Desktops versus Window Managers

I remember using Red Hat 5.0 long before they called it “Enterprise Linux.” The default interface was based on FVWM, with a bunch of scripting which made it more convenient to use, called “Another Level.” It was good enough. Then the next big thing was AfterStep. I loved that one, but the defaults were insane unless the distro packager did it right. In both cases, I very much liked the Wharf, that sidebar which contained all the normal accessories and controls.

Then I discovered IceWM and I still love it. This, while the KDE and GNOME projects were competing in their infancy as the preferred Desktop Environment (DE). Today I cannot stand KDE 4, and I’m pretty tired of GNOME. Still, I’ve allowed myself to become dependent on all the automation of the desktop environments. Oddly enough, I still prefer GKrellM over the built-in system monitors. But I like the one-click convenience on everything else, which comes from integrating so many functions, an integration lacking and mostly unavailable with a regular window manager. I’m caught between the two.

I realize XFCE 4 is a fair compromise, and have enjoyed using it some. But for some reasons hard to define, I can’t quite get comfortable with it as I did with the previous Xfce 3.x series. LXDE seems entirely useless to me after trying it, like something designed by a committee that never actually talks. And I long ago gave up in disappointment with the pace and direction of development taken by Enlightenment. These aren’t hate statements, just recognition they aren’t for me; they did not go where I wanted to go. My sense of aesthetics is entirely my own and I am frankly hostile to all this slick propaganda from the fanboys about their favorite. Their endorsements are meaningless, rather like cult religions which twist common terms to some radical meaning, trying to remove all arguments by defining them out of existence. You want “uncluttered”? Try TWM. I hate minimalism, but you are welcome to it.

This is all about freedom. Freedom is never a pure objective, but a relative and subjective sense of working without unnecessary restraints. The nature of computers and the interface comes with certain built-in constraints. Convenience takes a back seat, but is definitely along for the ride. As the standard desktop environments pull farther away from my curmudgeonly dreams of simplicity my own way, I get this feeling I need to study once again how to get what I want from the old window managers. Having already rejected KDE forever, and feeling a growing sickness in my stomach at the direction GNOME seems to be taking, along with all the other DEs, I’m going to reawaken my old skills and invest the time customizing one of the window managers.

When I consider what the DE concept brings to the user, I’m not sure it matters when none of them offers what I need, and seem to be moving more and more in the direction of hobbyist wow-toys crowd. It’s getting to the point the DEs are more work than manually configuring a window manager. Also, as the X server and all the other software gets more bloated and slower, I don’t want to have additional pounding on my aging hardware with a fat DE. Indeed, the question of using Linux over something else is always a balance of issues, a matter of wrestling with the many compromises and my own shifting needs.

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Disrupting Control

Control is evil. It never benefits those being controlled. Things are okay if you voluntarily submit, because the nature of things permits you to voluntarily un-submit, too. Anything really worth doing will find plenty of volunteers, or it should not be done. When you can’t say “no”, it’s not voluntary; it’s control and it’s evil.

I rejoice when someone manages to disrupt control. So when hackers came up with software which breaks the monopoly controls on the Kinect device for the Xbox, I smiled. It’s not because I care in the least about the device, and have no desire to own one. It trumps yet again the evil of control. Yes, a small gesture, but there are some folks in this world wholly deserving of the symbolic middle finger.

Folks who want control deserve that and more. For Christian Mystics, the last thing we want is control for ourselves or anyone else. The ultimate power of mysticism is not following some other human’s channel. We must all stand before God on our own. Each human individual remains effectively dead so long as they are not free (children are a special case). God alone has the right to control, and He does it just fine without our assistance, without our acquiescence. It is His divine right as Creator. Everyone else seeking control is flipping off God, and we are not obliged to cooperate except for tactical reasons.

Already we are facing the assertion of controls many older people find mind boggling. They remember when things like the TSA would have been dismantled by popular uprising. It’s just barely facing any resistance right now. Here in America, particularly, do we find the vast majority cowardly going along with abuse. The scanning devices are not safe; by some estimates you lose the equivalent of 42 minutes of your life each time you step into the device (see the comments to that article). The alternative pat-down is just a term to disguise sexual abuse (I’m an ex-cop). Neither accomplishes anything but conditioning us to be more sheep-like. The protests from pilots and flight attendants is anemic, at best.

