Quiet Times

I was hoping something interesting would happen during the past few days, but I must have missed it.

We got one of those scam calls from someone claiming that our Windows computer was sending out bogus data, or something like that. You know, voices that tell you they are in some call center in Pakistan, India or some other similar place. My wife turned it over to me in case I wanted to have some fun. I told the fellow we didn’t run Windows, only Linux. He said he was switching me over to their Linux department but I hung up because I was too busy to test the idiocy of the caller.

Meanwhile, for lack of anything better to do I’ve been reading about computer forensics. That’s mostly trying to identify and preserve data on a computer as evidence, but the skills can be applied in all kinds of interesting ways. Some parts of what I do overlaps into forensics, but I’m mostly identifying how the victim’s system was abused. I had to get really aggressive with this last client, chasing down running processes and deleting entire software directories. Normally I stop with running an appropriate malware scanner, but this time I had to make sure every trace was gone. Then I still had to fight with the router.

It turns out Windows 8 isn’t that much harder than Windows 7 for that sort of thing. The big problem is that the interface defaults to that stupid cellphone layout, but I’m figuring out how to avoid that crap. Otherwise, most of the chores are the same when cleaning up a system.

CentOS has released their clone of RHEL 7 this week. I’m waiting to see if someone packages XFCE or Mate for it. Otherwise, it won’t be on any of my systems.

But I’m praying I can expand my computer ministry to cover more folks. In the past, typical advertising did nothing, so whatever I do has to be different from that.

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Maybe You’ll Notice

So far, the Internet is different from previous means of communication.

Let’s back up a bit: Humanity is fallen. We should never be surprised at the depths of human depravity. It makes for nice words to say that, but until you’ve seen the details up close and personal, your mind naturally downplays the full meaning of such broad statements. Why do you suppose the real spies and intel spooks are so wacko? It requires a magnificent talent to see all that moral filth and not be driven insane, without at the same time being totally without moral scruples yourself. So the man of God who truly sees the depth of moral depravity is highly unlikely to survive the bowels of military intel and security agencies without an exceptional reserve of inward strength. I’ve know one such man, but rubbed shoulders with hundreds who were imbalanced by the exposure — all believers who exhibited traits of deeply troubled souls.

God still uses broken people. Never forget that. Each of those troubled Christians managed to bless people and manifest the glory of God, but they seldom knew His peace for themselves. This is part of why I emphasize the spiritual discipline of finding peace with God through quantum moral intelligence. It’s not as if these people didn’t understand their calling, or didn’t understand it correctly, but they were caught in a trap so mind-numbingly pervasive in their world that it’s a miracle they survived at all. It’s a testimony to the power of God for them to remain functional, and not at all surprising when one of them goes down in some shocking fashion.

It’s not as if they died and went to Hell. Satan’s real work is consuming you on this plane of existence. Right now he has some serious mastery over vast stretches of humanity via our social structures and assumptions about reality.

You only thought you knew things before the Internet came along. That Hippy stuff — the music, lifestyles, drugs and so forth? It was all carefully managed through gatekeepers. The people who built and developed the music and the image were nothing like that themselves. All of them were children of US military intelligence agents, or something very closely related. The people who actually ran the shows despised the whole thing, but were doing their jobs and enjoying the perquisites and wealth. That so many of them caved into drugs, ruined personal lives and other madness is simply part and parcel of the broader mission. You can read about it these days because the folks investigating and exposing all that stuff haven’t quite reached the credibility it takes to threaten the on-going efforts. The writers still come across as kooks. Then again, you study that stuff and it might make you kooky, too.

Right now it’s still pretty easy to find that stuff online, but you’ll have to exercise your own discernment. There is no doubt some have their facts wrong, and their interpretations even more wrong.

