Cycling: A Short Katy Loop

3101NE50thNot really much of an adventure today, just out on NE 4th to the Katy Trail, then up to NE 50th. I realized that I hadn’t seen that stretch of road in some thirty or forty years. So when I got through the golf course and up near the Firefighter Museum, I turned right. It wasn’t that far past the Softball Hall of Fame and under Interstate 35. Just past a relatively new charter bus line (Village Tours) depot and up a steep hill was this fine old local stone house (above left).

Barn5001NE50thForestParkWhile there were also some newer McMansion looking places, there was a bit of this older stone architecture scattered for a couple of miles along NE 50th like that. Out behind a neat little house this old stone barn was hidden in the trees. I had to get down in the foliage just to get a good look at it.

HenbitCarpetNE50thPast a few more McMansions and one beautiful place mostly obscured behind more trees, I encountered this lovely carpet of henbit next to a high-priced horse pen with high-priced horses roaming around inside. I’ll start seeing a lot of this carpeting in rural fields this time of year.

5300NAirDepotI stayed on NE 50th back down toward the river along a short section of Air Depot Boulevard. As I followed the road where it turned north, I was surprised by this aging house that fronts Air Depot at the driveway for Bridlewood Equestrian. More horse boarding, of course. It was a fairly quiet ride back home from there.

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Proverbs 31

We don’t know who Lemuel was nor should we let the question distract us. About the only useful scholarship we have on the source of this chapter tells us that it seems Aramaic in grammar and character of expression. Up until the Exile, long after Solomon’s time, the common Hebrew vernacular was more Canaanite in flavor and noticeably different from the Aramaic of Abraham, not to mention the Aramized Hebrew after the Return from Exile. One gets the feeling this chapter is rather ancient even to Solomon’s court. Furthermore, the format does not require, but would actually suffer from, a verse-by-verse examination.

The first section provides the context. We have a ruler named Lemuel who is lectured by his mother in ancient moral wisdom. The figure of speech she uses to open this teaching implies a rhetorical query: How will you reign? She wants him to consider what kind of man and king he will be, and makes mention that she regards his birth as an answer to prayer, a prayer in which she made with customary vows to ensure he would grow up wise, among other things.

So she encourages him to be a real man, to rule and not let himself be ruled by common human temptations. Do we fail to notice that it is a woman warning him not to let women manipulate him? She also notes that too many wealthy and powerful men fritter their lives away in alcoholism. There is a time and place for inebriation in ordinary human existence, but those times should not be many. You shouldn’t act like some poor peasant who has little to live for and never gets enough booze, lest you end up one of them. Don’t let human sorrow overwhelm you so that you feel tempted to use drink to medicate your misery. With power and wealth come responsibilities; ignore the obligations and you lose the privileges. God grants men power over others as a trust that they will reduce the misery of others, not waste all the effort on themselves. Exert power for justice; that’s in your own best interest.

What follows this is offered in the form of a Hebrew acrostic. These are typically in more-or-less alphabetical order as each verse begins with a different letter. It still comes across with a distinct Aramaic flavor. Whether this reflects typical Hebrew thinking on the place of women in society is not the question; it paints a picture of what a noble woman could be. As usual, it’s a mistake to read it with legalistic literalism that was never native to Eastern thinking. The words are meant to draw a picture of a real lady.

It would be easy to read our modern prejudices back into this, but we must bear in mind the images reflect a culture that simply does not exist any longer in our world today. Do we need a reminder that our lives are poorer for that reason? This is how God thinks things should be. The emphasis is not on how much work she does and how much income she brings into the household. Rather, the whole point is that she embraces her moral identity as God revealed it. She is committed to the welfare of her household. She might be pushy at times but the objective is not demanding her way. She does all she can within the moral constraints of her gender to build the nest. If it requires working with her own hands, then she does it. No job is too dirty or too hard; no stone is left unturned in search for household welfare. She is loyal to her husband and promotes his reputation. Her agenda is divine justice, so she always has enough to share with the unfortunate.

