Giving Thanks and Repentance

We call this Thanksgiving Day. It’s mostly a muddle of American mythology to cover up some truly awful things done by our founders.

As with many born in Oklahoma, I have some Native American DNA. A great many tribes which survived their encounters with European settlers were driven to this place before those settlers realized parts of Oklahoma were pretty livable. They drove the Indians here because they thought it was a useless wasteland. When they found it otherwise, they turned around and stole it back, flagrantly violating all the treaties.

I don’t pretend to make grand claims to Native American heritage because I don’t engage the tribes in any way. I respect them as being the original Americans, and I do advocate for fair treatment. For the most part, they are willing to note our atrocious abuse of them, but let it pass and simply work on what we can do today. For my part, I sorrow yet over the lies, destruction and murder my other ancestors dished out.

As a prophet of God, the one thing I am truly called to address here is the awful heresies which gave rise to such evil. As the linked article at SOTT notes, we had two basic groups: dissenters who were Separatists from the Church of England, and dissenters who wanted to reform and purify (“Puritans”) that church. They did indeed flee persecution, but fled first to the Netherlands. The Dutch would not allow them to home-school, and Dutch education has long been relentlessly and hatefully secular. I’ve lived in the Netherlands and learned to speak Dutch. They can be decent, and I’d love to see the place again. What I don’t at all miss is their culture and the hedonistic Dutch way of life. It was no fun for the dissenters from England, so they made a deal with some part of the English bureaucracy to get a royal charter to settle in the New World.

The deal was pretty rough, because they had no leverage, only some wealth. They were to settle the new lands and had a short time to begin sending back goods and raw materials from which the contractors who got them the charter could make a profit. The deal called for communism, in effect. They all ate from the common store of supplies, and everyone was supposed to do something to repay this investment. It didn’t work. Without some help from the natives and truly good fortune, they would have all died like the Jamestown colony. They dropped the communism and went libertarian, every man for himself. It worked and many survived. They gave thanks to God.

But their methods indicate God was not so active as simply tolerant of them, much as He was tolerant with Israel when that ancient nation strayed continually. It was the same basic path of straying, in that the English settlers were utterly contemptuous of the natives and just about everyone else who wasn’t one of them.

Their theology made them the Chosen of their day, the ones who alone truly understood what God wanted on this earth. That in itself isn’t so bad, since it requires a rather strong confidence in what you believe or you won’t act. But they paid mere lip service to the concept of humility. They put on the show of humility before God, but were hostile to every one on earth who didn’t agree with them. Because God had meant for them to prosper above the sinners, the legal system in England was just horrible, because their middle class materialism wasn’t allowed to run free. The land in England was all owned by various nobles, as was the permit for every sort of business. These dissenters were okay with Dutch materialism, they just wanted a particular brand of religion stamped on the outside cover. But the harsh privilege of the English nobility was evil, so they had to leave, since God obviously planned bad things for their homeland.

In their New World, they expected to pay off their debt by their holy industry. But that meant taking control of land from a native culture which believed only their deity (or deities) could own land. The natives were mostly willing to accommodate others who shared the resources, but the European focus of land ownership was utterly incompatible with native lifestyle. The result was the acquisitive settlers were pretty rough with their hosts. The settlers were convinced their God owned the land and wanted them to have it, and the natives were heathens worthy of dispossession, and death if necessary. The settlers simply confiscated native food stores, robbed graves, etc. Their hosts were amazingly restrained in response, but this only encouraged the rapacious behavior of the settlers.

Yes, I believe the natives were pagan sinners. So were the settlers, because their brand of Christianity was a long way from the Bible. While I give thanks for God’s blessings in harvest, and in want, I repent every day for sins by which my hands have been dirtied. I have inherited a very grand legacy of sins from my forefathers on both sides.

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No Oracle, Just Observation

While I claim God has called me to prophesy, it doesn’t require mystical prophetic insight to understand what we face here in the West. Our civilization is rotting from within. The energy and moral fiber which allows civilizations to rise and build are now gone. Could we simply hold onto things worth preserving, we would at least remain stable. This will not happen, because we are long past the point of no return.

People seem to know this instinctively, and many comment on it publicly. But what steers our conscious collective mood is embracing the fear which is justified, but we do so to excess. We have long yielded to the movie and fictional story mindset of things happening very quickly. Large events which change life as we know it do not happen overnight. There will surely be catastrophes, and points of major shift, but the results will not be a whole new world and a fresh start. Yet, if you read the popular discussions on the Net, most often you see a mixture of dark or bright visions, but always something right around the corner changing everything at once.

It won’t happen like that.

