Job 5

Eliphaz continues to manifest an inflated ego. He is utterly certain his contentions are self-evident and that God could never do anything perplexing to humans.

He advises Job to choose anyone he likes as judge, because they would say the same thing Eliphaz does: People perish by their own anger and folly. So closely does Eliphaz claim to watch for the first hint of sin that he immediately curses the household of those lacking moral sense. He goes on to assure anyone listening that such a curse is not idle; God executes judgment on fools without delay.

He reiterates his assertion that there is no such thing as unexplained suffering. It simply does not sprout voluntarily from the soil without being planted and nourished by some fool. Since mankind is already troubled by default, he suggests Job repent from whatever is his secret sin. Eliphaz rattles off all the ways in which we cannot second guess God. He certainly takes care of those who are righteous in His sight, regardless of how rough their lives may be. Surely He would not fail to prosper the righteous! This implies Job must have done something evil. On and on he drones about how God will take care of His own.

Finally, he says Job is just being hard-headed. Get over yourself and repent, Job!

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The Blessing of Ego

Forget the Western propaganda; your ego is a necessity.

Freud is responsible for making the term popular in psychology, but his theories were crap, built entirely on his work with wacko patients. You can’t build a normative psychology that way. You have to start with revelation because the true moral nature of the universe is invisible to mere human perception and reason. Freud was hostile to faith.

In human development we rightly talk about the development of the ego, the sense of who you are as separate from your environment. Without that distinction, the whole universe in hungry when you are hungry. You cry and scream and rage at anything that makes you uncomfortable until you realize the world is not an extension of your appetites. You have to understand when others tell you “no.” You cannot truly love and care for others if you don’t think of them as others. You cannot be human without an ego.

Your ego is your sense of self. It encompasses all the things you control, not in the sense of totality, but in the sense that you know how to handle it. The more realistic your assumptions about what does and does not work for you, the more substantial your ego. Having a large ego is no problem; it is necessary to do good for others. What causes problems is when your ego is fragile against reality. A sturdy ego has been tested and knows the limits so far. An inflated ego is not from thinking too highly of yourself, but it comes from not doing the work you know you were called to do. A large ego arises from your inner nature. The need is getting off your butt and accomplishing enough to make that ego solid. You know you were meant to do it.

The compulsion to destroy or diminish the ego of another is not justice. It comes from hatred, most often a reflection of your own failures. “I can’t do that, so he shouldn’t be allowed to claim he can.” The impulse comes from your own inflated false ego. The impulse to help someone else realize what their ego should be is called empathy. You want to recover something broken because you sense it should not be this way, that they should be able to show themselves and the world they can do something worthy of a sense of pride and self control. You recognize the need of another large and sturdy ego to work alongside you in this ugly world.

The current popular notion that ego is somehow evil is a feminist lie. In our Western world it’s your smother slapping you down once again, in that backhanded way of, “Oh, you poor baby.” Or it’s your brutish immature father laughing at your pain because it inflates his own ego. Those images are peculiar to the West, not at all a part of the Biblical culture. God’s Word promotes a sense of necessity in doing things because it’s what your ego demands, not because you are so wonderful and mighty. Your sense of calling is the source of your ego; it comes from God.

We get a false sense of euphoria from the collapse of the ego boundaries. It’s called “cathexis” — the sense of owning or conquering something that isn’t essential to your ego. You feel rather like the boundaries have collapsed and your ego has swallowed the whole universe. You are ready to crow about something you really didn’t do. That’s a false, inflated ego. The real thing recognizes it’s good to grab just a little bit more turf in your world, something you understand on your own terms. It has nothing to do with whether you have impressed anyone else. However, others can offer gifts of support in helping you recognize an accomplishment, a justified enlargement of the ego.

Build a big ego, but make it sturdy.

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Moral Therapist

I am a moral therapist.

Dr. Thomas Szasz was a certified psychotherapist, and called it mostly a swindle. The problem was not mental illness, but moral illness, he insisted. While I appreciate the massive and necessary clarification he offered regarding how to help folks with neuroses and psychoses, I find he still too often represented a broken morality.