So while the imagery is drawn from the ruling class, what it tells us of a proper feminine character would apply all the way down to the economic bottom. The poorest man is still a petty king over some minuscule domain; his wife is still the lady of the house within whatever means are at hand.

At the end, we realize what this is all about: Don’t be a sucker for a pretty face or social charisma. This is still good moral matronly advice to a young prince. Give your heart to a lady who is on your team from the start. She might do none of these things specifically, but if she exhibits this kind of character, latch onto her. She’s an asset, not an expense. You’ll never regret choosing this one over all the others.

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Advocacy of Glory

From time to time I still get various communications that presume to encourage support or advocacy for various efforts to protect or recover “our rights.” I’ve warned often that neither the language nor ideas based on “rights” are from Scripture. They are based on Western mythology.

If you dig into the background of Western Civilization in terms of literature and oral lore as the foundation of moral reasoning, you’ll find that the whole business of rights as a concept arises entirely from Greek Philosophy (Hellenism) blended with various myths of the Germanic tribes that invaded and brought down the Roman Empire. Here in the US, it is easily traced almost wholly to the Anglo-Saxon myths and resulting moral assumptions.

Nothing like that can be found in the Ancient Near East (ANE) in general, nor Hebrew intellectual traditions in specific — the roots of the Bible. The Bible is founded on ANE assumptions about reality, because the ANE intellectual foundations as a whole are very close to what God wanted humans to think. The ANE traditions reflect God’s direct immediate revelation to mankind as the nature of life, the universe and everything. God Himself built Hebrew language and intellectual culture as the proper means to understand Him. I’ve already discussed at length elsewhere what those labels mean, so lets move on from there.

Obvious corollaries:

1. Western Civilization as a whole is morally confused and generally hostile to God’s revelation. You cannot blend those two. If you accept Western assumptions, you must exclude God and His revelation. I cannot take you seriously if you pretend they are compatible.

2. The Western secular state is inherently evil. There might be some decent things possible under a secular state, but the foundation violates God’s moral Law. You cannot claim to follow Christ if you give whole-hearted support to the concept of the secular state.

3. US constitutional government is a culmination of Western mythology, and is not a reflection of Scripture. Any advocacy or effort to support the US Constitution is morally wrong. Measures to cynically tolerate the system and work within are morally proper, so long as you understand that God will eventually destroy it.

4. To suggest that God is judging the US for sin against some pure vision of the US Constitution is a lie from Hell. To suggest that He is judging America for sins identified by frustrated reactionary Anglo-Saxon moralists is a lie from Hell. To advocate for a return to some prior time in American history when things were better, imagined or real, is actually a part of why God’s wrath is falling on the US.

5. God directs human political affairs in the much the same way as cowboys herding cattle. In the long term, it means slaughter. So long as humans come together to form a society and enhance their prospects for life and comfort, to the degree their choices reflect God’s revealed moral character for human life, He will directly protect it and guide it. To the degree they ignore or violate His revelation, He relegates their affairs to the background noise of fallen human behavior against which He reveals Himself afresh.

The only way you can hope to begin observing God’s divine revelation is by learning to read His character through the mind and moral logic of your heart, not that of your intellectual reason. It may well include the tactical necessity of activities that seem to promote things advocated by various political activist groups. However, our fundamental moral purpose is not even remotely related to the same thing those activists promote.

Having said all that, I want to share an observation based purely on my own experience within this moral frame of reference that I teach.

There is no way in Hell we can return the US government to constitutional constraints. The US Constitution is a dead letter and your rights are non-existent. Government officials will do what they damned will please with us and only their own human fears will restrain them. In my useless human reckoning, I would guess that the last point at which there was any hope of restraining federal violent abuses would have been at Waco and the siege on David Koresh and his friends. Nothing in the Branch Davidian behavior justified the extreme federal response. Certain powerful figures planned that as a test to see if they could get away with it. Since that time, surveillance and infiltration has gone to such lengths that no armed resistance is possible, insofar as what the activists suggest they want to accomplish.

