A Driving Vision

The vision which keeps me going day after day is what I call the Tribulation Church. On my static site (site closed) I use the term to offer a replacement for a denominational label. There’s no attempt at marketing here; this is more about a functional name, something descriptive and distinctive. I proclaim tribulation as the native atmosphere of a genuine body of Christ. Inasmuch as there will be any sort of organization for what I teach and hope to see, it’s something which will naturally arise as a response to tribulation. The idea is to describe what a church would look like when properly equipped to face really tough times, because that would pretty much have to be an ANE (Ancient Near Eastern) tribal, First Century church.

Had the Jews remained faithful to Moses, instead of chasing off down the path of the Hellenized Talmud, their little diaspora communities would look almost the same. Most people read Paul’s letters with a sort of modernist, Western rationalized lens, and don’t realize some of the ancient cultural habits of the Old Testament were carried forward into the Gentile New Testament churches. Paul mentions long hair for women, head coverings, men without long hair or head coverings, women keeping silent as in synagogues, and a long list of other things we tend to think don’t belong for us today. That notion is simply wrong. I’m not promoting some new brand of legalism; it’s rightly dividing the Word. Notice the departure from the Jewish custom of men wearing hats and prayer shawls. Whatever the issue, in each case Paul shows how the symbolic action represents something critical to our understanding of the spiritual truth. Some of it is carried over, some is altered, some is forgotten, but all of it refers back to the Old Testament, which was their Bible for quite some time.

But it’s not simply small incidentals like dress code, nor does it require any peculiar speech patterns. Compliance was and is mostly voluntary. To be a full member of the congregation, you had to understand what mattered and why. No one pecked at you about your eternal status, as if anyone could know with any useful certainty about another. The point was whether you were willing to embrace the package, because there wasn’t any other way of measuring whether you belonged. The package itself was an otherworldly focus, and a willingness to freely dismiss what the rest of humanity thought important. Your choices in clothing, the range of actions and speech you employed, all were aimed at dismissing this world, of using everything in this world to point to another world which mattered.

The biggest problem Paul had was keeping people focused on the Spirit Realm. The difficulty manifested variously in different places. In Corinth, for example, it was simply how utterly foreign the gospel was to the hedonism of the place. It was very much like dying for a lot of Corinthians to become followers of Christ. With folks in Asia Minor, it was the ancient civilizations and their pretense to human greatness. This area was all too ripe for the Judaizers, followed by the Gnostics who taught pretty much the same nonsense later. This pretense of deep scholarship was simply another brand of worldliness to be overcome by self-death. Rome, at least, was officially multi-cultural, and you could embrace something like the ANE Christian habits and be okay. What got you in trouble with Rome was a rejection of religious politics, or state religion. You weren’t allowed to exclude the state religion, which rejection was an obvious necessity of following Christ.

Everybody knew a pinch of aromatic dust tossed at a candle in front a stone carving didn’t damn your soul, but it was a lie to the state, and a lie before God. That simple act, along with the words, “Lord Caesar,” was a promise to obey on a level everyone knew you could not. And there’s nothing wrong with scholarship, so long as you didn’t let it displace revealed truth, but used it to serve that truth. But even the Corinthians knew they were naughty, so there as no excuse for immoral habits.

Today we are suffering from all three of those issues, plus more. We definitely have a state religion you aren’t permitted to ignore, and a pretense of deep scholarship and science, and a massive hedonist orientation. Our hedonism is so “normal” to us we would shock the Corinthians. But our single greatest sin is our 2000 year history of assuming whatever cannot be made rational is primitive nonsense, barbaric and dangerous. This bluntly rejects the fundamental assumptions of Scripture itself. Until people realize faith is inherently irrational, and so it must be, and that God Himself says so, we won’t have a viable Christian faith which prepares us for what’s coming.

Tribulation is just getting started. Serious persecution will come as the last dying gasp of a collapsing civilization. It’s not just a few political systems coming down, to be replaced with some new ones. A change in government is just the first wave of something far deeper, far more fundamental, and which will be far more destructive when it goes. Just about the time the New World Order takes control is when it will die.

I can’t pretend I know what’s on the other side, nor how long it will take us to cross. That’s the sort of things historians can claim to figure out centuries later, and typically get wrong. In other words, it won’t really matter. We have our hands full just getting through this. So long as the Internet exists, the speed of change will be pretty fast, because the single greatest factor in change is communication between people, and the greater the distance you can communicate immediately, the faster the pace of change. So if some portion of instant global communication continues to exist for another decade, some of us today will see the birth of whatever comes next. You’ll get to see the new civilization, as it grows up in the ruins of the West, whatever that may be.

Meanwhile, I figure it’s a monumental accomplishment to keep the gospel alive for the next few years. Indeed, just rescuing the ancient truth from under multiple layers of putrid nonsense is pretty big. By no means do I claim to have done that, at least not by myself. I came very late to the game, late in my own life. The clues and cues were there all along, and my only part is reading the work of real scholars and accepting their story because it was so compelling. I can’t walk away from it. While I’ve not seen many folks address the sort of stuff I’ve written, that may simply indicate how few there are, and how thoroughly the mainstream have hidden them. Lord knows, they managed to kick me out pretty quickly once I got started on this path. I doubt I’m alone, just relatively isolated for now.

