Catch the Moment

Today was my heavy workout in the park. During the course of my efforts, storm clouds rolled in from the north. I didn’t have access to radar imagery so I could only guess. I decided to stay the course and try to finish. Getting wet from a little rain is no big deal; I was soon dripping perspiration anyway.

By the time I finished the last exercise at the last station, it looked like I needed to hurry. Despite the soreness in my legs, I started pushing the pedals harder than normal. Less than a quarter-mile out, it started to rain — big drops. I knew I had just a few blocks to go to find shelter. And thank the Lord there was very little traffic on the cross street to the pavilion at Kiwanis Park.

I managed to roll up under the vacant pavilion roof just after the rain began in earnest. First it was blowing from the north. After a little while it slacked off just a bit. I checked and looked at the clouds. Nope, just a pause, not the end. Then the wind turned around from the south and it came back in buckets. It was a really nice flooding rain, with water creeping across the floor. The temperature dropped significantly.

Having already been pretty wet, the stiff wind chilled me just a little. Of course, it was quite bearable, given the punishing heat we’ve had in the past week or so. The rain bore down in waves lasting about five minutes each with high winds surging to match. The winds tore at trees and pulled off bits of branches and leaves. One substantial end of a limb cartwheeled down the street with the foliage acting as a sail to catch wind. Meanwhile, lightning struck all over the place.

I spent at least a half hour there watching the rain run off the roof in heavy gushes that might have knocked me down had I stood under them. I’ve always loved storms, and this was a particularly good way to watch one up close and personal with just a thin margin of safety. The roof was expansive enough to offer protection from the driving torrents regardless of wind direction, though I had to move when the wind shifted.

It made me wonder about the homeless I had seen hanging out in the cluster of parks through which I had wandered this morning. There were plenty of pavilions of various sizes, but there were plenty more of these people around the area who didn’t haunt the parks. Not in the sense of deeply burdened over their sorrows; if you spoke with them as I do quite often, you’d know. The ones around here will accept small gifts, but they have already had a bellyful of abusive handling from the official support system. The ones around here an independent bunch.

I didn’t lose anything from the storm. It was a moment I needed to reflect on my God and His provision. With all the noise from the storm in a vacant pavilion, it was easy to talk out loud with Him. It was easier to hear His response in my heart.

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Romans 5-6 — Law versus Grace

I can’t promise that you’ll like my handling of this. Our difficulty is not merely that Western Christianity reads the words wrong, but that Western Christianity has a totally different set of assumptions about reality from what Paul held when he wrote this.

Let’s start with Jesus. You can review His teaching, but He didn’t have a problem with the Law of Moses. You need to read “Law” as “Covenant” and think about how it was an imperfect statement of God’s divine moral character. Jesus noted that the Covenant was imperfect, yet still binding. In the minds of ancient Hebrew people — at least among those educated enough to think about it — a covenant was the commitment between two persons. It’s not at all like a Western contract, which demands the performance of people, but isn’t particular about the actual humans, only the performance. Covenant is very personal and very particular between two individuals. It’s a commitment, a matter of trust and faith.

Yet it also binds those who inherit the requirements of the covenant. It was binding on the family, clan, tribe, etc., based on the role and authority of those who swore to the covenant. This is why the Fall affects all humans, because everyone on earth is descendant from Adam and Eve. It was a matter of transgressing the covenant between God and His Creation, in which Adam and Eve were the executors of God’s will in some portion of Creation (the Garden). Their descendants inherited that covenant and all the penalties for Adam and Eve’s failure. Thus, we are all born under the Curse of the Fall, because we still have the covenant duty to keep the Garden.

Paul struggles to explain this to people who grew up under Roman culture. The Romans had a different approach to things. Not quite what Westerners have now, but Rome and the West are closer to each other than either is to Hebrew thinking. At the same time, there are Jewish Christians in his audience who have a Greco-Roman understanding of Moses, which is very similar to the Talmud. We must never forget that Jesus said the Talmud was not Moses. Thus, Judaism is not faithful to the Covenant of Moses, but a perversion of it. Paul tends to address things from the viewpoint of countering Talmudic perversion.

