Kubuntu: Still the Shortest Path to Linux

Some years ago, I published an ebook: The Shortest Path to Linux featuring Kubuntu Linux. The contents are long out of date, as is typical of the fast moving field of computer technology. Still, regardless of what you may think of Canonical (the company behind it), their flagship Ubuntu and all of its branches and clones, Kubuntu remains the easiest way for a Windows user to get acquainted with Linux, in particular because it features the KDE desktop. KDE is modeled somewhat on the layout and integrated functions of Windows.

Recently, I tried several distributions I had used in the past on various hardware collections, but this time on a laptop (Dell Latitude 3540) that originally shipped with Windows 11: Mint, PCLinuxOS, OpenSUSE and Kubuntu. No, I didn’t try any of the RedHat derivatives because the kernel is too old and KDE is very hard to get for it. I tried to work with Win11, but I quickly came to hate it. There were too many restrictions and frustrations. After testing how well each of those Linux distributions worked on my system, I found Kubuntu the only one that worked consistently. PCLinuxOS KDE is broken; it comes with very bad defaults and they are extremely difficult to change. Mint is a derivative of Ubuntu, so to get KDE, you have to install it from Kubuntu. It isn’t very well integrated with the underlying system, so I wasn’t happy with the results. I tested OpenSUSE, but it doesn’t recognize all of my hardware.

Keep in mind: SUSE is very good at server and uniform corporate desktop stuff, but not so much for the home user. If you use it on a server, it is very easy to configure, since it comes with a GUI tool called YaST that automates most common configuration tasks. However, because the corporate world is their focus, the quality control for common consumer stuff is a little weak. I ran into broken packages and it kept me from performing some tasks. Kubuntu provides a fully integrated experience for the average consumer.

While I don’t believe I’m going to rewrite and republish another edition of my book on it, I am going to post about dealing with Kubuntu in the interest of helping others deal with the inevitable challenges every OS throws at us. All software sucks, but some is more manageable than others. I want to give back to the community of users, and frankly advocate for people to move away from Windows.

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Adjusting Myself

Moral choices I’ve made over the years have consequences.

In my twenties, I was offered a job in business management. It would have kept me from going to church, and at the time, that was more important to me, so I turned that job down. Granted, that company eventually folded, but I would have been quickly hired somewhere else for a job that ignored Christian religion in the same way. I’ve turned down plenty of offers like that over the decades of my life. It meant a loss of economic opportunity for me, but I don’t regret it.

A few blocks from where I live now, the building that once housed Dick’s sporting goods stands empty because the rent surged dramatically when the owner refinanced the property. It happened all over town and lots of Dick’s stores closed at the same time. The former On the Border restaurant also stands empty. Steak-n-Shake is gone, and Panera took over their building because it was bigger than their former location. Where Panera used to be, The Big Biscuit restaurant moved in. For each of these, something changed in their situation to either prosper them or shut them down.

All of it affected me personally and I had no say in the matter. A bicycle I had bought at Dick’s was orphaned from its warranty, unless I was ready to take it twenty miles across town to their warehouse. On the Border shut down because the quality of the food declined dramatically over a couple of months, and people stopped eating there — my wife and I were part of that. Panera gained a bigger clientele when they moved, but they also changed their menu and we stopped eating there. Steak-n-Shake is sorely missed. The biscuit house is way too expensive.

And then I had to go on a low-sodium diet, and can’t eat out much at all. Yes, I could have ignored it and let my high blood pressure kill me slowly — or maybe not. Lots of people live with it. Still, I chose to fight back by dropping my salt intake far below what restaurants are willing to offer. We don’t eat out nearly as much as we used to. It’s not really the money, but we were already discouraged by the inflation and shifts in menu or food quality.

At the same time, the COVID debacle killed a bunch of restaurants. Many never reopened when the mandates ended. That was a limited economic collapse, and quite intentional on the part of our rulers. Locally, some retail stores closed and never came back. Some simply changed hands. I know that I’ve been forced to buy online far more than I really like. Some businesses benefit, while others start to die because of a hundred different pressures on human behavior. I’m just one of millions blown by the winds of fortune.

