Booklet Background

Let’s review some perspective we already know.

Religion is the struggle to answer a spiritual imperative.

Radix Fidem is not actually a religion, but an exercise in meta-religion. We strive to shed light on the process of answering the divine call. Everyone must develop their own religion; it is immoral to pass the job off to someone else. God calls individuals through the heart of convictions, and no other human can decide what God requires of you. What ties us together in communion is a contextual overlap in the results of that individual struggle. Our communion under the name “Radix Fidem” is a simple matter of sharing a certain amount of conviction about how one sets about the task of responding to God.

We all start under the Curse of the Fall. God calls us and we respond from within that context of our first awareness. Something in us comes to life and begins to hunger and thirst for His revelation; we truly want to please Him. It seems only natural that whatever religion grows from that desire will be like any other living thing, always growing and changing as we slowly escape the effects of the Curse. We seek to conform to His divine character and it cannot happen at once. Indeed, the promises in His revelation assume a life dedicated to endless seeking for a closer communion with Him.

But we never walk alone in this world. A critical element in revelation is the assurance that we will share a strong family kinship with others who are determined to please the same God. His revelation is actually quite functional in this matter. We do not allow our impulse to formalize our personal religion to serve as an excuse to push others away. Instead, we seek to discern just what can be shared and cooperate on that basis. Some will be closer than others; sometimes it’s life long and other times only until we are driven in different directions by our individual growth. We don’t cease caring about someone called onto a different path, but we cannot waste our Father’s resources chasing a human relationship that He didn’t grant.

But the purpose was never efficiency or accomplishment as humans measure such things. It was always a matter of shedding just one more layer of death and deception from our lives. It’s about living according to His divine character in communion with the rest of Creation. The mind does not rule; it was meant to serve the moral imperatives of conviction written in our hearts. We seek to conform to the divine character of God, to glorify Him by claiming all the blessings inherent in His revelation.

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Proposal: Radix Fidem Booklet

You knew I was plotting something, right?

I believe we need a booklet that expands on our Radix Fidem pamphlet. I suppose the simplest way to go about it is try to produce a short chapter for each item.

This is a parish wide call for participation. I don’t care if you’ve never so much as clicked “like” on one the posts here; you are welcome to participate. Those of you most active will at least need to be ready to act as an editorial board, so to speak.

I don’t want to restrict how people do this, only that we enter into a cooperative spirit. You can decide to collaborate if that’s your style, or take charge of one or more chapters, but whatever the case, you should obviously feel driven by conviction to get involved. However, a primary qualification is that you tend to feel unworthy. That’s the starting place for all my blather on this blog. It’s the apprehension that you will likely fail but you just can’t say “no” to God’s calling.

Take some time to pray. In the near future I’ll try to help set the tone by drafting some kind of introduction, or at least a preface. And if you would prefer to steal that role, jump right on it. This is my blog, but it’s your parish. It’s a parish because you choose to participate, and I want to ensure readers of this proposed pamphlet know it’s not a one-man cult-like thing.

Whaddaya say?

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Realm without Words

What can I tell you?

I don’t want meaning. I want peace and faith. I want a connection to the Creator so that I can discern His character directly in Creation. What my mind can make of these things is useless until I know the ultimate value God places on everything. So you can keep your content, words and meaning; I’m looking for something that is too powerful for words, too big for mere thought.

In a previous post I proposed a theory of sorts about why I felt so driven to take pictures. It’s not simply that a picture is worth a thousand words, but that some pictures speak a language above the intellect. Nobody has to admire my camera work; don’t look unless you feel something beyond your mind telling you there is something you need to see. That’s because those pictures are nothing more than a feeble attempt to grab something that calls to me on that higher level. I don’t claim it’s skill or talent, but an imperative that drives me from far above myself. God speaks without words, at least words as we know them.

I can’t tell you anything that really matters. My words, pictures and other output here might serve to indicate things that matter, but they don’t matter themselves. That’s the nature of parable and symbolism in the Bible. What really matters is in the realm of the heart. Everything else is, at best, just sign posts indicating a path for exploration. They beckon you to enter that Land without Words.

All I can tell you is my own reaction to what I find. Go, look for yourself.

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Psalm 101

A psalm of David, you might imagine he wrote this as a vow upon ascending to the throne of Israel. However, it is rooted much farther back in David’s life when he was just a shepherd boy. The shepherd is the quintessential biblical image of moral manhood, and all the more so for one who actually cares for a flock of people. Anyone with social leverage is morally bound to this manner of leadership.

