from the moral sensory faculty of the heart. Your intellect is just along for the ride.

Contrast this to the likes of factual verification for the intellect. A good scientist will give you sufficient information about the process so that you could falsify his results. That is, scientific proof is the failure to falsify when you specifically set out to prove the scientist wrong. That’s the standard protocol and good scientists love it. There is a scientific standard, and commonly accepted protocol of inquiry and testing so that no one “cheats” and stands up to beat their chest showing false data. That kind of competition is moderated by the agreed upon standards of testing and so forth. (The competition is not absent; some of the most petty rivalries can be found in the scientific research community. These days, deception is rampant in scientific journals because people are too lazy or too cheap to verify.)

However, the actual use of the results of scientific inquiry demands a moral frame of reference. Just because I know how to vaporize a whole city doesn’t mean I should test this at random. There is a moral decision involved and science cannot produce that. Lots of people pretend that a good scientific mind can discern the answer to moral questions, and that it can even discern what questions to ask, but you’ll find the resulting debate over what constitutes good morality ranges all over the place. Moral consensus on such things is nearly impossible. Yet, such moral consensus is necessary before we allow someone to do such a vaporization of cities. Who gets to decide to use it? On what grounds should they be permitted to choose one target over another?

And did it ever occur to anyone to wonder what moral good comes from knowing how to vaporize cities in the first place? What kind of morality seeks such a weapon?

Maybe you can make the leap to how this leads to human political endeavor. Government, whatever it might be in any given context, is the way we make decisions that affect larger numbers of humans. It’s not so much moral reasoning but a moral instinct (wired into human nature itself) that we can’t just make unilateral decisions for others without some kind of justification. Raw power has been tried and it’s effectiveness has limits. There is always somebody out there big enough or smart enough to trump however much raw power you have.

In these latter days, most government has sought to create a faux voluntary compliance. Messy, but far more efficient in the long run. To work, it requires various means to get folks to surrender their natural inclinations to ask too many questions. Most government today enslaves you with a sort of programming, and it presumes you have no heart-mind. All their efforts at control and manipulation aim at the intellect. To the degree those rulers are aware of something more powerful than intellect, they try to keep you from connecting your intellect to that higher power.

So we find ourselves with a whole range of people trying to build a structure for asserting authority over others so as to play God. It goes back to Cain over Abel and later the Tower of Babel. One of the fundamental questions in moral consideration is how we get along with other humans; it’s part of the wider question of how you interact with reality itself. In reality, there are other humans and we can’t count on them to dance when our fingers twitch. We have to make our way through life with a sort of moral calculus that recognizes there are other people who may want something different from what we want. They are not mere abstractions of our personal will. If someone can rise up with some kind of authority, they can cut out a lot of frivolous dissent and fighting so that we can find some range of compromise between conflicting wishes and needs. The problem is coming up with a model that meets the moral requirements woven into reality. We have to let God be God and limit our exercise of authority to boundaries He says He will enforce one way or another.

However, while He exercises most of that authority out of our direct view, to the degree He tells us anything, He shows His hand of power primarily through people who have that moral awareness that comes from a dominant heart-mind over the intellect. He tends to let the vast majority of people fall under the sway of despotism and slavery for reasons only He knows, but we do understand that the escape from that is to awaken the heart-mind. He has preserved through such people a record of revelation. People over the centuries have learned to revere that revelation, even if they tend to have trouble getting their mind to obey the heart. And a lot of folks are just faking it for all kinds of reasons, but mostly because it looks like a good system to use for asserting their will over others. They abuse the reverence for revelation by cloaking it from people’s full grasp.

I don’t pretend to know whether this or that religious leader is heart-led and morally aware. I don’t have to know. By my own heart leading, I know to presume distrust of myself first, and a similar distrust of everyone else. I can verify factual information well enough to grant a grudging trust to factual authorities. Maybe I can’t replicate the inquiry because it’s too time- and resource-intensive for me to repeat the whole thing. I can afford to trust someone who meets some minimal standards that represent a verification. As previously noted, factual data is not so important beyond it’s usefulness in my calling from God. It has no inherent value on the moral plane of reckoning, which is where I intend to live. But verifying moral authority cannot work that way, because the moral questions are the ultimate questions. Moral consideration requires I verify everything down to the smallest detail, because the effects of failure are eternal. Mere facts don’t have much effect on Eternity. Someone claiming moral authority must be ready and willing to engage me with a trust that I can test their message that way.

When a presumed moral authority hinders that kind of verification, they surrender all moral authority. Moral truth itself presumes the necessity of each actor having their own full freedom to choose voluntarily. Morality is meaningless without free volition on some level. Shortcutting that voluntary choice by pulling the question down to an intellectual level where verification might be far more expensive is immoral in itself. God provides all the resources necessary for each and every one of us to verify moral statements, so there is simply no excuse for shortcutting. A moral leader who tells me I must put my trust in his special talents, talents that he insists I don’t have, is a liar.