And yet, I insist that the Creator of the Universe is paying attention to the details of my existence. More, I claim that He communicates with me daily, hourly, even by the minute, on choices I make. Sometimes my choices blend right in with the rest of the world, because my convictions don’t require taking a different path. Even some of my moral choices appear to be part of a much bigger trend. But there are plenty of choices that require me to pull away completely from the masses.

On my bike rides, which include a lot of routes popular with cyclists, I have not seen more than three other folding bikes. None of them were even the same brand (Zizzo), much less the same model (Forte) or even the same color (green). Very few individual users have a dot-matrix printer; it’s almost entirely a commercial printer. If you count by aggregate server logs on the Net, very few individuals run Linux on laptops compared to the vast number that run Windows, and far fewer than Mac laptops. Yes, Android and Chrome OS are Linux, but tightly controlled by a central authority, not endlessly configurable like “real” Linux users.

Each of those choices were taken because of convictions about one thing or another. I avoid sodium, and thus most restaurants, because of convictions. I bought a new laptop because of convictions, and now run Linux (Kubuntu) on it by conviction. I bought a dot-matrix printer because of convictions. I bought a folding bike for the same, and declined high-paying jobs. I dropped out of the military when they begged me to stay. I kept applying to pastor churches when they uniformly turned me away. The end result is not the point.

I keep a stock of canned goods and a pile of paper and pencils when few people do either. No, I don’t see an imminent collapse of the Internet tomorrow. I bought when I did to obey my convictions, which included the certainty that I did not know when I would need them, but I could see them priced low to clear shelves at times. It’s a habit of mind. I’m not disappointed when no emergency comes to justify the habit. I keep doing that kind of thing because my convictions say so. I am obeying the single best source of awareness of God’s will for me. Sometimes it does pan out; sometimes I’ve needed that stuff and had no money to buy. It’s not magical and consistent across the board, but I’m seeking to be consistent internally regardless of the external circumstances.

I see a moral collapse that usually brings about some measure of economic, social and political shift. I see chaos rising, and I’m convinced it is here already. I see more chaos coming, but I’m pretty sure a lot of folks around me won’t see it as a major problem. At least, their actions portray a certain acceptance and adaptation that I can’t copy. I can’t keep making the moral compromises they make. Is it the end of the world? Hardly. That may come later when Earth’s magnetic poles shift dramatically and our planet’s magnetic field drops to the point that we see auroras almost every day in the tropics, while migratory animals get totally lost all over the world.

But the moral collapse is what holds my attention. That other stuff will come eventually, but the moral crisis is already here. It’s hard for me to imagine that God’s covenant people are going to ignore that moral crisis; they keep talking about it even now. I might disagree with them on what I need to do about it, but we all see it. Most of the world doesn’t see it, or at least, they don’t see it as the crisis we do.

Having a bicycle means I am ready to travel a bit without being tracked. Using BMX tires on that bicycle means I can go more places than with conventional road tires. Running Linux on my laptop does the same thing on my Internet surfing (less tracking and more opportunities). Running Linux also means not handing over my computer to an outside agency to control. A dot-matrix printer doesn’t leave microscopic ID tags on the printed product. Being ready to live without a cellphone prepares me for less tracking. Eating out less means there’s less tracking. Stocking up on stuff now means less tracking later when Central Digital Banking blossoms fully. And less tracking means less control, less meddling by humans in my moral choices. There’s a pattern to my behavior that I suspect most people do not see.

Or, more likely, they will misread it. But my God sees my heart and knows me better than I know myself. He’s the one with whom I must keep peace. And He’s the one who makes all of this work out for His glory, and to my benefit. His control is good, right and just. Everyone else’s control is harmful, wrong and evil. He decides what matters, and I do all I can to adjust myself to His wishes.