With all the crazy and unplanned accidents of secrecy and public manipulation from the deepest pits of dark human evil in government, the Internet is the one that got away. In order for it to work at all, it had to be radically different, totally uncontrollable. What makes it possible for the NSA to vacuum up vast piles of our private traffic is the same thing that makes it nearly impossible for them to control. Sure, places like China are watching and trying to firewall what their citizens see on the Net, but there is plenty of room for stuff to slip by the censors. IT management remains a technology race.

Our biggest single threat isn’t really the monitoring. If you use the Net, you have to accept that. Act accordingly. If you want privacy, stay off the Internet.

Our biggest threat is the gatekeepers. They have had a very tough time with the Net. Sooner or later they will find ways, but they have to convince us to accept those ways. The keystone to that control is compliance with lies. If there is anything that will destroy the free exchange we now enjoy, it will be buying into some false image, an acquiescence in someone telling us what we want. These gatekeepers will play both sides of any argument to keep us distracted from what really matters. So it’s not really the gatekeepers so much as our willingness to be fooled about the nature of gatekeeping.

I can’t tell you exactly where to draw the lines; that’s between you and God. However, I can warn you of the necessity of drawing those lines. I can warn you that ignoring the threat of something coming through the hedge means you need to inspect the hedgerow, both in its condition as well as placement. God requires you to make those moral choices, choices you work out directly with Him. The gatekeepers don’t sleep. They struggle to replace your hedgerows with their own fencing. If you accept their boundary drawings, you’ll run the risk of exposing yourself to things that can rob you of peace with God. They’ve been at it all along, and it will only escalate.

The nature of the Internet is having virtually no boundaries. Once the machines are connected by whatever means, it tends to be all or nothing. There are fundamental protocols, but those aren’t very restrictive in real practice. You’ll get a mixture of truth and lies without restraint, so the restrictions are imposed by humans artificially on either end. You need first a moral awareness of your own limits, what you can and cannot tolerate. Then you have to study a bit to make sure your means and methods promote that moral purpose by which you live. Don’t expect the target to stop moving; you can’t get nail it down for more than a brief moment of time. Today’s secure operating system is tomorrow’s collector of malware. You can’t afford to fall in love, as it were, with anything on the Net. None of it has any loyalty to your needs; the computer knows no gods.

Restrictions are coming, or rather attempts at them. Things could change overnight and suddenly you’ll be locked out of something that matters. Well, if it matters, you’ll either need a savvy friend or have your own savvy. Otherwise, it’s just a tool to abandon when it breaks.

Maybe you’ll notice.

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Doing That Malware Boogie

And here I was thinking I might start pulling out of the computer ministry soon.

I’m a low-level amateur technician. Not an expert, just a guy in the neighborhood who knows a little more than you do. Because of this, I tend to do quite a bit of computer fixing. Since I generally managed to do well enough and actually help people, I started working it as a computer tech support ministry.

After reading up on what the professional technicians do, I found there wasn’t a really big difference. I try to keep up with this stuff because I can’t see people spending hundreds of dollars when I can do the same thing. I’ve referred people to the professionals often enough when it was something I couldn’t fix, so I don’t pretend to be a real expert.

Today was pushing my limits. A friend called and had some pop-ups. We uninstalled some stuff I knew was advertising and tracking spyware. Then the fight got started. There were alerts from her anti-virus. While it had not identified the source of trouble, it was catching stuff that the “gate keeper” was pulling in to keep all that infestation alive.

So I ran Malwarebytes and it found some 1200 harmful items. Upon reboot there was some freebie junk popping up from when the client had run the ISP’s connection wizard. That had not been visible before, so we uninstalled it and I noticed some more stuff that had been previously hidden. More removals, plus I installed CCleaner because it has some interesting tools. Wiped the browser cache and did a Registry clean, too (saved the Registry backup, of course). Found some more stuff to uninstall.

Upon another reboot, she couldn’t connect to the Net. Seems she had been hijacked into an internal proxy and that had been removed. Disabled the proxy setting, but then I found out her router had also been fiddled with, so I did a factory reset. But to fix it required I connect her system directly to the Net through the cable modem, something generally risky without a good firewall. Found all the details on the router — nobody keeps the boxes and paperwork, of course. Performed the reset and changed all the passwords and settings and ran the cable modem reset again.