Most of the books I write are aimed at reclaiming the original moral frame of reference revealed by God. I contend that a critical element in understanding our universe is the very real moral fabric woven into creation. Creation itself is morally aware in the sense that those who live morally will receive support that is not granted to others. The entire universe recognizes your moral goodness and responds to your presence. We might have to explain how it works, but I can’t possibly prove it to those who reject it. Nor can they disprove it.

When you commit to a morally upright life, things change. They change inside you and they change around you, both in your perception and in a literal sense independent of what you perceive. The difficulty is getting hold of the right moral system. Western Christianity is pretty messed up on this question because it’s Western.

Still, there’s not much point in adding my claim to be a moral therapist to my CV. It’s tough enough getting a hearing on much of anything without complicating things.

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DIY Christianity

If I were leading a movement, it would be an anti-denominational movement.

Granted, an awful lot of folks who claim something like that are actually fighting for their denomination as the only proper one. I’m doing nothing of the sort. As far as I’m concerned, just about everything in Church History after the death of Apostle John was at least suspect, if not plain bogus. The world is full of theologians and churchmen reading their own denomination back into the New Testament, but it’s really not that hard to discover they are almost all lying.

The original churches were simply Christian synagogues. Men sat down close to the front, boys near or after their bar-mitzvahs mixed in with them. Women and younger children sat near the back. Men could participate and ask questions; women’s voices were not heard. Granted, a major difference was that churches didn’t require a minimum of ten families to start meeting in full worship, so some of the formality could be reduced for smaller groups.

But the whole thing was one big family; it was literally organized like an extended family household, fully patriarchal in the Hebrew style of eastern feudalism. Unlike the highly evolved structure of a classic synagogue, the church was more organic in representing the New Israel. Thus, they always had to Two Witnesses: Priest and King. The pastor was rather like a priest in ceremonial leadership. He was trained and appointed. The elder was the family chief (“king”), the organizational leader rising naturally by seniority and capability. The elder never worked without a female advisor; somebody had to play the role of matriarch. Younger adults could be appointed as deacons and deaconesses, essentially attendants to keep things running smoothly.

Paul saw no problem bringing to Gentile believers some of the Hebrew customs. In “rightly dividing” the Old Covenant, Paul said it was necessary to discern what fit and what didn’t. The question was always whether a particular thing was meant only for old Israel — the covenant for that people, that land, that time in history — and what was a fair manifestation of universal moral character. So he required men and women to be obviously different in their appearances, portraying what was culturally appropriate for their gender. Some items were purely symbolic, such as married women with head coverings and men without. Otherwise, basic modest clothing, nothing ostentatious or fancy. Lavish or trendy outfits with the jewelry and expensive coiffure were a sin.

Is it necessary to explain the ancient traditional code of sexual conduct? Your reasoning doesn’t mean a thing; the Bible is pretty clear and consistent on such things. Ignore it at your peril. The issue was never, “Are you saved?” That’s a silly misreading of some English translations. The question was whether you were willing to live a godly life and be a part of the family. Bringing in your pet sins was a threat to the stability of the church family. A certain amount of human weakness we expect and deal with it, but blatant rejection of moral laws is not a mere weakness. You ain’t family if your conduct opens the door to demons. A commitment to holiness, however poor the performance, was the necessary ingredient to claiming God’s power in this world.

The church was a spiritual family. Property might be shared among family members, but there was no church corporation to hold property. No real estate, no fancy buildings, no furnishings or all the stuff we normally associate with modern churches. There was no such thing as sacred property. People used stuff and some of them might live holy lives, but that’s about it. A church could meet anywhere that permitted them a chance to worship the Lord and teach His Word.

They didn’t have a highly developed theology, certainly no such thing as systematic theology. It was organic and eastern mystical in style. There were moral precepts and some symbolic statements to represent the ineffable God and His otherworldly domain. The logic was Hebrew style, not the crap dreamed up by Hellenized Jewish rabbis. The ancient Hebrew people were Ancient Near Eastern mystics and their logic was symbolic, their language was parabolic, and their teaching was centered on moral commitments to a divine sheikh. Any attempt to apply a Greek or Hellenized style of logic or philosophy was hostile; it was a perversion of the truth.

You can do this without all the folderol; all it takes is two or more gathered in commitment to glorifying Jesus as Lord.