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NT Doctrine — Hebrews 2

Angels proper have always been spirit beings who served God as warriors and messengers. When they spoke, it was with divine authority, as if it were the voice of God Himself. Without fail, violating His Word brought His wrath, including the words brought by angels. So, we dare not let slip away from us the Word brought by His own Son, the Word in flesh. Was it not marked by signs and wonders, same as every word within the Old Covenant? The gospel shared by the apostles is that Living Word; it’s His message, marked by the same miracles, plus gifts of the Holy Spirit.

When God created the fallen realm, it wasn’t subjected to angels for management. Instead, we have David’s anguished account in Psalm 8 talking about what a wretched situation is our fallen existence. We trashed God’s Word in the Garden; why would God care about us? For the time being, we are below the power of angels. Yet He had planned to elevate us over them and grant us authority over this world. This is a case of “already-but-not-yet” — we were nominated to keep His Garden for Him, but right now we are barely able to survive on par with the animals in the Garden.

So, the writer of Hebrews notes that the nomination was to put us over everything in this world, with no exceptions. Yet, it sure doesn’t look like it right now. Well, Jesus also came down to be with us as a human with less power than angels. But after His resurrection, He now sits crowned on His Father’s right hand. He has experienced what we all face as mortals. His suffering blazed a trail for us to follow. We have the same origin as He if we follow Him.

This grants us the privileges as Christ’s brothers and sisters, as prophesied in Psalm 22 and Isaiah 8. By adopting us as Children of God, we escape the power of death Satan uses to keep us under his authority. Jesus didn’t die for angels, but the children of Abraham. Yes, elsewhere Paul clarified that this refers to the heirs of Abraham’s faith, not his mere DNA. But this letter was written for Hebrew Christians who did have his DNA and his faith.

This meant that Christ could take up the role as High Priest of the New Covenant and made atonement in His own blood. He experienced human temptation and knows how to help us bear up under the strain.

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Your Next Move

We are all heavily influenced by fiction. There have been a great many games, movies and TV shows depicting a nightmare world that simply cannot exist. Americans in particular are deeply taken by horror fiction. None of that stuff is even remotely possible, but we instinctively believe in it as society.

It’s fiction, folks. I know we have an instinct to read it back into the Bible, but the apocalypse prophecies seldom describe sudden catastrophic changes. While those do happen, they are not the dominant characteristic of how God’s wrath works. Jesus warned about the Roman Siege of Jerusalem several decades before it happened, and it should have encouraged His followers to start making plans to migrate out of the city, but too many didn’t.

Basic principle of biblical mysticism: Everything God does in this fallen world is packaged in plausible deniability. God works to capture our hearts, not our minds. The capture of the mind is up to us; it’s our duty to rein in the flesh once He empowers us. Learn to see with your heart, not your five fleshly senses and reason. The senses will lie, both by ignoring the rips in the moral fabric as well as expecting moral consequences to be severe and immediate. God does not spank like a human parent.

I’ve tried to warn about this in the past: The term “economic collapse” seldom matches our fleshly imagination. What it refers to are general trends that reduce the availability of luxuries in the context of what we can afford. It’s not raw prices, but the availability at comparative costs in terms of our labor. Do you realize that most economic collapse goes unnoticed by the people on the ground? They simply adapt and often don’t fully realize what’s happening, because it’s incremental.

We used to go to shopping malls and hang out for hours because that was where we learned about new products at the higher end of hedonistic comfort. Now we look at them online and the malls are closing. It didn’t change our individual comfort level too much, but it meant that folks who worked in the malls now have other jobs, often related to the part of the economy that grew.

Much of what you and I consumed over the past few decades has changed. If you are old enough, you may remember rumbles about off-shoring manufacturing. Everything is made in China, Korea, Indonesia, etc. at much cheaper prices. It was relatively sudden, but it wasn’t literally overnight. Now we are having political conflicts with the countries where that production was moved. Prices are higher for several different reasons. It hasn’t stopped the trade, but it signals a coming shift in what will be available and at what relative cost.