So Paul starts with Jesus as the ultimate fulfillment of Moses, in the sense that the ritual requirements were satisfied in Christ’s sacrifice. Furthermore, His sacrifice was sufficient to cover all humanity, Gentiles included. That means that Jesus fulfills the Covenant of Noah, as well. Instead of talking about the Fall, Paul points out the effects of the Fall, making us by default in rebellion against the Garden covenant with God. We are “sinners” in that sense, and Jesus’ death on the Cross paid the penalty on our behalf.

Then he launches into a bunch of symbolic arguments that confuse Western readers. In the process, he is striving to answer the false arguments made by Talmudic minds. He is not answering the questions likely to occur in our modern Western minds. It’s not that we can’t get what he’s saying, but we have to approach it from the Talmudic point of view. If there’s an Apostle who understands that viewpoint, it’s Paul with his equivalent of a PhD in synagogue studies, with all the peculiar concepts and structures of debate.

It’s not that there was no “Law” of God prior to Moses, but that revelation had never been so plainly revealed in a covenant setting as it was with Moses. Yes, the Covenant of Noah was in force between Adam and Moses, but how likely was your average human to know much about that? They would know only if they had felt drawn to seek revealed truth. And then they would have to wade through a bunch of lore and ancient tales that may or may not contain the real truth from God. But with Moses, there were no questions, since it was all written out and backed by the most impossible miracles, including the Exodus itself.

But then Paul forges ahead into the symbolism of Adam and Christ. What it boils down to is this: If we inherit the broken covenant with God via Adam as our blood-kin progenitor, we can can also inherit the redemption in Christ as our adoptive kinsman. And in the process, the term “Law” becomes associated with the written record of the Covenant of Moses, while “grace” becomes a code word for the Covenant of Christ.

And “sin” becomes a reference to the dominion of Satan. Once again, Satan is God’s jailer/slaver, a high ranking noble servant of God rather like Potiphar was with Pharaoh. If you break the covenant with your ruling feudal lord and family head of household, you could be remanded to the custody of this jailer who made you work for him as a slave. Thus, you can continue serving “sin” (the nickname for Satan and his dominion over sinners) or you can accept the pardon Christ offers and be free to serve Him.

The pardon comes tied to the requirement for death of self. Never once in any New Testament teaching does this require any kind of “perfection” was we think of the word. Instead of emphasizing the soldier at war imagery, it’s more like the image of a slave under the jailer’s dominion who dies in their chains and escapes to another realm of existence. They are permitted to join themselves to the death of Christ, to participate in His death on the Cross, and escape the enslavement that way. It’s all symbolism and perfectly valid in God’s eyes.

Thus, Paul warns that the old slave self will struggle within us to come back to life. But insofar as the slave lives, it’s a living death in chains. Paul encourages us to stay away from those chains. “Don’t let sin reign in your mortal body!”

How were people “saved” under Moses? They had to take the Law very seriously. Instead of viewing it as a burdensome thing, they had to understand that their best interest was bound up in faithfulness to the Covenant. You had to invest yourself in that Covenant and personify it as the character and personality of your God. Somewhere along that path, we know that some folks were touched by the Spirit of God and changed. There were clearly people under Moses who lived in God’s favor. But under Christ, you could be granted the same touch of God’s Spirit before you spent years pursuing the Law.

That is, our sinful nature can be broken as a gift, not as a result of long effort. That’s where this business of “you are not under Law, but under grace” comes from. You don’t have to struggle against your sin nature; it’s broken right now. But don’t be lazy about it. You aren’t free to ignore the Law, only free from that long hard path. You are permitted to see through the Law to the personal nature of your God before you start working on obedience. But the whole point is to enable obedience. It’s not an excuse to be as self-willed and libertine as a slave. Keep living it up like that all you do is restore the chains.

And then you die the same miserable death as the slaves of sin. That’s the fruit of sin. The fruit of willful obedience is holiness and all the unspeakable riches of faithfulness to God.

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Prayer Update for Johnna

Refer to this previous post.