The declaration the President can simply execute anyone he doesn’t like is really just going too far. The declaration alone is an impeachable offense, but it won’t happen here. Instead, Congress does things like planning to insure the MERS fraud is federally approved after the fact. The Constitution is just a piece of paper, after all.

No, we don’t care. Rather, not enough care enough. So it falls to those few of us left who do see the evil of it all to do those few things we can to disrupt such control in some hope we can set just one more person free, to bring a little sanity to a psychotic world. When we do those truly sane things, even if they don’t change much, we bring to bear the glaring light of truth into the inky darkness around us.

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Something Wicked This Way Comes

Yeah, I was a fan of Ray Bradbury’s fiction in my youth. Excellent story-teller, but these days his nightmare visions seem tame compared to the reality.

I don’t pretend to know where it is all headed, only that it’s a downward direction. After ranting about it so much here, I wonder how much more I could say. Tomorrow always brings new horrors, and only if there is something unexpected would there be much to post. Today, I’m backing off to a broader viewpoint.

Don’t call this a prophecy, because I’m not that confident it’s a word from God. Rather, it strikes me as a disquieting and strong stirring in my spirit, something my brain is unprepared to process fully: In just a short time from now, a lot of what we rant and rave about will no longer matter. Indeed, there is a sense in which most of it is just noise even now. The gap between the ruling class and rest of us is about to reach that invisible breaking point when one or both groups will simply begin killing the other, or something equally dramatic.

I suppose we had a sample of that on 9/11, but I don’t want to chase that debate today. It’s just that I fully expect something worse aimed at some new civilian target, with far less justification as things become more desperate. Here in the US, it takes a lot longer to get to that point compared to the German protests over nuclear waste, or French protests over their government confiscating billions in social security taxes, then refusing to use it as promised to fund retirements. Ours is gone, too, but we are more easily fooled. I can’t guess when the spell will break, but I’m certain it will.

At that point, the rhetoric about the Constitution, the Rule of Law, etc., will be just words. It will be a matter of killing and surviving. It will also include some wonderful things from God’s hand, but I have to wonder who will notice them. His grace can only be measured from His point of view, and so very few are interested in knowing much about that point of view.

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Linear Folly

One of our most dangerous obsessions in the West is linear thinking. It works fine with computers and factual-logical processes, but humanity itself cannot be so handled. That we are capable of charting multiple paths for variables is not an improvement, because each item still follows a single path from beginning to end. Further, the mere concept of beginning and end does not fit everything which touches us.

We talk about peace and pacifism as if they were absolutes, when the crux of the matter is peacefulness. So obsessive are we that we automatically paint some people as heroes of peace, when the person involved may have been mean as a snake and quite the warrior (long article and highly recommended). We are intolerant of variations; we want our mythology clean and tidy.

It does not require a belief in the supernatural to see how reality refuses to fit that mold. Nor can we say it is simply too many people are irrational. Reality on a purely intellectual level refuses to fit into Aristotelian logical categories if you squeeze too hard. The very most logical scientific explorations of matter, such as Particle Physics, have long refused to make sense to such an epistemology. The greatest advances in the future will depart radically from such an epistemology.

When we attempt to explain the broader scope of humanity, Aristotle has no clue. The hard-headed rejection of the divine is just that — unreasonable. Just because you can’t explain it and put it in one of your neat categories does not justify saying it’s not there. Reason suggests at most it can’t be known satisfactorily by the established process, so I find agnostics more sensible than atheists by their own proclaimed frame of reference.

The danger of religion, of course, is the vast number of practitioners who are themselves utterly unreasoning. The vast wealth of unspoken assumptions about how God and His revelation must play out in our daily lives makes us more often an insult to God than a blessing.

The proper ground of approach is to spend sufficient time exploring the meaning of culture and intellectual traditions to allow some thin measure of objectivity about your own. As long as you take yourself and your background too seriously, you’ll never be in a position to know anything worthwhile, except by accident. Such a position eliminates alternative explanations of the results by categorical circular reasoning. If you cling to the Western Enlightenment assumptions, you’ll always get Western Enlightenment results. The damned secret of Western evangelical religion is the entire theology is deeply beholden to the “godless” Enlightenment, and not so much of the “holy” Reformation they claim.

