It’s both doctrine and pragmatism that we are utterly dependent on the Holy Spirit’s Presence. Without Him, the Covenant of Christ is merely law. Everything we teach is utterly impossible without that divine power. In His Presence, any biblical law code becomes a manifestation of grace.
The birth of His Presence drives a wedge between the conscious awareness and the flesh. The flesh isn’t gone, but its power over you is broken. You gain the power to reverse things. Instead of its demands steering your choices, you are free to choose the path God has revealed in His Word. It’s not automatic, but it’s now possible.
The worst part about this whole thing is that the sorrows of our fleshly existence still register in our conscious awareness. The death of the flesh still hurts. Yet it is your mission to kill it, little by little. It must be conquered and occupied so that it is tamed and converted to divine use. In a sense, you are the one who supplies the willing choice to hammer in each nail, pinning your own flesh to the Cross. Everyone blow of the hammer causes you pain.
Each of those nails represents a turning point in our lives. At various stations along the path back to Eden, we encounter obstacles that own a piece of our souls. The only way to get any farther is to kill that connection. It’s an experience of death; that’s how you handle it. You treat it like bereavement. You must pass through the whole process:
- denial
- bargaining
- anger
- depression
- acceptance
Bouncing back and forth between those steps only prolongs the misery and keeps you from moving closer to the Lord. The wounds must heal and scars formed. The longer you live, it would make sense that you get better at facing the whole process. Nothing keeps the wounds from remaining tender for a time, maybe even decades, but it’s all part of our lives on the path to Eden.
You die again and again. The paradox is that for every hardened scar on your soul, you gain a new sensitivity to the Spirit. More to the point, you gain a new perspective on what it means to love your covenant brothers and sisters. You may also gain a new sense of compassion for those who are not under the Covenant.
And that’s the whole point. We get better at understanding Christ through His law of loving each other as He loves. You also get better at discerning who qualifies as covenant family and who doesn’t. The burden of deciding who is and isn’t remains both heavy and necessary. If you do not distinguish, you play into the hands of the Enemy.
To understand, you only have to die.
