You Can Do This

Your heart knows.

It senses, and then processes what it senses, always measuring things in terms of moral reality. Turn your heart to the Creator and you will discover that it is His character your heart senses in all things. This is the lost legacy of biblical mysticism, so there is a vast territory of unexplored structures here.

For many of you, I’m simply down the same road ahead. Maybe I’m a trailblazer in that sense, but the path was here long before me. What you may enjoy reading here is well within the reach of your own heart. All you really get is my descriptions of things I’ve experienced personally. Your explorations will result in your own narrative. My prophetic announcements are nothing more than what my mind makes of what my heart clearly knows, and my heart knows nothing yours could not discern.

There’s a certain amount of common experience, but even that is restricted to common literary and cultural background. That is, I can only speak from the context of my life, and your mind can only receive what it recognizes. When we share enough, we become members of the same virtual church, a spiritual family where we can open up and take off the social armor. You can be your real self with me, and I with you.

I assure you that we are designed to commune with the Spirit Realm. What I teach is not secret, but cloaked against those who pay no attention to their hearts. What I describe as mystical experiences many of you already share. You might not know exactly how to proceed using it, but it’s right there in front of you. And yes, I may have a different calling and mission in some ways, but nothing I claim to experience from the “powers of the age to come” (Hebrews 6:5) are unique to me, as if you aren’t so privileged. That kind of thinking is pure nonsense, a lie of Satan accusing you falsely of being unusable to God.

Nor should you imagine you’ll get the same results. The only reason you might appreciate what I do here is because some part of you recognizes it as belonging to your moral existence. You recognize it on the moral level, though the signals of that recognition pass through the mind. Your mind is not in charge, but serves the heart, when things go as they should. You’ll get your own flavor of results, but those powers are right there in your heart already.

Don’t depend on me; share with me. Don’t rely on my personal reaction to your expressions of faith as somehow a Word from God. The “Word” part does not rest in the mind except as the means to implement. The Word of God comes to the heart or it means nothing. My reaction is merely a signal of what you should share with me; it has no bearing on your calling and your grasp of God’s truth. The hardest task here is learning to rejoice in what we share.

If you haven’t already started down that road, today is the day for you to begin trusting your heart more than your mind.

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Psalm 70

We have seen these lines before, at the end of Psalm 40. Standing alone, the context is subtly different. As a simple and short call for God’s help, it speaks of someone who has little opportunity to compose a more eloquent message to God. The words are close to formulaic, but carry a tension that indicates desperation.

The initial “make haste” is most English translations is not in the literal rendering, but implied by the context. The tone is there because David begins by calling out to God Almighty to come and snatch him from the jaws of his enemy. The line is echoed in a call for speedy aid, using the proper name Jehovah.

The second verse is quite colorful, in that David asks God make his enemies first pale as they are shocked by the outcome, then blush with embarrassment. They came expecting to take his life; let them recoil, bolt upright as the scene unfolds to taunt them for relishing David’s misfortune. Let it be like someone caught in degrading ritual devotion to some secret deity, as if to gain magical power to catch David in a vulnerable moment. Whatever it is going on with those folks, it could not possibly include a sincere devotion to Jehovah.

But there are folks of unwavering faith and trust in the God of Israel. Never mind what happens to David, let these people find cause to celebrate and rejoice in how God rescues them according to their faith. Let them glorify His name continuously.

But David feels crushed at this moment. Don’t be slow, O Lord, to make it painfully obvious to everyone that God is his only hope, and by implication, theirs.

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Update on Dad 01

I am grateful for those who have prayed with me about my Dad’s medical problems. Nobody will shame you if you take no interest in this subject, but for those who are curious, settle in for the long haul on my Dad’s story.

Some of my previous information was inaccurate. Part of the story is the typical conflicting wishes of various family members who think they know better than anyone else. My position is: So long as my Dad is conscious, his wishes will be honored. He wants to stay up in Northeast Oklahoma. That was his choice several years ago and he hasn’t changed his mind. There are other relatives up there, so he’s not isolated, just not here with the closest kin.

He’s awake but often in pain, so the doctors are giving him morphine. The surgeon removed an abscess on his spine. The doctors are now puzzled why he can’t feel his legs. He can just wiggle his toes, but can’t feel much. The surgery should have solved that problem, so there remains some tests to see if they can identify the cause of trouble. No other decisions can be made about rehab or anything else until they know why he’s still having trouble.