Johnna is now taking physical therapy for the degenerative disc condition and will be seeing a neurosurgeon for further treatment. As for the brain issue, she has been diagnosed with Idiopathic Intracranial Hypertension — pressure on the brain from an unknown cause. She’s scheduled for a spinal tap next month. You can read more details at the link. In my humble opinion, I don’t believe her weight is much of a contributing factor.

Continue to pray for Johnna’s healing.

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Variable Time

Spiritual truth defies precise description. The only proper language for it is indicative language: characterizing, symbolism, parable.

God Himself views all of human history as spread out before Him and nothing hinders His hand from adjusting anything anywhere or anywhen. Surely He understands it, but He is untouched by the passage of time into which we are locked.

The theoretical and fictional explorations of time travel are all bunk. There is only one way you can travel in time, and that requires you ditch your fallen human nature.

What people struggle with is the moral nature of Creation. There is no place for such a concept in Western reckoning of reality. For the Western mind, all morality is a human construct, which is exactly what Satan said it should be in the Garden. “Eat the Forbidden Fruit and decide for yourself!” But morality is woven into Creation; it is a fundamental element in nature.

So the only way you can travel in time is to get rid of your fallen nature and reconnect with the divine moral character of God. Otherwise you’d mess up everything. But with a redeemed moral nature, you can be trusted to handle the moral responsibilities of time travel. In blunt terms, you have to die first.

When Christ returns to end human history, it will not end time. But it will remove from us the restrictions of time and space. Time will become a variable that we can manipulate, and revisiting the past is just a matter of space-time locus. It will all become open to us; we will be in a position to move our awareness anywhere and anywhen.

Natural processes won’t end; nature isn’t fallen. We are fallen and it is we who will change at His Return. Time is not a curse; our restricted experience under time is the curse.

It boggles the mind. That’s because the mind is part of our fallen nature. We have to understand that there is some portion of our human awareness and sense of self that will survive the expiration of the flesh. It won’t include the intellect, per se. At the Final Redemption, our sense of awareness will transcend the limits of our cursed fallen fleshly nature; the latter will fade away and all things will become clear.

Time itself is not accursed, nor is it a part of the Curse. It is merely our fallen perception and how we experience time.

Having said all that, it’s still just indicative language, not descriptive. There’s nothing more anyone can do to offer an explanation.

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Teachings of Jesus — Matthew 16:13-28

The underlying theme that ties this whole passage together is getting a proper image of Jesus inheriting the Kingdom of Heaven. It’s too easy to forget this all takes place in the context of Ancient Near Eastern (ANE) culture. A royal heir typically gained his full vestment of authority after taking command of his father’s army and conquering all resistance to that authority.

Right away we have to remind ourselves that Satan does not resist that authority; humans do. Satan is a loyal servant of God whose job involves handling disobedient soul. He is our enemy, not God’s. So Jesus could order Satan around from the beginning. It was humans who refused to acknowledge His Lordship. But the goal of the Messiah was not to engage in literal military conquest, as the Jews so deeply desired. It was to engage in a conquest of hearts, for the Kingdom of Heaven is in the hearts of people, not in the politics of humanity.

We understand the Father does not want slaves chained to His will, but servants who share His will and walk through the fires of temptation to embrace His offer of adoption as family members. Satan’s job is to provide those temptations and their penalties. We live in a crucible, but it’s the only way out of the Curse. While we yet exist in this crucible, it’s impossible to fully understand all that’s involved, but we are told the revelation has been opened to us in stages across the ages, until the Son came as the final and ultimate revelation. His short life on this earth was the final battle against resistance to His authority. He fought it and paid the ultimate price, but rose again so that we can enter into that battle for ourselves individually. The battlefield is not the whole earth; it is within our own individual lives.

But for each of us who volunteers for His army, our personal victories can enable victories for others. Each of us has a unique mission within his Kingdom Army.