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Yakking About Racism

Like anything else, if there’s money to be made, the problem will never be solved.

Yes, I’ve faced racial prejudice. I’ve been subjected to mistreatment because of my race. I’ve been physically attacked for the color of my skin. I’m still here and it didn’t cause any lasting psychic damage. I consider it one of the basic hazards of living in this world.

Don’t try to tell me about institutionalized racism and recompense and all that other crap. If any of that could lead to a solution, it would have all ended long ago. Real solutions are hindered because some folks are making big money off of keeping the problem alive, and the biggest money makers are those who claim to be victims.

First, you cannot end racism. That’s a human trait and it will be here as long as there are rainbows in the sky. It won’t matter if you like it or not; casting a moral disapproval on it changes nothing. The solution is to acknowledge it as a human trait and work around it.

Second, you cannot change any individual attitudes by external force. As long as you take offense that someone somewhere hates you, there will never be an end to your sorrows. There is no basic human right to be loved.

Third, the real issue has nothing to do with character. In random terms, nobody gives a damn about your character nor your skin color. What they hate is the radical difference in culture that leads to offensive behavior. Deal with that issue and almost everything else becomes tolerable. Of course, that will never happen. Part of our cultural training is creating behavior patterns intended to give offense. The political bullshit specifically creates tension on purpose to insure no one ever really thinks about what can be done.

We’ve been trained to demand the impossible without anyone permitted to realize it’s impossible. We aren’t permitted to think it, much less say it. I’m saying it: The standard demands are impossible. They are evil because they conflict with God’s Laws as He revealed them. I can back that up but nobody cares.

I’ve yet to see a single political remedy that would actually do any good. Building a subculture of fear and intimidation is no answer to a culture of fear and intimidation. We all know it’s wrong, but nobody much wants to say it. Funny how we can individually sit down and talk about it and get to real answers for ourselves when we want to, but you’ll never see that in the public square. The laws are carefully crafted to keep things ugly.

The leadership in all this noise is making millions and billions from telling lies.

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Play a Logic Game

Want to play a game?

It won’t be global thermonuclear war; we are likely to get that some other way. Let’s play a logic game, instead. It’s something you probably heard in your early secondary education years. Yeah, it’s juvenile, but maybe you’ll still learn something by how we dissect it.

Smart-aleck atheist wannabe asks, “Do you believe your God can do anything?”

Christian kid says, “Yeah, sure.”

Smart-aleck: “Do you believe He can make a rock too big for Him to lift? Yes or no?”

We’ll make this quick and merciful. Three category errors, a false dichotomy and a charge of intellectual dishonesty.

False Dichotomy: It doesn’t have to be yes or no; it can be, “Illegitimate question.”

Category Error 1: Statements of faith are not verifiable in the classic sense, because they can’t be falsified. Faith is an established category which is neither rational nor irrational; it is non-rational. Such statements are not subject to debate because no proof is necessary for a valid faith, despite what Aristotle might have said. However, assuming there might be some literal meaning to this thing, we come to…

Category Error 2: God makes literal rocks, and some of them are awfully big. Seen Jupiter? In order for us to imagine a rock that God must lift, we must posit a gravity well against which to lift. Where you going to get a gravity well big enough if the biggest rock He has made is still bigger than your “ground”? Planets are not among things which can be “lifted,” and if they were, you couldn’t possibly know about it.

Category Error 3: God as posited in faith is not a physical being. That is, He is not confined to this universe, so the idea of Him having to lift anything is a category error of its own, since He is posited as creating the entire universe more or less as a minor hobby.

Category Error 1 wins the prize for intellectual dishonesty. Nobody makes that mistake by accident; if you know enough to play with logic, you already know that assertions of faith are off limits.

Thank you for playing.

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Prophetcraft: Going Nuts?

It’s especially hard for 21st century Westerners.

Our background is hostile to the kind of spiritual awareness it takes to be even a decent Christian, never mind a prophet. Everything in our souls is bent and twisted far away from the ancient human defaults. We know the disciples of Jesus struggled less because their minds were already on the right track, ready to obey and not get in the way of the Spirit.