Pray that God grant the doctors insight into the cause and whether they can do anything to help him, particularly to relieve the pain.

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A Season or Not

This is not the season for teaching deep insights just now. It’s more the season for preparation using what we already know.

FirewoodStartToday it was cool enough that I could dive into the undergrowth and begin harvesting firewood (the pile has begun in the image on the right). My brother is rather tied to an old drafty house that has a fireplace. There isn’t a lot of firewood in his suburb of Crown Heights there just a couple of miles north of Downtown OKC. Where I live there is tons of it all around and I don’t even have to cut live trees to get it. So every year when it starts to cool off and he starts needing it, I am able to get out and cut it. When I had my Jeep, it was easy to deliver it, but my wife isn’t too fond of the idea of packing our Volvo with that stuff. Still, we have managed to move some other ways so far.

BeforeThis year I’m no longer restricted to hand tools. Someone made a donation last month just in time for me to take advantage of clearing out old merchandise. I got a really nice 16″ electric chainsaw on sale; the reviews gave it high marks and it was pretty low priced as a discontinued item. It cuts very well if I can drag the logs up close to the house. I bought it with an eye to my poor cottonwood in the front yard, showing signs of a looming demise. I’m trying to coordinate with someone who has a tall enough ladder to help me start up closer to the top — this thing is huge (those are healthy oaks in the background to the right). You’ll notice that it leans out over mine and the neighbor’s house. What you cannot see is that it is rotting on the other side and there are cracks visible through bark and deep into the wood. I’m worried it will fall on either of us and do some serious damage.

I called my Dad but he was kind of out of it from physical therapy. That he is taking such therapy is a good sign in itself, because it means they are trying to make his legs work. There’s hope.

Isn’t it good to know you don’t have to rely on mere intellect to make sense of the world? The Internet by its nature cannot filter out lies from facts. We have to protect as much as possible everything that people want to send over the Net because that’s the only way it can work. Computers can detect harmful software to some degree, but moral harm to the soul is not within their capability. That’s what your heart is for, so learn to trust it.

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Go Ahead and Laugh

My human side sincerely wishes that God could be a little more forthcoming about the timing of some things, but that’s simply not His way. The exceptions in Scripture are few, indeed, so there is no reason to expect anything in that direction. Still, it seems to me we are on the threshold, whatever that means. Allow me to recapitulate some of my mad ravings for your amusement.

Prophecies: Of these things I am more certain than I can put into words. I’ll stake my life on these.

  1. If the US brings military force against Iran, God will see to it that the US loses in battle. Never mind how or why; our troops and equipment will lie scattered across the landscape.
  2. The US is already slated for destruction, in the sense that she will cease being a single united country. It will be a huge mess and leading up that will be a serious police state arising from a right-wing backlash. Direct resistance to this would be sin without a clear move of the Spirit in your heart.

Surmises of the Heart: Not on the same level as prophecy, but I believe these things strongly enough to make concrete plans based on them.

  1. Related to the second item above, I’m quite certain it will also involve popular religious support for the State of Israel and attempts to silence those who reject the Zionist-Dispensational gospel. Online, at least, this will fail because the people leading this thing will be technically ignorant. Instead, there will be some measure of persecution in meat space, so be watchful. This thing will do some damage. On the other hand, it will be mostly noisy and toothless in reality.
  2. Israel will do something that destroys the credibility of Zionism and Dispensational theology. There will be an exodus from mainstream Christian churches over it, though a core of bitter hard-heads will remain because of sheer politics.
  3. Perhaps it’s all interconnected, but I honestly believe God Himself will humble Microsoft. On the same note, I honestly expect the right-wing backlash to rush to Microsoft’s defense and maybe even attack Linux as immoral. Yet, a lot of this will come off as buffoonery.
  4. The true field of battle will be in cyberspace. Computers and the Internet will continue their lurching but rapid pace of change, becoming ever more important in human existence.

And it takes no particular revelation from God to see that the fundamental issue in destroying the West as a whole is economics.

Thanks to generous donations via PayPal, I’ve ordered a netbook: Dell Latitude 2120 with Linux already installed. Woohoo! I’ll let you know if I think it was worth the price (US $89.00) as soon as I get my hands on it.

