ACBM: Part 1 Chapter 2

2. Greek Philosophers

Mythology is the heart and soul of every civilization.

In academic terms, the mythology of the people is the very soil from which any civilization grows. Whenever people ask themselves what is good or bad, and what they shall do in this or that context, the answer will always reflect their mythology. It is well nigh impossible to read from conscious thinking back into reconstructing a lost mythology, but if we know anything at all about how the people thought, we can easily discern a myth that they never believed, because it had no effect on how they lived.

It would be easy enough to find an abbreviated discussion of Ancient Greece on sites like Wikipedia. The very depth and breadth of the subject itself, and the vast horde of sources behind it, help to ensure that whatever Wikipedia can share with us on the subject is broadly trustworthy even as it skips over a vast amount of detail. While we could find a sizable library of reading material in Ancient Greece, it’s neither the facts nor exactly the literature that informs our objective. We need to understand it, not as an entity in its own right, but as a critical influence in what Western Civilization is now.

We don’t need to invest a large amount of time and attention to threshing out the facts of history and winnowing them from the legends of literature. Instead of that vast wealth of knowledge that has already consumed a great many minds and lives, we need juicy bits of understanding how art and history worked together. One textbook describes the early Greeks and the essence of their disunity within a common cultural background. If they were to ever get anything done, they had to find a way to harness their passions or remain forever vulnerable to threats from other nations.

Perhaps because they were a restless and vehement people, the Greeks came to prize the “classical” virtues, which they were the first to define. For them, the ideal lay in moderation, or a golden mean. They valued order, balance, symmetry, clarity, and control. Their statues revealed their conception of what man ought to be — a noble creature, dignified, poised, unterrified by life or death, master of himself and his feelings. Their architecture, as in the Parthenon, made use of exactly measured angles and rows of columns. The classical “order,” or set of carefully wrought pillars placed in a straight line at specified intervals, represented the firm impress of human reason on the brute materials of nature. The same sense of form was thrown over the torrent of human words. Written language became contrived, carefully planned, organized for effect. The epic poem, the lyric, the drama, the oration, along with history and the philosophic dialogue, each with its own rules and principles of composition, became the “forms” with which, in Western Civilization, writers long continued to express their thoughts.

[From page 12 of R.R. Palmer and Joel Colton, A History of the Modern World, subtitled “To 1815” (volume one of a two volume set). 8th edition, McGraw-Hill, 1995. Available at Amazon, among other places.]

It can be argued the Greeks were the first to decide that advanced math was not magic, nor properly part of magical lore. There might be plenty the eye could not discern, but human logic was sufficient to tease out everything a man could act upon consciously. The Greeks were stoutly and self-consciously human-centered in their philosophical assumptions. Man was the measure of all things. Not average persons here and there, but the ideals that men could conceive and reason about could lead to the ultimate answers to all the proper questions about reality.

Among the many Greek philosophers, three names continue demanding our attention: Socrates, Plato and Aristotle. Socrates taught Plato, and we know of him only what Plato tells us. Plato taught Aristotle, and the latter refers to a wealth of material from Plato that apparently never got into written form. Among the random accidents of history, Aristotle was selected to educate Alexander the Great, who went on to become the single greatest evangelist of Greek learning even as he conquered a large portion of the earth’s surface. It was not a mere projection of power, but a passionate ardor in offering what he believed was the greatest gift he could offer mankind. He didn’t enforce the Greek tongue on his realm; he persuaded the people to embrace it as a lover.

We are told Alexander paid from own personal treasury for the building of libraries, filling them with books, and establishing Greek styled academies and gymnasiums. His successors struggled to maintain that self-conscious Greek culture of learning. They do no call themselves “Greek” but “Hellenes” (English spellings vary) based on the legend of Helen of Troy. Thus, Alexander the Great was the premier Hellenizer in history. So deeply did Greek learning penetrate that, some time later when Greece was but a glorious memory, the recognized center of Greek culture was Alexandria, Egypt.

One signal element in the underlying assumptions of Greek culture, as noted above in the quotation from Palmer and Colton, is a conscious approach to the use of language. One of the most powerful and lasting influences on Western Civilization was how language was used to communicate thoughts. Western languages as a group are described broadly as concrete, descriptive and nominative, with all sharing a tendency to precision. That is, scholars of each language struggle to set forth limits and constraints to prevent words being so flexible as to have no practical use. The primary power of language in the West is how clearly and concretely the idea can be expressed.