It could, given the vast number of things which are near the breaking point — international conflicts, economic fumbling, social oppression — but even those things will not bring a clear break from the past. You and I are not in the driver’s seat, so to speak, so none of us can play at Adam and Even in new Garden of Eden. Not a literal garden, anyway. What we will see here on the ground will be almost boring, and we are ill equipped to handle that.

For example, Vox Day notes repeatedly: We are in a deflationary spiral, not inflation. All the hype in both the mainstream and alternative press about the vast quantity of dollars being pumped back into the economy is not the controlling factor. It’s futile. The money all goes back into the banking system to replace an even larger quantity of dollars frittered away on what amounts to gambling and fraud. The banks are insolvent in reality, but the fiction demanded by government and TPTB allows them to continue operating. Yet for all the pumping, the quantity of dollars available on the street is declining, and that’s what matters.

Again, there will be a breaking point, in that the dollar pump is based on debt which is completely out of control. But that breaking point will be far too subtle for most people to notice, because what breaks is what few people expect.

The same goes with various scenarios of blood in the streets. We’ll see that, but it won’t be a sudden increase across the board overnight. It will be slow, and will become humdrum and business-as-usual in our minds. That is, unless the mind is paying attention to something besides a vast lore of fake reality from games, movies, and popular websites. That’s what makes things seem so slow by comparison. We are too deeply conditioned on the one or two hour time block for major, world-changing events. There will be no super heroes, no brilliant moves made by lone figures who just happen to be in the right place and time.

If you don’t make a conscious effort to distance yourself from those fictional inputs, you will always be captive to a lie within a lie. This world is already one big lie; it’s a prison and everything really important takes place outside this plane of existence. But even within our jail of the mind, we have created yet more confinements, more escapes. Fleeing dark shadows of reality, we have sought shadows of shadows. Pay attention to the facts of this prison before you try to understand what really matters, such as how to escape.

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Trail and Shingle

This past couple of weeks I’ve been actually doing a day’s work most days.

I’ve been helping my brother with his roof. We stripped it all down and put down decking. We also changed the angle of parts of it by adding trusses. He decided to use a very wide flashing on everything. Since I had some experience with flashing, that was one of my jobs. No, not an expert, just more comfortable than he or his other helpers. (Did you know you can fold a sheet lengthwise using your feet and a couple of short two-by-four sections?) He opted for regular composition shingles, so it’s pretty time consuming. With another day or two of work, it will all be finished.

I’ve also been working on my trail again. This past summer it was completely inaccessible due to a very heavy infestation of deer ticks and chiggers. We finally had some cool weather this month which drove these suckers back into the soil for awhile, then a good hard freeze. This allowed me to get back out and clear away an entire summer’s growth. Make that a fairly wet summer for us, with very substantial regrowth of underbrush and tall grass. In several sections, I had grass as tall as me.

You would have thought there had never been a trail in some areas. I’ve been trying to get it cleared enough for the kin folks to use it during our annual Thanksgiving Day festivities. I’m going to have to cheat, though, and drag my lawn mower out to get parts of it cleared in time. The section I wanted to reroute will have to wait, and much of it will not be actually clean, but still passable.

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False Loyalty

A false loyalty is not faking your loyalty, it’s being loyal to something which is fake, or unworthy. The current insanity of thinking I am somehow beholden to our ruling regime, regardless whether it actually represents the will of the majority, is simply a lie against God.

I cannot be loyal to the state when it demands I be disloyal to my God.

Lying to you and me is what our ruling regime does reflexively. Having held a security clearance and been exposed to some stuff you would not believe if I told you, it is my solemn duty before God to warn you most secrets are not about operational security. Most of them are simply one more way to gain illegitimate leverage over the population, when it is not simply an attempt to protect some bigshot from exposure.

For example, this business of backlash against TSA right now? You should expect a false flag operation very soon:

Is the TSA at that point of desperation yet? I’m not sure, but it would certainly be easy for high-level TSA operatives to find some patsy who hates the government, convince him that he should carry some liquid explosives onto an airplane, and then “catch” him at a TSA security checkpoint, thereby proving that we need to keep giving up our freedoms in the name of security.

The mainstream media would have a field day with that story, and for the next two weeks on the news, we’d all hear how important the TSA is and what a great job they’re doing, and how this “terrorist” was caught by the naked body scanner machine, and so on.

Don’t be surprised to see such a scenario unfold.

If there is any agency in a good place to justify their continued existence, it is the TSA. They are uniquely able to let a false-flag patsy by-pass security at one terminal and catch him at another.

This business about porno shots and groping isn’t simply a violation of our rights. It is a moral evil God has forbidden. Seeing and touching intimate areas of the body is a sin unless it’s your spouse or your own rather young children. Even doctors routinely do this unnecessarily, so I don’t give them a free pass. What people are conditioned to see has no bearing on the subject. It’s a sin against God’s Laws.

