On the Road Again

For the past month, our car has not moved. My wife managed to get use of something else temporarily while we tried to get some help diagnosing the problem. Lots of promises that turned out to be vapor. Finally we felt we had about enough money we could at least consider taking it to a shop.

So I asked around and it turns out the one closest to us seems capable and said they were willing. I very nearly came to the point of simply letting my wife steer while I manually push the thing a half-mile, since it was mostly downhill. That’s because we had more empty promises of help towing it. Finally my son came to the rescue with an old battered pickup from his employer.

Volvos are not made for towing. I’ve done this dozens of times in my life with all kinds of vehicles, often for other folks, and over far longer distances. This was the toughest in a very long time. There are no good attachment points and it was very difficult to keep everything smooth, despite using a stretchy tow-strap.

But it’s there and the mechanic seems to think he can fix it. It’s a relief just knowing we are that one step closer. (As I was writing this, they called and said it was fixed at a cost of $85.)

Most disturbing about the whole experience was how some of the shine was worn off a couple of friendships. There was a time in my life when such things would have really been disturbing, but God has moved me beyond that. When I wrote about emotional disentanglement as a pillar of Christian Mysticism, I had already been standing on it for some time. By God’s mercy, I have for some years been able to step outside of my own emotions, especially when I have time to prayerfully reflect. If I can invest enough prayer before I get started, most things never get emotional.

So there’s no particular feelings about this, just a realization I offered a couple of folks more trust than was appropriate. It’s not a matter of judging them, but seeing how they accept trust or don’t. It’s their choice and merely a signal of when to stop investing resources there, and direct them elsewhere. It’s still a matter of seeking God’s glory.

I can still say: “Life is good.”

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No Virtual Covenant

You know the drill: This blog is a virtual office for my ministry. I can’t do everything, so some things are excluded by necessity. I’m only human. By the same token, you need not buy into everything you see here.

But virtual space is surely different from meat space, despite the use of metaphors. A primary example is that I only have to write a book one time; it can be multiplied endlessly, in effect. The cost of the resources required to make virtual copies is minuscule by comparison to that of physical copies. And a thousand of you can crowd into my virtual space all at once and nobody has to smell anybody else.

Paul was accused of being harsh and dictatorial in his letters, but wimpy and unimpressive in person. Near as we can tell, Paul had no charisma or charm in the flesh. I suspect this was his “thorn in the flesh.” His written persona and fleshly persona appeared as two entirely different people unless you got to know him well. Just so, my physical presence might bear little resemblance to the impression of me you get here on this blog. Most people who read my nerdy computer stuff are shocked by my very un-nerdy physical presence. You’d have to know me rather well to see the consistency.

This reflects the nature of my calling. I decry activism until it comes to the question of Open Access. Even then I’m not so much an activist as a practitioner. Most activism is religion-in-effect. In my case, religion controls the type and extent of activism I engage. I’ll support your publication of hatred for my religion because I have nothing to lose by Open Access, and everything to gain. In my religion, I don’t set the boundaries of membership and I don’t even imagine I can change anyone’s mind. God handles those things. I’m just along for the ride. I make noise because I can’t be silent, but I have no interest in silencing anyone else.

So I write nerdy computer stuff as an expression of my mission in virtual space. You can ignore that stuff. Alternatively, feel free to ignore the religious stuff and read my technology posts. Take what you can use. But I don’t confuse methods and means with the mission. My religion demands Open Access in the virtual context.

Scripture did not anticipate digital content. However, it does address itself to oppression and limits to governing authority. God sets my domain. What He does not place in my hands is not mine to control. The godly flavor and feel of dominion is determined by the context of the Bible narrative, not our current civilization and social structure. It was necessary for me to write several books trying to explain just how different that is, so I’ll simply note the fact itself here. What most people associate with godly dominion is nothing like God’s character. I am required to operate by what I know of His character, and it does not permit the kind of controls commonly used by governments and businesses. The biblical concept of property ownership is radically different from that of Western Civilization.

In essence, the issue is unjustly externalizing the costs of your convenience. “Love your neighbor as yourself,” Jesus said. The nature of the Internet is that everyone and everything is all one level. Once access is granted, all participants are equal in certain ways. Influence and power is voluntarily granted in the minds of humans to other folks, but the Internet knows no such thing. You can control specific access to your machine, but not to anything digitized and sent over the Net.