I wasn’t the only one who predicted the recent events at that wildlife refuge in Oregon would turn out bad. I wasn’t the only one who predicted the folks who helped Cliven Bundy in Nevada would eventually be arrested. I seriously doubt there is anyone with the balls to do what it takes to stop this railroad and roll back federal abuses, because it will take a level of warfare and slaughter that the federal officials most certainly don’t mind using against them.

I could probably suggest ways resistance is possible, but I have zero interest in that. My focus is bringing glory to God by offering my best understanding of His moral character against the background of lies, violence and general human failure we all face every day. That means promoting a prophetic message that warns people against all Western governments, in the sense that you dare not trust them beyond that level of holy cynicism necessary to obey your convictions and calling. Infiltrate with the intent to see God’s glory, but never commit your heart to any human institution, least of all anything built on Western moral assumptions.

I have no real interest in human political activities beyond discerning what I must do to make my Savior smile. My Lord’s Kingdom is not of this world and no human political action can serve His glory. If you want covenant blessings on earth, all you have to do is adhere to the Covenant of Noah; fat chance of that happening in our intellectual climate today. A precious few of us will learn to read His revelation through heart-led logic and discern His divine will and harvest His blessings in whatever measure pleases Him. Our only hope is to discern His moral character in Creation. There is no system of human thought capable of encapsulating that.

Stop asking me to promote your cause; whatever god you might imagine is with you, it ain’t the God of the Bible.

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Cause and Symptom in Moral Healing

It seems pointless to talk about it merely as a matter of counseling psychology. You can get psychologists to echo the sentiment, but they seem to have no power to use the moral truth. As a virtual pastor, the issue for me is the moral truth of things, and that all the healing worth pursuing is a matter of moral healing.

That is, it is moral healing first.

For example, it does little good to discuss “health habits” and “bad habits” if that’s the only way we approach them. Whether something is a good or bad habit is a matter of whether it hinders something in your heart-led living. Mere clinical health means almost nothing if you fail to engage the heart-mind measure of things. Without the heart-mind leadership in your soul, the whole concept of moral goodness and evil has no foundation. It’s all a question of God’s personal moral character, and He speaks to the spirit, which manifests in the convictions of the heart, while the brain/intellect is the last part of your awareness to figure things out.

Want to quit smoking, for example? You have to want it as a moral requirement for you individually, not out of some false social guilt. Drinking too much? It’s “bad” only if and when it hinders your heart-led existence, not because someone tells you it’s bad. Changing those habits requires a change in your moral drive.

And don’t even think about telling someone else what is in their best interest on any other grounds. Unless you are their parent, or they have submitted to your moral authority in some other way, God does not authorize you to decide such things. You don’t have the power to make someone morally better, only to offer some limited guidance for a moral strength already there.

People change their habits when something inside changes first. Otherwise, it’s just a matter of false discipline and nothing worthwhile has changed.

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Short Story Rewrite

I’ve rewritten a short story from some years ago. The story stood the test of time but seemed to benefit from a modified setting. You can read it here:

A Redemption Story.

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Program Notes: Reviewing Dispensationalism

I’ve been reading my own stuff for review and picking up some fresh sources I’ve not seen before. What’s crazy about Dispensational doctrine is that there is some crazy mythology about the people involved here in the US. For example, Scofield and his friends outright lied about his personal history. And did you know that the Scofield Reference Bible was highly edited by Oxford Press after his death?

Today I’ve been reading through a booklet about Scofield pulled from several sources.