This passage begins some days after the previous lesson. Jesus and His disciples hiked northward from Bethsaida to Cesarea Philippi. As they approached the city, Jesus asked them what people had been saying about Him. It varied between several major prophetic figures. Then He asked just who they thought He was. Peter, as the eldest of the Twelve, blurted out the answer: “You are the Messiah, the Heir of Jehovah.” This was tantamount to a fresh declaration of feudal loyalty in the most ultimate sense. They acknowledged no higher authority, and their lives were already pledged to His dominion. They surely viewed this as the period of time when Jesus as Heir to the Throne of Heaven would gather His army and conquer whomever it was the Father had designated as the rebels.

Only by the convictions of his heart could Peter have made this confession. It was the truth written by the Creator on the very core of his soul. As many ANE lords did, Jesus exercised the authority to give His servant a new title: Peter. We should all know the semantics here — Peter (Petros) the little stone was a chip off the underlying bedrock (Petra) of His future marshaled forces (ekklesia: “called out assembly” for any purpose). His new office was keyholder. What isn’t so obvious is that in the ANE, a keyholder had only one mission: to recognize the Master and unlock the doors for him whenever he came to gain access to some facility. If he didn’t unlock the door, the Master did not enter.

We can be sure Peter contemplated this, as did the others. We know that Peter later exercised that office by allowing first Samaritans and then Gentiles into the Kingdom by sharing the gospel with them and letting them join the early Hebrew churches. But that was long after they finally understood that the Kingdom of Heaven could not be an earthly kingdom. They were still stuck in the mental trap of the Jewish mythology of false Messianic expectations. So when Jesus outlined for them how He planned to accomplish His mission on earth, Peter told Him to stop scaring them. They simply could not reconcile a lifetime of deception with what Jesus was saying about crucifixion, and they simply didn’t seem to hear the part about resurrection.

Jesus responded to Peter with the equivalent of, “Get out of My way.” He went on to let Peter know that this was not opening the doors as a keyholder should, but a hindrance to His mission. On another level, He warned him this was another lie of the Devil, trying to deceive Peter just as with Eve in the Garden of Eden. It was for sure Jesus was not deceived about the real mission here.

So He opened the discussion with the rest of the disciples. They claimed to follow Him as good soldiers, but the battle required they carry their own crosses, not battle dress with weapons. If you cling to this fallen existence, not only will you lose it, but everything else you should have had. You have to destroy your life here to gain one in Heaven. Even if you managed to capture the whole world, you still couldn’t trade it for eternity. It’s not a question of driving out the Romans and other Gentiles, nor putting the Sanhedrin in their place. The battle is in your own soul; your fallen nature is your enemy.

Most people choke on these last two verses by pulling them out of context. Typical English translations are clumsy here. Contingent directly on the admonition to carry your individual cross and expend you life here, Jesus talks about that final victory parade in Heaven. Within the cultural context of His times, that term “reward” does not raise the picture of a final payoff, but a transition from war-time uniform to royal administration. It’s a promotion to some better position within the now-peaceful kingdom.

This is what He refers to in that last verse of this chapter. Since Judas is standing there, it’s a promise that doesn’t apply to all of them. But the others would at some point defeat their internal deceptions enough to be trusted with a new mission in the Kingdom of Heaven. The Holy Spirit would fall upon their lives and empower them to serve effectively.

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Of Sheep and Parables

The language of the heart is parable and symbolism. It is impossible to clinically describe the Spirit Realm from where our minds stand now.

There’s noting that requires us to use biblical symbols, but it is absolutely vital that we understand them. Without that, we cannot hope to build our own symbols for our own cultural matrix. Our symbols must speak the world in which we live.

But the net result of studying those of the Bible and understanding our own society inevitably sees us using some biblical symbols to correct the flaws of our own age. I don’t see how we can avoid the symbol of the shepherd, as it is the quintessence of how our Lord deals with us. We are His sheep, and He our shepherd, but we are in turn His shepherds to a fallen world.

Shepherds don’t “feed” sheep in the modern sense. In biblical culture, shepherds guided sheep to where food was easily available. And the guidance is almost entirely voluntary. If more than a few sheep become a little difficult, the flock can easily cease to be a flock. For sheep to do what they do best, they can’t get lost in pursuing their own curiosity too much. But there’s really nothing stopping them in the biblical image.