Consider the price of cigarettes. I can recall when people complained that if they ever hit $1.00, they would stop smoking. Those same people are lighting up different brands that aren’t as high quality (and are more toxic) and paying around $5.00 per pack. That’s how it works.

The whole thing is spread across a vast range of products and services. Inflation is pretty high right now, but people resist changing their habits. They will make incremental changes in their consumption without paying much attention. They are conditioned to see it as another inconvenience, in which they are always under siege by invisible powers, and yet their habits have suffered only small, incremental changes.

They are taught to do that. They are taught to define the meaning of the word “problem” in certain ways that exclude them from noticing the evil our rulers are doing. TPTB have been moving the boundaries steadily, slowly, incrementally toward their goals, while hiding it all in plain sight. They have been conditioning our moral sensibilities for more than a century. People two hundred years ago would have risen up in arms over the things we take for granted today.

That’s part of the plan, part of how Satan leads his minions. Most of them don’t even know he’s in charge of their careers. The few who rise to the top do so because they are either catastrophically blind to moral truth or because they have embraced moral depravity. Whatever it takes to keep you on his team, that’s what Satan will offer.

If I really believed a catastrophic collapse was coming all at once, would it have been sane to buy a new car and commit to six years of payments? Do you think I have been ignoring my own words written here on this blog? Don’t read into my warnings the imagery of fiction. We are in a moral decline, and there are certain things that come with that. Most people will never notice. They will keep acting as if nothing has changed.

It is not that the external economic situation forces me to stock up on certain things. It’s that the moral choices I must make will restrict my access to certain goods in the future. Did that not come across?

We are moving to digital currencies; we are almost there. It will enable controls over our economic activity that would shock us right now, but the change will come slowly so as to keep average folks from noticing. Buy certain necessities now before their policies interfere.

Did you notice the mandates to take the vaxx? Have you noticed the mandates that force you to buy “greener” motor vehicles? Have you noticed how some segment of America is now excluded from using the same online services everyone takes for granted? What part of all that noise really matters? How does it matter? Some of the herding is visible, but plenty of it is hidden. It’s a mixture of things that keep you from paying attention to what really matters.

Let me make this more personal. My income is entirely controlled by the federal government. If there was an official divorce of states seceding from federal control, I would lose that income. I’m just one of hundreds of thousands in my own state. Do you think my state government wants to deal with all those federal pensioners in their midst who suddenly have no income at all? No, the state government will try to finesse the situation, seizing back some control without having to formally break from the Union of States. Lots of state governments are thinking about this the same way. It will take some years yet before they are forced to make those hard choices.

But at the same time, the federal policy has made things very painful for individuals. Want to serve in the military? You’ll be forced to endure DEI religion, a form of pagan idolatry. At what point does God say you must stop? It’s on you individually. Daniel had to draw lines that risked his life, yet he served until old age because God wanted him in the government. Joseph engaged in pagan rituals under Pharaoh because God called him to do so, but New Testament Christians refused to toss a pinch of incense on the flames at the imperial shrines to Caesar, and were persecuted for it.

You as an individual will find yourself under convictions that will put you in hard situations. Most of us will pay a heavy price in one way or another, and there will be plenty of specific variations between us as believers. What we should see coming is first and foremost a moral collapse, but that it will echo for each of us in economic and social problems. We will face exclusions that will be catastrophic individually. For us, the whole world has changed. Whether or not it affects the rest of humanity is another issue. They aren’t likely to notice.

Yes, a broad and painful collapse is coming for them, but you and I will feel it in the moral sphere far earlier. Our obedience puts us on the leading edge of what will hit them later. Our challenges will come in waves over the coming years. The reason you need a stock of canned goods, and not a warehouse full, is so you don’t panic when some policy shift forces you to make some hard choices that your non-covenant neighbors don’t have to make. You’ll need some time to see the hand of God clearly, and that stock of canned goods will reduce your human panic. You’ll have room to pray and consider your next move.

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Epson LQ-590ii on CUPS/Linux

I got it to work. After hours of searching on the Net using multiple search engines, I never saw anyone explain how to make this work, so I invested some time, lots of wasted paper and no end of frustration until I got it. It appears to work as well with CUPS as it did on Windows.

