Psalm 101

A psalm of David, you might imagine he wrote this as a vow upon ascending to the throne of Israel. However, it is rooted much farther back in David’s life when he was just a shepherd boy. The shepherd is the quintessential biblical image of moral manhood, and all the more so for one who actually cares for a flock of people. Anyone with social leverage is morally bound to this manner of leadership.

We dare not forget that the image of holiness is striving to maintain social order on God’s terms. The Law of Moses detailed what social stability meant in Israel, offering a clear path. David’s primary image of wickedness is someone who wanders from that path of moral truth. Do they want something not provided in the Law? Let them keep going and not come back; they don’t belong in the flock of Israel.

David begins by vowing to celebrate the mercy and justice of God. This is how he will worship his God. He declares his sincere intention to walk in purity by the Lord’s wisdom in his heart. What kind of man is eager for his Master’s inspection of his work? This is quite the opposite of Adam and Eve hiding from God in the Garden. Lesser men are always looking for ways to avoid such close attention, but David craves it because it also means he will grow closer and have a better image of his Lord. Thus, from such close communion, he will be able to walk in full integrity.

He uses a colloquial Hebrew expression — setting something before one’s eyes — to indicate he would dismiss quickly anything that doesn’t actively promote his commission from God. He would shortly brush off anyone that fails to show a similar commitment to the Law. Because David lives by his heart, he is ready to sense the hearts of others. He has no time for hearts that don’t resonate with similar convictions.

Let them sneak around and stir up trouble for others, seeking an advantage in diminishing someone else. David trusts that God will reveal such evil to him so he can take action. In the presence of a penitent king, there is no room for arrogant and ambitious courtiers.

Instead, David will keep his heart’s radar attuned to others with a commitment to the Lord. These are the people he will promote into his royal service. The first time he senses deception, that person is put out on the street. Indeed, he’ll start the day bright and early looking out for troublemakers. While he would hardly claim to be the perfect judge, he knows that laziness about it will ensure God’s wrath. So by investing some energy in sifting out false hearts, David hopes to keep the windows of Heaven open to rain blessings on his reign.

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The Beast

I honestly believe that the standard bureaucratic hive-mind is the single best manifestation of the Beast in John’s Apocalypse.

It works best if you envision the bureaucratic hive-mind as a beast, not a person. There are people involved, but no single person can steer this thing. Like the Borg, the Beast absorbs individuals. Very few people are completely lost to it, but The Beast is willing to accept some portion so that the individual is forced to compartmentalize his/her conscious self. It’s the difference between a mark on the hand or a mark on the forehead whether anyone becomes a fully committed servant of the Beast.

So this Beast wallows in fear of accountability. You might think that petty in-fighting would tear it apart, but the Beast thrives on that sort of inefficiency. When every element within a bureaucracy strives to avoid blame for something, it effectively dissipates all blame. Fear is the fire that keeps it alive.

Meanwhile, it remains utterly inhumane, and heartless in every meaning of the word. And there is a certain momentum, like a perverse entropy, so that any security measure implemented once is likely permanent in one way or another, while more are added later. Security measures become sacred. This is the worship of the Beast — fear and security.

And this is the government of the US.

Barring any unexpected events in the near future, we shall have Trump as our next president. He’s not so much a fighter as the ultimate deal maker, so it remains to be seen how he will confront the Beast. I have no doubt he is aware of the Beast on some level, and may well understand what makes it tick. Whether his peculiar brand of genius will carry him through any efforts to work around the Beast remains to be seen. At the very least, the Beast will be bruised and some heads will roll, so to speak.

But Trump won’t be fighting for you and me. He’ll be fighting for himself. Like everything else in our world, sometimes we can discern a benefit from the battles between those who have no awareness of God’s moral character. That is, we can find ways to exploit things for the glory of God. Never let go of the understanding that God steers human politics much like herding cattle; He’s in charge and they have no clue. They exclude His revelation from their minds, so He excludes them from His counsel. He’s also not likely to tell us much about His plans specifically because He has already made it clear it’s none of our business (“It is not for you to know…” Acts 1:6-8). What He has done is show us enough of His character to help us discern opportunities when they arrive.