It’s really kind of sad that we can’t all go off and spend a day or so just watching a shepherd and his flock. Even if you add in all the modern Western techniques using dogs, it still preserves the voluntary nature of sheep staying with the flock. What can a dog actually do? If he starts physically assaulting the sheep, things come apart quickly. Sheep dogs are bred to attack threats to the sheep, not the flock itself. So just learning how it works would be very instructive for us all.

What matters most is the critical nature of the whole thing, the character of the bigger image. What distinguishes sheep and shepherding from other things we know about? Somehow, that is the essence of how our God deals with us. Not the agronomy of how sheep are owned and sold — that wouldn’t help us. It’s the essence of how sheep and the shepherd relate to each other in daily existence. It’s the business of how sheep bond with only one shepherd at a time and how the two develop a very real fondness for each other.

If this business of serving God and living His will is going to work, it has to work like shepherd and sheep. The two are very similar in how they are in reality. Not that God wants us to be sheepish, but that sheep are a reflection of possibilities in our natures. If we embrace His intentions, it will cause us to act somewhat like sheep. Sheep don’t struggle much with their divine design; we do. We can learn something from watching them do what they do naturally.

And so it goes with the image of sheep and shepherds as a parable for the moral truth, but there’s still plenty of room for us to come up with our own parables drawn from our culture. It requires understanding the nature of things so that our minds can recognize a truth in our context that harmonizes with the background music the heart plays in our awareness.

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Draper Bikeway Hydrology Update

After a whole week of hindrances, I finally got back out on my bike. Of particular note was yesterday’s massive flooding thunderstorm. Almost the entire state good a good dose of this thing and I knew it would help to make my point about the sometimes flawed hydrology of the Draper Bikeway as-yet under construction.

I’m doing this with before-and-after shots stitched together for impact. The “before” shots have been posted here before, and the “after” shots were taken today. First up is the issue of washouts. Previously the crews had left a couple of places vulnerable to washout. I don’t know how many times each spot got wiped out, but I know it was at least twice. So in the “after” shot today we have the first one resolved with a culvert. There are new culverts dropped at the other two spots, ready for installation. This issue halted paving, so the paver machines were moved down the other direction.

Remember the swamp I mentioned? The paving crew came down this direction and it turned into a disaster. The “before” shot is taken from the south side; the “after” shot is from the north, and after paving. Yes, that’s mud-covered asphalt running under that water. You’ll recall I noted this swamp was created in the first place by the original Draper Drive road construction. They failed to create a drain for this spot under that road, so putting one under the bikeway didn’t do a darn bit of good. One good rain like we had yesterday was enough to flood the whole thing, and it has nowhere to go except via evaporation.

The one good thing I’ve noted is that the work crews aren’t doggedly following the survey markers. In other words, it’s not as bad as I had thought it might be. This is the same hill before and after the crews plowed up the dirt for their initial pass. There’s still a long section, which I presume will follow the old Westminster Road route, that hasn’t even been surveyed yet. I’m really curious to see how they plan to reconnect the two ends to make a full circle.

As a bonus, I came back along SE 29th Street where Midwest City ran a new bikeway along the southern side. The bridge over Kuhlman Creek is still under construction and progress has been quite slow. But you can see they placed the bridge high for the sake of their own convenience, while the bike path is quite a drop below it. So they are doing what should have been a quick and easy ramping on both sides, but it’s not getting a lot of attention. The bridge was placed two or three weeks ago, if I remember correctly.

Cynicism comes naturally when you notice stuff like this.

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The World versus God

There’s really very little we can do to help this fallen world. All I can do is offer my best moral counsel to those who are members of this Kiln of the Soul parish, who embrace the Radix Fidem covenant.

Hatred is not a sin; it’s a human emotion. The problem is who/what you hate and why. God says there are things He hates, and depending on how you translate the original languages of the Bible, there are people He hates for various reasons. Study those passages and understand His wrath, because it points to His divine character and how He acts. Sin is defined as arguing with God.