Finally, it’s all up and running as it should be.

This is just what happens from a rather pedestrian drive-by download of malware for someone who simply does business online from her home office. No porn, no games or media downloads, just ordinary business stuff.

The malware was a collection of crap I’ve been seeing lately: We-Care, Systweak, Conduit, 24-7 PC Help, and a few others I can’t recall right now. When you see one, the others are usually there. I saw that same collection on a laptop recently, so I recognized it. More and more people are being hit with ever more serious crap. The stuff she noticed bugging her was bad enough, but the worst part was the unexpected hijackings of everything. The icon for her browser had a malware link as the default page on opening, so I had to edit the icon itself.

It’s getting crazy.

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Three Bits on Sunday

There is a divine order to our plane of existence, but it will ever elude the human intellect. You can give yourself a leg up if you choose to embrace divine revelation to the degree possible. That means dismissing the bulk of what we learn from our Western culture — no mean feat. You have to understand everything from a moral perspective, because that is how God views it.

Because the majority of our human race rejects God’s viewpoint, we are faced with a false matrix, a vast conspiracy to force the mythology. Please notice that this is both our fallen human tendency and a culture specifically designed to cater to the worst of that fallen nature. We can mitigate the former, but reducing the effects of the latter is Sisyphean. It’s not pointless, but you have to pick your battles.

You pick them based on your own sense of calling. By making the intellect subservient to the moral-spiritual faculty, we learn that much of what preoccupies humanity is missing the point. For example, the whole of Western Christianity is hung up on the false dichotomy of a religion that is either primarily intellectual orthodoxy and discipline, or it’s all gushing feelings and sentiment. Various Christian organizations are dominated by this false dichotomy, sometimes locked in some incomprehensible internal conflict between the two. The result is that the natural moral teaching of Christ is perverted into all sorts of control schemes.

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One of the most valuable things a man can hold is a woman who is both adept and inclined to build the nest. All other traits and characteristics are negotiable, but without this two-edged sword, nothing else she has to offer is worth much.

By the same token, a woman who can’t be bothered to build the nest — perhaps because she has a deeply perverted understanding of what the nest is — is one of the most destructive forces in nature. Flee such a woman, because she will destroy your mission and your soul. Don’t give her the time of day. You are better off living without romance if that’s the best you can find.

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Follow your own instincts. If you don’t test them to see where they fail, you cannot train them. Having adjustable instincts is one of the few advantages of being human, but also a primary weakness because it needs the training.

Failure and pain are entirely normal in our fallen existence. Pain is the language of the body and soul crying out. Sometimes there is no right answer, but if you don’t learn to listen to sorrow, you will never overcome. Your greatest enemy is inside your own skin; it is the collection of fallen tendencies that fight moral truth. You cannot vanquish it once and for all, but you can train your conscious self to avoid deceptions and traps that keep you from your mission in life. That is not the same thing as struggling to avoid pain.

To be theologically precise, “flesh” is not exactly the same as your body. It’s a technical term for the fallen nature. Your body is under the Fall, but not entirely fallen. It retains the divine capabilities from Eden, however muffled and perverted by the Fall. Your own body would dearly love to be guided by a moral consciousness that takes revelation seriously.

Instead, we are an unholy mix of things we cannot ever completely slice and dice. We can discuss academically distinctions that we cannot possibly find in our daily reality. That’s the reason we do not trust our own minds, because they demand a control that simply cannot work. You must learn not to put so much trust in your own reason.

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Psalm 5

This is a morning song. The context is clearly David as King, perhaps in a warm-up to more formal worship. In the quiet of his first rising, David appeals to God as a king beset by a royal court loaded with charlatans.