Don’t read Revelations as a plot-line of events to come, but as a parable of character and tendency. That is, read the narrative as an exploration of how the Beast operates. There have been many manifestations of the Beast throughout history and more will come. The Harlot Church keeps popping up, too. Particular instances come and go, but the character of these things never change. Nor does God’s character change, which is also revealed in the Apocalypse. Don’t get lost in the details as if you are reading a script of future events.

Our hearts know these things. It is our minds that need the training so it can read the imperatives of conviction written on the heart by God’s finger. Did you think the stone tablets God gave Moses were so almighty important in themselves? I’ll challenge you to search for New Testament passages that reference God writing His divine Laws into our hearts. That’s how God does things, and we read them back into our awareness as convictions. Obey those convictions and your awareness of your heart will fully awaken to guide you to a strong grasp on what God expects of you.

We need a new psychology that accounts for the heart-mind. That’s the only way we can be ready for the warnings written into John’s Revelation. It’s the only way to understand the Beast.

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Claim Registered

Even if I were to end up hiring a lawyer, the proper procedure is to file a claim through the standard system first. Today I was notified that my claim against OKC has been referred to someone in the system and a claim number has been issued.

This is the point where we pray that my claim finds favor in their sight.

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Progress: Stiffness

Today I tested the hinged brace with a longer arc of free movement. The problem is not the brace limiting my movements, but the knee itself remains very tight. While there is no discernible pain from pulling against the restriction, I’ve been warned to take it slow and let the leg muscles themselves do the work.

Meanwhile, I’m walking a little better and slightly faster, but that hinged brace is just too much. So right now I’m testing a much lighter brace I got a year ago for the same knee when it had the same old problem of capricious and intermittent swelling since the Fulkerson surgery.

This is a compression brace. While it has some lightweight side-stays, it’s main purpose is to wrap the joint in a snug neoprene sleeve, but with a large foamy pocket around the knee cap. This may help hold back the swelling and help impart a more natural shape to the joint. It’s long enough above and below the joint to offer a wide adjustable strap to help prevent it slipping up or down. So far, it provides as much support as I got from the hinged brace, but with a lot less irritation.

The sutures have completely closed. I’m now using a bigger dose of Sister Christine’s comfrey tincture twice daily, plus a little of my old Peaceful Mountain Joint Rescue. Last night I allowed the discomfort to keep me awake in my recliner for awhile; it always bothers me more at night. I’m still not able to sleep much in bed. Long story short: The bed is set up for GIRD with the head a couple of inches higher, which in turn also irritates the knee joint. Using a pillow to elevate the leg has limited value because it irritates the older hip arthritis. Getting old is not for sissies; there are conflicting demands and challenges all over the place.

Conscientious and trusting God.

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Facebook Is Byzantine

Byzantine — 3. highly complex or intricate and occasionally devious

It’s one of several different uses of the word, but this is the one to which I refer in regards to Facebook. It’s run by a petty lefty tyrant who hopes to make all of humanity dependent on his private social hell. Are you a sucker for that crap?

Maybe you heard about that algorithm that blocks certain viewpoints from showing up in their sponsored news listing? It goes way beyond that.

Media Ignoring a MAJOR Part of the Facebook Scandal — I recall tussling over this when I had an account on FB. I suppose their algorithm includes noticing how much traffic your stuff draws, but I was locked out briefly after a couple of things I posted that apparently offended the slimeballs running FB.

Immigration Hawks: Facebook Engaging in Deliberate Suppression of Our Content — FB management flat-out lies about censoring some content.

It’s all too easy to find tons of anecdotal evidence of FB censorship and their opaque system of deciding who gets to say what. Granted, a lot of this seems aimed at right-wingers, but I was harassed for rejecting Western Civilization as a whole. And don’t you dare say anything critical of FB itself on FB. Again, I think it depends on the level of traffic your stuff generates, so some folks will get away with it, which appears to indicate FB is simply struggling with technical issues. However, people who have been hit with this consistently show us the pattern.