But having seen what those mainstream churches refuse to see, particularly regarding what’s in store for them, I’m actually not glad to stand back and watch while their whole system comes apart. What keeps them alive is almost gone, down to the last shreds now. I doubt many of those inside the system are prepared to do without it. For them, the system is the gospel. The transition will be exceedingly painful, and plenty will lose their faith. Some will scramble for a new anchor point, and I hope I can point out the one they should have had all along. Perhaps I’m just a madman, completely deluded, but I am utterly certain what I’ve built up here is everything they are missing.

The way I see it, if I’m wrong, God will allow me to be crushed, buried and I’ll be forgotten. I’m fine with that. If any part of what I’m doing is right, I won’t have to keep it alive; it’ll run off down the future dragging me behind.

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Economic Faith

Suffering from paranoia doesn’t make you inherently wrong about threats; it simply immobilizes your good actions.

Basic distrust is just good sense. The best and most effective systems are those which limit trust by default. The myth of complete openness and full intimacy on the human plane is a dangerous cancer. It infects all sorts of things, and results in massive breakage and human misery. Even in religion it’s a huge mistake. Being open is not something we can require by holy demands. Thinking we can and should force openness is a fundamental heresy which afflicts Western Civilization, a major element in why Western Christianity is such a complete failure. The failure shows up in a lot of other places, too. Systems which seek to grab whole sectors of humanity and force them to open up, force them to participate involuntarily in a single system, are an abomination to God.

A Christian Mystic doesn’t trust himself, nor any other human, in the sense he lets his heart rest on what is said, promised, intended or even done. Only what you find in Spirit Realm itself is real, and everything else is junk, lies, and bondage. It requires specialized perception to operate in, and cooperate with, the Spirit Realm.

Perhaps you understand this to some degree if you also understand how the Internet works. The parallels are very amusing, with the virtual world taking on a significant match with the Spirit Realm. Both are intangible, accessible only with certain equipment, and require a minimal level of esoteric knowledge to make much use of them. Churches have tried to develop a system requiring you use their connections, just as ISPs monopolize your uplink to the Net, but there are ways around such things. The one difference is the Spirit Realm comes to you and gives you a permanent computer and your own connection, and no one on this level can take any part of it away from you.

So it is with a lot of other things on this earth where persons communicate. Economics itself is a form of communion between persons who exchange things which require a certain parity of value. But the value is entirely a matter of internal reckoning between the persons involved. I can decide to sell you my laptop for something far less than market value if, in that situation, the value of what you give me is greater in my mind than that of the laptop. The larger market value of things is merely a point of reference, one that fluctuates and depends entirely on the general agreement of those who participate.

Not so long ago, I traded something for this laptop I use. I used the Internet to search the common price of both items: How cheaply could I get either item from vendors willing to show a price online? The prices were close enough, and I surely wanted the laptop more than the other item. The other fellow wanted the item more than the laptop. No money changed hands; it was a direct barter. Not very efficient in the wider community over the long run, but it worked that day. It still works for me, as I am using that laptop several months later.

Lots of folks who do understand economics don’t understand the Internet. Corporations and governments, who do have a certain type of economic wisdom, do understand the money they can obtain and the efficiency of labor by taking advantage of certain features of the Internet, but they don’t really understand the thing itself. To really get a handle on it requires a certain geek/hacker frame of mind. It requires understanding on some level how computers and software get things done. Then it requires knowing how they communicate with each other, and immediately we encounter a host of protocols which serve to accept or deny such communication, and it quickly gets complicated. Some folks do have a fair amount of understanding across both economics and the Internet. They try to explain one to the those who know the other. Lots of serious business and economics students don’t get the Internet. They stumble over such concepts as bitcoin.

You should see the comments to the article linked there. Some not only don’t get it, but are rather militant in their rejection. Their loss. Making a profit in the collapsing global market is not impossible, but it does require a nimble mind, a willingness and ability to grasp things quickly so as to take advantage of a fluid situation. They have a certain faith in the human connections for economics, but don’t grasp the human connections of software and the Net. Instead of taking advantage of the opportunities of bitcoin, they’ll miss out on a growing market sector. No one should compel them to use it; that would be missing the point entirely, not to mention being immoral. It would be immoral in the cosmic sense as well as the Internet sense. The Internet is entirely voluntary (see World of Ends). They don’t get the Net; those cranky comments reflect a distrust of the unknown.

While I have little reason to trade in bitcoin, I have no trouble with the concept. It’s a matter of trust on the same level as economic trust which makes “money” as a concept work. Two people exchange things of value. If neither of them have goods matching exactly the needs of the other, we have to come up with something we both can accept as a mediation, something which transmits a value stored in a bearable form. Precious metals have worked well for that — gold, silver, etc. It’s funny how these guys are so sharp about currencies and floating values, and they understand all too well the idiocy of fiat currency under control of capricious governments, but they don’t trust a small amount of value exchanged via a means which is actually more trustworthy. Of course, it can only be exchanged electronically, but how is that different from using any banking account? The vast majority of all US currency is merely ones and zeros on some banker’s computers. How is that any less secure than a physical object someone else can take by force?