The biblical prophets never presented a word from God like that. Independent verification was always available, and we see examples of it where someone went off to check with another means to test that message. There were rules under the Law of Moses for such verification, but someone with a solid heart-mind awareness didn’t need that. Their hearts would witness the truth because it was written in their own convictions. If the prophet lied, the listeners’ hearts would know, regardless whether the intellect could work it out.

I strive to engage you with a demand up-front that you test my words against your own heart.

(Editorial Note: This series has been greatly enhanced by the probing questions of commenter Mr T. Convictions tend to be silent until there is a question to answer; good questions pull forth deep and satisfying answers. Some of tell me that God has blessed me with a good talent for writing those answers. The whole issue in this series is discerning how we should respond to questions about our faith. Religion is an organized implementation that responds to the calling of faith, so if you question my religion — including my blather about it — you strengthen my awareness of what faith demands. We all need to contemplate how we will answer such questions. God bless you, Mr. T!)

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Cycling: Route 66

FarmHefnerDouglas1I’m really quite happy that the threatened heavy El Niño rains have not materialized in flooding rains. Instead, it has worked with other factors to bring an extended period of cooler temperatures that hit Oklahoma with daytime highs between 50° and 80° (10C – 27C).FarmHefnerDouglas2 With a modicum of rain this means a very potent green-up. The fields are verdant and most of the trees are well on the way to full foliage. These two shots were in the vicinity of Hefner Road and Douglas Boulevard.

ArcadiaLakeWaterTreatYesterday’s ride was aimed at simply getting up to the old Route 66 in Arcadia. That’s only a mile or so north of the NE 164th, and crosses Post Road (the nearest point I can ride to) at what would be NE 180th in OKC. So the ride took me north on Midwest Boulevard to Hefner, east to Douglas, north to NE 122nd, east again to Post and straight north from there to the intersection. The skies were overcast, and there was nothing really new until I got past NE 164th, which put me just below the dam on Arcadia Lake. Upper left is Edmond’s water treatment facility there.DeepForkPostRd Where the original course of the Deep Fork River continues below the dam, this portion of the river’s course cuts through more soil and less rock. This is a broad flat fertile valley and the riverbed looks more like a gully. That’s because the really deep sides are pushed out on either side of the valley.

Hwy66PostRdSo the actual old Route 66 is just a short ride north of the river crossing on Post Road. That was 16 miles from home. In this shot we gaze northward across the legendary road to that northern valley ridge. There’s a lovely climb on Post Road just off-camera to the right. It will have to wait for another day. This summer when school is out and Veloyce doesn’t need the car for work, I’ll take off with the bike carrier and park up near this intersection so I can explore the Arcadia backroads and take more pictures. There are some photographic treasures up this way and I can’t simply ride up here, and then ride around and still come back home without tightly restricting the exploration portion of the ride.

NCanMWB1But I do have something to report on the heavy work around the North Canadian bridge at Midwest Boulevard. Here are three updated images I captured on my way home. I noted on a previous photojournal that the work had simply stopped a few weeks ago and was left for quite some time unfinished. Suddenly they were back this week and moving countless tons of dirt to finish the landscaping. The first image shows the shape of the new bank on the northerly bend that cuts through that strangely walled field. Just off-camera to the right is an area I can’t get close to right now, down behind that enigmatic wall, but I can tell you they are constructing some kind of access point for high-pressure natural gas lines that run at an angle across the valley floor.

NCanMWB2This second shot looks southward along the bank toward the bridge. We can see the workmen have added an awful lot of fill dirt behind the rocks to create a stepped bank that matches what we see in the previous shot.NCanMWB3 In this third shot I moved to the south end of the bridge and tried to show how it appears they are going to fill in that huge section behind the rocks after all. Moving that much dirt won’t be quick.

The new mountain bike is still scheduled to arrive Tuesday. I’ll take pictures of the process of un-crating and assembling things. Then you’ll start seeing more off-road shots here.

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Psalm 96

This is a Restoration hymn. It’s very hard to argue against the Septuagint’s comment that this was written on the occasion of the rebuilding of the Temple after the Exile. It reflects too much the rather unique viewpoint of the prophetic tag-team Haggai and Zechariah serving during the Second Temple construction. Zechariah in particular offered a fresh emphasis on the global scope of Israel’s mission, and made more of the coming Day of Judgment than any previous prophet.

The flavoring is somewhat less of the ancient eastern nomad sheikhs and more of the experience they had with Babylonian and Persian rulers. From our perspective, the difference is subtle, but it works best to think of a Mesopotamian ruler in his palace. From what we can tell, there is a far broader exposure to different music styles and instruments than before the Exile.

Thus, this psalm hammers home the call to sing and rejoice. Forget the exaggerated myths of Solomon’s Temple; we have obeyed His command and He is pleased with the results. We have a proper imperial court for His divine Presence among us, so let’s observe the proper protocols and present our tribute and ourselves.

Much of this psalm quotes older psalms with a renewed emphasis. All of it is rather familiar and we need not review line by line the language. Rather, it’s critical to see the familiar imagery in this new context. Thus, along with traditional calls to worship and celebrate His majesty as one might the greatest of earthly rulers, the emphasis is on doing so particularly for the reason that the whole world needs to know. We see no particular marshal call to conquest, but to impress the nations with their devotion to Him.