This is closely wedded to the fundamental approach to thought itself. The philosophers themselves would discuss words, their etymology and how they should be used. While Plato is credited with the basic idea, it is Aristotle who invested so much effort in defining what we can call “knowledge”: What can we say is real? However, in practice, the question is more of, “What can we claim to know such that we can act on it?” While Aristotle acknowledged there could well be gods and such, mythology was not a trustworthy witness in the sense of man having a meaningful interaction with them. Religion was useful in quelling the fears of some minds, perhaps, but when it came down to the business of constructing a broad understanding of the universe in which we live, we can relegate it to a lower status. Belief is distinguished from knowledge.

Yet mythology did answer some very real questions, in the sense that Aristotle simply accepted the notion inherent in Greek myths about the limits of the universe. It’s not so much what Aristotle said as how he said it. His underlying assumption was that this universe is the fullest extent of reality. If there were gods, they were inside it, despite being unseen by human eyes (most of the time). Whatever the underworld might be, though the River Styx might not be on any maps, it was part of this universe. Whatever reason and logic men could summon, it must of necessity apply to anything and everything worthy of discussion. Otherwise, it wasn’t worthy of consideration. Thus, the logic of Aristotle, particularly as it came to be understood and used by others, placed all knowable things inside the boundaries of reason, and by default, within this one universe.

The legacy of the Greek philosophers made man the master of all things, and his rightful god was reason.

Recommended readings: Plato’s “Allegory of the Cave”; any survey or summary of Aristotle’s works, as his surviving works are too condensed and challenging for most folks; a survey of Greek mythology.

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I invite reader comments for suggestions, corrections and other nominations for reading materials.

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Perception and Action

Being a mystic is no excuse for doing whatever makes me feel good.

The biggest boondoggle in mysticism is the natural confusion between emotion and spirit. Contending that human nature includes at least a capacity for something above the intellect does little good if we allow something below the intellect to rule too often. Western Civilization fundamentally rejects the possibility that there could be a spiritual plane, and that hard-wired assumption stains all our efforts to rise above the reliance on something so inadequate as mere human intelligence for the really important questions in life.

We have to show that our connection to the Spirit Realm offers better answers, even if folks reject the individual answers we might offer. Our testimony of enlightenment is not in sound bites, but in the broader effect of our daily presence in a blind world. Folks, we have access to the ultimate truth from the One who made this world and still controls it!

So when Christians grovel at the feet of very evil people and their political agenda, it has the effect of openly blaspheming our Savior. God knows, the Neo-con agenda is probably the most painfully obvious failure here, but it can be just as bad on the Progressive side of politics. Everybody is dragging Jesus down into their very fallible human solutions when He literally fled that very thing when He walked this earth.

Does it occur to anyone we do not have to settle for any of the popular answers? Does it occur to anyone that, when Western Civilization itself is such a boundless cesspool of sin and evil from it’s very roots, that none of the answers arising from that cesspool can possibly make a sweet smell? What’s the point of having the Holy Spirit in your life if your entire mindset pre-programs all the allowable responses outside His truth?

Brothers and sisters, it will always be possible to find collections of words in Scripture that vaguely resemble your political slogans, but that simply proves that you can’t be bothered to understand Scripture. It’s not a book of magic spells. Words do not create or change reality; it requires a fundamental alignment with the invisible moral fabric of the universe. If you can get that, your words become nothing more than a feeble carrier of something far more important, something rooted outsider our cursed fallen existence.

The Lord Our God chose Hebrew Mysticism as the one best way on this earth to transmit His truth. The Bible is an Eastern Mystical book written by and about an Eastern Mystical religion. If you claim to take Jesus seriously, stop ripping His guts out. He is the shepherd of souls and commander of angels, not of troops of mere flesh and machinery. For all their power, angels obey a moral imperative for which the human soul is born blind, and which the human mind is incapable of discerning on its own powers. You have to rise above the human plane in some sense before you get a clue. God’s own redeemed saints are easily the most vicious oppressors on this earth.

The world cannot take mysticism seriously if we never avail ourselves of its power.

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Internet PsyOp

I’d post this on Facebook, but my friends there wouldn’t notice.

Facebook, Twitter, LinkedIn, etc. — all of them are a subtle PsyOp. They are all carefully structured to cheapen and atomize our thoughts. The high emphasis on things quick and meaningless prevents substantive conversation. All you get is silly chatter and pre-packaged platitudes.

There is a certain class of folks for whom that’s about as real as it gets. Facebook is for them. It won’t demand more than they have to give, and it lulls them into a sense of false accomplishment, which is enough for their lives. It’s not so much a put-down to realize the majority of humanity are there. I still have a pastoral care for them and will do what I can to make sure they don’t get trampled or devoured by demons, but if Facebook represents the nature of the problem, I can’t very well use Facebook to fight the problem. The structure and operation of Facebook prevents them actually paying attention.