Racism is not a sin; it’s human instinct. You should understand that from the Tower of Babel. God intends for us to live in small tribal communities. Only via the Covenant of Christ do we transcend DNA and live in covenant communities. But it remains a moral necessity that we live in small tribal communities where we only have to deal with folks who share that daily life under moral terms we all embrace. Jamming together people with conflicting moral values is a sin of oppression. God’s Law demands that communities with differing moral values and cultural flavors have some space between them.

This is why churches are encouraged to come together strongly in clannish togetherness and put distance between themselves and outsiders. So your urbane club-like church with its corporate structure and a body of folks who merely attend as members is all wrong. It’s not a church as the Bible defines it. A church is a body of folks who live together as a clan, an extended family household in an eastern feudal structure. It’s not necessary to live together inside the same building, but to the degree the conditions permit, live together as a small village in close proximity. Your neighbors should be like cousins with whom you were raised. That’s a command from God.

It is inevitable that different churches in different places are going to develop their own internal cultural habits, customs and traditions. There’s nothing particularly holy and righteous about your clan’s customs and traditions, but if they aren’t important to your identity, something is very wrong with the situation. You need to leave and find a better context, but only if the Spirit leads you that way.

But the whole social milieu must remain feudal and covenantal. Because society as a whole tends to reject all of this, each church must determine how to uphold their uniqueness as a testimony. To outsiders, this will look like racism. There is literally nothing we can do to prove otherwise. Even if our covenant family includes multiple ethnic groups, we cannot escape the false charges of racial hatred.

That’s because the outside world is not a covenant community. It cannot be made into one, either. Valid covenants require feudal authority, and each individual adult must embrace it personally. (Children are included under parental authority until they become adults.) To have any real hope of actually working, each adult must also be spiritually born and heart-led. We have precious little means of actually filtering out those who fail either of those requirements, but there is at least a conscious presumption of those necessities. Plus, we acknowledge that the heart-led part is a matter of ongoing development, a process of discovery that has to start somewhere.

There is no way the world will accept those terms. A fallen nature does not permit bowing the knee to God and His revelation. The only way to deal with racial tension is through the Holy Spirit and the Word of God. It requires the power of heart-led living. That’s because racial tension is just one more facet of fallen nature. The real issue is a lack of trust on any grounds at all, and God’s Word is very strong about the terms of trust and the proper grounds for distrust. And distrust of fallen humans is most certainly not a sin; on the contrary, distrust is a requirement burned into your heart by the Holy Spirit. We don’t even trust ourselves.

The other issue related to racism is exclusion, treating folks differently based on different levels of trust. It’s morally evil to demand everyone trust everyone else on all the same terms. Otherwise police badges, for example, would mean nothing. And it’s just damned stupid to expect the mass of fallen humanity to be conditioned against their own instincts. All you get is a world full of people who aren’t free to discuss their inner thoughts so that no one can possibly get together and work out differences and terms of cooperation. Instead, everything is imposed by evil people who pretend they aren’t evil.

But it’s impossible to explain this to our society. So we don’t bother to explain to their deaf ears and blind eyes; we also don’t hide it. Unless the Lord seizes their consciences, nothing will change. We seek to live by His divine will and let the world go to Hell, because the only alternative is to open up to the world and let them drag you down. Only the Devil will tell you that it’s possible to gain God’s favor and that of the fallen world at the same time.

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Apartment Living and FedEx

First of all, members of the parish, the replacement tower has arrived. It’s nothing amazing, just an Optiplex 780 with moderate specs. It works; I’m using it to write this post. It was a simple matter of swapping out the hard drive from the dead tower and nothing was lost. Debian had no trouble adapting to the new hardware.

[Update: I eventually figured out it was loading the “fb” driver (framebuffer) for graphics and not the Intel driver. It required that I actually force it to write an xorg.conf file and change the driver to “intel” to get it to work right. Otherwise, no problems.]

Now I’m going to whine, but you don’t have to read it.