The whole human race is His domain, so we need to make sure they see our example, along with the miraculous blessings we reap from our devotion. Overwhelm the heathen resistance with the sheer weight of His glory. They claim their gods are in the heavens, a figure of speech for the higher realm of existence commonly understood across the Ancient Near East. However, Jehovah made that heavenly domain, along with all of the earth, so it’s His home, not theirs.

All of Creation will join in with us when we render due honor to God. Nature is alive; this is no mere figure of speech. We need to be about this mission of His glory because all too soon He will come in wrath to judge all the earth.

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Calm Down

This is your elder/pastor writing, the shepherd who loves you because God taught him how to love: You need to calm down.

Okay, some of you need to calm down, or maybe you can try to help folks who aren’t in on this virtual parish. Let’s offer a gift of love that doesn’t really require our religion to understand. Honestly, it’s already been explained, but we live in a culture that values moral outrage as a distraction from moral living. The Spirit of God brings peace, not tumult.

Once more: I’m citing Glennon from his book, National Security and Double Government. Not his words, but the contextual awareness that our society is under the thumb of some broad collective consensus so that we cannot blame any one person for the insanity of our government. It’s intentional — create an atmosphere that dehumanizes and instills a petty fear in just that one sphere of human activity of people in the workplace as bureaucrats in government service. I have served in this atmosphere; I did so after getting a very good education in psychology and other social sciences. Not only was I morally aware of the serious danger, but I could trace the very structure of this thing from several angles. Glennon’s book simply added a refreshing explanation that helped crystallize what I already knew.

Example: Over the past few years, we have seen stories where public education officials have called police on parents who had the gall to approach the school facility as pedestrians. The parent(s) notified us all via news stories and social media of this utterly senseless act. When someone managed to get the school officials to explain, it comes out that it is a security policy: You are required to approach the building in a motor vehicle, even if you live across the street. You may not exit this vehicle while in the proximity of the school facility, but must wait for school employees to direct your child(ren) to your vehicle. You are considered a threat in this environment.

I understand this. That doesn’t make it sensible.

Please, try to understand that these officials belong to that Trumanite bureaucratic culture. They exist in an alien environment detached from the reality almost everyone else experiences. The bureaucrats do not realize just how freaking insane it is, and will flatly argue that you are the one who is nuts. The world of bureaucratic consciousness is an alien place, rather like Hell. I mean that literally in some ways — Hell. This beastly state of mind is precisely what Satan wanted and he loves it. Bureaucrats are the true Church of Satan. Everyone who worships at that shrine — every bureaucrat — does not realize that their lord is Satan. They are convinced it’s all impersonal, that it’s just “common sense.” They cannot imagine why in the world you would object to their policies, but they sure as Hell don’t mind punishing you for it.

Here in the US, we are particularly devoted to this peculiar insane religion. Think of the worst horror stories of government oppression in, say most European countries, and that is our routine. This is why I often say nasty things about child welfare policies in the US. On average, even by state policy definitions, the handling of children while in direct custody of the government is often worse than whatever “abuse” they are trying to resolve. In other words, social workers are some of the most horrific bureaucrats in the world, utterly lacking in anything that resembles a conscience. The process for vetting foster parents guarantees that hard-core child abusers are often the first ones approved for the program. Again, this is by the state’s own definition of what constitutes “abuse.” People with a functioning conscience find the child welfare programs abominable. Good moral people cannot tolerate the system, and only the low-level psychopaths will tolerate the bureaucracy.

You want to change this? Make sure you understand what Glennon says: You would have to slaughter at least 100,000 bureaucrats just to get their attention in one state. Want to reform the federal government? I estimate that it would require the public execution of roughly 2 million bureaucrats. That means every single armed, badge-bearing federal enforcement officer, and the vast majority of those who rely on their armed presence to force us to obey their edicts. If you somehow managed to isolate any particular individual from the herd for a long enough time, they might be saved from this insanity. Do you have the resources to do that to some 2 million all at once? Because it’s worse than any drug addiction you’ve ever seen. From personal experience, I’m telling you with all seriousness it is just that bad.

Now, take a deep breath and think: This is the “normal” for our world. It might be less of an issue in other Western countries, but still bad enough in their own way. And our God says in His Word that He is in charge and we are not to attempt changing this situation until He gives us a calling and authority to carry it out. Are you willing and able to slaughter a few million folks? That’s the only way you can change things in this fallen world. If you believe God has called you to that, don’t say it publicly because you’ll be a target for all kinds of awful. God has not called me to that, I can assure you.

God has called me to help my fellow believers learn to live with this. Part of learning to live with this is that you stop reacting with shock and froth. Yes, it’s crazy, but we can do without that “Ain’t It Awful” game. That distracts from the work of mercy in our lives. Instead, get used the idea that it will get steadily worse. The bureaucratic hive-mind cannot turn around; it can only run farther down the slope into Hell. Bureaucrats are increasingly out of touch with the folks they rule. And while the bureaucratic hive-mind is aware in the sense of making intelligent preparations for resistance, their discernment is limited. They simply do not realize that there is a breaking point. Their calculus excludes the very notion that this could all come to a screeching halt. Their bureaucracy is sacred; they aren’t allowed to imagine it ending. They will all be utterly shocked when the society they rule erupts and starts destroying the system.