However, I had to try. I gave it an honest shot. But when I posted or linked things there that represented my very life and breath, the reason I still have a physical presence on this earth, it was these things most likely to be ignored. Facebook as a whole is the wrong audience for my work.

The whole time I was there it reminded me of my experience with PsyOps. It seemed there were several characters in particular who interacted with me somewhat near substance on some things, but consistently avoiding those items with the most gravity to me. An element in PsyOps is to subvert someone’s values by giving them no traction at all, and choosing to emphasize lesser things so that, bit by bit, the mind is drawn away from whatever threatens the system most. Even when you are trained to do that stuff to others, you still find yourself falling for it.

Virtually the entire gamut of social networking is aimed at doing that very thing. Anyway, that’s my wild rant for the week.

(Update: This doesn’t mean I quit trying forever, but during the time I wrote this, I needed a long break from FB so I could attack the problem from a different angle.)

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The Claim

While the Law Covenants culminated in Christ, His work on the Cross means nothing to us if we isolate it from from those prior covenants.

The claim of the Old Testament boils down to a rather simple story. There is a Creator God. We are accountable to Him first and foremost. He says there is something in human nature that refuses to embrace that accountability without a significant amount of prodding. So over a very long period He began proposing various schemes for creating an atmosphere amenable to people at least giving thought to such things.

At each point in His efforts during human history to clarify and restate things, various human impulses kept getting in the way. One of the things He felt might help would be building up a nation of people who would be strongly pressured to embrace accountability to Him. If the whole nation had a tendency to operate under some presumption of that accountability, it would give Him a better platform for declaring what it means to be accountable.

Part of raising up this nation would mean clarifying the understanding, the basic lore of their existence and identity as a separate nation. Within the package of material He chose to use for this clarifying process, He revealed the distinct presence of a factor in the whole question. First, the implications of holding themselves accountable to Him must be as clearly stated as possible. But the clarification must permit people to say “no” to some degree, to refuse His declaration. Not on the grounds of a confused story, as in times past, but requiring they confront His truth and turn away. Meanwhile, the heart of the matter must be written into the declaration.

Creation itself is accountable to Him, and operates by the implications. The humans living here must be offered a chance to see that living impulse within Creation to acknowledge His mastery. His instructions as a whole reflected the presence of this powerful impulse. When the nation managed to maintain some accountability to Him, nature around it offered support for that accountability. Nature did things which should have reflected in their minds as confirmation that His revelation was accurate. Meanwhile, the nature of Creation’s living impulse must not be too obvious without resorting to His revelation.

Once or twice in their history, that nation accomplished things no other nation did before or since. Outnumbered and completely overwhelmed on the obvious human level of perception, they managed to defeat their enemies. More than once, nature itself clobbered those threats directly. In essence, when they were faithful to God’s Law, nothing in Creation could harm them. Further, those who truly and consciously embraced this Law and sought to understand it as deeply as possible often found a deeper meaning and a deeper power which went beyond their own human abilities. They tasted powers and clarity of understanding from far outside mere human talent. By the same token, that nation was held accountable to a far higher standard the rest of humanity.

The only flaw in this situation was the broken human nature inherent in the people who made up this nation. There was nothing wrong with the process, but it really didn’t matter how easy He made it, they simply could not hack it. Too few were drawn into that higher understanding and their situation deteriorated to uselessness.

That’s where the Messiah comes into the picture. It was proven beyond all doubt mankind could not muster the focus and persistence, even after tasting the grand benefits of it. It needed something else, some sort of rescue from the very basic human condition to bring that power directly inside them. With that power, they could hold themselves accountable to the Creation instinctively. It made more sense to give them just enough of a spark that they could go on to heights of obedience seldom seen in the past.

Granted, this new “nation” of people are hardly any more faithful than their predecessors. Some parts of the implementation they do better than before, but too many parts are still deeply mired in human weakness. However, the potential for harvesting Creation’s living support no longer requires such broad participation. A greater measure of the Law’s power is available to individuals.

Meanwhile, the basic mission hasn’t really changed. This “nation” is still supposed to live in obedience to the implications of accountability as a demonstration to the rest of humanity. As part of the deal, they have access to far better understanding of the Laws and their implications on a much higher level, so they can implement it with a far greater flexibility. The same old rules by which nature responds to accountability still operate the same, and even better than before.

That’s what Christ did.

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Internet Follies

The world is a mean and ugly place. That truth is a major element in my prophetic message, but it’s also a practical reality we experience every day. While the virtual world of the Internet reflects some elements of our daily existence, it differs radically from life in meat space.