Today I was taking an extra long, 30-mile bike ride to help clear some space in my brain for obedience. A spoke on the rear wheel broke about half-way. While it didn’t stop the ride, it did blow my concentration and certainly the relaxation factor. I had to slow down and take it easy just to get home. That distance on a warped rim does ruin the metal, so the wheel has to be replaced.

But wasn’t that an answer to prayer? I took the time to research and discovered that my 32-spoke rim is cheap and not designed for big boys like me. It needs a 36-spoke at least. Expensive, but pay day is fairly close, so I can probably just about swing it. I was praying for some guidance on something that has been flogging me day and night for the past few days.

There is no doubt NATO will try to attack Syria. God only knows whether any of it will work out as expected. But whatever happens, a part of the fallout will affect me. No, I don’t have a clue how. That’s the reason for turmoil. My spirit through my convictions has warned me that something is coming, something that will arise from our military action in Syria, and it will mean significant changes for me. I’ve done the work necessary to clear my mind and make sure this isn’t some bogus emotional influence. It doesn’t arise from mere logic, because I have no clue, and something warns me I could never guess if I tried.

I had been asking God for just a nibble, some small something that would make sense to my poor churning mind. A few moments later the spoke on my wheel popped, and I sense it was a part of the answer. I’ll be needing that bike a lot in coming days; I need to make sure it can carry the load. That’s about all I can conclude right now. Even that isn’t really what’s important here. It symbolizes something bigger, something with a lot longer reach across my soul. That’s all I know.

Given that we have committed so many military resources, I find it hard to imagine NATO won’t do something nasty. It will not work out as anyone expects. God has His own plans for this. I’m not sure we’ll get any honest reports, but I suspect whatever it is won’t remain secret very long.

Or, I’m going completely nuts and you can have a good laugh at my expense in a few days. That’s how it works when you’re a prophet. Something gets too big and strong to be silent. So you let it out and you have to be ready to play the fool, but being silent is not an option.

I’m praying you are ready for whatever it means for you.

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Contemptuous Games

Head games are immoral and not always harmless.

There are times when I play silly little computer games to distract my conscious mind while my spirit spills over into my subconscious mind. That sort of ego suspension serves the purpose of allowing unexpected answers to drift forward into the consciousness. Some of those games are patently unfair. That is, they offer no path to learn. You can’t get better at the game by the application of skill and intelligence, because the game designer intentionally hides the solution in ways intellect cannot help. It’s just plain old luck.

That’s okay for silly games with no significance in life. It’s downright evil when you do that to people for your personal entertainment. People don’t need to know how brilliant you are; they can figure that out without pointed demonstrations. All it does is prove you are also a complete ass. You destroy whatever trust might have been possible simply because you wanted a wholly unjustified ego boast at someone else’s expense. I ran into that a lot in the military, to the point where I realized trustworthy leaders were so few that I despaired of ever believing in the system at all. You could get nice words about forthright leadership, but you could never get it in reality.

So when I see that silly posturing in religious leadership, I know I’m dealing with a false religion. I’ve seen it so often in church, I’ve also despaired of any good thing coming from any I’ve checked. So rare is the forthright leader, he deserves serious support, never mind his actual competence.

There is enough inscrutability in the universe already. God cannot make Himself less puzzling; our weakness is our own problem. We complicate His truth beyond all reason. A major element in the story of Job is that some things simply cannot be explained and the demand that God answer all questions to our human satisfaction manifests an insufferable arrogance. We aren’t God and should stop playing at head games as if we were on His level. That’s what got Lucifer in trouble. The real truth is hard enough when it’s revealed as much as possible. There are plenty of people who will flatly reject the truth without keeping it out of reach.

“Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.” (Matthew 5:8)

Strive always to be as transparent as you can.

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Arrows of War

Anybody who pays attention knows the US is preparing missile strikes against Syria.

It’s not that anyone in our government really wants to get directly involved, but the bankers are demanding it. The Congress, Administration, voters and the military itself have all made it clear we should not do this, but you realize the megabankers are the true government of the US. We shall go to war because military spending has tapered off quite a bit lately and all those investments in the military industries are a prime source of income for the plutocrats.

Our CIA knowingly created a nasty trend in the Islamic countries decades ago, stirring up a hatred not natural to their religion. They also provoked government thugs to oppress those who took up this terrorist brand of Islam. They trained men to hate with an endless passion. We’ve been arming and training the Syrian rebels all along, and if there was any chemical warfare, it was our chemicals in the hands of our rebels. The blatant and transparent lies of the US and allies is beyond ludicrous.