The only question left is just how discerning the revolt will be, and thus the accuracy of their targeting and tactics. I predict that the populace at large is no smarter than the bureaucracy, so it will be long, ugly and painful. In fact, most folks will not discern when it starts or when it ends, nor much of what it really meant.

Now, one more complication: Bureaucrats will fight with each other. That is, once a bureaucrat is outside his/her official domain, they tend to become rather ordinary victims of the other bureaucrats in other domains. So the shit-head principal at school who had you arrested for walking up to get your children will complain and threaten to raise hell when the county raises his property taxes to give a pay boost to some other bureaucratic office. Now that is really insane.

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Answering 05: The Moral Sphere

You don’t have to take me seriously, but I am so confident in my message that I’m willing to stand alone against all of humanity at the same time. Insane or not, I assert without a hint of embarrassment that my conscious awareness is directly connected to the moral fabric woven into Creation. I am vividly in tune with reality as God made it.

My intellect struggles to keep up. I struggle to find ways to express this stuff. I does not surprise me in the least that the vast majority of folks who read my blog can’t quite connect with the concept of a moral sphere of reality, because while I am certain I got it, I’m not certain I can tell you. On the other hand, I’m quite certain you’ll discover it on your own terms, maybe even despite my writing, because it flows from the Holy Spirit. Near as I can figure, all I’m doing is helping you bring it farther into your conscious mind so you can bend your own intellect to the task of serving God.

The genuine truth of God could never be merely propositional. God is a Person and truth is rather like His skin. Truth is a part of Him you can’t simply abstract away and study without doing some violence that kills it. You don’t get truth without God; you can’t know truth as an object separate from God.

In other words, truth is not some understanding based on facts. Reason can’t get you to truth. You cannot make truth an objective in itself. You can either know God or be false in yourself. That’s because truth is inherently moral in nature. It’s the fundamental question of what is right and wrong, not what’s factual. Factual is subject to revision at God’s whim, but morality is His own character. So if someone brings to you a body of teaching and they wrap it up in moral garbage, they are lying. Western rational analysis is inherently wrong by assuming that truth can be objectified despite the packaging. Package and content cannot be separated. Truth is personal character.

This is not a question of whether flawed men and women can teach God’s moral truth. There aren’t any other kinds of men and women available on this earth; all are flawed. That’s not the question here. The question is to what degree their presentation is dirtied by their human flaws. We are cautioned in Scripture quite plainly that it’s not a matter of artistry or clarity of content, but the moral flow. Truth could never be packaged in the words themselves; truth is measured by the broader impact of the message. If the net effect sets you free to find your own path, there’s not much harm. If the effect of the message is to bind you to another human’s “expertise,” it’s a lie by definition.

Sometimes people can read the paragraphs above, and while they grasp it intellectually to some degree, they can’t make it work. The hardest truth for people to grasp in our English-speaking world is the nature of truth. If you come to me with a message and I can’t sense the moral presence of my God, I’m not going to buy it. There is no objective measure here. It’s personal and that’s the nature of truth. Nathan verbally body-slammed King David with the accusation regarding Bathsheba. David’s moral failure was a serious problem, but you’ll notice that David was responsive at some level and agreed that Nathan was right. Painful it was, but it was truth. Nathan’s message set David free from his own sin. While I’m hardly in David’s league, if you can establish the same level of moral character in your approach to me, I will be morally captured by the truth itself. You will have brought the Person of my Lord and I can’t reject Him.

It was not in Nathan’s words. It was in the moral power of Nathan’s message using whatever the words might have been. It was in Nathan himself. The words were mere symbols, signposts for David to explore something he had been avoiding.

And all of that is psychobabble to a mind still chained in the dungeon of Western rationalism. The previous post in this series pointed out that you and I cannot make someone understand this stuff. We can only offer it. Had King David been a lesser man morally, he could have rejected Nathan as impertinent and tossed him out. So the issue is not the facts, but the moral impact of what we say and do. A preacher who rips at that moral fabric by elevating himself as some special source of insight is a liar. Sharing a word from God is not a matter of data content, but moral content.

So we realize that the hardest thing to do is help people grasp the notion of this “parallel universe” right here alongside the one we all live in together, an “alternate reality” that is moral in nature. When I look at events around me, I don’t see the same thing as those with no heart-mind awareness. I see fundamental moral questions, not facts to be leveraged for some imaginary improvement of life. The morality of the West is materialistic in nature, and denies the God of the Bible a priori. If His claims do not conform to the moral apprehensions of the Western rational mind, then the claims must be rejected. They don’t match the apparent facts. We reverse that; we say that what’s apparent is a matter of mere shadows. The factual world is fake, a mass deception. What Western minds see as “reality” is for us not so real, only apparent. We don’t trust our own senses, nor our own reasoning about what we sense, because we know that sense and reason can never escape the fallen desires of the human self.