This is why Westerners don’t understand biblical peacefulness. It’s too often a parody — a mindless absolutism — which is labeled “pacifism” or lip-service to peace while scrabbling to support every military venture anyone suggests, however improbable. The elite in our ruling class, who would never dream of going themselves to war, much less sending their own children, are loaded with evangelical chicken-hawks. Yes, I know a great many troops are evangelical, but those are the foot soldiers of the religion, too. The evangelical subculture has it’s own ruling class, and you have to be invited to join. The precious few evangelical leaders who actually faced the dangers of the battlefield are so rare, they are legends the moment they step into the pulpit.

So we get peacefulness from the biblical perspective all wrong in Western society, and in Western Christianity in particular. As noted by many, biblical peacefulness does not exclude all violence while on this earth. I would be a sinner before God if I were not ready to defend my wife from physical assault, as wrong as refusing to make room for His miracle hand making it unnecessary. The primary question is not the action, but the motive.

The proper approach to the question is not Western logic, nor Ghandi’s improbable self-contradictions under the guidance of his inner voices. That would be demons he was hearing from, and not because of the poor logic, nor simply because Ghandi was pagan. Rather, they are recognized by the failure to embrace the long revealed Laws of God. A great many pagan traditions happen to have held a reasonable mix which included things of which God approved on the level of His Laws. Not good enough to preserve outright, but good enough to make it into the record of Scripture, for example. The question is understanding revelation within its own cultural milieu.

So a true follower of Christ would know when to take up the whip and when to bear its lash. He would know when to submit and when to die refusing to submit. He would know the answer could not possibly be the same for everyone in the same situation. But he wouldn’t have to make it up as he goes along, because God has long since left a record, and the context for reading it, of examples which indicate enough frame of reference to be ready for all sorts of commands coming from His inner Voice. He would know most of the time the path of peace is best, but peace with God is more important than peace with any or all of mankind.

America has not the slightest clue what it means to be a peaceful people.

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Building Dillo on Ubuntu Lucid

Dillo is one of those niche projects which has always added something I need. Fast is good, but the primary reason I want it is that compromise between Lynx and friends, and the more graphical mouse-able interface. Given too many sites I visit are guarded by webmasters who think Lynx is used only by computer crackers, and are hard to navigate in Lynx anyway, Dillo is one of the best light browsers for protecting from tracking and other privacy invasions. I haven’t been able to find Dillo packaged for Ubuntu, and I think this is wrong-headed. Even the PPA I found seemed badly out of date, so I decided the best solution was to build it myself.

There are instructions for Dillo itself and Fltk 2 on the Dillo site, but they don’t exactly work perfectly on Ubuntu. Here’s how I did it.

The simplest path is first pull in the build dependencies for Fltk:

sudo apt-get build-dep libfltk1.1

This is because Ubuntu is stuck on the 1.1 release and Dillo depends on 2.0. Then you’ll need to add one more item or Fltk will not build:

sudo apt-get install libxi-dev

The source package for Fltk 2 on the repository was fltk-2.0.x-r7725 when I did this. I moved it to /usr/local/src/ and unzipped and untarred there. When you enter the directory, you’ll need to run the configure script first.

sudo ./configure

Then it was the usual:

sudo make
….
sudo make install

Then you walk through a similar routine for the Dillo package. It all installs in under the /usr/local/ hierarchy which isn’t a problem for most uses. You’ll have to create your own menu entries if you want it to show. There are several sets of icons available on the Dillo site. Don’t forget to copy the dillorc from /usr/local/etc/dillo into your ~/.dillo folder and modify it to suit your tastes. The file has sufficient comments to give you some idea what to do.

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USA: Terrorist Rogue Nation

Just to make sure no one misses the point from yesterday’s post: The USA is now the worst of all rogue terrorist nations. We are the bad guys, America. Few have said it so eloquently as Will Grigg at Pro Libertate blog:

Thus were U.S.-equipped death squads such as the Wolf Brigade granted a plenary indulgence to do whatever they wanted to whomever they chose. It’s entirely possible that some of the weaponry smuggled into the United States by Nicholas Bickle had passed through the hands of Iraq mercenaries who carried out missions of that kind as the “El Salvador Option” was put into play.

Don’t it make you so proud?

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The Wrath of God Upon America

I want you to see this from the biblical perspective. You first have to understand nations have no standing in the Spirit Realm as do individuals. The whole matter of national justice is of the Law Covenants. Since we are not under Moses, which covenant was closed on the Cross, we are under Noah and whatever details we can abstract from understanding Moses through ancient Hebrew Mysticism. (No, not Jewish Mysticism; that’s another thing entirely, more like Kabbalism.) Mysticism still yields results for human logic to apprehend, a standard of justice which seems fuzzy or squishy, but nonetheless utterly binding on all nations and governments in existence.