We dare not forget that the image of holiness is striving to maintain social order on God’s terms. The Law of Moses detailed what social stability meant in Israel, offering a clear path. David’s primary image of wickedness is someone who wanders from that path of moral truth. Do they want something not provided in the Law? Let them keep going and not come back; they don’t belong in the flock of Israel.

David begins by vowing to celebrate the mercy and justice of God. This is how he will worship his God. He declares his sincere intention to walk in purity by the Lord’s wisdom in his heart. What kind of man is eager for his Master’s inspection of his work? This is quite the opposite of Adam and Eve hiding from God in the Garden. Lesser men are always looking for ways to avoid such close attention, but David craves it because it also means he will grow closer and have a better image of his Lord. Thus, from such close communion, he will be able to walk in full integrity.

He uses a colloquial Hebrew expression — setting something before one’s eyes — to indicate he would dismiss quickly anything that doesn’t actively promote his commission from God. He would shortly brush off anyone that fails to show a similar commitment to the Law. Because David lives by his heart, he is ready to sense the hearts of others. He has no time for hearts that don’t resonate with similar convictions.

Let them sneak around and stir up trouble for others, seeking an advantage in diminishing someone else. David trusts that God will reveal such evil to him so he can take action. In the presence of a penitent king, there is no room for arrogant and ambitious courtiers.

Instead, David will keep his heart’s radar attuned to others with a commitment to the Lord. These are the people he will promote into his royal service. The first time he senses deception, that person is put out on the street. Indeed, he’ll start the day bright and early looking out for troublemakers. While he would hardly claim to be the perfect judge, he knows that laziness about it will ensure God’s wrath. So by investing some energy in sifting out false hearts, David hopes to keep the windows of Heaven open to rain blessings on his reign.

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The Beast

I honestly believe that the standard bureaucratic hive-mind is the single best manifestation of the Beast in John’s Apocalypse.

It works best if you envision the bureaucratic hive-mind as a beast, not a person. There are people involved, but no single person can steer this thing. Like the Borg, the Beast absorbs individuals. Very few people are completely lost to it, but The Beast is willing to accept some portion so that the individual is forced to compartmentalize his/her conscious self. It’s the difference between a mark on the hand or a mark on the forehead whether anyone becomes a fully committed servant of the Beast.

So this Beast wallows in fear of accountability. You might think that petty in-fighting would tear it apart, but the Beast thrives on that sort of inefficiency. When every element within a bureaucracy strives to avoid blame for something, it effectively dissipates all blame. Fear is the fire that keeps it alive.

Meanwhile, it remains utterly inhumane, and heartless in every meaning of the word. And there is a certain momentum, like a perverse entropy, so that any security measure implemented once is likely permanent in one way or another, while more are added later. Security measures become sacred. This is the worship of the Beast — fear and security.

And this is the government of the US.

Barring any unexpected events in the near future, we shall have Trump as our next president. He’s not so much a fighter as the ultimate deal maker, so it remains to be seen how he will confront the Beast. I have no doubt he is aware of the Beast on some level, and may well understand what makes it tick. Whether his peculiar brand of genius will carry him through any efforts to work around the Beast remains to be seen. At the very least, the Beast will be bruised and some heads will roll, so to speak.

But Trump won’t be fighting for you and me. He’ll be fighting for himself. Like everything else in our world, sometimes we can discern a benefit from the battles between those who have no awareness of God’s moral character. That is, we can find ways to exploit things for the glory of God. Never let go of the understanding that God steers human politics much like herding cattle; He’s in charge and they have no clue. They exclude His revelation from their minds, so He excludes them from His counsel. He’s also not likely to tell us much about His plans specifically because He has already made it clear it’s none of our business (“It is not for you to know…” Acts 1:6-8). What He has done is show us enough of His character to help us discern opportunities when they arrive.

Don’t read Revelations as a plot-line of events to come, but as a parable of character and tendency. That is, read the narrative as an exploration of how the Beast operates. There have been many manifestations of the Beast throughout history and more will come. The Harlot Church keeps popping up, too. Particular instances come and go, but the character of these things never change. Nor does God’s character change, which is also revealed in the Apocalypse. Don’t get lost in the details as if you are reading a script of future events.

Our hearts know these things. It is our minds that need the training so it can read the imperatives of conviction written on the heart by God’s finger. Did you think the stone tablets God gave Moses were so almighty important in themselves? I’ll challenge you to search for New Testament passages that reference God writing His divine Laws into our hearts. That’s how God does things, and we read them back into our awareness as convictions. Obey those convictions and your awareness of your heart will fully awaken to guide you to a strong grasp on what God expects of you.

We need a new psychology that accounts for the heart-mind. That’s the only way we can be ready for the warnings written into John’s Revelation. It’s the only way to understand the Beast.