I invested a great deal of time and resources studying the core nature of Western Civilization. I’m not establishing myself as an expert, just trying to save you some time and money. Feel free to replicate my explorations for yourself; go farther if you like. Maybe I can dig up the curriculum for you — it would be pretty expensive these days. I could not have bought all those books without a generous financial aid package (common in those days). My point is that I became quite sensitive to the nature of the West first from within its own frame of reference. But then I spent an awful lot of time and other people’s money studying other civilizations and began to compare. I’ve developed a very strong awareness of Western against other traditions. And I can tell you that when it comes to serving God, the West is the worst. It sucks big time, and I’m doing all I can to escape it. Serving God also puts limits on what I can do in terms of that rejection, but that focus shows up strongly on this blog.

I’ve had enough of the West, thank you. I’d like to get closer to God. So you feel free to examine all you like of Western stuff, but if you ask me to comment on any of it, you should know what to expect. At the point where a speaker or writer sounds too Western, I’m done with them. The whole thing is morally objectionable. Whatever content may be packaged in their presentation makes no difference, because it arises from moral sewage. How many flavors of stink do you want? I’ll try to help you see my objections, but the whole point of this blog is to help you climb out of that. Not because my answer is the only right one, but because I am morally bound to give the answer I have.

But the one thing I hope you see is that I set the moral example of finding your own firm footing. I know where I am supposed to stand; do you know where you are supposed to stand? We can’t begin to answer a questioning world if we don’t at least have a solid anchoring point in our souls.

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Mysticism and Trust Models

In Christian Mysticism, models for trust have no significance.

It’s hard to break a system that doesn’t exist. Our “system” manifests here, but isn’t rooted here. By moving everything of importance into the moral sphere of the heart, human frailties are of no real consequence. You do not have to trust yourself, much less anyone else. Our whole operation places full trust in God, who stands outside all systems. We invest everything in Him and leave the results in His hands. We accept whatever returns to us from Him. There is nothing to lose, so trust is not an issue between us.

Each time I write and post, you are morally obliged to filter that post as if it were a fresh application for your attention. Anyone can spoof my name; a few could spoof my writing. God alone can make you believe it. My investment in time and resources goes straight to God as merely my obedience to Him. You owe me nothing. The discretion to cease paying attention rests within you. My payoff is in the obedience itself, not your response. Your payoff is an affirmation that improves the dominion of your heart over your mind.

And it doesn’t hurt that I regularly warn you to test my words — all the more so when we look at the actual security leaks from similar services. If I don’t own you, I can’t lose you. If you choose to stay linked, you retain full authority to disappear without notice and without fear of retribution in any form.

There would be a stronger emotional link if we met in the flesh. Our online format makes that exceedingly difficult, so that bonding requires a far stronger impetus from God. Yet you remain aware that my involvement is subject to sudden end without notice, for all kinds of reasons that have nothing to do with my wishes.

All that’s left is the immeasurable changes in each of us, something that represents our trust in God in the first place. It might be emotionally uncomfortable to cut this virtual link between us, but the link itself presumes to teach the strength to get past that.

Whatever requires protection cannot be guarded on our level. We have a hard enough time communicating something that is beyond words in the first place. We are forced to encrypt our discussions in the moral language of parables. Genuine communication requires a moral decryptor built into your soul. People unable to operate on the moral plane could hardly grasp any of it, so we can be wide open about everything. Anyone who can understand can’t possibly threaten us.

Learn this well, because should God ever grant you a fellowship of like souls in meat space, you’ll need the armoring in your soul to prevent the folly that has ruined religion for millions of people in times past.

Keep this “trust model” for religion outside this virtual parish.

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Tracks and Transparency

You have my permission to bail out any time. You can cut and run with a rant or silently. The only thing holding you to this virtual parish is your own heart and mind. If following Christ means you stop reading this blog, you had best move along. And if you someday return, you can pick up where you left off.

And if you stay, you can disagree on anything or everything. You can tell me about it or just run your own filters silently.

Obviously some elements of what I teach here will never change. But if you were crazy enough to read back the 7+ years of posts here, you would see that some things most certainly have changed. I’m not embarrassed by those changes, though I am a little annoyed at myself for allowing certain follies to hold me. Sometime in the future I’ll look back on some of the things that I write now and grimace. That’s a part of having a flesh still bound by the Fall.

Right now I still have this brightly burning flame in my soul about this virtual parish growing. And I still have no precise idea what that will look like, but I still believe in faith that God intends to bring alongside some major players we don’t yet see. The number of folks who post comments regularly will grow, I suppose. The blogroll will get longer, but I can accommodate other writers who would rather post here. And they don’t have to stand in any echo chamber to gain that privilege. I can’t draw precise boundaries because it has more to do with persons than concrete ideas.

I’m still waiting for some kind of demand for services that will require I use the tower as a parish server. Right now, we aren’t even close to that. I’m eager to do it, but not if we don’t need it. As previously noted, I don’t mess with computers for fun any more. I’m getting less and less interested in technology stuff like that. You can’t just forget it all, so I still keep an awareness of the issues, but the childlike enthusiasm and excitement for new “toys” has moved onto to other departments. So until it’s needed for the Lord’s glory, I’ll keep using it as a workstation for my activities in this parish. Do I have to mention that I don’t have any other significant activities online? Even my political reading is always tinged with an eye to what I can tell you about politics in light of our shared faith. Otherwise, I don’t care. No real interest in tinkering with computers is new in my life, to be honest.