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Vietnam by Another Name

We never left Vietnam, we just moved it around with us. The one war which proved so clearly the US military can utterly fail is now our trademark. Wherever TPTB choose to send our invading imperial troops, we turn it into Hell. We have no mission except to bring misery to people who don’t even know much about us.

But, oh — what they know about us!

In Vietnam, as in every other place, we have supported to most wicked and hateful regimes simply because we didn’t like the flavor of the competition. That’s because our own regime is so wicked. God’s justice will fall heavily upon us.

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Busted: Plain X on Linux

In my previous ruminations on ditching the heavy DEs, I did not anticipate one factor which matters quite a bit to me: The DEs tend to manage fonts better than the X server alone.

I realize GNOME, for example, does not manage fonts for all applications. Notoriously, Firefox using the GKT2 interface does not respond to GNOME font tweaking. You have to manage Firefox fonts by mucking around in fonts.conf and so forth. Fine, but when you run, say a Java application, GNOME takes care of that. Without GNOME, Java fonts look as bad as they always did before GTK2. So it is with several other toolkits.

In the past, I noted Windows did fonts better than Linux, but those days are long gone. On my current hardware, no incantation of Windows can match what I get with Linux or BSD for font clarity. When I apply myself to working out what makes for a good display, Linux offers opportunities; Windows does not. Cleartype is almost a waste of time. Fonts matter to me more than graphics, so this looms large in my world.

When I tested running IceWM, with and without GDM, the fonts were too often disappointing. I don’t mind how X rendering operations show me TTFs in varying scales versus the kerning consistency of GNOME and KDE. I can adjust to that. It’s the lack of sharpness across the board. Given my long experience fussing around with this for the past 20 years or so with Linux and other OSes, I admit I don’t understand what difference it makes to run GNOME and KDE versus non-DE interfaces, but it seems to me X.org is simply passing the buck on issues which should have been fixed in X. Font rendering management itself belongs logically with the underlying display server, and only tweakable in the DE.

At any rate, my exploration has shown itself a lost cause. I don’t really like the current situation, but I realized long ago my interests were out on the fringe in many ways.

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A Lesson in Righteous Cynicism: Noise (Updated)

Holy Cynicism: People are fallen and tend to do evil, even when you can’t justify saying they are evil. But most people recognize evil when they encounter it, provided they are paying attention. Evil is simply a word for injustice, things contrary to God’s Laws for humanity. If you wish to understand what is really going on in the world, exercise some holy cynicism. All this noise about the TSA, backscatter scanners and groping? Regardless what it started out to be, it is now a manufactured crisis to keep us distracted.

A few folks realize Congress is planning to declare the MERS title fraud ex post facto legitimate. That is, they plan to make it a federal law all courts must regard the MERS system as legitimate title custody. Currently, it is not, and courts are increasingly dismissing foreclosures which rely in any way upon MERS as a part of the chain of custody. Along with this, Congress is attempting to require courts to accept the notarized robo-signed foreclosures, and will not be allowed to examine whether the person who signed actually got their facts straight. Those robo-signers aren’t even reading a single document; they simply sign where they are told, several thousand times a day. Some shops even have a mechanical device applying the signature to the paper. This act is apparently being slipped in with other legislation.

There is also that bill to give the FDA total control of our food, including making it possible to outlaw your home garden. This is not making the news.

There are several other major changes going on in the background. Allowing this TSA thing to become so loud should indicate to you, awful as it really is, this is not the worst threat to our lives and safety right now. Something truly nasty is easier to hide when folks get all riled up.

Udpate: I neglected to mention much of what makes noise in the mainstream press is a much deeper danger in our Western culture: The Zero Risk Obsession:

But what should we expect in a society that requires adults to wear bicycle helmets while pedaling in the park, provides disclaimers of liability on TV advertisements, or prints warnings on fast-food coffee cups? The name of the game is zero risk. Not risk mitigation, or accepting responsibility for one’s actions, but risk aversion. It’s a failure to acknowledge that we can’t protect against everything bad that can happen to us, so we must protect against everything we think might — might — be harmful at some point.

It’s living in fear.

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TSA: Evil Wins Regardless of Outcome

I see the backlash is growing. Perhaps the citizens of the US will display sufficient fortitude to force a rollback. I am cynical and skeptical on this, but it could happen.

The whole thing is a setup. There are range of possibilities presented or implied by mainstream media reports. Maybe we’ll all just settle down for the most part after a few folks get hit hard by the government. Maybe states and Congress will demand a rollback. Maybe the machines get moth-balled. It won’t matter to Chertoff, since he already has his money on the deal. But so long as TSA still exists, everybody loses.

