I won’t bore you with the details, but I got really angry today and yelled at some of the employees of the trailer park where I live. The new manager has pissed off just about every one and I honestly sense this signals the end of God’s hedge around this place. So I need to find another place to live because I cannot come to terms with their abusive treatment of residents.
And for the first time in my life, I have zero sense of guilt about being angry. You need to understand just how earth-shattering incredible that is. I’m not violent and have no intention of doing actual harm, but at this point my heart refuses to feel any pity at all for the folks who work here.
I’m quite willing to face whatever consequences come with the yelling I did. Something inside of me insists it’s going to be okay, that God will carry me through this, but I want other folks to know this signals to me that the world really has gone crazy.
Update: The primary issue as we see it is getting out from under the contract and mortgage on the trailer. We are willing to take a loss, but I can’t see much good coming from simply defaulting.
If you were to look over the Facebook page for Yes Communities, you would gain insight into just how hideous this company is. Employees last just long enough to be fired before they get their promotions, managers are changed and moved around almost monthly, all services have been cut back and rents are soaring, they lie about almost anything and everything, etc. In other words, it sounds like what has been happening here.
Awww. My heart feels for you, Ed. I can only imagine how hard and far those folks must have pushed to get you that upset. I am relieved, though, that you feel in your heart that all will be okay. Father is with you as you know, so you will be okay for his Will shall be done. Let me know offline if there’s anything I can do. Prayers lifing, my pastor, brother and friend.
I can totally, totally relate to your anger. Really, I can.