Somehow, in the past couple of weeks I have stumbled onto a different path. Not in the sense of changing any core beliefs, but in the sense of what holds my attention in the daily routine of life. It’s not the service that has changed, but the means of service. Maybe I can’t characterize it very well, but I can tell you that something has shifted and everything in my conscious awareness has a different resonance. Does that make sense to you?

There are factors I want you to grasp, but it’s mostly parabolic, so put your heart in charge of your reading.

Some changes like this come because they represent the ripening of fruit. That is: What does it take for God to get you in the place where you can seize upon a better grasp of the mission? I had some unfinished business in computer land. Suddenly, my heart tells me that mission is complete. If you believe I took your donations fraudulently, just tell me and I’ll try to give it back, but I now doubt that I’ll be using this tower as a server any time soon, if ever. Still, I don’t use it for anything except parish business. I’m not sure I have any other business, because every thing I do comes back in postings here. You folks own me in that sense.

Some changes like this come because God is not static. He’s alive and can be persuaded on a certain range of things. While we can imagine them as inconsequential differences in His greater glory, some of those little things can represent a serious shake up for you and I. And right now, I’m convinced that something in our prayers has changed His calculus, as it were, in ways we might not have expected. Okay, it has certainly changed things that I didn’t expect. Divine moral consequences are very hard for a human mind to predict. And there is a measure to which God stands back to see what someone is going to do, and responds with variable implementations in His agenda that we could never comprehend. This is parabolic because there is no way we can comprehend how the mind of God works and what He sees about the future of our world. But whatever it is, stasis is not a part of God’s character in our considerations of Him.

Net result: All that blather about networking technology and various services is stacked neatly and stored away. I’m still ready to do almost anything I can understand, but I now sense this stuff is mostly in place already. I have no regrets about how money and time was spent up to now, but it’s finished. And instead of saving for another laptop, I think I need to get a better camera to go with the new bike (expected for delivery Tuesday). So I’m saving the PayPal donations for something that will allow much better shots of things that the current camera does poorly. For example, I can’t do botanical, animal or telephoto shots. And the crazy part is that I’m not sure why it matters, only that it does. I’m really driven hard to focus on cycling and camera work, along with lots of review-rewrite-reformat of some of my previous writings.

So I’m wiping off some tools and putting them back in the box. I’m pulling out different tools because the work is different. I’m telling you openly so there’s no needless surprises. I’m giving you the chance to decide if you care to stick around or if God has other business for you. Either way, I love you just the same. Meanwhile, leading this virtual parish is more important than ever for me.

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Not Green

My favorite color is orange.

While I’m like most humans with an aesthetic preference for blue (it has to do with the mechanics of vision in our eyes), I would rather wear orange. That’s because when I’m on my bike, orange makes it easier for drivers to see me. If not, it makes it easier to find the body later on.

And I have come to the point where my bicycle is more important to me than any/all of my computers. Think of it as a wheelchair in effect, in that all the hiking and running I used to do is no longer possible, but biking remains possible. The real issue is getting outside and doing something solitary and physically demanding so that my heart can push through the clutter and get my brain’s attention. It’s a blessing, a means to draw closer to God and hear His voice. His Word promises that He generally encourages that sort of thing and after all these years of riding my bicycle in motor traffic, the Lord still protects me. I suppose angels are riding alongside on ethereal bikes.

A part of me is aware that my bicycle is far less harmful to my fellow humans, in terms of pollution, than my car and all my computers. I’ve already stated bluntly that I like computers as the one means to finding fellowship with my fellow believers. My particular religion is esoteric enough to mean the fellow believers are few and far between. The Internet is the only way we can find each other for the most part, since the same thing that gave us computers is what has made us so rare on this planet. Nothing personal, my sweet parish family, but if there were people in geographical proximity who shared my religion, I wouldn’t have gotten involved with the Internet very much. But you came first, so even if a church grows up now in my area, I’d still keep the channel open.

But let’s be honest: Computers and the Internet are pretty hard on Creation. The economic realities of connecting globally means cranking out some truly nasty toxins into our world. Much less so than a bicycle, but bikes aren’t pure as the driven snow, either.

Unlike the Greens, we do not worship “nature” itself. We do not fall down to the creature (Creation), but to the Creator. We know that He gave us the means to do stuff in this world that allows us to share our devotion to Him. He knows that it means we have to use some of the resources in nature in ways that are distinctly unnatural. He made the world capable of absorbing and self-cleaning a certain amount of that. But does anyone really need to explain that humans have long pushed beyond the limits of what nature can absorb long-term?

When I post pictures on the other blog of the North Canadian River or other water features, I would like to remind you that the beauty of that water, so pleasing to the eyes, always comes with an offense to the nose — the water is polluted somewhat. Always. You can’t drink it safely. In it’s natural state prior to the settler invasion, the natives didn’t have that much trouble drinking it. Yes, some water sources are naturally toxic, but these days most of the water in the world requires some clean-up on a scale unimaginable before massive human exploitation of natural resources.