Bitcoin will live and die by the same means as any fiat currency. Any day now the US dollar will become just about worthless among nations of men. It will be painful for a lot of folks. It already is, because the dollar is sliding in value even as I type this. But to make things worse, lots of folks are getting access to a lot fewer of those dollars in the first place. There is a hideous inequity in the economic system which empowers a certain narrow group taking too great a share of dollars while offering nothing in return. It’s not about communism versus capitalism, but the cosmic morality of rigging the system to oppress those who are less powerful. It is these folks who tell the lie about all boats rising after they run around punching holes in everyone else’s boats. It’s not enough they get rich, but it has to be at the expense of others. That’s “doing God’s work” they say. So far as my experience shows, the Internet is immensely more fair and honest than any human political system.

That’s particularly true in the Open Source sector. Yes, my laptop would work better with Windows 7, but I prefer Scientific Linux. Among the hundreds of Linux distributions, it’s the one which offers the shortest path to drivers matching the hardware, while offering a stable work environment which is not subject to the whims of geek fashion. Geeks are notoriously hostile to the needs of others. As long as you understand that, and accept it as the common ground — all Open Source software is nothing more than developers making stuff to suit themselves — you are in a position to navigate your way to some level of freedom. By the time GNOME 3 is well established and aging, I’ll still be using a well supported GNOME 2. The former actively hinders my work flow, while the latter is moderately useful to me. I don’t trust the developers for GNOME, but the self-interest of those who package it on Red Hat Enterprise Linux, and those who repackage them for Scientific Linux, are probably the closest to how I think and operate. I know whom I can trust and for how much, and for the rest, I have taken the time to learn my way around the system so I can build what I like. It’s not a great system, but it’s a darn sight more fair and open and trustworthy than using Windows 7, where my choices recede to near zero.

Why would I want to pirate something so expensive when it’s useless to me? Pirating includes extra risk of getting something with a rootkit, backdoors, getting caught, and still having to run all that protective software which requires constant updates. And I can never get for Windows the same level of expertise I get for Linux and BSD, because you have to pay big bucks for that sort of information for Windows. It’s all closely guarded secret stuff; Open Source is open. In exchange, I get something which doesn’t work quite as well, and never will, but at least I can trust it as much as any OS can be trusted. (Mac? Put it in my price range, let me choose the hardware, and protect me from the fanbois; then we’ll talk. It’s not bad using it like BSD.)

It’s all just an extension of my religion. At some fundamental level, I have to be free to take my own risks, and I have to be free to demand the same choices for you. Want my pitiful small amount of money? Offer what I need and want at a price I can meet. Want to run your software on my computer? Make a reasonable effort to meet my needs, and don’t tell me what I have to like. You want to fellowship spiritually with me? Come find me in the Spirit Realm.

The system which works best is the one which presumes a lack of trust. That’s the foundation of bitcoin, of Open Source software, of barter and real money economics — they all presume you and I should not trust each other because we cannot. They presume we should not pretend and build a fake trust. It’s also the foundation of my religion — a system of human behavior which aims to satisfy higher demands. Each of the individual participants gets to decide how wide the door should be opened, if at all. It’s 100% voluntary, and remains so throughout the exchange.

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Your Next False Flag

Expect our lying US government to pull out all the stops for the next false flag attack.

A few years ago I removed myself from the traditional church scene, which had, up to that time, been my primary career choice. Part of what drove me out was the false accusation of a good friend. He was on staff of a church being hijacked, and was an impediment to the process. To get rid of him, they concocted a scheme involving really nasty emails he was supposed to have sent. Except, he didn’t even know how to use email. He barely knew how to read it on the computer the church provided. When I saw the supposed evidence they used to fire him, I knew I could have produced that in a matter of seconds, and done a better job. They didn’t even have the right IP addresses in the header. But it was a railroad job to impress a bunch of church members who didn’t know any better.

They should have known better. Not because of technology understanding, but because they knew the man. Some did, and when he left, and went on to pastor another church, quite a few followed him by moving their membership and their money. But the lack of computer expertise among the church members was a contributing problem, and I was aware of it from having organized a couple of computer repair clinics at that church before that hijack got rolling.

By no means am I a serious technician; I’m just somewhere above the average user. I’ve spent some time reading up on such things, and hung out with real technicians when it was possible. I still chat with a few online when I can, trying to learn a little more. Most of the time I end up cleaning up after someone who thought they knew what they were doing. My one real area of expertise is not messing with something I don’t know about, because I know what I don’t know. I’ve actually avoided a few subjects because I knew I didn’t have the time and equipment to fool with it. This is what puts me way out ahead of most of the computer users in the world.