The whole matter of God’s justice and wrath is properly understood in light of God’s Laws for humanity on the fallen level.

That the US was built on injustice is not a matter of debate here. I’ve dealt with that at length in previous posts here and on my other blog. Could we have still done some reasonable measure of justice, it would have kept us out the fire, but we did not. Every single war in which we engaged has been fraudulent. That is, not once did we seek justice from being wronged, but we were the aggressor. WW2? Our government provoked it secretly. If all you know about US History is the propaganda served up in public schools, as a former public school history teacher I tell you your head is full of lies. Again, we have not simply made unjust warfare on other nations, but have sent spies and provocateurs to destroy what few shreds of justice existed in every nation on this earth. We have always sought our material prosperity at the expense of everyone else, and have gleefully slaughtered (or caused the slaughter) of millions through our official government and our shadow government.

But we can’t be satisfied with that hideous record. No, we now add to our sins. Our nation has allowed bankers and Wall Street to turn people out of their homes fraudulently. Scripture takes a particularly dim view of taking people’s homes for any reason. But wait, we even encourage those same fraudsters to take food from our mouths. No, not cutting wasteful and oppressive welfare programs, but worse. In the coming weeks you will see the prices of fuel and food skyrocket as the dollar’s value plummets, but no pay will increase to keep pace for the vast majority. The same fraud will make sure pensions evaporate, or simply disappear before folks can get to retirement, should they be so fortunate to even have a job that long. And we keep allowing the fraudsters to present us with bogus elections between two groups of people equally unfit to govern. (Our own dear Oklahoma Senator James Inhofe is in bed with the Monsanto Frankenfood monstrosity.)

We allowed those governing folks to commit unspeakable torture in our names. Do we not understand this is a clarion call to demons? It’s not just an open invitation; it’s more like chasing them down in Hell and dragging them into our homes. This alone merits our immolation by nuclear holocaust. Justice from the voters would be a massive armed uprising against our federal government. But we won’t do that, and it’s just as well, because the same ignorance of the masses would only create a new class of tyrants and national evil.

Instead, we will stand on the sidelines cheering as even more of our sons and daughters are marched off to invade Iran. Consider this: The honest appraisal of disinterested parties notes Iran complies with the NNPT, and the US does not. Nobody in their right minds believes Iran seeks to build nuclear arms. So long as that is true, we are obliged under the NNPT to help Iran, not harass. We share a covenant with Iran, binding in God’s eyes. Israel, who rules our foreign policy, most certainly does not obey the NNPT, since Israel refuses to sign onto it. (Oh, and Israel has been poking her finger in God’s eye for a long time.) Having long since surrendered out nation to demon rule, we somehow believe attacking Iran is God’s will?

Here’s what the Bible says we ought to expect from such an evil venture: God will withdraw any last shred of protection from our troops. Our aircraft will fall like rain from the skies. Our ships will founder and sink. Our troops will lie scattered on the ground as a feast for carrion eaters. And our nation will suffer worse than any nation we have afflicted since our founding. Our allies in such a venture will regret joining us in this madness, receiving the same dose of God’s wrath. Others not equally affected will draw back from us in horror, and our fate will become a figure of speech for arrogance and stupidity.

Pray that you find your peace, that you come to terms with God’s Laws. Those who abide by God’s justice can reap His promises of protection and stability. That’s the moral code written into the very fabric of the cosmos. Perhaps He will spare you some measure, but don’t expect to fully escape this just wrath about to fall upon us.

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Facing Disaster

Steve Quayle says we might be seeing a bank holiday next week starting on Veterans’ Day. You notice the core of the White House, along with some 200 major CEOs, will be in Mumbai during that day. Good time to be out of town, no? But Paul Watson at Infowars figures it’s a hoax and more instructive for the simple presence and timing of such a rumor. Yet again, Half Past Human asserts we will hit some major tipping point which would start that day, and run through the 14th.

Consider the source. Those reports come from sites I don’t read much because of the constant hype. That doesn’t mean they can’t be right about this, only that I find them highly unreliable for one reason or another. But the issue does raise an important question. You see, we are very much likely to experience a global economic disaster in the coming months. Indeed, it’s already in our laps, but it’s the sort of thing which takes awhile to fully realize. What you see right now is the lack of panic which should be there because TPTB are struggling to keep the facade in place.