I imagine we could rediscover some kind of balance, some kind of homeostasis with nature, even with our current world population. But going that route would probably reduce the population somewhat as a natural result. I’m not eager to see a die-off like that, but a part of me knows it’s for the sake of something better. We aren’t likely to see it.

Even less likely are we to see the Green Dream. Theirs is more than a political agenda; it’s a heathen religion. Their religion calls for the extermination of the vast majority of the human race. Only a tiny handful of their religious elite are worthy of living in a pristine natural world, as they view it. Hand them the power and you can be sure wars would ratchet up to a new global density of slaughter that we can’t fathom. They have a jihadi’s zeal for their gods.

For us, the Law Covenants explain what God intended for us. Not so much in the sense of Eden, but in the sense of making the most of what’s left after the Fall. The Laws tend to sound superficially Green to some degree; the Laws reflect a respect for Creation as a living being. While I feel no sense of personal guilt about having computers, I do share in the broad common human guilt of abusing God’s creation — I’m still fallen. But when I’m out riding my bike and hearing the trees and grass alongside the road calling out to me with celebration of God’s living character, I’m far more alive than I am sitting here typing on this keyboard. I have to take that ride so I’ll have something to type when I get back here.

And it’s not so much that I really have to be alone on those rides, but I can’t really share that experience with anyone around here who might be otherwise interested in riding with me. If some of you were cyclists in my area, we could have church on the wheels, worshiping and singing as we pedaled along. No church experience I’ve had would come close to that. I can dream, can’t I?

But I would recommend we all wear orange in such worship, not green.

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Answering 04: Radicals

We are more radical than radicals.

The world “radical” implies a plan to cut things back to the very roots and try to grow a better crop the next time. What we do here in our parish is more like plowing up the old roots and planting something entirely different. There is a very real sense in which we seek to pass back into the Garden of Eden, to embrace that Flaming Sword and leave this whole world behind, because Eden was never on this earth.

In my book, Heart of Faith, I laid out in chapter 2 the science that admits to some manifestation of the ancient truth of Scripture about learning to operate from a heart of conviction (rough draft posted here). Yes, I have some of the source documents for that science on my FTP server, and I can email copies of that stuff at your request. The sad part is that most of the people involved in that research are still stuck in the West, and have no real idea how to use that information. If you take what they say as they say it, you won’t get very far. I’m hoping that you don’t need that much proof to enter the world of heart-led living. I’m hoping you are already primed and waiting to hear it so you can seize upon it and use it.

Most of the people you encounter in any given context will be like the scientists who know the facts but not the truth. You can sit down with a reporter and give them all these facts, and maybe you have enough data to help them see how it relates to the biblical approach to thinking from the heart, but you cannot begin to explain conviction to them. They know the word, but unless they have experienced the hand of God awakening their spirits, they won’t know conviction itself. That is, unless they know it already.

Our world is populated with two broad types of humans. A few will have that sense of awareness, either potentially or fully engaged. Indeed, most of them will be in the potential stage. But the other type we call “not today.” They might have it later, but God alone knows because God alone holds the key to awakening dead spirits to life. But in our daily awareness as heart-led people, we have our sensory heart attuned to discerning whether they are like us not. We have the Law Covenants to help us grasp a broad sense how to deal with those folks who are not like us. Our hearts will know how to make use of the guidance in the Laws beacuse the Laws are parabolic in nature. But a few will have those Laws written in their hearts as conviction, and we can deal with them on a heart-to-heart basis.

And everyone who doesn’t have that will think we are being elitist. You can try to explain it, but that’s how they’ll receive it. They’ll think we are cultic, that we are trying to hide the truth of all the crazy things we do behind closed doors. We can make a good faith effort to remain totally open and exposed to investigation and inspection, but a dead spirit can’t discern spiritual truth.

If we could spend a while together in class, I could show you how it wasn’t always like this. There was a time and place where the prevailing culture made room for heart-led living. That might not have raised the count of those who had a full connection between heart and mind, but there was a presumption that it was the norm for human life. Much of the Bible presumes this awareness and has harsh words for those who don’t even try. The Bible stands as such in a much wider Ancient Near Eastern culture that shared such a presumption. This is the same bunch of folks who built ziggurats and pyramids and things we don’t even know about. Indeed, we still grasp how they arrived at the placement of these structures, and are only vaguely aware academically that they used some kind of calculus long lost to us. Heart-led awareness hardly hinders math and science; they aren’t incompatible. The failure of the West is much more fundamental. The West wants all the benefits and none of the moral responsibilities, and I can tell you that some portion of the ancient achievements were built on a sense of moral awareness. The West rejects such a thing a priori.