This song is far more lyrical than many English translations can capture. David calls out to God, addressing Him as his Liege Lord. Surely a greater king understands the anguished sighing of one who rules. Not yet fully out of bed, David can already sense the constant tension between the need to get things done against the certainty that he faces any number of secret enemies. So the first order of business is to come before his Lord and wait for that sense of divine peace before he starts grappling with the divided loyalties of those who pretend to serve him.

David rejoices in the assurance that his Lord has no tolerance for such deception. Sincere servants of any ruler would seek to absorb their master’s character, and David hopes he can develop the same intolerance for deception, the same sensitivity for injustice, that characterizes his master. So the first order of business is to appear for the morning offering at the Tent of Meeting David had erected in his courtyard. Calling it a house or temple is a figure of speech; wherever one encounters God is a holy place. A great potentate is at home throughout his domain.

As a senior servant on earth in God’s domain, David knows how often some crafty servant will pretend to obey, but raise up hindrances, pretending to misunderstand through legalistic wrangling. So David asks according to protocol that his Lord grant him a mandate to waltz through all that nonsense and proceed directly with the divine mission. David knows he is surrounded by all sorts of scoundrels who take advantage of their position, trying to skim off an unjust portion of the traffic they handle for the king. They make the pretense of being the king’s most faithful servant and make all the right noises, but their mouths are loaded with slippery lies. Let them be caught in their own traps, O God! It matters not that they have rebelled in their hearts against David, but they have rejected God’s reign.

By contrast, David sees no harm from those who are faithful to God. David would rather be troubled by honest men than pampered by liars. So he prays that God would give the just a sense of strength and courage to demand David’s best. People who are loyal to Jehovah should fear nothing from David, who is likewise His humble servant.

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Two Year Accountability Post

Still at it.

Still at it.

Two years ago I shared with my readers that God had commanded me to take my physical fitness more seriously, but He didn’t reveal any particular reason for it. The primary justification for sharing was accountability. This image (taken today) is posed without any flexing, just standing relaxed in the sun, roughly the same place as the old “Dread Gardner” shot was taken. I suppose if you examine closely you’ll see some small differences in the visible musculature.

FYI, because of the utilities company spraying herbicide in our area the past two summers, it has been pointless to attempt growing any vegetables or fruit. The Dread Gardner is no longer able to so easily dispose of the bodies (snicker).

Weight: 215 lbs. (97.5kg). Three days/week at the gym lifting weights; three days most weeks riding at least 25 miles on my bike. No grains except non-GMO corn and rice, very little sugar, no carbonated beverages.

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Linux Users = Extremists

Okay, so it’s all over the technology news sites, but maybe you don’t read them:

RT

Slashdot

The Register

Even Boing Boing

In essence, someone got hold of the source code for one of the NSA’s snoop and scoop programs, and the source code itself clearly states that vanilla sites like Linux Journal are “extremist.” Is this some kind of satire? Well, the NSA shitheads are not normal people. You can’t take them seriously, except they do like to send the armed goons for some of the most frivolous reasons.

I tried using Windows 7 again for a couple of months, but it kept using more and more power to do things I didn’t want it to do, meanwhile failing to do things I did want. I finally got tired of the excess heat coming off my system and took it back to Debian Wheezy. That was a few weeks ago. It’s not as if I believe the NSA can’t plant their software on my system; they can, though not nearly so easily as with Windows. However, my concern was not keeping them out so much as the excess power use and having some control over what my system does.

So that makes me an extremist. You can’t make this stuff up.

Do you think we should tell the NSA that Tor is a standard package you can install from the official Debian software collection?

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Pushing Sanity

It’s not fear, but sanity.

I’ve noted often enough we are headed for tough times but anybody can see it coming. However, most of the folks who write about it tend to embrace a response I simply cannot swallow, because it’s based on a frame of reference I cannot accept. I am resolute in my otherworldly orientation; this world is the Shadowlands. I’m not hiding away from this life, but facing it head-on as a challenge to punch holes in the mythology by showing what a genuine otherworldly approach produces.