My bigger heartache was that FB inculcates mindless engagement and you wind up with a jillion friends who really don’t care what you say. It’s just a substitute for gathering with your friends and relatives at a backyard party and consuming too much alcohol and ranting about the game on TV. It is by no means a serious communications tool. Less than 10% of my FB traffic was genuine outreach between kindred souls. Indeed, too much of it was preening by empty souls hoping to get some kind of attention to their petty feelings.

There’s nothing anyone can do to change this, because it’s precisely what the FB management want. They hope to capture the entire population of the planet under their control. In the end, it’s just another expression of the bureaucratic hive-mind, another attempt to subvert us into that hellish world.

My point is to help you decide to pull away from it and treat it like a trap.

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What the Hell?

Some of you get it, but it seems there is enough confusion that I need to restate things for clarity.

I use the English word “Hell.” If you have been paying attention, you’ll notice I use it in the vernacular sense, having a very flexible meaning, and have never bothered with defining it as a religious term.

The image of serving as slaves of Satan applies to this life. It’s the biblical image of ANE feudalism, God’s dominion over Creation. A part of what we need to know about Satan and his activities is derived from this parabolic image of Satan as God’s personal Potiphar, if you will. This has nothing to do with Western Medieval images of torment and Hell; that should have been obvious by my steady denunciation of Western Christianity. People who do not walk by a heart of commitment to God’s revelation are, to varying degrees, slaves of Satan here and now. Their share of the blessings God intended to grant them under covenant are consumed by Satan, and Satan gets none of his own.

But in this image, I include multiple references that Satan is somehow confined to this world, along with all his demons. There is a sense in which that image of slavery is “Hell,” but I don’t recall thinking or writing that Satan was also in charge of Hell as a place beyond death. “It is appointed for men to die once, but after this the judgment” (Hebrews 9:27). Whatever that verse means about “judgment” is the more precise meaning of “Hell.” I have never pretended to offer any firm knowledge of Hell because the Bible avoids a literal description. It’s always been lyrical references to torment of some kind, but that could just as easily mean standing in the Presence of God with full awareness on that higher level that you are not in His favor. That can’t be comfortable, but you can’t possibly presume to describe it in literal terms.

And on top of all that, I believe Hell is not eternal; neither is whatever is signified by the word “Heaven.” Note that Jesus on the Cross referred to it by the Persian word for Paradise (Luke 23:43). Indeed, our current “place of the dead” for everyone, in God’s favor or not, is a temporary state. It’s all prior to the final Resurrection of the Dead, prior to the Final Judgment. I tend to believe that “new Heaven and new Earth” is somewhat literal. Some parts of Revelation 21 do have literal connotations, but how literal can you be about something the intellect cannot grasp?

So while American vernacular English does permit a flexible use of the words “Heaven” and “Hell” — to include symbolism and parable — if you want to shift to a more precise discussion of matters of faith and Scripture, both are apparently outside of this realm of existence, but attached to it in some way that indicates they will be replaced along with the rest of Creation at some point out there in our world’s future.

Do we really need a comprehensive word study of Sheol, Hades, Gehenna, etc.? I’ve already covered the Old Testament teaching on afterlife to show that Jesus wasn’t so much adding new revelation about the afterlife as He was speaking to an audience that had drifted far from their ancient Hebrew roots. You need a heart-led discernment to recognize that some of it was just using the common rabbinical manner of speaking (because folks were familiar with it) even as He corrected false impressions about things. Often He was pushing them back away from Hellenism toward the ancient Hebrew way of thinking. Hebrew language uses words as signposts, not as containers of truth. The whole point was to persuade you to seek God’s truth from God Himself, with the underlying assumption you must have an active heart-mind in order to hear from God in the first place.

I don’t think chasing down precise word meanings in Greek and Hebrew will help you very much because that was never the point. A proper heart-mind operation means that words are indicative, not descriptive. If you could read Greek, you’d know that Paul’s Hebrew mind constantly searched for ways to express those thoughts in Greek so that he was always coining his own Greek words. If you were born speaking Greek in that time, you would tend to resist that Hebraic thought pattern. You would read things back into his writing and struggle to keep up with Paul’s teaching. This is why the Apostles spent so very much time with each of their church plants, because it was downright tough to make a Greek mind shift over to Hebrew patterns of thought.