If you can encrypt it, fine. If you can control access to the decryption keys, fine. You and I know that private stuff between few parties is pretty easy to keep private that way. If you intend to manage access for a much wider audience, it breaks down quickly. That’s reality, but it also reflects a deeper moral principle of God’s character — covenant boundaries. Our world refuses to recognize covenants, but God enforces them anyway. God can rewrite covenants; you aren’t God. Once a covenant is established, it binds all parties except God (though He has been known to bind Himself voluntarily). Private sharing between a few is one kind of covenant. Attempts to sell access violates covenant principle, because God does not permit cash-based covenants.

Covenants are personal in nature. If we are not bound together before God in covenant, then there is no covenant. Contracts don’t qualify. Depersonalizing something makes it also inherently dehumanizing, and God hates that. So attempts to sell keys for decryption and related restrictions on digital data are damned. Attempts to control how data is used once released outside very personal boundaries is an abomination to God. It’s not about the technology, nor the money, but God is looking at the personal factor.

So, for example, if my server transmits something to your computer for display in a browser, God condemns any effort to keep you from saving a copy once the digital content is on your machine. As far as God is concerned, the digital content has entered your domain and you can do what you like with it. Any controls I attempt to assert is evil, and your attempts to circumvent are holy, to state it in the simplest terms. And if I write crappy software controls on my server that you can circumvent to access something, it is evil to make laws in meat space that punish you for it. Once that computer is on the Net, it’s entirely on me to protect the content from your snooping.

By the same token, demanding you submit personal private information for digitization puts on me a very high burden to protect your privacy. If I fail, I am culpable for all losses you suffer; I have in effect become partners with the snoops. Cracking is not immoral in itself. It is just a question of technology. If governments can engage in electronic snooping and sabotaging your system, it is morally legitimate for anyone else. In other words, meat space authority cannot be forced upon the virtual space without bringing God’s wrath.

And we have no business claiming some inherent “right” to digital privacy that excludes attempts by government agencies to access that data. If you did manage to agitate until Congress made laws to stop the NSA from planting spyware on your computer, the NSA would simply lie about it and do it anyway. Get this: The government is loaded with demonic slimy bags of shit. That’s the nature of the secular state. God will punish them for their evil, but cracking your vulnerable Windows computer is not evil. Microsoft personnel will be punished for their deception and marketing practices, monopolistic behavior, and their unjust abuse of Windows users. But if you refuse to learn how to use anything else, what you get is what you deserve. Their evil is no secret; if you tend to holy cynicism, you would know about their sins.

God calls all humans. Those who acknowledge Him can decide in their hearts what He requires. If you sense no call to deal with the complexities of computer technology, but must use computers anyway, you’ll have to trust God for the results. If God afflicts your conscience about it, take appropriate action. However, it is evil to demand other humans invest their resources for your convenience and profit. All the more so if you refuse to acknowledge God in your heart.

So it works both ways. The attitude that you shouldn’t have to exert any effort to get what you want is not from the Holy Spirit. In virtual space in particular, no other agent on the Net is obliged to you without a personal covenant.

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Heart of the Mission

Heart-led living is not the mission, but the means to it.

Whole civilizations rose and fell under the fundamental assumptions of heart-led living and paid little heed to our Creator. Rather, heart-led living is a basic necessity of living itself. Our civilization is hardly alive for the simple reason it is founded on ignoring the heart. We become highly anomalous when we embrace the dominance of the heart’s mind; we have left Western Civilization behind. We have moved into a far higher world.

But the new level is not the answer by itself. It is simply the place to find the answer. You cannot possibly find it in the world you left behind. In terms of Western logic, heart-led living is the necessary condition, not a sufficient condition, for redemption.

We still have to exploit the condition of living a heart-led life. This is critical to understanding the mission: We exploit the context for God’s glory. And it is typically necessary to remind ourselves that “His glory” cannot be used as some rarefied sacred term, so filled with presumed meaning that it has no actual meaning. The Bible uses “His glory” as shorthand, a symbol for anything that demonstrates and reinforces His claim as Creator and Sovereign.

There is a vast realm of content between us and His glory, and it’s what we should think of as the mission. Any introduction of the term (or concept) of “objective” destroys the whole thing. There is no object, as if we could somehow achieve it and be done. Stay away from that image, because it will cripple your moral discernment. The mission is a living thing and it ends for you when you depart this realm. You participate until you leave it, but the mission ends only when this realm of existence ends.

On our end of things, the mission is first and foremost a commitment of the heart to our Creator’s claim on us. I can point to the Law Covenants in the Bible as fairly concrete representation of His claim on humanity, but until you move into the territory of the heart implied by the words and provisions of the Laws, you really aren’t obeying the Laws. The moral realm of the heart is implicit in the total image painted by the Law Covenants, if not in the detailed brush strokes. Without the national social context that enforces the literal provisions of those Laws, you could hardly justify by mere logic any embrace of them. By the heart you discover the utter necessity of the Laws as the implications of your commitment to the God who issued them.