I’m driving hard with my fitness regimen. The objective is not to prolong life here, but to empower Kingdom service in this life as long as it serves a divine purpose. Not the least of my concerns is remaining utterly free from the Nanny State system of “health care.” As Tony Cartalucci notes:

While the science of vaccinations may be sound, the corporations that have monopolized their manufacturing and distribution are demonstrably dishonest and criminal. The debate is not necessarily whether the process of vaccinating is good or bad, but why criminal enterprises have monopolized that process and what can be done to stop them. As with everything else corporate monopolies do, there is a hidden agenda behind the drive to whitewash and promote big-pharma’s vaccines — an agenda that may transcend mere profits and demands additional scrutiny. If commentators want to assign blame upon anyone for creating public distrust in vaccines, it should be upon big-pharma itself.

I can’t afford to let some corrupt and powerful entity decide for me what is in my best interests, all the more so when it has been amply demonstrated they don’t give a damn about me. The US government is captive to commercial interests, and always has been. These days the government likes to mandate that you will do what the big money interests want you to do. Call it what you like, but it functions very much life fascism, as we note in passing the state interest is serving big corporate money.

It’s not money or profit I hate, but the sheer moral injustice of our current system. Dependence means going along with poking God in the eye. On the other hand, I have to work within the limitations of where God has placed me. I would greatly prefer to live next door to my friend Wildcucumber, because I don’t have anywhere near the expertise or resources to do it right. Instead, God has placed me down here next to OKC, out in the eastern county in a trailer park. On the good side, I don’t have to worry about fluoridated water; we have a private well system. On the bad side, I have no choice about mowing the grass and killing the natural herbs folks call “weeds.” I have no argument whatsoever with Sister Wildcucumber’s recommendations about how God intended us to eat and live with nature, but I live in a world that has no intention of listening to God on a very wide range of issues.

My calling requires I compromise on some things in order to push ahead with other things. He sets the agenda for me within the broad range of His perfect Laws. Should you find that serving God forces you to accept some of that awful and immoral “care” the government forces upon us, it’s between you and Him to discern what faithfulness means in your context and calling. Sometimes there is no one right answer, but choices you have to make and let God handle the rest. Sanity isn’t listening to the advice of the rest of the world, regardless of their varying degrees of moral wisdom, but it’s listening to your own inner voice. Religion is properly our attempt to live by the ineffable calling of the Spirit.

The ultimate measure of sanity in this crazy fallen world is peace with God.

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The Other Kind of Fireworks in July

Just an FYI, folks. I’m not sure what to make of it, but it looks like July might be more entertaining than mere fireworks at the local park. Maybe.

My reading is pretty eclectic. I generally avoid the MSM because, even when they tell the truth, they find some way to disguise it. Mostly I glance at the MSM every now and then to make sure I remember what sewage smells like. Instead, I read all sorts of alternative stuff, from all sides of the political spectrum. I also read lots of economics and market stuff to go with my voracious computer security research — and we can’t forget my readings in general security and secrecy stuff.

But when multiple writers in widely different fields say something similar from their various different angles, it gets my attention. Is everybody going crazy at the same time? That has been known to happen in history, so you have to wonder at times. Lots of folks are suggesting big and crazy stuff will happen this very month. Each of the widely varying sources are saying it about their own particular area of interest, but it all seems to fit together in some way hard to explain.

Given the big names in economics and market news have been whimpering about dangers every week for the past few years, we can discount most of their noise. But when some quiet market technicians say things like that, it matters. They said it, each in different ways, often quite subtly. They get to know stuff primarily because they don’t blab, just drop hints.

It’s a similar story among the preppers and underground patriot types: Lots of noise from a few big names. Then a couple of guys who stick with specialties pipe up and mention stuff they noticed that everyone else missed. Maybe it means nothing, but not likely.

And then there’s the data and info security specialists. Of all people, John Young at Cryptome is making unusual noises. When it comes to the subject matter, I know only what these folks have to say about their respective disciplines. When it comes to realizing someone who never hypes anything and makes nary a dime from their writing starts making noises about challenging times on top of us, I tend to think it suggests there is at least a potential for trouble.