All of this makes me a useful computer service guy for private computer owners, but in a bureaucratic setting, this would never happen. As we all know, government technicians are permitted to do only a certain narrow range of activities, and any real talent for diagnosis will simply get you in trouble. What they want is someone who’s been through the proper schools, memorized the proper procedures, and can follow them without having a clue. Having had extensive experience with government training standards, I know all too well this lowest-common-denominator approach. It’s why our government computer systems are wide open to cracking, should anyone bother. The current cyber defenses are entirely reliant on contracted firewalls, AV and anti-malware from the lowest bidder.

Of course, most of it is not worth bothering. The really important stuff is protected by a somewhat better group of technicians, some of whom actually know a thing or two, and get paid accordingly. These are the ones in the best position to engineer a false flag attack, which is simply part of their job. It will surely come. However, I tend to think it will be part of a bigger deception, involving some serious loss of human life. Still, a ginned up cyber attack from the same people alleged to cause the destruction and death in meatspace would make for great theater. “Look out for them thar turrrrrists!”

If you read some of the better analyses from the fallout of the Anonymous attack on HBGary, you may know there is a lore of Windows vulnerabilities known to a select few technicians who keep track of such things for nefarious purposes. It permits them entry points for spying either for corporate or government clients. It’s rather like their own corporate knowledge assets, but you’ll notice it never occurs to anyone how simply nasty it is. If one smart guy can know about them, surely another does. Meanwhile, every Windows system remains vulnerable because it makes more money for the sake of just a few owned by whomever these guys plan to target. You have to wonder if Microsoft themselves aren’t involved in this game for the sake of profit. Does anyone else see a moral issue here?

It’s not as if these people trading in unannounced vulnerabilities don’t also have some tricks for Mac and Unix/Linux, but those are smaller targets. (Yes, I know Mac is actually Unix, but the GUI is far more vulnerable than, and deeply intertwined with, the underlying Unix core, which makes it a different beast.) They tend to be designed in part from a security model, whereas the majority OS is decidedly insecure by intention. But when the government or some big corporation needs real security, it’s always some type of Unix or Linux, usually without any GUI at all — pure command line stuff. If they need a conveniently timed attack, there’s always a way to make it vulnerable intentionally, or to simply lie about it, since the vast majority of folks don’t know anything about it.

So when this nasty business comes, look for all the mainstream sources to lie about it, simply because the few who actually understand are compromised. They know they are paid to lie, and they’ll do it without hesitation, which is why they have that job. A few honest technicians will poke holes in the story, but who reads geek blogs? Other geeks. I’ll be keeping track as best I know, and I’ll do what I can to share it here broken down as much as I reasonably can, but it may take until some time afterward for the facts to leak out, or be discerned from outside by someone to whom the whole thing is obvious.

Of course, this assumes we are all still able to use this Internet thing with some modicum of freedom as we do now. That’s the whole point, of course: to shut down this free sharing of knowledge about government lying. Look for it to happen, though.

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The God of Solitude

How do you contemplate madness?

In my closet hang a half-dozen t-shirts with variations on the message calling America to repent. I wear them from time to time. I even have a sign with the message, readable from quite a distance, which I’ve carried in the past, and may one day carry again.

By no means would I expect many to take the message seriously. Those who think they like it don’t know it’s aimed at them, too. In this modern day, you can only get so much across before their eyes drift off to the next item clamoring for their attention. Most people are either dismissive or openly hostile to any message of the sort. It’s a frustrating job.

It’s my job.

What I really want is for folks to read and hear all the stuff I’ve been writing here and elsewhere, and hearing all the things I say almost daily. I don’t want them pursuing a false Christ of war, some phony Savior nailed to a red-white-and-blue cross, attacking the bogey man of the day chosen by the state. I call for them to leave their flag-draped altars to the demon gods of war, and come out into the open, because He won’t go inside such places. I want them to get to know Him personally, meet Him face to face.

Failing that, I’d be really joyful beyond words if they would just pay attention to God’s Laws. No, not even by those words — let them simply embrace the idea other humans matter. Let them see that other folks out there in the world are humans, and stop killing them with words and thoughts before they send the bombs. If we could just stop mucking around in other people’s countries, we would be so just and great, God would keep us rich and happy beyond our wildest dreams until Time came to an end. No one could touch us.

But no, we simply have to treat everyone as children, in desperate need of our hypocritical tutelage. We make sure they get to vote for the same false choices we put before our own voters, after we slaughter thousands of children and women. We don’t simply have blood on our hands; we are wading in it up to our necks from all the death we hand out around the world. And if that’s not enough, we hurry to shed the blood of our own friends and neighbors, our own children. We send our children to mindlessly kill others.

God hasn’t told me much about when, but He has made it so clear to me even my mind can figure it out: His wrath is upon us. It’s just getting started. We lust for blood — blood we shall have.

I don’t know too many who see much of what I see. It’s pretty lonely. Yes, I stand beside the God of all creation, but He’s pretty lonely, too.

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Sitting Pretty? Don’t Bet On It

No one is safe from the growing police state.