Pure human logic leaves the doors wide open to almost any moral conclusion. Ever heard of Dr. Peter Singer? His positions are quite logical and self-consistent, and clearly reflect the need for something better than mere reason. Human logic by itself has no compelling reason to embrace any moral values at all.

But when reason is bound under the authority of the heart, you get an entirely different philosophy of ethics and morality. But you still have to “reason” in your heart which of the various moral claims best answer the fundamental demand every awakened heart seeks. Awakening the “mind” in your heart creates a vast awareness of moral necessity that must be filled. There must be something to which the heart commits to provide the structure of the heart’s moral considerations. You cannot possibly be a genuine atheist if your heart is awakened. That’s why the heart works like it does; it never questions whether there is a higher realm with at least one deity. The heart knows.

We who have given our hearts to the God of the Bible participate as primary agents for promoting His claim on all human hearts. Our hearts embrace His claims and our minds organize our lives accordingly. While we should hope our witness of His claim should strike the hearts of others, we know that our lives will impact first on their minds. It’s not merely because our world silences the heart, but this is human nature. This is the natural context of what we can expect, even when hearts are awakened. The doorway is the perception fed into the mind first.

So our conduct, both in the details and in the wider context, must so emphasize the dominance of the heart that their minds are forced to re-examine basic assumptions. It should be apparent that we are not entirely rational, yet not irrational, either. Our conduct should signal something bigger and stronger than human faculties, something that sets us apart from all the lesser commitments (as systems) that they experience.

We don’t control the context. We don’t control the results of our witness. Instead, the mission is to exploit whatever the context may be, by living from the heart with as much consistency as our human capabilities can manage. But those capabilities should obviously be enhanced by God’s provision in Creation, as Creation responds directly to our heart-led commitment to reality as God reveals it. Anyone paying attention should be able to see a transcendent element in what we can do, and wonder where we got that extra power.

We exploit Creation because God designed it that way, and we do so within any context that comes upon us. We don’t seek control over the context. God does what He does, and we are not in the business of allowing our human reason to challenge His decisions. Yet, within any given context, we use His guidance to challenge a broken reality to reclaim what He designed it to be. Creation will be so very glad when you restore divine justice, in any measure, to any context.

That’s the heart-led mission.

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Linux Laptop

Walk the talk; live by your heart.

All operating systems suck. Some are worse than others, but it really depends on how you use it. I tend to favor Debian Linux as the least painful for what I do. If I get my hands on any kind of hardware upgrade, I always try to get Linux to run on it. Even after I surrender to Windows (or anything else), I may try it again later. Such is what I did with my newish Dell Inspiron 15-3542.

I still have the other, older Dell Latitude 620 running Debian Jessie 32-bit. It’s fine, but not as fancy as the Inspiron. It’s also too old for any current version of Windows, though it says you could probably get Vista to run on it. That means Win7 could work, but dog slow, because this thing was designed for XP. At any rate, I am inclined to give it away to someone who needs a Linux machine.

If you are regular reader, especially if you’ve ever commented or communicated to me in any way about my work here, or simply posted a few likes, I want to offer you a chance to get it for free. You’ll need a receiving address in the US, of course, as the domestic shipping is all I can afford. If you doubt you qualify as a regular reader, you can always try convincing me I should pass it to you.

Dell Latitude 620, dual-core Centrino 2.0 Ghz, 4GB RAM, 640GB drive, a cranky DVD burner and the screen is just a tad dark (14″); the touchpad is a bit primitive. Somebody gave it to me because XP was obsolete. It runs Jessie real nicely. If you are new to Linux, it may be a steep learning curve. However, it also has a virtual machine running XP already on it, with a reserved 20GB of running space for Windows stuff you just have to use.

No big deal; I’m not trying to earn your praise and admiration. I’m trying to walk in my own teaching. I’ve always been quick to give stuff away, because it’s just stuff.

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Proverbs 9

Passages like this are the basis for the paradoxes Jesus often used: To him who has wisdom, more shall be given. The obvious point is a matter of human nature. The fundamental quality at issue here is moral sensitivity.

When Lady Wisdom calls, the morally aware will respond. This is life; this is gaining a better grasp on reality. It’s sweet and filling to those who live from their hearts instead of from mere intellect. The human mind cannot reason its way to moral truth. Wisdom’s banquet of truth feeds the soul through the moral faculty of the heart. Those who are morally insensitive will resent the offer. Implied is the necessity of using harsh law enforcement on such fools. It’s enough to tell the morally alert when they have made a mistake, but the morally vacant must be forced to avoid threatening social stability in their heedless rush to satisfy personal lusts.