It won’t change what I do; I walk the talk on this blog. My faith is in my Savior, not anything any human produces here in this Vale of Sorrow. However, I suppose it does warrant watching and maybe keeping a bag of organic popcorn on hand just in case the entertainment value of this thing gets big enough to notice.

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Introspection and Trust

James, the brother of Jesus who eventually became the chief elder of the churches in Jerusalem, once noted wryly that some people look in a mirror and see their faces, but never check the mirror of their souls (James 1:19-27). They get the words of Scripture but never absorb the meaning, so they never quite understand why they do stupid stuff.

Behavioral science is not a waste of time when you recognize that it is as much art as science. It can help you recognize tendencies, but it cannot predict with any measure of certainty except for a tiny slice of humanity. Knowing how I tend to react, placing things in a sensible matrix of human response means I am forearmed against sin.

After years of training, I carry a pretty thick armor, but underneath I remain quite sensitive to my own feelings as well as the feelings of others. The purpose of the armor is to slow down instinctive and ill-considered reactions that don’t bring God glory. It doesn’t keep me from getting hurt, but helps prevent me hurting others needlessly. For the most part, my own hurt is the business of no one but God.

I’ve noted in the past that your sense of humor is your own, a defining character trait that requires you pay attention and act accordingly. Don’t bother apologizing for what you find funny; choose your associations to fit your sense of humor. By no means should you ever make the awful mistake of assuming your sense of humor is, or ought to be, some kind of universal standard. Neither ignore the differences you will surely see, nor take offense at them. Simply note what they say about the person, particularly whether they are suitable company. Only a broken, perverted soul hangs out with people who can’t avoid hurting them.

When you hear the term “harmless prank” it usually means something which isn’t harmless. The phrase is typically used as an excuse for entertaining yourself at someone else’s expense. An example of truly harmless would be the following real event.

Two nerdy twelve-year-old boys show up early for the youth function at their church. They wander into the designated room and the place is packed with folding chairs in disarray. Having nothing better to do, they start folding up excess chairs and stacking them in the storage room off in one corner. Upon hearing the voice of their adult leader in animated conversation with one of the staff, suddenly one of the pair has an inspiration. He says to the other, “Quick; let’s hide all the chairs!”

They proceed as agreed, making very little noise. By the time the adult physically arrives, she pokes her head in the door to see the two standing in a large empty room looking bored. “Oh, my,” she says. “We have no chairs.” Then, resting one hand on the door frame she steps back out into the hall and continues her animated conversation, lightly leaning on the wood trim but not actually in the room.

The boys grin at each other and quickly open the storage room door. Managing to hurry quietly, they whip out enough chairs to suit the purpose, arranged in a neat circle. The lady turns back into the room and freezes, staring wide-eyed at the chairs. Then she bursts out laughing and the boys join the merriment.

That’s a harmless prank. By contrast, something that actually makes the victim look like crap or feel like crap is not harmless. However, plenty of humans on this planet lack any active empathy, and cannot comprehend why a highly embarrassed victim is angry. “But, it’s so funny!” As a child I would literally howl and weep when social predators made fun of me. Now that I am an aging adult, cynicism has taken root. Not in the sense of keeping on hand a supply of nasty surprises for vengeance, but in the sense that I really don’t trust my own motives at times. Someone who cannot feel what I feel is simply untrustworthy.

There is no personal animosity. It’s just a matter of focus on the mission. I can’t work with people like that; it’s virtually guaranteed they’ll interfere in how I have to operate.

If a prank amuses you, fine — go ahead and laugh it off. Never be surprised that a significant portion of humanity will not be amused; I am one of them. I have long ceased caring much about being embarrassed, but that level of insensitivity points to a moral weakness. The strong moral response, of course, is not anger. Rather, you should simply say, “I think I need to find some other folks to hang out with.”

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