In our daily existence we live under God’s command to provide boundaries, to restrict human behavior in certain ways. God revealed an awful lot of useful guidance on human nature and behavior and how to balance between too much and too little protection. The Internet is virtually impossible to handle that way. That’s not to say God’s Laws don’t reach there, but the nature of the thing requires we find new and completely different ways to approach our duty to Him.

It requires I use my meat space pastoral presence to help those who approach the Net where no part of that restraint works. I can teach you in person, and I often write about it here and elsewhere. The most I can do is present a moral reference point so Net uses can refer back to it. As with God’s Laws on social behavior, I can shortcut an awful lot of silly crap by cutting to the heart of how we get it wrong on a very fundamental level. That’s what I try to do in my posts on Internet security. I don’t have time or resources to chase down every threat. Instead, I offer broad warnings that shortcut most of those threats.

In my computer ministry here in meat space, I tell folks they need to avoid using Windows if at all possible. I stand ready to teach Linux or other operating systems because they are stronger against all threats. By no means do I claim it solves every problem, just the worst of those problems inherent in computer use and the Internet itself. It’s a tall order to learn Linux or BSD, so I don’t push it hard. With most people, I try to offer the most common defenses for Windows. Then, I try to tailor my instructions to the individual client. I don’t tell them all the same thing because some of them simply are not equipped to understand much. In my mind, I prepare myself to answer more service calls for them, because they will most certainly have more trouble. There are other factors in how much trouble they’ll have, but you get the picture.

That’s the way it is with our fallen world. Real people trying to make their way through a broken world based on what they can handle. I try to offer my best estimate of their needs in terms of pastoral care for their computer use. I’m a Computer Pastor, if you will, which is completely different from being a pastor with a ministry presence on the Net.

It’s not as if the Net is some howling storm of demons seeking to enter your computer, but sometimes it seems that way. The threat is very real, yet totally virtual. Far stronger than the best computer technology is a personal resolve to do what’s right for your own place in the world and on the Net. I can’t give you that, only help you find it for yourself.

One of the things I tell my clients is that the single greatest threat is seeking entertainment on the Net. It can be done safely, but it’s the one sort of human activity most fraught with pitfalls because it is the single greatest character weakness in users as a whole. Netizens seeking entertainment are more likely to do something stupid than folks who tend to avoid seeking entertainment. It requires an awful lot more savvy to do it without getting into trouble. It is the one activity most likely to draw the most ill-prepared specimens of humanity, and the one element of the Internet most likely to get users into trouble.

So here we have an autistic lad seeking only a single song, and ends up in prison. He fell for a trap set by the FBI. That’s a bold accusation I make, but there is more than enough evidence. It’s been known for quite some time among computer security folks that various law enforcement agencies are like slavering demons eagerly seeking souls to devour and will break any and all laws, and try to break Internet protocols in the process. They will package underage pornography under innocent labels on the various download and peer-to-peer services and track who downloads those files. That many of their arrestees had no intention of breaking the law is never permitted into court evidence. I say this as someone who once worked in law enforcement: Cops have become some of the filthiest lying thugs on this earth, and the courts are backing them up.

It’s pretty hard for most people to learn the hard-bitten cynicism of an ex-police sergeant. Most genuine geeks and nerds have it in regards to the Internet, having learned it directly from the Net. They invest a lot more into their use of the Net, so it’s their home ground and they are privileged warrior class in the virtual world. Most users are slightly wary, but common sense will always be far short of the truth.

So it’s up to me to write pastoral posts and try to warn people. It’s why I write posts outlining how to get your music safely and legally, in ways the entertainment industry doesn’t like but can’t prevent. If it’s digitized, it is by nature free for all, but that doesn’t mean you grab the first thing that looks like what you seek. There are people out there who lividly hate you and delight in destroying lives for profit and their own entertainment. Yes, they are just that evil.

You might take an interest in Andrew’s case or the foundation in his name working to prevent future entrapments. It’s between you and God how you respond. The least you can do is pray for Andrew.

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The Real Deal

I’m not a prophet of Utopia.

Mankind will grovel in his own sewage until God gets tired of it and removes the entire universe. Then we’ll all discover the rest of Creation, which is much bigger and far better, but invisible to us. So I can’t offer any visions of a better future with fields of flowers and endless food and energy resources. It doesn’t have to be awful, but it will never be wonderful. I’m a prophet of the best of bad deals, offering a path to as much as God says He will offer on this plane of existence.

Honestly, folks, the Bible is brutally otherworldly. Towards the end of the Scripture, you get the impression your own demise should struggle to hold your attention. What’s waiting in the other realm for those who manage to embrace Christ here is better than fields of flowers and endless food and energy resources. It’s so good no one can possibly explain it.