Contrast this to the whore named Folly. A mere polite invitation won’t work for fools. It requires something that appeals to their lower natures, either pain avoidance or pleasure seeking. Folly’s home is built on the grave of human sorrow and disaster.

It’s not as if all we have to worry about are brazen women. This is the standard Hebrew hyperbole, because ruling wisely is more art than skill. We can take for granted that Solomon’s primary audience are those vested with leadership responsibilities. The Hebrew culture presumes that the ideal adult will consistently manifest the shepherd’s heart, constantly watching and guarding against threats to moral instability in the community. There is more than one kind of moral seduction.

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Added to Archives: Omnisexual

I had put this aside because the original needed extensive editing, but forgot to finish it all the other stuff I was doing. Here it is: Omnisexual [PDF]. This is where I eviscerate the political debate about gay rights. Christians have no business getting involved, but it requires ripping through the most common arguments offered by both sides.

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The Usual Stupid Nattering about Computers

There is some vague possibility some folks might find this useful…

The other day I hauled out my Win7 laptop to complete formatting before submitting my book to the publisher. It had a copy of Word 2003, the last version I can tolerate, and Word format is pretty much required by the publisher (it’s pretty common among publishers) but mine isn’t too picky about the version. I had WINE running on the laptop with Word 97, but that’s too old for the publisher’s scripted conversion process.

This required a very long and convoluted process of updating everything on the Win7 laptop. At least one update persistently failed, and nothing I could find would resolve this. It’s typical of MS products, as you may know, that the least bit of individualizing of your system breaks everything because the Borg of Redmond is hostile to human uniqueness. You have to understand that Windows development tends to be highly compartmentalized, while the system is not. So the developers of one part are not only clueless about what the folks in the other parts are doing, but might actually be in some kind of perverted passive-aggressive competition to break each others stuff. This, in the guise of insisting they are doing it right and the other teams need to get on board. At any rate, it was the usual tears and agony for the end user in my case.

Granted, this is a relatively low-spec laptop, so the hardware is already a tad cranky, but it’s the best I could do. Win7 was the least painful of the MS solutions that run on this device. But this was aggravated by the pervasive “screw-the-user” attitude of all the essential supporting service companies: anti-virus, anti-spyware, etc. All of them have adopted the MS attitude of simply forcing the system to do certain things without giving the user a clue what or why. The only time they bother to inform you is when they can profit from exaggerating or outright lying about what’s going on. The exact same companies never treat Linux users this way when they make products for Linux.

I decided it was time to research afresh the various options I can tolerate in Linux and see if I could ditch Windows on this laptop (Dell Inspiron 15-3542). First, backup the Win7 installation completely so it can be restored (I did the same with the original Win8.1). The RedHat clones had already failed, much as I like them. The stable Ubuntu and friends were a mess, so I tried OpenSUSE 13.2. No consistent sound and it simply locked up when I tried to log out. Before giving up, I tried the latest weekly update of Debian 8 pre-release (AMD64 version).

Worked perfectly out of the box. So I’m writing this on said Debian laptop right now. Yes, the hardware is still a little wonky (especially the cheap touchpad) but it was worse under Windows. I decided to use the “non-free firmware” version of the net install CD, because I knew the networking stuff was not fully Open Source yet (RealTek 8101 ethernet and Atheros 9565 wifi) and only needed one other non-free package for the Bluetooth (an ar3k module).

That meant I would need to add a VM to run WinXP with Office XP (still got good CDs for those). Since Virtual Box was already in the standard Debian repo, that was the shortest path. However, it’s been broken into lots of little packages, so I had to figure it all out and install most of them:

  • virtualbox
  • virtualbox-dkms
  • virtualbox-guest-additions-iso
  • virtualbox-guest-dkms
  • virtualbox-guest-utils
  • virtualbox-guest-x11
  • virtualbox-qt

But this allows you to install from the CD you put into the host-machine tray, instead of forcing you to extract the ISO from the CD and mount it as a virtual drive, as is the normal practice with Virtual Box. So I was able to process the book that way and it’s all good.

The only other issue remaining is that I am still trying to parse the various options in synclient to tame this cranky touchpad.

Otherwise, Debian 8 AMD64 runs very on Dell’s Inspirion 15-3542.

Addenda: Joking comment about how much the US Army needs to re-hire me as a civilian cyber security guy and train military folks to use Linux so they can stop getting serious viral infections just about guaranteed due to obstreperous bureaucratic habits. I’m ready to go to work yesterday, but I tend to think it would require some pretty heavy pressure from way up the chain of command before anyone would take seriously such a suggestion. Windows-based habits are burned into the very concrete on which military computer offices stand.