Who doesn’t understand that the scare about firearms and ammunition shortages weren’t engineered for profit? And how could anyone imagine that every single firearm sold since the scare began hasn’t been secretly registered in a government database somewhere? Yes, they know who has all the guns and where they are stored. I have zero faith in any purported rising armed resistance among the people. Those who take up arms will not be facing the feds, but their own local government will face the fire. Meanwhile, the feds have taken massive precautions to be invulnerable to small arms fire for those things they plan to do. Yes, there will be plenty of rifle fodder, but it won’t be anyone important.

So we will have the bankers’ war and it will probably gain some measure of the ostensible purpose. It’s complicated, but I sense the Russians and Chinese will not rescue Syria, though anything we do may set the stage for them to act later. Yes, it could become WW3. Instead, we’ll do just enough damage to break down the Syrian government. Like we’ve done everywhere so far, we lack the moral character to finish the job. We’ll destroy things and then turn it over to crooks. Meanwhile, we’ll invest just enough military power to keep things unstable and create an impossible situation. That’s what the bankers want. Actually finishing the war and fully conquering is not profitable.

Like the weak and silly king of Israel who struck the ground with his arrows too gently and too few times, we’ll do damage and eventually lose. The bankers won’t lose anything; they’ll just move their money and families to a safe place. Whether they stay safe God only knows, but eventually they’ll misjudge things because they aren’t omnipotent or omniscient. They refuse to acknowledge the Creator who is surely involved. God has arrows in His quiver, too.

Apparently I am one of those arrows. For some years my wife and I have worshiped at home; today will be no different. I’ve given enough explanation here why that must be so, but we have no doubt His Spirit has told us to be ready for bigger things. We sense that, to a large degree, the mainstream church system will collapse. Not that we seek revenge; we pulled out because we knew they were cultivating God’s wrath and refused to be warned. They row merrily toward the waterfall and it will be a huge mess. We stand ready to rescue those led to their doom by the rapacious leaders who refuse to shepherd the churches.

The Lord will democratize religion in ways few can imagine now.

Meanwhile, I weep for the great tribulation that must come to so very many people.

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Job 4

As we dig into the comments of Job’s friends, we need to keep one thing in mind: They are passing judgment on Job’s words, as if a private complaint among friends is tantamount to defaming God. Meanwhile, they ignore his sorrows, adding to them instead. An underlying theme here was hinted at in the error of Job’s wife, and one of the oldest heresies still plaguing believers today — the mythology of Words of Power. It’s one thing to recognize that something you said could defame God’s name, but it’s altogether different from the wild imagination that every word falling from the lips is some kind of incantation. The Spirit Realm does not work that way. Human words cannot conjure anything more than human imagination. What makes a difference is genuine divine authority by divine commission.

During their time of silence, Job’s comforters were waiting for him to repent of something. Instead of empathy, they were already judging him. This is a subtle arrogance from a misplaced sense of self-importance. Eliphaz is the eldest and by custom speaks first. He jumps immediately into telling Job he needs to take his own medicine. Had not Job often told others how to receive or recover God’s favor? Was it not always a matter of repentance? Then Eliphaz states the false premise, as if to imply God would never confuse people by letting them suffer for no good reason. He builds his theology from observation, not from revelation. Eliphaz recognizes that Job is generally righteous, but assumes loudly that Job must have done something wrong.

The banter about lions seems aimed at dismissing Job’s complaints, that Job’s suffering isn’t nearly so bad as he claims. We are treated to a very dramatic image Eliphaz uses to reinforce his claim to speak for God by special revelation. In essence he says Job has proposed a logical impossibility. He holds up a false dichotomy: Either Job has sinned and earned this sorrow, or he sins by falsely accusing God of injustice. Eliphaz cannot imagine how God can do things that men aren’t allowed to understand, even as he roars about God’s ineffable greatness. He rattles on about how angels suffer for sin, and that men are surely lesser than angels.

Even long before encountering the Greek philosophers, we see there has always been a thread in the eastern wisdom that God has to be reasonable on a human level.

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