That’s the real deal. You tolerate the crap here with an otherworldly attitude that shows you really aren’t that concerned about what’s going on here. Yes, I could offer a really solid improvement over what we have now. Part of the problem is virtually no one living today is capable of recognizing that it is an improvement. I can tell you about God’s Justice and the moral fabric of the universe, but there is no way I can make you see it.

So I won’t tell what I think about the Zimmerman-Martin case, for example, because there are too many layers of falsity wrapped around the event itself. The context is so overwhelmingly evil, there can be no justice regardless of what came of the trial. There was no good-guy/bad-guy in the question. The Bible says we better hope we get mercy, not justice, because we all deserve a short miserable existence, a lingering painful death and eternity in Hell. God’s Justice is not about purging sin from the human existence, but about making life tolerable in this fallen universe. We aren’t anywhere close to that standard.

It’s grace that purges sin. You see, the entire history of covenants in the Bible all pointed to one hope of mankind: to escape this fallen universe with God’s favor. Before Christ’s birth, you would have to wade through the Law Covenants before you were in a position to even recognize a spiritual awareness. Now, God grants it in such a way you can’t miss it. He gives His Spirit freely and allows you the leisure of some time here on earth to bring that spiritual awareness to His Law Covenants after the fact.

We still can’t possibly comprehend with our minds how God chooses to dole out that spiritual awakening. We are offered only correlations and something about our responsibility to share His message, but stoutly warned to never believe that is all it takes. We are stoutly warned no one can possibly decide to be born again, that no one can even want it prior to experiencing it. Yet, He insists we act as if people can decide.

Those of us who have experienced God personally cannot resist that inexplicable call. It takes each and all of us in our infinite variations and weirdness, and our natural conflicts of understanding. He chooses whom He will call, and He chooses whom He will use to bring that calling to awareness. Our job is not about the change, but the awareness.

My calling as prophet was never about some universal message on the level of Scripture. As with any other person granted spiritual birth, I’m just offering my experience with God, in hopes it sounds some note of recognition in your soul. How you respond is out of my hands, though I can surely participate in the celebration. I can’t make this message any more clinical than that, and to some degree this is the nature of my prophetic calling — to communicate His eternal message in yet another unique fashion. The message has not changed; it has simply gained yet one more kind of wrapping.

My job is to offer the best of a bad deal, because nothing better is remotely possible here and now.

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ACBM: Part 1 Chapter 1

This is the proposed text for introducing how we will approach the study of Western Civilization.

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1. Greece, Rome and European Tribes

While we could make the case for suggesting we live in the Post-Modern age at the twilight of Western Civilization, we could equally argue the vast majority of Westerners aren’t actually far beyond what we call Modern in the academic sense, essentially the period of Western history since 1500 AD. In terms of how people think and operate, we are still deeply rooted in the Enlightenment. And while the Western Church was involved, the net result leaves human operations in our current world as overwhelmingly agnostic and secular. The vast majority of Western Christians today think in terms of the Enlightenment and its appeal to reason.

It’s good to go back and read the cream of Enlightenment writers. They claimed to recover and carry on the tradition of the classic brilliance of Greco-Roman Civilization. While other civilizations were studied avidly, it was the classics from Greece and Rome that held center stage.

But every civilization has its unique mythology, the underlying ground of assumptions about reality itself and the meaning of meaning. The underlying frame of reference was some measure of Greco-Roman Civilization mixed with a pervasive European tribal mythology. We could refer to this as mostly German tribal mythology, but that misses the point. Much of what we know about the older nations the Germans overran indicates they held the same basic worldview.

The Enlightenment is a strong mixture of European pagan mythology upon which was rebuilt some elements of the Greco-Roman Civilization. It’s not a question of what the originating thinkers in each stage of history taught, but the effects of what they taught. We read history and literature of the past, not so we can know what it should have been in purity, but to see how human nature in broadly interprets what thinkers promote. That’s what the social sciences seek to show. We pursue Western Civilization’s sense of self-awareness in answering the question, “How did we get here, to this situation?” At every stage of our journey, we need to understand the impact of pervasive philosophical changes on the broader, less educated population and following generations.

Thus, Western Civilization is broadly the result of recovering Greek and Roman ideals, but reinterpreted equally ancient European pagan values.

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What I want from you, dear readers, are some suggestions for reading materials that would highlight this section. I have no quarrel with using things like Wikipedia for a summary of what most people think about this stuff, but I was hoping for something a little different. What is your preferred online or printed references to the subject outlined above?

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My Third Pillar

The title is a reference to my Christian Mysticism HOWTO (now part of a book).