When UPS delivers to my apartment, it’s always the same MO — the driver knocks or rings the doorbell and takes off, unless I need to sign something. DHL has never delivered here, nor have any of a dozen other small shippers. US Postal Service typically does what they are supposed to do, with the bonus of trying to deliver to my door packages too large to fit in the locked cubicles standing next to our community mail boxes. Again, ringing the doorbell or knocking.

Most FedEx drivers are cool, but we have one of about three or four who is a lazy idiot. Company policy says they have to try my door first, but this one guy never does. He always tries to save himself some work by dropping off everything at the office for the entire apartment complex. That’s two blocks away. And he has done this twice — with the biggest and heaviest packages, of course. Except, yesterday he came when those two gals in the office were out for a long lunch, so the office door was locked. Then he lied and reported that he couldn’t deliver my package because I didn’t answer the door.

This time I looked it up and called FedEx to file a complaint as soon as I checked their website with my shipping number. This morning the company called me back rather early and promised to speak to the guy’s manager. I think it must have worked. While I was sitting in my recliner waiting to see if he was going to do the right thing, I didn’t hear a knock of doorbell. I just barely caught the sound of the door handle rattling. I got up and checked the door and there stood my package on the floor of the breezeway. He’s not just a jerk, but he’s a coward.

Anyway, the tower is up and running and I had enough left over from the generous donations to get a pair of low-end audiophile headphones — noise canceling, steel construction and trimmed in hardwood. My, but they do sound good. They were a customer returned new product, package open, so it was half-price. We are back in business, folks, and I am grateful for your prayers and support. Thank you.

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Call on Him

It’s downright scary to think about it.

All other things being equal, were it not for America’s obsession with guns, our government would have long ago sunk this country into the depths of Hell. Our government system has bred the most spitefully oppressive regime in human history. But it is held in check by the mere fact that the people would rise up and slaughter the government officials if they crossed that invisible line (a line that lives and moves on its own across the awareness of the whole nation).

It’s not as if gun ownership were some glorious God-given right; it’s a dire necessity. It’s a necessity because of the horrifying brutality of American culture itself. You see, while we do have a problem with an evil elite running our country, it wouldn’t matter if you replaced that elite with other people — it would still be the same awful mess. The poor oppressed mass of Americans would all be just as bad if you suddenly made them government officials. We can all be decent people until we are given power within the system.

It’s the evil system, a system that arises directly from our culture. Indeed, there’s really no point trying to discuss which came first, because the government system grew alongside the culture, and they are inextricably bound. We are the most violent and abusive nation on this earth.

And we export this brutality everywhere we go in the world. The only people we don’t oppress are those who are armed to the teeth like our own home folks. America is not good and just; it is hideous and demonic. That we do some good things only serves to hide what should be obvious to anyone paying attention. Everything you think you don’t like about life in America is because Satan is the father of our nation. Our civility is a thin veneer covering a deep and dark writhing hatred for all humanity. We even hate ourselves in this crazy culture.

I’m not going to bother arguing the specifics. If this prophetic warning is not self-apparent to your heart, there’s nothing anyone can do to help you understand until God burns it into your awareness. There is not a thing any human, or group of humans, can do to make America right. This is why we prepare for God’s wrath to fall on this nation. His patience has run out. If there was any justice to His wrath on Sodom and Gomorrah, then we are next.

We can know this only if we understand the jarring difference between what God has ordained against what we have built here in America. Compounding this awful truth is that we have an ocean of people praising the American culture and form of government as God’s ideal. This is a blasphemous lie, spitting in God’s face. His revelation is all too clear on this issue, but Americans as a whole have closed their hearts to the truth.

So all that’s left is for those of us living for Christ here to seek a path out of American culture, out of the Hell of self-deception about what God calls good and right. In 9+ years of blogging here the message on this has not changed: God’s plan for humanity after the Fall is biblical feudalism. It’s more than just a proposal for our consideration; it’s the fundamental nature of His divine character woven into Creation. This is the character of reality itself. Oppose it and reality will eventually crush you.

Return to this feudalism, to the heart-led way of God’s truth. His wrath is upon the nation, but you can escape some of it by marking you life with His divine moral nature, a sort of blood of the Lamb on the doorposts. Call on Him and embrace His revelation.

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