And now we have English with a whole batch of fresh barriers keeping us from Hebrew thought. A part of me wonders if I’ll ever get that across to enough people before I die. The language you speak is the language you think, and the language can seriously hold you back from thinking the way God designed us to think. All I can do is ask that you learn a cynical suspicion of the person in the mirror, because I’ve had to cultivate that, too. It doesn’t require paranoia, because God is surely at work in you, helping you to move steadily closer to Him. Always be willing to question whether you have actually caught on, and turn inside to your heart and connect with the Holy Spirit for patience and guidance. You don’t have to accept my answers, but maybe you can learn something useful toward your own answers by noticing how I get mine.

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Progress: Walking

First, thanks to all of you who are praying with me about recovery. I’m pretty warm and bubbly about my progress.

Yesterday I began walking a bit more, trying to find a stride that would work with minimal pain. Today I used it quite a bit more. I’m not that far short of my previous level of household chores. For the curious, it’s a matter of moving slowly and allowing the knee to warm-up just a bit. Once I get going it’s not too bad, though I’m still awfully slow. However, more time walking around outside means less need to just sit outside for long periods.

The physical therapy exercises are helping, because I can now lift my leg with my own hip flexors, something I couldn’t do until this week. Also, gravity pulling down my lower leg so that the knee stretches a bit doesn’t make me wince. I still have just a little trouble with keeping my foot on the ground for long periods without movement, because the fluids are quick to pool around my ankle, which in turn puts fluid pressure on the knee above. I’m using an ice pack every day after the therapy exercises and it helps keep the joint a little looser. The knee is still a big round softball-sized knob, but it’s all quite hard, no gooshy spots.

Finally, my resting heart rate is slowly dropping back down into the 70s. My blood pressure is pretty good for my age, typically around 120/70. I still have no clue what caused those hour-long episodes of tachycardia, and I hope they never come back.

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Faith Will Not Forget You

Faith has not been forgotten while I devote so much time to recovering from surgery. And you can be sure faith has not forgotten me, because recovery would not be possible without it.

If you want some religion chatter you can go back to my post A Word for Men and check out the lively exchange of comments between Steven and I. He’s Eastern Orthodox, and if that sounds interesting, he offers a couple of links. It’s not for me, but that should hinder no one who feels drawn to it. Being familiar with the early history of how that branch of Christianity came into existence, the theological disputes from that period were enough to turn me away from it. I can’t summarize it here, but if you read explanations of their unique beliefs, you’ll see why I say it’s too cerebral for me. It reminds me of the difference between Western mysticism versus ANE, because Greek thought (wedded to Greek language) is where Western thought started.

But while this blog seems rather silent, I can assure you that my faith is working hard carrying me forward. Sometimes there isn’t a lot of energy left to ponder things I might say because I’m pondering what I need to do. It’s not so much the physical therapy stuff and trying to move the leg as much as it can take, but exercising faith during this silence while the City considers my claim along with all the other crap they have to do.

I still believe someone out there with a higher public profile will be drawn to our parish. I still believe mainstream Christian religion is headed for a major problem like never before, with some level of exodus from the membership. I’m still certain America as we know it is doomed under God’s wrath, and it will most certainly affect other countries. And I still believe it was God’s requirement of me to let the City of OKC have a chance to do what’s right. I am convinced I’ll still be out there riding and taking pictures for the glory of God, once this recovery has taken its course.

Faith is an adventure like nothing else.

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Just a Few Trends

Nothing prophetic here, merely some observations that may amuse you.

We can already see the right-wing backlash in Europe. I’m not in a position to comment much beyond noting that it was provoked intentionally. Anyone could see it coming years ago, and recent migration trends have really turned up the tension. Again, I am convinced this is intentional.

The backlash we shall have here in the US will be most certainly fake. Granted, every activist is either a fool or a fake, and there will be plenty of fools, but the leadership will be controlled opposition, as it were. No doubt there will be bloodshed with it, but if that’s what you see, you’ll miss the point. There will most certainly be bloodshed one way or another, but a rise of armed right-wingers will simply change who dies. There will always be violence one way or another.