What are you going to do? This is going to hurt. At a minimum, food prices will soar compared to income for everyone. If any of these predictions bears so much as a grain of truth, it’s going to hurt a lot very quickly.

Know that you cannot change what is coming. It’s ordained by God, and we have no excuse for letting ourselves get into this mess. This is divine justice. You individually may not have contributed to the situation, but we live in a world we don’t control. The question is what can you control?

Only your mindset. You can choose to face this disaster in the same justice which brings it. What should we have been doing all along? Do justice, stop trying to amass a big pile of worldly possessions, focus on what is in your hands today. Frankly, that little sentence of just three ideas means turning all of Western Civilization on its head. The path of Christian Mysticism demands it.

Justice is about people. Property never trumps people in God’s eyes. Don’t get lost in specifics of this or that hypothetical situation; absorb the principle. (That’s another major flaw in Western Civilization.) Place your needs in the same basket as those you touch. None of that bogus equality business, this is about caring and having compassion as opposed to granting yourself license to walk on others for any excuse. You’ll never get it right, but you most certainly have no hope for any measure of justice unless you reach for divine truth which outstrips any effort to write rules about it. Yes, it starts with your own kin, but nobody is your enemy. There are simply some folks who consider you their enemy, and there’s little you can do about that. Do what you can.

Stop worrying about tomorrow. Don’t be a sucker for the false dichotomy; it’s not a choice between “save for a rainy day” versus “live for the moment.” The former is ego reasoning and the latter is childish fearfulness. The real alternative is knowing you can’t do anything about tomorrow, and that piling up resources simply makes you a target for someone capable of taking all those things away. And they will. The world is not cold and cruel, only people are. Creation carries a moral code in itself, and God has promised if you abide by that moral code, you won’t die before your time. So use what you have, however much or little it may be, to answer the demands of justice when it comes to you.

It’s good to understand the vast trends of social and political change in human history. Not from the viewpoint of mechanical efficiency, but evaluate it from the ancient mindset God has always offered to mankind, that basic moral instinct modern society tries so hard to extinguish. That mindset says you can predict to some degree what people will do when this or that changes. But it also says you can do no more than warn them; you cannot steer them without violating that same morality. Concentrations of power and wealth are inherently dangerous, and seldom the result of righteousness. It always invokes the full range of human moral failure. Take care of your own business, and don’t borrow from the sorrows of tomorrow by trying to control things. Don’t look at the job; look at the work. Look at your responsibility for the moment. Learn to love it and embrace it fully as your just destiny, because it is not a matter of what you do, but how you face your duty to God.

Aside from a few prophetic warnings, God does not grant hints about tomorrow. Indeed, that in itself should indicate we are wrong to invest much in human planning. Again, it’s not a question of letting things collapse into crisis management versus wise investment and planning. But if all your predictions are based on mere human wisdom, your plans will fail at some point. Avoid building little empires so high stakes, high pressure management won’t be an issue. If your plans are based on the righteous trust which says, “God will carry me through if I serve Him,” then your plans are likely to go well. That’s all the security you need. Don’t build a business to get wealthy; build a business which brings joy from serving real human needs. If it fails, you’ll have no shame and only shallow sorrow. Train yourself for a career doing what’s right, not what brings you fame and fortune. If God approves, it won’t matter what the world thinks of it. If God disapproves, it won’t matter what you accomplish on this plane.

And it doesn’t matter what Quayle, Watson and Half Past Human have to say, either. Their warnings won’t provoke a sudden frenzy of fearful preparations if you are already certain you can’t do anything better than you are already doing. If your spirit is at peace, you can pull up a seat and watch the fireworks. And even as you weep over the vast ocean of human folly, you can rest knowing the outcome was never in your hands in the first place. You’ll also find nature herself will cooperate in minimizing your personal losses, because she simply obeys the Creator who made her.

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Divine Illumination Makes Morals

So with all this blather of mysticism and putting the ego (reason) in its place, what is the point?