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Claim Registered

Even if I were to end up hiring a lawyer, the proper procedure is to file a claim through the standard system first. Today I was notified that my claim against OKC has been referred to someone in the system and a claim number has been issued.

This is the point where we pray that my claim finds favor in their sight.

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Progress: Stiffness

Today I tested the hinged brace with a longer arc of free movement. The problem is not the brace limiting my movements, but the knee itself remains very tight. While there is no discernible pain from pulling against the restriction, I’ve been warned to take it slow and let the leg muscles themselves do the work.

Meanwhile, I’m walking a little better and slightly faster, but that hinged brace is just too much. So right now I’m testing a much lighter brace I got a year ago for the same knee when it had the same old problem of capricious and intermittent swelling since the Fulkerson surgery.

This is a compression brace. While it has some lightweight side-stays, it’s main purpose is to wrap the joint in a snug neoprene sleeve, but with a large foamy pocket around the knee cap. This may help hold back the swelling and help impart a more natural shape to the joint. It’s long enough above and below the joint to offer a wide adjustable strap to help prevent it slipping up or down. So far, it provides as much support as I got from the hinged brace, but with a lot less irritation.

The sutures have completely closed. I’m now using a bigger dose of Sister Christine’s comfrey tincture twice daily, plus a little of my old Peaceful Mountain Joint Rescue. Last night I allowed the discomfort to keep me awake in my recliner for awhile; it always bothers me more at night. I’m still not able to sleep much in bed. Long story short: The bed is set up for GIRD with the head a couple of inches higher, which in turn also irritates the knee joint. Using a pillow to elevate the leg has limited value because it irritates the older hip arthritis. Getting old is not for sissies; there are conflicting demands and challenges all over the place.

Conscientious and trusting God.

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Facebook Is Byzantine

Byzantine — 3. highly complex or intricate and occasionally devious

It’s one of several different uses of the word, but this is the one to which I refer in regards to Facebook. It’s run by a petty lefty tyrant who hopes to make all of humanity dependent on his private social hell. Are you a sucker for that crap?

Maybe you heard about that algorithm that blocks certain viewpoints from showing up in their sponsored news listing? It goes way beyond that.

Media Ignoring a MAJOR Part of the Facebook Scandal — I recall tussling over this when I had an account on FB. I suppose their algorithm includes noticing how much traffic your stuff draws, but I was locked out briefly after a couple of things I posted that apparently offended the slimeballs running FB.

Immigration Hawks: Facebook Engaging in Deliberate Suppression of Our Content — FB management flat-out lies about censoring some content.

It’s all too easy to find tons of anecdotal evidence of FB censorship and their opaque system of deciding who gets to say what. Granted, a lot of this seems aimed at right-wingers, but I was harassed for rejecting Western Civilization as a whole. And don’t you dare say anything critical of FB itself on FB. Again, I think it depends on the level of traffic your stuff generates, so some folks will get away with it, which appears to indicate FB is simply struggling with technical issues. However, people who have been hit with this consistently show us the pattern.

My bigger heartache was that FB inculcates mindless engagement and you wind up with a jillion friends who really don’t care what you say. It’s just a substitute for gathering with your friends and relatives at a backyard party and consuming too much alcohol and ranting about the game on TV. It is by no means a serious communications tool. Less than 10% of my FB traffic was genuine outreach between kindred souls. Indeed, too much of it was preening by empty souls hoping to get some kind of attention to their petty feelings.

There’s nothing anyone can do to change this, because it’s precisely what the FB management want. They hope to capture the entire population of the planet under their control. In the end, it’s just another expression of the bureaucratic hive-mind, another attempt to subvert us into that hellish world.

My point is to help you decide to pull away from it and treat it like a trap.

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What the Hell?

Some of you get it, but it seems there is enough confusion that I need to restate things for clarity.

I use the English word “Hell.” If you have been paying attention, you’ll notice I use it in the vernacular sense, having a very flexible meaning, and have never bothered with defining it as a religious term.

The image of serving as slaves of Satan applies to this life. It’s the biblical image of ANE feudalism, God’s dominion over Creation. A part of what we need to know about Satan and his activities is derived from this parabolic image of Satan as God’s personal Potiphar, if you will. This has nothing to do with Western Medieval images of torment and Hell; that should have been obvious by my steady denunciation of Western Christianity. People who do not walk by a heart of commitment to God’s revelation are, to varying degrees, slaves of Satan here and now. Their share of the blessings God intended to grant them under covenant are consumed by Satan, and Satan gets none of his own.