I’m running Linux Mint 22 (Wilma) with KDE on top of it.

Set up the printer; you can find the user manual online. While cut-sheet/single sheet paper will work, it’s not reliable. The printer is too likely to eat the paper. It didn’t seem to like the front push or rear pull too much, either with CUPS. I’m using tractor-fed paper in the “rear push” configuration. The paper source is loaded from the rear of the printer, down under the main roller, around and back up under the ribbon guide. Notice what the Epson user manual says about making sure you simply lay the paper into the tractor feed and leave it with the top edge of the paper in the tractor. Don’t try to pre-load it. As soon as you turn the printer on, it will pull it forward until it senses the leading edge of the paper touching where the platten roller meets the one below it. Leave it like that.

Once you plug in the USB port, CUPS should notify you on the desktop of a new printer to configure. Choose the Epson brand, and then look for the 24-pin Generic driver. The LQ-590ii understands the basic Epson ESC/P2 commands just fine. Set the resolution to 360×180; it makes a difference how the generic Epson driver communicates with the printer. When it’s all configured, run a test page.

At this time, the paper should automatically advance to the proper place — ideally with the top edge even with the printer ribbon. It should print nice and clean, unless you need to make adjustments to the paper run. Mine feeds cleanly, but I took the time to site the paper supply inline with the tractor feed with no drag and no sharp bends.

The only thing I cannot figure out is how to access the built-in native printer fonts. They are really nice and clean and faster to print than the rasterized jobs from stuff like word processors. However, I cannot figure out the trick of how to format a plain text file with commands that include any font attributes. It seems none of the document software I am aware knows anything about native printer fonts.

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Joe Cooper Hyundai

This is an honest and free endorsement of a local car dealer.

Over the years of my life, I’ve never had enough money to buy a new car. Thus, I ended up buying from a lot of individuals and from several car dealers. Among the individuals, only one can I recall being fully honest with me — a college professor selling his old car to me right before I graduated. Among dealers, only one has been honest so far: Bob Howard Nissan, part of the “Bob Howard Automall” with multiple brands. One of the other dealers in that group was not so honest with the last used car we bought, a Ford Fusion Hybrid. We really did like the car, but there were some flaws they had hidden from us, none of which were covered by the expensive warranties that padded our payments.

A couple of months ago that car broke down. My instinct was to take it to a shop close to our residence, which turned out to be Joe Cooper Hyundai. We were aware that the dealership had just recently switched from Ford to Hyundai, but they still had a Ford branch in the OKC Metro. We took it to them and they had it diagnosed the next day. It took a week to get the parts and another day to install and attempt to sync the electronics. The sync didn’t happen, so they sent it up to their Ford branch on the north side of town.

That dragged on for several more weeks, as they chased parts and the thing kept refusing to sync. Finally, the one specialist who knew how to work with that particular problem had a medical emergency, so it was put on hold yet again. The local service manager at the Hyundai place — Bobby — did his best and honestly kept us informed of what he could find out. In frustration, my wife called the Ford shop directly, and they were pretty evasive. It was going to cost way too much for a flaw Ford knew about but would not fix under warranty or recall. By then we had been without our car for two months. We gave up.

Now, the Hyundai shop finally got free a loaner car and we used it for awhile, but we weren’t too impressed. Still, throughout this whole ordeal, this local dealer’s staff was honest and quite willing to go the extra mile. So, when they made an offer to accept the broken-down Ford as a trade-in on a new car, we took them up on it. My wife spent plenty of time perusing the inventory online and felt moved to pick one.

As you probably know, buying from a dealer is a big rigmarole, taking hours — buying a new car even more so. Our salesman was Kevin Rodriguez and he did his best to keep us comfortable and provide an honest apprisal of what was happening and roughly how long it would take. I noticed one very big difference: In all my past experience with dealers, they often didn’t take me at my word, trying to second-guess what they wanted to believe. I didn’t face that this time. When I affirmed our ability to pay so much per month, they didn’t question that; it was what we had been paying all along on the Ford. They came up with a package that put us right on target for keeping up the same payments for the new car.