I know someone who has managed to draw the ire of the rich and politically connected. He’s a lawyer who has defended folks no one else would touch. Often enough, those he defended were merely political targets themselves, not guilty of any real crime. So now that this lawyer found himself victim of a crime and himself rather vulnerable, the vultures have moved in and he’s in for a long stretch, longer than he’ll likely live. He knows the system as a criminal attorney, and this is what happened to him. I’m on his emailing list, so they know about me as a probable supporter.

No one is safe.

I live in fly-over country. It’s an urbanized county, but I’m out in the county itself; no city wants to touch us. We drink well water, and it took the county a long time to force our provider to use a tiny bit of chlorine. Fluoride won’t happen, nor will the new threat, lithium — recently proposed for public drinking water in some places. At least, not until some agency is ready to pay for the equipment, the chemicals, and someone to guard the injection site, because our neighborhood seems rather hostile to the idea. In other words, we are treated as remote hicks, ignored by most local governments.

But if they decided to come after us, there is nothing we could do. A few weeks ago the sheriff’s department did a sweep through here for simple traffic fines in arrears. They promised to come back when the bench warrants amounted to more than it costs to conduct the sweep.

We have big-time corruption here, too. Recently, some thugs broke into a very secure tool shop, but took none of the expensive equipment. They had to use sledge hammers to bend the steel door back enough to pry the door off the bolts run into the steel frame. It was a very noisy job. The shop doubled as the local Tea Party HQ, and the burglars stole all the records and computers used for the Tea Party activities. The local Tea Party had been rather successful in making noise in the State Legislature, derailing some really shifty stuff. I don’t support the Tea Party nor any other political organizations, but you get the idea.

We even have the singular advantage as one of the few places in North America which sees precious little of the airborne radiation from Fukushima. Instead, we have a share of almost every tornado-producing storm front crossing the Central Plains. Aside from the mess in Massachusetts today, just about every tornado you hear about somewhere else in the US probably hit here in Oklahoma somewhere during part of its passage. But we are used to that. What we aren’t used to is the heavy federal corruption which preceded and followed in the wake of the Murrah Building Bombing. We aren’t used to the likes of Terry Yeakey’s murder, a governor willing to lie and have the public record changed to conform to federal official propaganda, and the embedding of federal politicians in our state government to protect that official story. We aren’t used to federal officials buying off our most incorruptible state officials to hide a mistake worthy of the Keystone Kops (see Kenneth Trentedue).

There is no safe place. If they can twist things here, they can do it anywhere. The only advantage any of us has is there are too many of us, too many who aren’t easily targeted for trumped up charges without a lot of work for the relatively tiny number who will do anything at all the psychopaths demand. But once any of us enters the target zone, for whatever reason, it won’t matter if we are cleaner than Jesus Christ. We’ll be nailed to a cross, too, on even flimsier pretexts.

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Dire Expectations 2: The Silence

Part two is not so obvious. This is an intuition, something I can’t directly reason out, but which bubbles up from someplace in the subconscious. It’s a broad pattern I see.

On the one hand, we have some interesting revelations lately. For example, the case of Rev. Annett being booted from the UK all secretively. This is a coordinated illegal action where the detention officers kept their IDs secret from the man to prevent any real recourse. It’s obvious they didn’t want his powerful presence involved in the investigation into child abuse. You’ll need to read the link if you aren’t familiar with his work. But this sort of action by government officials is becoming more regular, more common.

This sort of incident we should expect to see more often in the coming days. You’re also going to see much more about the economy, the dollar declining as the reserve exchange currency, the fake mortgage asset bubble collapsing further, etc. So much is not really news, just public announcements pointing some of the whens and hows of the operation. Timing and particulars is about the only thing we didn’t already know. If that interests you, then the news reporting by non-official channels will be quite busy for you.

On the other hand, I want you to notice the business of closing ranks, as it were. There’s a tremendous rise in squelching dissent on certain topics. This isn’t just the basic slide down into a police state, but there is more of it targeted in specific directions. Take a look at what in particular is being shut down in terms of digging and reporting, and what would be the obvious link. Who benefits, and what would be the underlying essence of their benefit?

I’m guessing it’s still about the money. We could probably guess about some of the actors, but don’t always assume it’s obvious. Rev. Annett is about the silencing of the mostly Native American children, mission students abused and exploited in Canada, but it happened a lot in the US and elsewhere. It’s not any single mission group, nor any single church organization, but those with close ties to the government, either as state churches or with other, more secretive ties through politics. I’m not in a position to chase it all down myself consciously. The time factor is too tight, and I’m not all that familiar with most of the background. But the primary means of power application and transfer is currently through wealth, so it’s mostly about the money in my eyes.

This kind of dirty laundry is what drove me from the institutional church, also known as organized religion. This is why I worship at home, why I lead a house church. It’s why we don’t have a church budget, and we avoid trying to grow an organized ministry with big numbers of people. It’s not because I don’t know how to do that stuff; believe me, it’s not that hard. I’ve participated directly and successfully in that sort of thing in the past. Rick Warren would be proud of my past work. Nowadays I avoid all of that sort of thing to prevent any possibility of corruption and coverup, to avoid being a target for the kind of corrupting influence which has made every church organization I know a political machine.