Most Westerners really fail to get the concept of a mystic’s disentanglement. Within Western mythology we are restricted to the false dichotomy that we either engage emotions with great depth, or we turn them off entirely. Very rare is the person who can disagree with another and not feel ugly emotions. Very rare is the third party who can resist accusing one person or the other of some moral failure for the mere existence of hard feelings. Most of this arises from the distinctly European mythology of the tribal peoples. It is the shepherd culture of the ANE which informs my explanation.

I hold forth a great deal of warmth to anyone willing to stand in it. That’s the uniquely Hebrew approach. Virtually everything is a matter of recognizing authority and responsibility, of justly assigned roles and domains. It is not impersonal, but is of necessity conditional in the sense I can’t exercise that love for you wherever and whenever you embrace something God has said I need to avoid. There are no absolutes, nothing to which you can refer and hold me accountable unless I recognize your authority. We can both stand in the Presence of God and see quite different necessities; that’s no reflection on God, but on the essential limitations of our humanity. I can still hold forth that same warmth and good wishes for your welfare, but you won’t be able to participate fully.

The same applies in the reverse. I can assume God will hold you accountable and look for signs of warmth in whatever it is we can possibly share. Meanwhile, I don’t need your approval to serve Him and you don’t need mine. We both need His approval. God does not hold me accountable for how you feel about what I do in seeking His peace. Your feelings are your problem; my feelings are my problem. It is a sin before God for me to let your feelings steer my actions. Your feelings of offense have no bearing on whether I have sinned.

It’s unique to the Western mind to insist on linear thinking. That is, linear thinking assumes absolutes are somehow possible in this Fallen Realm, that there can be only one right answer to at least some questions. By this fantasy people get the notion they can hold others accountable for emotions. You are supposed to feel this or that in relation to certain things because there just has to be an absolute standard applicable to all humanity. That sort of thinking is foreign to Scripture, in the sense the “good guys” don’t think that way.

I can only offer what God puts in my hands. The shepherd’s call is a clarity of mission, which necessarily recognizes limitations. God holds all the cards; He decides what I am supposed to do according to whatever role He assigns me. You have no say, except in whether and how much you might participate. You should understand if you walk into my domain — if you place your presence inside the mission and calling God has put on my life — you’ll be subject to whatever God requires of me in faithful execution of that calling. My reaction will depend on whether I see your presence as a help or hindrance, and how much so. Same goes for you. Any conflicts are a reflection of our imperfections. God reserves the right to make things turn out the way He wants despite us.

The most foolish thing people do is hold forth a certain expectation of other humans, particularly in sense of emotions. People fail — you’ll fail yourself — and emotions are the most unreliable area. Stop seeing someone else’s emotional reactions as necessarily good or bad; God gives no standard for absolute pronouncements of that sort. Your only concern is whether the emotions and accompanying behavior hinder or promote your mission.

Feelings do serve an important purpose, one which is too complex to examine here. They are not evil, just highly unreliable. They should never be allowed to lead, nor even vote, in your conduct in pursuit of your mission. Acknowledge them but don’t ever trust their testimony on anything. Nor can you presume to reason through everything. You are obliged as a Christian to learn how the Spirit of God speaks in your spirit, and make your mind obey. By that faculty you are able to recognize there are some things you ought to tolerate, but perhaps not today, not yet. If you can’t keep your emotions in check, then avoid situations that call out to them and tempt them to get out of control. You remain human with very real limits.

You decide what kind, amount and types of disentanglement are necessary for you to be faithful to your mission, because the mission is seeking peace with God, not some human standard of accomplishment.

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Ecclesiastes 10

This chapter begins with Solomon restating the end of the previous chapter. We could as easily say one rotten apple spoils the whole barrel. A lot of work and investment can be blown away by one idiot who slipped through the system and manifests his folly late in the game. The point being, in every endeavor, be ready for something to go wrong. Don’t be blinded by the brilliance of the plan or the enthusiasm of the team.

It’s not as if worldly wisdom is no good at all. God’s revelation doesn’t ignore the very real need for it. It improves your chances of doing the right thing. Solomon uses a figure of speech about the power and finesse of the figurative sword hand in battle, and how folly gets things backward. People will eventually betray their folly in some of the smallest things, such as walking down the road.

It’s fine to be all noble and offer to resign if you manage to disappoint your king, but both you and he will benefit if you simply show poise and patience. Be cynical, because many a king was impressed with some huckster who played to his ego, while the truly noble bore with dignity their lesser assignments. It’s better to be the latter in the long run.