I learned later that they actually ate some costs that they hadn’t expected in regards to the trade-in. In the end, we broke even on what it cost to pay off the old loan on it. That was better than we expected. Now, my wife and I are praying that they can come up with a way to suffer no loss on that Ford. This is our first new car in our entire lives, and probably the last, if it holds up as well as we hope, against the coming tribulation and economic chaos.

Notice what I’m saying here: I didn’t buy based on the brand of car. I bought based on the honesty and care we got from the staff at the dealership. It’s not just a commercial transaction, but a moral one.

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Boundaries of Identity

I’m not going to say that it’s impossible for us to be a part of any broader society. Rather, I’m going to say that we cannot be a part of the one we are in now. In order to walk in obedience to Christ, we are obliged to build a parallel society. However small our society might be is not the issue; we cannot make common cause with American society at large.

When Jesus talked about turning the other cheek, He was addressing the Covenant People in a covenant setting. We might consider doing that in various situations in the wider world, but it is “the law” within our covenant community. Jesus was challenging Jews who had come under the Pharisaical influence of distorting the Covenant identity, who had insisted that there is one set of rules for the ritually pure elite, while the wider peasant population was accursed, to be treated almost like Gentiles. It was naked elitism based on legalistic nonsense.

Thus, our Lord insisted repeatedly in His preaching that the Covenant Nation was all one family. The way the Covenant worked was to build a social structure that would bless those whose faith was less than perfect. You cannot walk alone and should not try. It was not inclusive of the world, but of the folks God Himself labeled as your family.

Once that old covenant was nailed to the Cross, the New Covenant called for a different basis of kinship — the manifest Presence of the Holy Spirit. In practice, everyone who bowed the knee in submission to Christ was declared “family” until they proved a threat. And because the religious establishment became the single biggest threat to the early church, it was for the church to pull together as a new parallel covenant society, a visible yet unofficial nation rooted in an invisible empire of souls.

Jesus warned that the New Covenant would divide literal human families. It is not DNA that pulls us together, but covenant kinship of hearts.

You and I are not going to change the world. We are called to pull back from the world as much as possible, while still engaging the world with the challenge of the gospel message. We are not a secret society, but we are guarded by spiritual privilege, manifested in covenant privilege. People must declare a higher loyalty to our common Master in order to receive the full range of gifts that we have to share. Family is treated differently. We let our family members come inside our moral defenses because that’s the way we enter into the full range of glory.

Not every random outsider has the same claim on us as spiritual covenant family does. We turn the cheek to each other, not so much to the outside world.

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Moral Talents

The heart-led way is the path of moral excellence, for the heart is the seat of human moral awareness.

The human instinct for survival is a natural part of fleshly existence. In the Garden of Eden, it was never an issue; the Tree of Life is symbolic of that. Once driven from the Garden, we were subjected to all the vulnerabilities of mortal existence.

It is natural in our fallen world that humans would emphasize material prosperity, fleshly comfort, living long and passing on the DNA. Notice that all of those are missing from the Garden. Also notice how God’s covenant promises insist that those are His concern, not ours. Our covenant duty has always been to focus on moral questions instead.

In the New Testament, we learn that a focus on moral questions is not native to our fleshly existence. Moral awareness depends on having an eternal focus; the flesh is not capable of that alone. Indeed, the whole point is that the flesh must be condemned in order to move toward moral prosperity.

In everyday life, you can see this. It’s so obvious that we take it for granted. Humans focus on safety, health and comfort. Our fleshly natures instinctively associate with those who possess talents to maximize those three things. Thus, we care more about intellectual acumen, charisma and physical capability than anything else. And nobody gives a damn about moral talent except as an afterthought.

Yet, in the Covenant of Christ, moral talent trumps every other consideration. The moral sphere is the only part of our world that overlaps with Eternity. Everything is measured by moral insight. Moral insight is a manifestation of something with a far higher purpose.