Don’t lose sight of the bureaucracy. Precious few bureaucrats have the depth of talent and vision of someone like the Dulles Brothers. Most of what we see parading before our eyes today are just somewhat talented. So it does no good at all to imagine that there must be key figures steering things behind the scenes. The bureaucracy is a hive-mind that steers itself; there is in effect no key leadership. Keep in mind that the foundation of bureaucracy is fear of accountability, and thus the secrecy on “national security” grounds. Anyone who rejects the bureaucrats’ decisions is, by definition, a “terrorist.” Bureaucrats won’t allow themselves to question the morality of what the hive-mind decides; it’s the “will of God.” And they aren’t going anywhere no matter who gets to wear the pretty hats of government leadership.

But what should give us pause is to watch as the bureaucracy infiltrates churches. Perhaps you’ve heard of this FBI program called Shared Responsibility Communities (SRC). While this has been blown out of proportion by some so-called liberty advocates, the program itself is not new. This is just a new name for something the Feds have done for years, particularly with their fake stings trying to hunt down Muslim extremists. To reduce the political pressure on their nefarious abuses, wherein weak-minded souls were suckered into pretending they could play jihad, the FBI decided this was the perfect time to expand the program to all religions. This matches the rhetoric of wariness about home-grown terrorists.

It’s not the program itself, but what it represents. We’ve known for some time that charismatic leaders in evangelical religion are often compromised by that tax-exemption thing with the IRS. Virtually every big-named preacher is some flavor of pro-government patriot. The churches are a great place to recruit bureaucrats and armed government thugs. And every church has long been loaded with government agents conducting some kind of surveillance within church activities. I’ve met a couple of those snoops while hanging out in big churches. It was typically considered benign and mostly ignored by church staff (but they knew). However, the SRC intends to bring this out into the open, where church staff officially cooperate directly with the various federal agencies by snitching helping nominate church members for a closer look. They would be “referred” for help in keeping them on the good and right moral path approved by the bureaucracy. Orwellian visions of mental torture are not out of line here.

As you probably know, this hunt for terrorists reflects a seriously deranged institutional paranoia. As such, it won’t work. It’s going to blow up in their faces. I’m not sure they’ll even notice, though. I suppose if there is anything that will cause at least a minor exodus from churches, this SRC would do it. People who begin to sense their own convictions won’t tolerate this kind of thing. They’ll go looking for something else. The twists and turns of various paranoid emphases will determine who is driven out, so keep an eye on that. I honestly believe we’ll see this thing implemented in one way or another.

Keep your hearts in charge, folks. The Lord will always give you a path to His peace.

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Progress: DIY

I’ve ditched the cane, now. I hobble around with the brace, walking slowly and making sure the leg swings the full range of motion with each stride so as to gently stretch everything.

The brace was killing me, though. It was designed for someone with straight legs, and mine are slightly bowed. The brace consists of two hinged arms held together by four straps, two each above and below the knee. Each arm floats, aligned by the shared strap mountings. The hinges can be set to limit motion in various ways. The outside arm was okay, but the inside arm near the bottom was pressing hard into the side of my calf, to the point it started to bruise.

At some point I decided to try bending it myself, having seen it done a few times in the past. I wore one like this back with the first surgery in the 1990s. While the design of the braces have changed a great deal since then, the fundamental idea remains the same. So I locked it down against a padded mat on the floor and pulled so as to bend right below the hinge controls. It was easier than I anticipated and bent just enough to keep from digging into my flesh. I pulled it outward to match the bowing effect in my knees. Now it doesn’t bite me any more. Woohoo!

I note that the comfrey tincture supplied by Sister Christine has a wonderful scent. It smells like healing to me. I didn’t have enough coconut oil to mix with it to make a salve, so I just carefully apply one or two drops each above and below the wound and spread it around the still swollen joint. My heart knows this is helping things rebuild inside the joint.

The only thing hindering my time outside is intermittent storm fronts washing back and forth over the state. However, a critical element in healing holistically is that I can hobble around and pick up the cigarette butts and litter that accumulate in and around our breezeway. It’s a blessing to put some healing back into the the world.

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