Next, Solomon cites a list of common proverbs, showing wisdom does reduce human misery. Think about what you are doing; don’t blunder along in life. Don’t dig a pit where you travel often; you’ll forget and fall into it. Don’t break through barriers like a big he-man, when you have no idea what danger lurks on the other side. A quarryman knows better than to stand below active stone cutting, especially his own. Woodcutters know better than to cut off the limb on which they sit. A blunt edge makes for hard chopping. You get the picture; common wisdom usually saves time and lives. Charm the snake before it bites, which subtly implies how you handle people in authority.

Wise people tend to speak a lot less, while fools brag about all sorts of things they could never do. Fools pretend to know about things they have never seen, but when caught, they try to talk their way out of it. They don’t know when the shut up. Ever watch a fool lead the way to a place he’s never seen? He’ll wear himself out and end up farther away and lost.

It’s a pretty sad thing when some idiot inherits the throne. A primary symptom is when the royal household gets drunk before mid-morning. If the king’s family tends to be more circumspect, there’s hope. Don’t confuse caution with laziness. The latter fails to get even the simplest tasks done, leading to disaster later. It doesn’t require a stack of wise counselors in long consultation to decide to fix a roof leak. It’s pretty rough serving where the powerful know more about partying than actually ruling, and who think money is the solution to everything. Still, don’t get frustrated with it. Take it in stride; criticism serves no purpose. Don’t even trust your own self with such thoughts. You never know when someone of no significance would seek to curry their favor by betraying your confidence.

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A Prophet’s Angst

I don’t call myself a prophet so I can bludgeon people into listening and buying into my religion. I frequently say that I don’t take myself that seriously. I use the label as a way of warning readers I spend a lot of time talking about religion and I take the message seriously. In the end, all I can do is share what I’ve seen and let God convince you to believe or not.

God consistently portrays Himself as an Eastern Potentate. He starts Moses writing in Genesis by explaining His logical sequence for understanding what He has to say about this world. Then He goes on to describe how He came up with humans and their place in the scheme of things. The image is a big and powerful ruler who has a hobby, a garden not too far from his residence. Adam is His slave, tasked with managing the garden. We would probably think of it as a private park, but much more extravagant than what you see anywhere today. He appoints Adam an assistant who is made of the same stuff as Adam: Eve.

They earn their living from the park by taking care of it. They live there and eat what grows there. God meets with them there near the end of the daily cycle. They have some options, but He warns them one choice would be fatal. God doesn’t wall off this garden, but allows visitors. One comes to test the limits of Adam and Eve in their obedience. They fail the test. Part of the failure is a change of awareness — for some strange reason, they suddenly begin to fear the presence of their Master. They can’t face Him any more; they suffer great angst. Of course, God knows what’s going on, and announces punishment for those involved. Adam and Eve lose their sinecure and are thrust out of the park where they have to live by the sweat of the brow. Whatever they were doing to keep the park didn’t require manual labor of that sort, but they lost whatever privilege it was that allowed them to avoid sweating in hard labor. They also lost whatever measure of immortality they might have had, if that’s what it meant to eat of the Tree of Life.

Paul talks about how death entered human existence and now reigns in all humanity. This is not what we were designed for, but it’s where we are now. Paul is also pretty consistent in describing the exit from mortality in the wider sense as typically through death in the literal sense. You gotta die to escape this awful existence outside of Eden. Of course, simply dying isn’t really the cure. If you don’t manage to make amends with God, then Adam’s curse remains on you. Dying doesn’t bring you back to Eden unless you somehow belong there before your human life ends.

The Penitent Thief crucified next to Jesus was promised he would see Eden before that day ended. With what we know of the context, that’s about as literal as anything Jesus ever said in the Gospels. Jesus died first, and the thief died later when the Roman soldiers finished them off to prevent Jewish agitation over having men still suffering a slow death in such proximity to the city during the single holiest day of the year. So we sense the other two men died before sunset and their bodies removed. The Penitent Thief was the first man to see Heaven as a Christian. Whether that was the same thing as what Jesus meant by Lazarus resting in the Bosom of Abraham is subject to debate, but there’s surely some connection. Both died at peace with God. We know Jesus continued alive after death because He rose, then later ascended to His Father’s throne room, whatever that means. So the Penitent Thief got to go with Jesus that evening while their bodies were schlepped off to various graves.

At no point does Scripture explain how someone manages to make that move, to come to the place where they embrace Jesus and the resulting eternity in His company as a friend. All we know for sure is some of the clinical manifestations, and some parabolic language that portrays something beyond human ken. The Bible talks about people being spiritually dead and being made alive or “born from above.” There is a connection, a correlation that certain behavior changes will manifest with that spiritual birth, but we are warned they are not cause and effect. Thus, Paul’s warning in Romans and Ephesians that saving faith does not originate with any human decision. You cannot decide to be born-again. You can decide a lot of other things which seem to go along with it, but it’s hard to ignore Paul’s blunt warning, especially in Romans. You aren’t supposed to understand it intellectually; you’re supposed to obey and live out the implications.