I chose my wife first on the basis of her moral talents; everything else was secondary. Over the years, she has constantly produced moral peace in my life. Under the Covenant, everything can be forgiven except moral wretchedness. Aside from minor mistakes that we all tend to make, my Beloved has been consistent on this one thing: her moral instincts have always been superb. Here toward the end of our earthly lives, I can affirm that this was easily the smartest choice I’ve ever made.

God implanted in me a drive for moral excellence. It hardly matters what I chose so much as why. I can assure you it meant turning aside material prosperity quite often, because that prosperity was always tied to something that morally offended me. My intellectual path was also guided by moral concerns, so that I invested myself in studies of moral truth first and foremost.

The Lord has prospered this. Today I tend to choose companions first and foremost on their moral talents. I’m not too concerned with their other talents, charisma, etc. The one thing I really need to see is moral focus. I will climb over a lot of fleshly discomfort and worldly failure to keep a strong connection to someone with moral talents.

Moral talent does not require intellectual gifts, nor material wealth, and it has its own charisma. Some of you who have gotten close to me over the years probably already know this, at least subconsciously: I was drawn by your moral charisma. It’s one thing to be open to everyone who approaches, but I cling to those who manifest the moral genius in common with our Savior.

Do you understand that, of all His human capabilities, the one that mattered most of was His moral genius?

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Meeting the Apocalypse

A conventional, mainstream religion will not carry you through the apocalypse. Only genuine faith can do that.

If all you know about Christ is what’s recorded in the Bible, then you don’t know Him. He transcends the written record. Granted, the Scripture certainly says you must encounter Him via the Presence of His Spirit invading your soul. But the Scripture cannot explain it, only declare it. There are no words, there is no explaining the birth of your spirit when the Holy Spirit awakens you.

And while we can talk about the effects of His Presence, no one can put into words the experience itself. Further, no one can put into words some of the ways in which He makes His Presence felt. Scripture only hints at spiritual experiences that early Christians had. It is my conviction that what they mention is not definitive. The Hebrew culture in which Christ was born militates against such a restriction. The fundamental nature of Hebrew language is more like a signpost, not a container. It calls to us to explore and find things for which there are no words.

I can describe for you moments of my spiritual ecstasy. Paul mentions leaving his body behind and being drawn up into the Spirit Realm. John’s Revelation mentions something similar. Surely these are not exactly normative, and yet they are quite common.

By the same token, our Enemy can counterfeit these things. This is only because there is something inherent in our human existence that permits us to cross that line under certain circumstances. The question is just who is sponsoring your visit. Here at least, Scripture gives a pretty good indication of how this can go wrong, though again, it is not entirely definitive. Rather, instead of a closed list of indicators, we are given insight into the kind of indicators we can observe.

Thus, we can be sure something like A Course in Miracles (ACIM) is not from our Lord, but a counterfeit revelation from the one whose lordship is limited to the fallen realm. This is not the place to explore how we can know that, but it should be obvious. I’m not referring to classical apologetics as a proper source for deciding. The issue cannot be fully captured in intellectual definitions. It’s not as if there can be no new revelations of God, but that they must not contradict the ones already established. In case you don’t know, ACIM flatly contradicts the Bible.

As a matter of practice, I consider the Bible open. Not in the sense that we should accept more written records into “the canon” but that what it addresses is not closed to only the material already included. It’s a gateway. You cannot avoid the gate, but it’s not a fence in itself. Rather, it signals the presence of a fence, a boundary to the Covenant that we must discover, both individually and in community.

Thus: Revelation is not confined to the established canon of Scripture. An awful lot of what God will do in our lives and in our faith communities is left open for contextual experience. What God has done for the Hebrews is not definitive; we are not in their world. Most of us are Gentiles, and the record makes it clear that we can benefit from the Hebrew experience, but it does not confine us.