This is why I try to write posts here which are timeless, based on principles and spiritual yearnings which have no name. The really juicy stuff is not going to be reported. When places like AntiWar.com go broke and shut down, it’s because they were only slightly less crass than Alex Jones, in some ways. Better, cleaner, more principled, but in the long run, still missing the point too often. They fight for good things, but don’t fight hard enough, because they compromise in too many ways with what’s ultimately wrong with all the organized movements: they are organized. They require machinery and money, and in the end, it’s just politics, it’s keeping the system alive.

Intuition is not designed to answer a “when” question except when it’s almost on top of you. It is designed to help you notice patterns which can’t be consciously managed. I don’t know when; I figure it’s pretty close, but that may not mean anything useful.

What I do sense very strongly is over the next few days and weeks, we’ll see a lot more leaked stuff which isn’t really all that important. I believe the really good stuff is going to be shut down in ways that would shock us if we know, but we probably won’t know. The wild idiots who have cried wolf for too long (Icke, Fulford, et al) can report whatever they like, and it won’t make any difference. The only people listening to them have no idea what to do with truth when they get it. The alternative news sources who stay alive will be part of that in one way or another. The real reporting will fade to black.

Some of you are smart enough to intuit something useful from what will be available. You already know what’s coming, and how you will act. Only the details will shift as particulars begin smacking us in the face. At this point, I doubt I can add much to your commitment. While particular events will provide grist for the mill to grind down the lies and demonstrate yet another particular principle or truth, I’m seeing a dearth of real reporting has already started. Whatever I’ve been able to add to your spiritual enlightenment is mostly done, now, in terms of preparing for what comes this way.

That’s not to say I’m going to stop posting, but it’s probably going to seem a little repetitive to some of you. Barring any more prophetic revelations, or perhaps some fresh data on the structural analysis of this big ugly thing bearing down upon us, I expect things will seem a little slower in the coming days. I hope I’m wrong, because that means my Net research and news reading will be pretty boring. I hope I’m not quite so boring to you, dear readers.

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Dire Expectations 1: The List

Thinking about this is keeping me awake very late tonight. This is part one of two.

We have the Fukushima mess in Japan. If you’ve been reading the alternative press, you know by now at least three of the four active reactors have been in full melt-down since day one. The people responsible for fixing this knew it and lied about it. They have steadfastly refused to do what might have worked because it costs too much money. So now we have two months of toxic radioactive materials spewing into the air and the entire Northern Hemisphere will never be the same. But the worst part is what has been leaking into the Pacific, much worse than what has been drifting on the winds.

Radiation damage to life will not create new and dangerous adaptations; it inevitably sickens and kills early. There is no safe dosage of this crap, and some it will persist beyond human occupation of this planet. In a few years we will see some nasty results in the waters near Japan, where this stuff has the highest concentration. However, the entire Pacific Ocean is going to become a radioactive sewer with no end in sight. That’s because neither TEPCO nor any government agency will do what it takes to staunch this flow any time soon.

If you’ve been paying attention, you also know the Gulf of Mexico will be another kind of sewer. You may know the well they capped with so much fanfare was not the one spewing the most oil. The alternative news sites made much of the coordinates reported by the submersible robots showing two distinct sites, and all the noise was about some older well, leaking indeed, but hardly on the level of the one which exploded. There is now no trustworthy news about the one which was a petroleum volcano; that information was shut off.

What we do know is the vast ocean of dispersant has turned the Gulf Shores into a toxic swamp threatening to all life, particularly human life. Those who haven’t already fled stand a good chance of dying in the next few years. Now we have a vast layer of sunken oil on the sea bed, which has been aggravated by the flooding of the Mississippi River. All the flooding has swept up agricultural runoff, industrial runoff, and urban sewage, all in quantities no one can calculate. Look for news of these things to slowly be choked off.

That’s because the Internet is under attack.

On the one hand, the boundary between cellphone networks and the Internet is going to disappear. That is, in terms of the entertainment and commerce, we will see as much as the economy will bear. The economy is another issue. The point is, the part that makes money will get bigger and better. Meanwhile, the actual transfer of useful information will fade. This business of freewheeling, anything-goes communication is all but dead. Never mind the direct and publicly announced censorship. The best sources are under attack, and this will only get worse, with servers crashed and burned, domains confiscated, funding cuts, and DNS sneak attacks which route traffic to other places. What’s left is now being copied and cataloged wholesale by the NSA and other security agencies, and so-called restrictions based on law and court rulings mean nothing at all. They have yottabytes of data and Net traffic analysis already.

It is possible a more geek oriented network of sorts will continue, with only the more technically literate able to operate with any degree of freedom. They may find a way to piggy back on what remains, using some new protocols, or find another way of keeping the real Internet alive, but for most of us, surfing our favorite alternative news sites will become increasingly difficult.

Now on to part two…

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Sorrows of Memorial Day

Most Americans don’t really understand Memorial Day.