Meanwhile, some level of spiritual awareness is possible. We have the example of Balaam. He comes out of Mesopotamia with enough accurate knowledge to address Jehovah and get an answer that he understood. How did we get all this story about him and his onager talking and pronouncing blessings because the message was not his to choose (Numbers 22-24)? Someone was either there to witness it or interviewed folks who were there. Plus, we get a smattering of mentions in the New Testament, but it seems John in Revelation fills in the most important part of the story not included in Numbers: Balaam knew enough about Jehovah and His ways to instruct Balak how to proceed. Since Balaam couldn’t convince God to place a curse on Israel, he would have to seduce Israel into moving out from under the blessing and into the curse themselves. Obviously it is possible to understand some very critical issues with God’s moral imperatives without being a friend of God. Balaam did not repent and join Israel; he went on to advise Balak further and then went home.

That’s an extreme example, but the purpose of the Covenant of Moses was largely to teach Israel that moral awareness as much as they could learn it, but with a new and updated version based on God and Moses discussing what to throw out and what part of the oral background of the Ancient Near East was accurate enough to become Scripture. We have no idea how that did or didn’t connect, in clinical terms, with people in the Old Testament who manifested a very powerful spiritual awareness such that they went on to perform miracles and so forth. We don’t know much about why Elijah and Enoch didn’t have to die, any more than we understand what Paul meant when he spoke of entering the Third Heaven without dying. There is a lot of stuff simply not explained, and some pointed warnings we couldn’t understand it if we tried.

But we do know that after Jesus rose and the Spirit fell at Pentecost, things changed. No longer was it necessary to go through the Law of Moses to start on that path of enlightenment. The spiritual awareness could come spontaneously. The actual change in spiritual reality isn’t pinned down, but it seems the key to change in behavior is the change in awareness, and Scripture talks about how it’s almost always in the context of someone hearing the Word of God.

I grew up deeply tormented. Never mind whom you might blame, I did not develop the normal coping mechanisms. Given my wide reading in psychology, philosophy, etc., I sense the issue is not whether humans are tormented, but that some are simply not aware of it. So in my case the torment was quite severe in the sense of my sensitivity, and I was always on the edge of losing it. Even rather young I toyed with the idea of cutting myself and bleeding to death. Somewhere around age 9, that torment was pushed back just enough to give me breathing space. In mainstream religious lingo, I professed Jesus as my Savior at that time. But the storm of torment wasn’t really gone, just not right on top of me. Despite all the good religious instruction people offered me, there was always something missing. Some part of me knew it. I wasn’t searching for truth, but I was searching for peace with the Lord, before whom I knew I stood naked and still dirty.

Starting in high school, I became acquainted with little threads of truth regarding the intellectual background of the Bible. We actually had a class that introduced the mythology of quite a few different cultures, including Mesopotamian and Egyptian. Something in that pulled at me, oh-so-faintly. I attended a Baptist college where the professors were mostly neo-orthodox or outright liberal, while the student body was overwhelmingly fundamentalist. That conflict still hasn’t settled; the folks paying the bills for the college aren’t always fully aware of what is taught there. Things got pretty ugly while I was there in the late 1970s. In that atmosphere, I was exposed to a huge ocean of Antiquities studies, particularly more of that intellectual background. I learned all about Western Civilization and our religion professors contrasted it with ANE civilizations. I read way more than what was assigned, intellectually plundering that huge library of material pertinent to the question: What’s the difference between the Hebrew outlook and that of our Western folks today?

I didn’t take notes; I absorbed it. I’m struggling now to go back and find any references at all that would help to indicate the path my mind traveled. What I cannot do is show you how I decided what was accurate and what was baloney. Something in my angst, my searching heart, recognized some of it as consistent with that growing peace in my soul. All my writing here is no more than some accounting of what I recognized as useful in my faith. Today, I sit here at this keyboard with an overwhelming sense of peace that I am no longer naked and dirty before my Lord. I figured out how to accept His offer of proper attire and cleansing. Not in some silly human sense of perfection, but of peace that I cannot explain, but that manifests as a sense of determination to tell.

If you can use it; cool. If you tell me you think just like me, I’ll be very worried about you and feel a need to keep you at a distance. Cloning me, or pretending to be a clone is not normal and not what I expect. What I expect and hope is to encourage you on your own search, to provoke a sense of awareness about that angst, which I’m convinced is the default human condition. If I can find that peace, surely you can.

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