This is why Paul used words to indicate that the Holy Spirit is like a skillful butcher (using a “sword”) inside our souls, capable of carving off the parts of the Hebrew experience that don’t apply to us. It’s not enough to say that Talmudic Judaism is not for us, but that the genuine ancient Hebrew faith is also not definitive for us. It is an example of how God does things with humans.

That these boundaries are rather fuzzy and not precisely defined drives western minds nuts. Yet, this is what we have to work with, and Scripture does say we must work this out with the Lord in person, not in some depersonalized regime of rules and intellectual definitions. Such a regime reduces things to human control, and humans are fallen. Over and over again, one of the biggest heresies of western Christian religion is the often unspoken assumption that human intellect can be perfected, and that human reason is not entirely fallen.

The crux of the Fall is relying on human capabilities instead of revelation. Satan’s offer was that we could be our own gods, which is exactly where he and his allies on the Divine Council went wrong. He wants us to join him and his rebellion. Thus, limiting our lives to what we can grasp intellectually is rejecting the Holy Spirit.

It’s not that hard to back away from purely western intellectual obsessions and understand the Hebraic outlook. It is not out of reach to get a feel for how those two are different, and on that basis, to understand how the West is fundamentally anti-faith. I’ve spent years writing about what I can see as a vast perversion of the gospel message by forcing it to fit western assumptions. I’m still calling for believers to escape that prison and explore the wider lands of serving the Lord.

As humanity together slides down into tribulation, the western outlook on life will crumble and fail completely. It is not able to connect us to what God offers His servants. There is a great deal we should have explored long ago, but we allowed our western assumptions to hinder us. A genuine faith in Christ — the feudal submission depicted in the Bible — is what we need. Some of what faith includes must be discovered experientially within our context. Yes, there are elements of the New Testament experience we can never replicate; we simply cannot do it. But that leaves an awful lot of room for exploration that simply has not happened among western Christians.

We have a lot of work to do in order to meet our apocalypse.

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Readiness without Limits

Do you understand the joy of testing?

God binds the Bible; it does not bind Him. He is the ultimate free agent, the only one in a position to have His will every time in every thing. There are a whole host of things He does for His children that are never mentioned, nor even hinted at, in the record of Scripture.

Over the years I have grown what some would call a yearning for adventure. I’m sure there’s something in my personality that enhances this, but the real issue is I’m a junkie for His miracles. He provides every time, without fail. I have failed repeatedly, but He always provides an answer. This is what I really crave; I delight in being thrown out into some situation I can’t predict. My heart always tells me that God is watching and arranging things for His glory. All I have to do is discover where that glory stands.

This is why I still long to go bikepacking in the countryside. Sometimes I don’t get where I think I want to go, but everything turns out alright, every time. He always provides an answer to every challenge. It rekindles the experiences I had in the military. I admit that I didn’t enjoy it so much at the time, largely because of my own lack of spiritual maturity, but I can look back and see how God took good care of me despite my attitude. I would relish being ordered to pack up and deploy somewhere I’ve never been and set up a bivouac.

This is the stuff that invades my dreams in bed at night. It echoes in my reading of the Bible, when God’s people moved at His command and it was considered a virtue to endure some level of deprivation simply to avoid becoming trapped in hedonistic comforts.

Nor should you imagine He does not take care of your soul. If anything, that’s more important than your flesh. He provides everything we need for His glory, and that includes a whole range of spiritual and psychological experiences that change your perspective, moving you closer to where He wants you at the time. More importantly, He moves you to a better standing to face what’s coming down the road.

This is why you should not question why God delays acting on things that seem so obviously in need of His hand. Sometimes you are the problem. Usually there’s something you don’t see, don’t quite grasp, but sometimes He won’t act until you are standing in the right place. You need to understand that this is all part of the adventure, that enduring the waiting and not knowing is part of His provision for His glory in your life.

Finally, you wouldn’t want to tell God where the boundaries are. There are whole raft of ways and experiences through which God has led His people, spiritual effects that defy explanation, in part because they aren’t mentioned in Scripture. Get used to the idea that God is not limited by what makes sense to you.

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