Paul covers that all too well:

Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and lack compassion, I have become as clanging brass or a tinkling cymbal. And though I speak prophecies, and fathom all mysteries and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so as to move mountains, and do not have compassion, I am nothing. And though I give away all my possessions to feed the poor, and though I deliver my body to be burned, and have not compassion, I am gain nothing. (1 Corinthians 13:1-3)

As D.G. noted, even Aleister Crowley understood human reason was untrustworthy. Yet, according to the accounts I read, Crowley remained abusive of others and self-indulgent. A lot of good it does to have deep knowledge if there’s no power to act. Show me the wildest pagan, or harshest atheist critic, who observes good morals, and I’ll take them any day over a monster church filled with evangelical fools clinging to their materialistic middle class wealth.

For when the Gentiles, who do not have the written Law, act by nature according to the Law, these without a written Law are a law unto themselves. (Romans 2:14)

Jesus pointed out several times the Law of Moses was not on a par with the actual Law of God. The writer of Hebrews spends several chapters saying the same thing, how the Temple and rituals, and the entire national structure and identity of Israel at her best, was merely a shadow, a symbol of the real thing in Heaven. Thus, Laws in the Bible (Noah and Moses) are meant to be abstracted, to be understood on the level of the mind, pointing to something much higher coming from above. The Laws are training for the intellect to be ready to serve the imperatives of the Spirit communicated through our spirits.

Do all you can to obey those Laws and you’ll have the promises of the Laws, summed up in the Hebrew word shalom. While it translates to “peace”, it points more to peace of mind, because clinging to those commands will go far in bringing your life into agreement with the fundamental moral nature of all Creation. Paul says Creation groans under the futility of fallen human reason, that men who ignore revelation and place their ego/reason on the throne of action, evaluating and judging what is right by their mere intellect, will inevitably miss the morals because the mind cannot process the obvious divine hints God left for us. So we need the Laws to indicate something the mind cannot perceive through the senses and mere reasoning.

Jesus said you could summarize the Law by clinging to the Person of God and showing His brand of love to the people around you. The only thing on this fallen plane which will outlive it is people, so people always matter more than anything else. If we could just get that one issue straight, there would be no evil laws on this earth. Divine secrets of the universe have no meaning if the fundamental power of compassion is missing. Among the lore of modern evangelicals is the story of a preacher who dreamed Satan stood on the corner accurately preaching the gospel message, and people walked by as if deaf. That’s because, while Satan has better access to divine truth than you and I, he is not committed to its purpose. His preaching would be intellectually accurate by any theologian’s measure, but powerless to affect a thing. But a powerless child barely able to speak can convey the power without all the fancy words.

Don’t tell me what you are, nor what you do. Tell me what burns in your heart, the longing of your soul. If you can tell me who you’d pay any price to bring the full power of moral truth to the awareness of other people, I’ll be impressed. If your longings include stuff, or even high ideals and grand theories, we need to talk, because you don’t get it.

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Mysticism: East versus West

Take a look at the standard definitions of the term “mysticism”. These are generally accepted in academic circles as proper meaning for the term in communicating with others in the English language. Note the emphasis on non-rational means to apprehension.

These are definitions in Western intellectual terms. Yet, oddly enough, the Western tradition of mysticism does not actually meet that definition. Reading the great works of great minds in Western tradition will eventually serve up something quite different from the agreed upon common definitions.

In Western culture, we recognize appetites as the lowest level of mental awareness, closely followed by emotions. It can get really complicated fast with emotions, but only because popular literature exaggerates their importance. Movies only make it worse. Above emotions we have standard rational process by which most of us get by in this world. It’s a sloppy logic, but effective. Above that is a very clear and sharp logical reasoning, with the awareness of when ideas violate the rules, and which rules. For the most part, here in the West we have Aristotle to thank for this. Then for a few rare individuals, their ability to work in such a rational mental environment brings a highly developed mental awareness.

Western mysticism, such as it is, pretty much focuses on that last level. It’s an achievement easier for some than others, to be sure, but the potential is there. As previously noted, this does not quite meet the definition of mysticism. Rather, mysticism is decidedly non-rational. While most Aristotelians regard that with some suspicion, as if it were simply a smart-alecky emotionalism disguised as wisdom, those who step outside Aristotle’s regime would dispute that.

Aristotle had to have known about the intellectual cultures which came before him. Frankly, his teachers and predecessors were somewhat influenced by what is commonly called Eastern Mysticism. Granted, it was Near Eastern Mysticism, and unlikely to include much east of ancient Persia, it is today still lumped into the same broad category and left to specialists to slice and dice. Since Aristotle, the whole thing is handled with some contempt.