Today is a holiday in the US; we call it Memorial Day. It replaces separate holidays we once had for the various branches of our military. Ostensibly, it’s the day we stop to remember all those who died in war, particularly those in uniform.

So far as I can determine, we militantly refuse to consider those who died on the other side. Most galling is our refusal to remember those who died innocently. I’ve not heard a single Memorial Day speech, prayer, or other statement that made note of such things.

So far as I can determine, not a single declared war has been legitimate in the history of the United States. No, the American Revolution was not legitimate. What I mean is, not a one of them was actually for the reasons stated. In many cases we secretly or openly provoked the conflict, and too often it was a false flag operation, and in each one we committed unspeakable atrocities. It’s pretty hard to find any mention of our war crimes. Only a tiny fraction of our war criminals were prosecuted; almost no war crimes were investigated honestly. We went to an awful lot of trouble to hold show trials for others, though. In the end, our hands are not the least cleaner than anyone we’ve attacked in battle or in words.

America, the land of the hypocrites. There is nothing of which to be proud.

Of course, there were a lot of things we did which amount to war, but were never declared — thus, illegal by our own Constitution. Today we are engaged is several acknowledged undeclared wars, and a number of clandestine illegal wars.

Today is for me a day of sorrow, not the typical barbecue cookout, swimming, etc. It’s not simply a holiday to open summer’s activities, but a day to remember our vast ocean of national sins. Together, this day alone marks sufficient evil for God’s wrath to destroy us. A nation that has to lie and cheat on their own much ballyhooed principles to win deserves to lose. For all this and more, America will be destroyed. Let the justice of God fall down upon us, for there is blood on our hands.

Let us remember with sorrow all the innocents who died.

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Defying Demons

I’ve been asked to explain something in light of the previous blog post. Our common Western cultural image of demons and the Devil are laughably inaccurate. I spend a couple of posts debunking and correcting some of the false ideas about them.

I don’t fear them. Not because they can’t hurt me; some of them owned me in times past, and I’m hardly finished chasing them out of my life. Their presence is simply part of the package of living here on earth. Under highly ideal circumstances with a proper culture and intellectual background, it’s possible to weaken their hold on you to the point of insignificance, even in this fallen world. Having a spiritual connection helps, but does not of itself drive them out of your soul. In other words, “born again” is not a panacea; it’s just the faculty by which we learn how to deal with them, and how spiritual power and authority works. They can still harm me, cause me suffering, but they no longer hinder my service in the Spirit Realm.

So using my talent for spiritual understanding, let me reveal something which should not be a secret: Defeating demons is a matter of clinging to God’s Laws. I’ve said that often enough, but sometimes it requires a shift in context to provide a fuller meaning. A commitment to the Covenant of Noah is the key. Once I understood that, and spent some time developing the implications, my fear went away. I remain fully aware of their presence, though it’s not my gift to sense them individually. Rather, I can recognize their footprints at the scene of the crime, their smell when I get too close to them. But I have to turn it on consciously. When I do, it’s not a matter of seeing shadows, smelling sulfur, or anything so melodramatic. It’s much more subtle.

It’s not brave combat one on one, either. The real field of battle is inside myself. I have to conquer the territory, turn the sword on myself, as it were. Once the truth of my sins have been brought into the blazing light of God’s Presence, then I can conquer them. That done, there is less in me which the demons can grab as leverage for manipulating me. Again, it’s not in terms of absolutes, because that’s one of their favorite lies. I don’t pretend I’m privy to the details, but the Courts of Heaven have ways of preventing certain excesses of demons based on purposes and technicalities beyond my ken. What I do know is the part left in my hands. I embrace the Laws of God; I confess my weakness and sin. I know I cannot meet the standard, but I also know God is merciful about such things. He meets me part way. That’s part of His justice. Purely in terms of this world and it’s underlying moral structure, I am covered well enough to be fairly safe in spiritually rough neighborhoods because they can’t afford to hinder me.

This situation is dynamic, and my safety waxes and wanes, but the general trend up to now has given me a measure of confidence. When you tell me some place is haunted, I would be one of the first in line to check it out. Surely I will evaluate the situation on a more mundane level, as most legends have some basis in fact. And other-worldly beings do exist, can cause real harm, but I’ve been allowed to learn their limits and defy them in a general way. Some parts of this simply defy explanation in any language I know, but the underlying truth is fairly simple: Embrace Noah’s Covenant and your situation regarding other-worldly beings, such as demons, will improve dramatically and quickly.

There’s no reason to imagine my understanding of this is out of your reach. It does not yield well to classical academic approaches, but it does yield to those who are inclined to pursue it with the higher faculties. If anything, I am simply just ahead of you on the same path of truth.

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Government: A Class Apart

People who work in government are not at all typical, and usually not normal, either.

On the one hand, we know good moral people have no interest in governing. Godly people aren’t interested in telling others what to do, and would find utterly repugnant any job requiring them to enforce bad laws on others, even if the others are of questionable character. It’s called “common decency” and most of us have some. So people who gravitate to government work are already somewhat weak in this area.