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Plotting against Divine Sovereignty

There is the message, and then we have the methods and means of that message.

Were our world not so hostile to heart-led living, we wouldn’t have to waste so much time and effort explaining it. Every blog post holds the potential for drawing a much wider audience than the regulars, and it requires balancing the language and tone between first time readers and those who already know the context. Such is the way of things for a blog like this in our world.

What kind of nifty little phrase can we use to replace that necessary explanation? Living in the consciousness of the heart-mind that arises from an awareness of the sensory wiring and the sensory field emanating from the heart is quite a mouthful. But we have to add to it that we take seriously what the Bible in particular, and the Ancient Near Eastern civilizations in general, say is the superior consciousness of the heart as the seat of the will, not mere human sentiment. Even then, we suffer the unexamined assumption of most Westerners that anything above the intellect would be more intellectual, or that we are blathering about some mythology of the East. At some point, you can’t afford to get too deeply entangled in explaining it more than once — “Look! There’s a brain in your chest!”

In the future, you’ll see me linking back to my most recent book, Heart of Faith, pretty frequently. In fact, I’ll be adding it to the advertising space on the lower right there with my other anchor book. It’s important to continue offering fresh insight into the contrast between Western moral mythology and biblical moral reality. Instead of endlessly restating that radical shift, we need to continue discussing the implications of it.

For example, most Westerners comprehend the notion of self-reliance, but that’s not exactly a biblical ethic. Rather, it’s reliance on God’s provision. Much of the time, that means you are obliged to engage Creation with your heart and lead your mind to formulate the right action for the context. Mankind has struggled since being kicked out of Eden, trying to get Creation to provide what his incompetent intellect can discern is necessary for life. The mind alone will screw it up. It won’t be catastrophic every day, but it will make you work extra hard “by the sweat of your brow” and you still get thorns and thistles along with a paltry harvest of the food you intended to grow.

Living by your heart-mind engages an entirely different scenario, teaching you to eat what God provides. If thorns and thistles don’t meet your needs, then learn how to commune with God’s provision to find out how to meet those needs with what does grow. And maybe you need to live somewhere else to be among those things He offers. Otherwise, you’ll be battling the very soil in a pointless war of dominance that ends up poisoning Creation and your children.

Time is short. Learn this and practice it, because the world is likely to change dramatically very soon. We cannot predict the shape of things to come, nor could you expect a useful answer from those who think they steer such events. Not every member of the plutocrat crowd is in on this “Path to Persia” business, but the crew heading up that project is not going to stop until every tool is taken from their hands (we call them “neocons”).

When things start coming apart for the rest of us who have no leverage to change these folks’ plans, we truly must be ready to exploit this huge mess for the glory of the Father. That means demonstrating heart-led living in the midst of the coming chaos, and reaping the blessings with joy.

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Psalm 46

A psalm from the Korahites, Martin Luther said this was the basis for his famous “A Mighty Fortress Is Our God” hymn, but there are also more recent songs from it. This and the next two seem to form a trilogy on the same impetus. While most scholars guess it was a particular historical event, nothing in the trio offers sufficient specifics to identify.

We are left awe-struck at the soaring praise.

God is our shelter from threats and the reason we boast. He’s always between us and trouble. Even in the earth itself should be our trouble, we have nothing to fear. Instead of crashing waves, we have a sweet stream of clear water in the place where God instructed us to meet with Him. And who could roust Him from where He chooses to be found? He wastes no time, but at first light brings His mighty deliverance.

The psalmist makes a blunt statement that human politics are subject to God’s whims. The whole world could assemble together as one, but He still shuffles things around as He sees fit. At His command, the earth itself would melt under their feet. Stop and think just Who this God is we are talking about. This is the one who defeated armies by His own miracles when they could otherwise have overwhelmed Israel.

And He can simply stop all wars, too. He could humble the whole human race at His feet; someday He will. Nothing and no one in this Creation resists the power of the Creator. And when you serve this God, when your actions reflect His revealed character and His will, His heavenly army has your back.

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Heart of Faith Published

Peewee Falls with text

Cover art for Heart of Faith

The cover art is something I grabbed from US government archives under public domain, this time using the site run by the federal highway folks. They have these nice tourist drives with pictures listed on their site.

You might want to learn a trick: A full-color picture is often hard to match with a text color. I typically fade these photos by reducing both brightness and color saturation so that the text stands out better.

Get your free copy of the book here.

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