But in this image, I include multiple references that Satan is somehow confined to this world, along with all his demons. There is a sense in which that image of slavery is “Hell,” but I don’t recall thinking or writing that Satan was also in charge of Hell as a place beyond death. “It is appointed for men to die once, but after this the judgment” (Hebrews 9:27). Whatever that verse means about “judgment” is the more precise meaning of “Hell.” I have never pretended to offer any firm knowledge of Hell because the Bible avoids a literal description. It’s always been lyrical references to torment of some kind, but that could just as easily mean standing in the Presence of God with full awareness on that higher level that you are not in His favor. That can’t be comfortable, but you can’t possibly presume to describe it in literal terms.

And on top of all that, I believe Hell is not eternal; neither is whatever is signified by the word “Heaven.” Note that Jesus on the Cross referred to it by the Persian word for Paradise (Luke 23:43). Indeed, our current “place of the dead” for everyone, in God’s favor or not, is a temporary state. It’s all prior to the final Resurrection of the Dead, prior to the Final Judgment. I tend to believe that “new Heaven and new Earth” is somewhat literal. Some parts of Revelation 21 do have literal connotations, but how literal can you be about something the intellect cannot grasp?

So while American vernacular English does permit a flexible use of the words “Heaven” and “Hell” — to include symbolism and parable — if you want to shift to a more precise discussion of matters of faith and Scripture, both are apparently outside of this realm of existence, but attached to it in some way that indicates they will be replaced along with the rest of Creation at some point out there in our world’s future.

Do we really need a comprehensive word study of Sheol, Hades, Gehenna, etc.? I’ve already covered the Old Testament teaching on afterlife to show that Jesus wasn’t so much adding new revelation about the afterlife as He was speaking to an audience that had drifted far from their ancient Hebrew roots. You need a heart-led discernment to recognize that some of it was just using the common rabbinical manner of speaking (because folks were familiar with it) even as He corrected false impressions about things. Often He was pushing them back away from Hellenism toward the ancient Hebrew way of thinking. Hebrew language uses words as signposts, not as containers of truth. The whole point was to persuade you to seek God’s truth from God Himself, with the underlying assumption you must have an active heart-mind in order to hear from God in the first place.

I don’t think chasing down precise word meanings in Greek and Hebrew will help you very much because that was never the point. A proper heart-mind operation means that words are indicative, not descriptive. If you could read Greek, you’d know that Paul’s Hebrew mind constantly searched for ways to express those thoughts in Greek so that he was always coining his own Greek words. If you were born speaking Greek in that time, you would tend to resist that Hebraic thought pattern. You would read things back into his writing and struggle to keep up with Paul’s teaching. This is why the Apostles spent so very much time with each of their church plants, because it was downright tough to make a Greek mind shift over to Hebrew patterns of thought.

And now we have English with a whole batch of fresh barriers keeping us from Hebrew thought. A part of me wonders if I’ll ever get that across to enough people before I die. The language you speak is the language you think, and the language can seriously hold you back from thinking the way God designed us to think. All I can do is ask that you learn a cynical suspicion of the person in the mirror, because I’ve had to cultivate that, too. It doesn’t require paranoia, because God is surely at work in you, helping you to move steadily closer to Him. Always be willing to question whether you have actually caught on, and turn inside to your heart and connect with the Holy Spirit for patience and guidance. You don’t have to accept my answers, but maybe you can learn something useful toward your own answers by noticing how I get mine.

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Progress: Walking

First, thanks to all of you who are praying with me about recovery. I’m pretty warm and bubbly about my progress.

Yesterday I began walking a bit more, trying to find a stride that would work with minimal pain. Today I used it quite a bit more. I’m not that far short of my previous level of household chores. For the curious, it’s a matter of moving slowly and allowing the knee to warm-up just a bit. Once I get going it’s not too bad, though I’m still awfully slow. However, more time walking around outside means less need to just sit outside for long periods.

The physical therapy exercises are helping, because I can now lift my leg with my own hip flexors, something I couldn’t do until this week. Also, gravity pulling down my lower leg so that the knee stretches a bit doesn’t make me wince. I still have just a little trouble with keeping my foot on the ground for long periods without movement, because the fluids are quick to pool around my ankle, which in turn puts fluid pressure on the knee above. I’m using an ice pack every day after the therapy exercises and it helps keep the joint a little looser. The knee is still a big round softball-sized knob, but it’s all quite hard, no gooshy spots.

Finally, my resting heart rate is slowly dropping back down into the 70s. My blood pressure is pretty good for my age, typically around 120/70. I still have no clue what caused those hour-long episodes of tachycardia, and I hope they never come back.

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