Why? Brothers and Sisters, you can write this off as my obsession and I won’t blame you. Some of you never had to deal with this crap directly, but this thing was a prison for me during much of my youth and half-way through my adult life. While I had encountered opposition to it beginning in my OBU days (mid-1970s), it didn’t sprout and produce fruits of serious doubt for quite a while afterward. I recall seeing a book that debunked it nicely but didn’t have the cash to buy it, even at discount. So I actually borrowed the money the next day and went back — all the copies were gone. When I began following my own convictions against the prevailing orthodoxy of my associates, I ran into a vast wealth of information that showed this whole thing was assembled by crooks, liars and shysters.

I remain utterly convinced that there will be an exodus from that crazy doctrine soon, and we need to be ready to succor those who come out of it bewildered and shocked by things they were never permitted to see before. I can’t forget how it shook me to have so many things collapsing in cascading dependencies intellectually. To be honest, the period of transition took me close to suicide several times. I’ve seen others with the same profound shock, so I doubt it was just my individual reaction alone. It’s heart-led morality to care about the faith of others, and I’m quite sure there will be a lot of those others in need soon.

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Meta: Dispensationalism Article Posted

On the static website I’ve added an updated version of the article on Dispensational “End Times” prophecy teaching. Basically it summarizes why I assert that it’s nonsense. To see the new version, click this link.

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The Ultimate Healing Miracle

I’m an introvert. This short list covers it well enough in my case. For example, I can preach to a huge audience and get them to listen; people tell me I have energy and charisma in the pulpit. But I’m not much good for awhile after the message is delivered. Chitchat is hard work for me, and I really hate talking on the phone. I’ll do it because I care about people, but it’s a discipline. I really don’t enjoy it unless it’s something very absorbing.

Perhaps you notice that most of those traits don’t mean anything online. If all you know about me is what you experience from my virtual persona, my introverted personality may never register with you. Still, a physical church congregation is highly unlikely to coalesce around me here because that is not how I’m wired. I’ll do what I can to help folks around me with whatever they need, but it simply isn’t in me to gather a congregation. That requires talents I don’t have. More importantly, it requires a calling I don’t have.

My calling is prophetic in effect; prophets have typically been introverts. Not every one of them, not all the time, but it’s a trend you can spot in how they operate in their social context. There were moments in Jesus’ life when He seemed introverted, though it’s not consistent. A part of me would rather be gregarious and involved, but I’d get nothing done that matters to me. I tend to believe it’s a symptom, not a fundamental cause in itself. I’m not tormented by introversion; I don’t pray for “healing” from that. I’ve been tormented and healed from far worse things, and I’m praying others are healed, too.

What matters most to me is setting people free from artificial constraints so that they can discover their heart-mind. While my personal orientation is clearly flavored by my evangelical background, but you’ll never catch me telling you that it’s the only possible way you can be heart-led. In fact, I don’t even insist you pay attention to the Bible or Christian religion at all. The issue with my religion is letting you know that, if you hang around here, that’s what you’ll get. As long as you can humor me, there’s nothing to prevent however much involvement as you can swallow. More important than echoing me is that I see evidence you are living with your reason subservient to your heart.

On the other hand, I do know that walking heart-led tends to manifest in certain moral trends. So I teach those as the norm from my limited perspective. We might not agree in detail; it may take a while for you to decide you get what I’m saying. However, it has been pretty consistent that people who get the heart-led existence tend to share certain larger moral concerns. If nothing else, you are likely to embrace the danger of relying on human reason. You won’t put too much trust in what people say is reasonable and just when it clearly comes from a moral logic that excludes the leadership of the heart-mind. In the broadest terms, we all seem to agree that materialism and its resulting philosophical orientation is a serious mistake.

And the content of any moral decisions based on that orientation isn’t the point. I don’t care what side you root for; chances are they are all wrong because they are all based on something far below a heart-led morality. Show me a government that so much as permits a tribal social structure and some limited feudal government natural to that setting and I’ll migrate and pledge allegiance today. Until then, my loyalty to any government is conditional, and I’m likely to avoid their attention as much as possible. And agitation or attempts to demand an opportunity to live by biblical morals is simply not a heart-led moral choice. I’m not interested in bringing down any government, either.