That is, except for the evil ruling elite, TPTB. They win regardless. They don’t appear on the public stage, but they are certainly involved. Even if we take the extreme and refuse to fly commercial any more, TPTB will simply move to have air travel nationalized. Given the high level of regulation, it’s only a step away. But let’s assume the very most radical possibility, with an armed revolt and assassinations of highly placed DHS figures, and the inevitable snowballing with things getting out of control until someone backs off. It won’t change anything that matters.

We will still have a police state. It’s not just the people, but the system itself. Replace every one of them and it will soon come right back where it was. People are malleable, but our system is not. Maybe if we managed to kill all TPTB, the Shadow Government actually running things, we can remake the system. But the one now existing will never, ever be right.

Ladies and Gentlemen, Sanity has left the country.

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This Is A Test

It came at midday.

The bus was ancient, but functional. They would have to carry their bags and sit with them, but given how few came that day, it would still leave room. There were just about a dozen of them, arriving at all hours, by all sorts of transportation from their own various starting points, eventually making their way to the old bus depot. The uniforms were as varied as their physical characteristics.

The ride was long, but not too boring. The depot had stood in a dry dusty basin between two mountain ranges. The bus didn’t roll far down the old blacktop before turning onto a gravel road that wound around the end of one of the closer ridgelines. The road zigzagged down one side of a ravine, then up the other. Soon there was grass, then trees and a few water courses. The bus labored to climb up into the mountains. Sometimes the narrow road opened upon inspiring vistas.

It was almost nightfall when they arrived at the gate. It was poorly lit. A lone swing section hung from a pole on one side. There was a large sign covering one whole section of the chain-link fence next to it. The bus driver opened the door and said, “This is it.” The men grabbed their bags and rose stiffly from between the cramped hard seats. Hardly had the last man hit the ground and bus engine gunned and drove away.

There was no one in sight on the other side of the fence. One of the men cleared his throat and said, “The most elite unit in the world, eh? Impressive gate.”

The men stood before the sign and read.

This is a test. There is no training conducted here, only testing.

There are no special rules for this test. If you need rules, you are in the wrong place. You are free to come and go at will. Daily routine of support services are entirely a matter of administrative efficiency. Schedules will be posted. Testing will be conducted without advanced notice; there is no schedule for testing.

Cadre are few. There are no tricks, no games, no manipulation, no secrets. Favoritism will not be possible, even though there are no objective standards. There is no scoring. You either succeed or you fail.

The testing is designed to measure whether you fit the unit profile. It is not a collection of skills, training, experience, ambition, or any other adaptation humans make. It is entirely a matter of character and talent. It is not a question of whether you can be broken, but how you break.

Those selected to stay will know without being told.

On the other side of the gate was a smaller sign. Large red letters said “Departure Depot” with a large red arrow pointing down the fence toward a nondescript shack. A water spigot stood beside the door, and outhouse stood off to one side. One of the men blinked, sighed, then hoisted his bags and walked silently toward the shack.

The rest noticed the gate was unlocked. One of them reached out, lifted the latch, and pushed. “Hope we didn’t miss chow!” The gate swung open just enough to let them walk in with their bags. The last one through turned and closed the gate, latching it back.

Not many people walking about on this earth are actually alive.

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Planned Passive Resistance

Peacemaking is not activism and protest. That’s just politics and war with another flavor. What we need is to activate the strongest revolt of all, which is simply ignoring tyranny and oppression and doing what is right.

We see a whole raft of nasties coming down the pipe at us. For example, consider Senate Bill 510 (S510) currently under consideration. The contents of this bill would make us all utterly dependent on the federal government for food. You would have to get permission to grow a tomato plant in your window box, and it would have to be a Monsanto Frankenfood GMO tomato, at that.

This stuff will continue, and worse is yet to come. If we all stopped flying, for example, the TSA would not change policies one iota. Mobility is a major threat to control, so they would be fine with the collapse of all but the charter lines the rich and powerful use. We don’t have them on the run, I assure you. This is the proper place for cynicism, expecting the worst of them, because when they all get together, there is no shred of decency.

Given these psychopaths will continue, the only sane response is to ignore them. That is, if you like growing your own food, do so. The more the merrier. Make it impossible for them to enforce things. If you must act, keep in the mind the example set by the German protesters who blocked the trainload of nuclear waste: They didn’t fight the police, just refused to get out of the way. There were so many of them, the police collapsed.

Either way, getting all hyper about this stuff is not going to help anyone but the psychopaths. Fear and panic plays into their hands.

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