How sad, since the vast wealth of intellectual culture gets tossed out in that way. Indeed, I often remind my fellow evangelical Christians by clinging to their particular intellectual assumptions — basically the Enlightenment plus some room for miracles — they reject the very intellectual culture of the Bible itself. The ancient Hebrews were Near Eastern mystics. Jesus was, too, which was the essence of His dispute with the Westernized Sanhedrin. The shared element in all that big kettle of Eastern Mysticism is the assumption within man is a faculty for knowing, and thus deciding what to do, which is not simply outside the intellect and reason, but superior to it.

Western Christians and Western Mystics share one great flaw: a very poor anthropology. Human nature includes the body, the soul (of which the mind is a part), and a spirit. When you hold long conversations with Westerners, you sense quickly they may allow the existence of a spiritual element, but describe in terms of a higher reasoning. They insist firmly the whole thing can make sense, can be handled by the intellect. Funny, but the Western theological term “ineffable” — an attribute of God — means the truth can’t be told, can’t be received intellectually. But they still insist “faith” is reasonable.

From the Near Eastern position, faith is quite unreasonable. It makes audacious demands which require the intellect to step aside and assume a junior role. No one says reason is inherently bad; otherwise there would be no computers and you would not be reading this. Reason is quite good at grappling with the mechanisms of tangible and theoretical things, though more limited than Aristotelians want to admit. But the Near Eastern mind insists reason has a limit, and beyond that are things scarcely told. Indeed, most ancient Near Eastern literature is loaded with non-literal narratives which offer no more than some indication of those ineffable things. We call it symbolic or parabolic language. It can’t be described, only indicated. Near Eastern logic is not analytical and descriptive, but symbolic and indicative. You are expected to absorb it on a non-intellectual level and have your mind simply come up with ways to comply with the inherent demands of these unspeakable truths.

I assert, in the purest definition of the terms, Western mysticism is not mysticism at all. It stretches the limits of rationality, but remains on that level. Mysticism is not a state of mind, an achievement of peace and whatever. Mysticism is a process, a pathway, the means to reaching that higher state simply where the mind becomes captive of something far wiser. Ultimate Truth is not a body of knowledge, but a living entity. It’s not, “Use the force, Luke!” We don’t become supermen with elite advantages over common folks. Yet most Western mystics describe their craft as aiming at something like Jedi Knighthood. No, Ultimate Truth is connecting with a living power, so that even the most pitiful case of ignorant savage with minimal brain function can participate in discerning the underlying moral fabric of the universe.

The whole point of all this is not being better in ourselves, as if there were some end product, but in the process of drawing ever closer to the life force behind all that exists. Enlightenment is not a place or status, but a process, a whole different world to explore, the Land Without Words. We do not lose our selfhood, but we live in voluntary surrender to something which is what we were all meant to be. Indeed, I find I cannot even really say what it is, but I can recognize what it is not. It most certainly is not within the grasp of anything man can do or be on this plane. What comes Beyond is not more of this, or prettier, but unspeakably Other than this. If you can tell me much about it, you don’t have it. We can still be friends, and I’ll do my best to cultivate that. But if you can act upon the same indescribable moral power of Eternity which holds me, I’ll recognize it pretty quickly. Then it won’t be mere friendship, but the most intimate fellowship and kinship possible for humans, a taste of what we can find on that Other Side.

For my fellow Christians, you should easily recognize all of this is merely restating biblical truth without traditional ecclesiastical terminology, so long as you aren’t a prisoner of the Enlightenment. Sadly, precious few in the West will countenance such things. For a confessed Bible thumper I find it easier to talk to those who embrace liberal religion. For those of other backgrounds with a spiritual awareness, you’ll recognize that kinship in a more neutral language.

Sadly, too, is that we have such a vast legacy of that Western brand of “mysticism” that I don’t much expect to bridge the chasm. I’m a nobody, without any of the proper ticket-punches necessary to be taken seriously. There are no invitations to address conferences, no books to sell, nor articles in scholarly magazines. Sure, I have a baccalaureate degree and some post-graduate work, but I found it all going in the wrong direction. Western Civilization has no place for me, and it has no place with me. That’s because it’s already dead; it’s so big will take a long time to hit the ground. But in Eternity, I’m family, a member with full rights. Folks who share that affinity will have no trouble recognizing me, and that’s what matters.

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