On the other hand, the system is an entirely different world, and forces conformity. This is by far the greater issue at hand in what makes government so awful to the rest of us. Just about anyone can enter government service with the best of intentions, but the system simply will not permit good intentions. It’s not merely the moral corruption, but the whole thing is militantly closed to good and responsible action. It will tie you up and prevent good action, by dragging you down into pointless tail-chasing.

Furthermore, this system is so amazingly secret, few outside it can comprehend how pervasive this closure can be. To this day, you cannot get the straight story on a certain US Air Force officer whose death remains listed as a suicide. His own family, who found him hanging at home with his feet touching the floor, were not savvy enough to read the evidence in front of them, and they don’t know the truth of how he died. It was kinky sex-for-hire, something well known in the sexual entertainment underground, where cutting off the flow of oxygen near the moment of orgasm increases the thrill; the medical term for that reduced oxygen is “anoxia,” a symptom of which is euphoria. Of course, guys do forget to stand up from time to time, and their bodies are found every day somewhere in the world, still attached to some choking mechanism. If this is news to you, it’s just a symptom of the diseased mind which creates such a secret world, because everything about that world is totally separate and secret.

A primary feature of this secret ghost realm of government is the vast depth of pervasive sexual weirdness. Perversion is one thing; we all know what inappropriate sexual desires are, mostly because we all have them. But these people do stuff you simply cannot imagine, and it turns your stomach when you find out. The previously mentioned Air Force officer was a friend of mine, and it was frankly a kindness to his family they weren’t told the whole story. Better to think he was depressed and died from stresses he never discussed, because his job was deep in the military secrecy stuff, which he never divulged to his family. This is not a military thing; it’s a government thing. This was a pretty decent man who was perverted by his situation. He was just one anecdote among so many others. He did not carry around a fake decency while a raging psychopath inside; he was a decent man who was forced to engage a raging psychopathy, and chemical escape was simply not an option.

We then realize things like the Franklin Scandal here in the US, and the Dutroux Affair in Europe, are really quite tame. They are glimpses of what is rather pedestrian for this other world apart. If someone were to reveal the more perverse stuff, we could not believe it simply because our minds would recoil in horror. We are decent. Normal decent people can’t handle that sort of stuff, nor should they have to face it. Humans aren’t wired for that, and it shocks the system. (Horror flicks and porn are designed to break down our decency.) That’s what the real psychopaths count on, because it allows them great leverage in gaining and keeping control over the vast army of servants they must use.

Nor am I tossing around the term “psychopath” lightly. These people are not of us. They look the same, and the successful ones act the same. They are not the same at all. They are wired differently; they don’t fear consequences, learn nothing from unpleasant experiences. Hook them up to an electroshock devices, warn them they will get a jolt with a countdown timer they can see, and even on the third or fourth time, they still don’t anticipate the shock. Normal people tense up and dread even the harmless shocks (until they get a really large number of them over an extended period of time), because they are wired to avoid painful consequences. Not just electrical shocks, but any sort of event which shocks the human neural system. Psychopaths feel pain, but don’t remember it, in that sense.

Right now, this is the kind of people who run all Western governments. They may or may not be the faces we see in the news, but the real government is in the hands of people who would have to take acting lessons and practice on reacting to shocking sights so as to appear somewhat normal. When you spend time in the company of such, it spreads like a disease. You either adapt, flee or kill yourself. Most people adapt, because that’s another human instinct, but it deeply scars the psyche. It’s seldom a conscious decision. Another friend of mine in that same military security business was hanging on by a thread, aching for the day he could retire, and complained to me privately how sickening his job was. His job within the system exposed him less directly to the pervasive insanity as our other friend, and I suspect he kept himself from being promoted to avoid getting sucked in any deeper. I lost touch with him over the years, but pray often he’s recovered some of his sanity. I didn’t know what he knew; I was aware of this stuff because it was my job to escort these people when they carried anything requiring an armed guard. I had my own demons to face with a far lower security clearance. But those demons were everywhere I went in those NATO offices, and I know from indirect contacts they can get worse and are in every part of Western governments.

This is why I militantly dismiss any notion these things can be fixed by reform. The system will not heal itself. I realize there is no way on this earth to get rid of such a mess once and for all, but we hardly need to put up with what we have now. An armed revolt is simply not possible; we aren’t ready for that much killing, and it only beckons a fresh set of demons. Natural processes will do plenty of killing soon enough as the system comes apart. Just try to stay out of the way. Our best hope is to minimize demonic influences in the rebuilding process, and that’s been described here often enough. But when your local party apparatchiks are sickos who think nothing of torturing or assassinating someone who disagrees with the party leadership, you have to realize the system is broken by design, not simply worn out and needing some refreshing.

How I have managed to stay sane after my brush with such filth is entirely a miracle of God. Don’t try this at home; God can do anything He likes fixing our problems, but it would be foolish to fling a challenge in His face. “Keep me sane while I consort with demons!” You can’t prevent all exposure, but there’s no need to chase trouble down dark alleys.

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