That includes the modern State of Israel. That includes the political movement we call Zionism. I don’t like those things, but it’s because they are based on certain deceptions that I consider worse than most. In other words, the real issue is the dead-heart morality behind Israel and Zionism, and the resulting heretical theology of Dispensationalism.

I’m praying for God to bring His wrath to bear against sin globally, in part because I’m convinced the cycle of His actions are headed in that direction. I’m quite certain it will mean radical changes in the political landscape. I don’t pretend to know the details, only that it’s consistent with how God has acted throughout history. I’m pretty sure of my prophetic word that the current governing system of the US will be destroyed, but I can’t pretend to know how it will look on the ground. I assume it will mean social instability and some increased bloodshed for awhile, and I’m going to guess that the US will be broken into smaller regional states, but that’s just my brain trying to make sense of something my heart knows. I assume it also indicates that the little country of Israel will be destroyed in a similar sense, though perhaps with a much harsher collapse.

I suppose there’s nothing wrong with praying for or against any particular nation, as you feel led by your heart, but that’s not the focus of my writing here. I’m focused on breaking the mass of Christian believers free from the bondage to a false belief. Not that they would believe what I believe, but that whatever they believe, it’s the result of being led by their hearts, not someone else’s reasoning and logic. I want to see Dispensational Theology discredited in some way that Christians are given a chance to hear and see a different belief. Dispensationalism rests on human reasoning, not on Scripture and certainly not from any heart-mind awareness.

It would be nice if Western Christianity as a whole were to divorce itself from this fake Israel, I would consider it an answered prayer if believers simply have to chance to see it for what it is. Let them see what a hollow, inflated bag of nonsense this is, and decide for themselves if they can walk away from that. Just having the lies exposed would be the single biggest miracle I can imagine.

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Meta: Second Edition of Study in Revelation

Finally got my butt in gear and finished rewriting the Bible study guide for John’s Revelation. You can read it at this link:

Ancient Truth: Revelation (2nd ed)

As with everything else, you are free to save it and keep your own copy.

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Cycling: Draper Yet Again

DogwoodWe’ve come to the point I’ve shot enough pictures of Draper Lake until major changes of some sort justify another round. However, yesterday’s ride brought just a few visual nuggets. I’m not expert enough to be sure, but Okies call this white flowering tree a dogwood. While visually attractive, especially in its native setting, these blossoms stink. The trees are rather popular and there are places where I ride past and catch an intense whiff of the nasty smell. It will be around for a few more weeks.

WallofSusansDeadFlowers Let’s compare here. This is the same spot in both pictures, but yesterday they were still in their winter “dress” so to speak (image on the right). So far as I can tell, the county doesn’t mow this, so if it rains as much as meteorologists expect this spring, we can expect another high wall later in the summer. The previous crop breaks off as new shoots spring from the same roots.

HighWater LowWaterOn the left was the high-water mark for last spring at the far SW corner of Draper Lake. On the right was the shot from yesterday at one of the lowest levels I’ve seen in several years. My understanding is that they are allowing it to stay low to permit work on several shore facilities that should be partly underwater later. And while many passing motorcyclists and cyclists rode past craning their necks to see them, I tried to avoid capturing the bikini babes partially obscured by the tree. (I’m really not a fan of such public exhibitions of flesh.)

SourceWElmCrkFinally, a coda to my survey of the proposed West Elm Creek Reservoir that will rest on the west side and nearly up against the current Draper Lake (East Elm Creek Reservoir). According to the hydrological survey maps, this photo shows the source of West Elm Creek. It’s been slightly changed by the landscaping done to accommodate Interstate 240 (visible on the left side of the picture), but barely visible on the right is a viaduct that runs under the bike path. So if they ever build that dam, the water line would probably be just on the other side the bike path.

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