I won’t suggest that heart-led living solves all the problems. Some of the ANE cultures that were ostensibly heart-led could also be morally depraved. So awakening the heart-mind link isn’t sufficient to find Christ, but necessary to serve Him fully. Where the ancients got lost was what Christ came to resolve, and it’s a side of His mission on earth that no one understands without that heart-mind connection. Previous to the Cross, you had to wade through a lot of learning that presumed a heart-mind link before you might find a spiritual connection with God. People did experience spiritual birth and Jesus’ mentioned at a presumed necessity for Old Testament religion. That interview in John 3 was a discussion of life under the Law of Moses. But Jesus came and offered that connection up-front so that you could do all that learning afterward. Today what we call “born-again” refers to that free entry into the heart-led way.

So can you see how Western culture has crippled that? We have millions of church folk presuming they have that heart-led spiritual connection to God because it’s been packaged as a cerebral (psychological) conversion. It’s been dumbed down. I refer to this condition as “spiritually stillborn” — morally dead and powerless. How do you convince someone who is “born-again” by mere conversion that they really aren’t spiritually alive? It stinks to them of arrogance. And among those who probably could get it because they are spiritually alive, it still sounds alien and foreign to their lifetime pickling in a cerebral religion. In other words, they are spiritually alive but still crippled without a conscious awareness of the heart-mind.

We have an uphill battle to make our case. At the very minimum we have to manifest a power over moral failure that these people recognize but don’t have. The quickest way to grab their attention is genuine heart-led moral power for living. That mystical otherworldly emphasis is our single most powerful tool. That’s where His glory shines brightest. So my whole point in all this blather is to encourage a change to a more glorious life, so that even if they intellectually dismiss our talk, they can’t ignore our power. With that moral power comes a vivid response from Creation as a whole, and all kinds of things they don’t expect to see will follow us around. Yes, it means you will experience genuine miracles that defy any kind of earthly logic. Most of them will be invisible, but if you mention a heart-led prayer request and God fulfills it, people will know that God favors you. That’s the one form of elitism no one can complain about.

Let’s make this commonplace among ourselves. Let’s build something that no one else has, not by the subterfuge of ginning up something weird, but reclaiming something men threw away long ago. It’s still there in the dust, waiting for us to put it back to work. It’s bigger and more powerful than the Pyramids, because those piles of sandstone will eventually crumble. Genuine conviction from the Spirit-spirit communion outlasts the universe.

Yeah, it’s a radical proposal.

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Gratuitous Cycling Post

TinkerAFB-VORI’ve had two long rides since my last cycling post. First, I went out to Draper, but wandered a bit on the way. I decided to run past the north end of Tinker AFB. I noted previously that the US Air Force bought out the entire Glendale neighborhood just north of the runway after one-too-many plane crashes into the houses there. So they bought it, scraped it clean of housing debris and turned it into a “training area” and storage site. They left the pavement and some of the streets are almost usable still. I’ll be poking around it a little more later once I get the mountain bike, but for now I wanted to point out this thing we used to call a VOR back when I was pretending I could afford flying school. It’s actually part of the landing guidance for the runway, which is directly behind me where I stood shooting this picture (upper left image).

They also wiped out another, smaller neighborhood nestled up against the NE corner of the main airbase property. It’s been replaced by a long “defile entrance” (military term) to the Hruskocy Gate, which used to be right off the corner of the runway itself (just to the right off-camera). HruskocyGateThis defile runs a quarter-mile around that hill and then down a ways before turning back into the parking area. It’s a way of pulling off the massive number of cars from the main civilian routes as thy are processed for entry. There’s a huge civilian workforce here doing aircraft maintenance. The main facility is over a mile long running parallel to the runway, which itself is about 2.5 miles long.

DraperNewBldgThat new structure at Draper Lake is almost finished. That is, they are doing the landscaping outside, while some massive installation takes place inside. That they have a small transformer substation for this building indicates a lot of heavy equipment.

TripleXBridgeToday I wandered eastward a bit. I was hoping the northeasterly winds would protect me from the heavy allergens I usually encounter out that way. I’m doing okay so far. This was one of those days when I made up my mind on the route only a mile or two ahead of me. I ended up on Triple X Road where it crosses the North Canadian River. The road is still closed because the Army Corps of Engineers still hasn’t granted the county permission to fix the river bank where that house was swallowed by the floods. So the I stopped on the bridge and sat down on the yellow line and just prayed awhile facing into the wind. I really like wind when I can alone like that. This shot shows the scene looking back south along the east side of the bridge. I also stopped a few miles later where the river runs under Wilshire Boulevard. Again, it was a peaceful moment facing into the wind.

SwimmingTurtleFrom there I stayed on Wilshire all the way across to Spencer-Jones Road. I took that south to NE 63rd and rode down to eat my snack on that bridge near Spencer. I caught a glimpse of this massive swimming turtle, easily 24″ (61cm) long hanging out in a deep pool below the bridge. (Someday I plan to have a better camera.)

CrutchoCreekEdit: I forgot to include this image of Crutcho Creek. This is where it turns sharply under a railroad bridge and very close to Midwest Boulevard. This pool is highly unusual in creeks around here, as it turns sharply off to the right of the image.

Folks, it’s already been a pretty busy day in my part of the universe, and I really needed that time out in the wind and solitude of the back roads. I’m looking forward to riding some of the off-road areas I know about starting next week.

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