Our mission is to be ready at all times, and in all circumstances, to shine His glory by living in such harmony with His character that all of Creation celebrates with us in providing our needs. When we get shalom, His glory shines.

God bless you all.

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Praying Divine Justice

God is willing to tweak things along the way as He executes His wider plans.

For the most part, we have no clue, nor capacity to process clues, about God’s designs on the bigger picture of global human existence. However, we have lots of clues about the broader scope of what He will do for us in the midst of those designs. When we understand the central issue is His glory, He’s quite willing to take glory from how He responds to our declared requests, provided those requests are consistent with His character.

This is the huge difference between mainstream Christianity today and those days when Jesus walked the earth and raised the dead. They don’t have much clue about God’s character, so they seldom see earth-shattering miracles that God said He was quite willing to grant.

Did you know that I’ve been praying about Syria? Since I reject the lies of the US government and her allies about what Syria needs, I tend to think the main issue is forcing our government to leave Syria alone. Yes, I know that’s highly unlikely on the human level of things. Still, I’m asking God to bring His justice to bear on the situation and grant as much of that as He will. Recent events with Russia getting involved will at least reduce the damage the US is doing there. Only a fool would imagine I’m taking sides here. Two wrongs don’t make a right, but two idiots can keep each other busy so that others can catch their breath.

I’ll give thanks for any measures of justice and give God the glory. Surely it would be a bigger miracle if we could get mainstream Christians to depart from the prison of Western bias and modern political buffoonery, but I’ll grab anything God offers. Besides, I’m utterly certain in my spirit that He is cleaning house among those people who claim His Son’s Name. Mainstream Western Christianity is about to take some major humbling in coming months.

But here’s something on a smaller scale: my Dad. His health is fading. Aside from simple hereditary factors, he’s aging and lived a rough life. Last night he went into surgery in Tulsa, OK. It’s a very long drive from here, so a quick visit to the hospital is not in the cards. I can tell you that his surgery was rather successful, in that they removed a cyst that was pressing on his spine. There’s also a major infection they couldn’t remove nearby because it’s all scar tissue and would mean invasive surgery that would threaten his life. He’s on heavy antibiotics. Finally, he had lost the use of his legs by the time he arrived at the hospital and it’s not certain he’ll get them back.

You can pray for that sort of thing, no? Chances are only a couple of readers even have a clue about the man, so just pray that I be able to do something redemptive in this situation. My brother is involved as his host and part-time caretaker when Dad comes back to OKC to see his regular doctor. My Mom and Dad divorced a few years ago and not all the siblings are on the best of terms, though I’m not hostile to any of them. Lots of folks need to see God’s power and glory in this situation.

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New PDF: The Cult

Here it is, folks: The Cult (PDF). You can get a copy in Word 2000 DOC format and Libre Office ODT (Open Document format) on request; my email address is declared on the “About” tab above. I’ll work on an HTML version and one for plain text, too. (Edit: Those are ready now.)

This thing has been a burden for me. I’m not eager to find myself associated with anti-Zionist activists, or any interest that seems to come with that. I have no doubt they might find this document useful, but we are neither allies nor enemies of political activists of any stripe. We are followers of Christ who seek to offer the heritage of His teaching in this life so that folks can begin preparations for the Life to Come.

But for the life of me, I struggle to grasp why this study of The Cult and similar work exposing the Talmudic mythology looms so large in my soul. It seems my heart is saying that very soon a significant bunch of folks out there will need this stuff to help them shake off the chains of deception. All my efforts in computer security are just the means for conveying this, so it appears really important for my calling. I won’t push you to distribute this paper, but I’m letting you know it’s a big deal for me personally.

Much more important for you is to find your own sense of calling and pursue it with boundless zeal.

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Photolog: Old Houses Mostly

Today I took the Casino Loop and focused on old houses and related scenery. Click on any image for a larger view.

1200SArenaRdMcLoud I rode out on SE 44th and the washout patches are now covered in asphalt. It’s the dump-n-rake stuff, not properly laid with machinery, but better than craters. You would pass this house (left) on the way down to the park on the north shore of Wes Watkins Reservoir.

NDeerCrkWatkinsDamComing around the end of Watkins Lake, we have this shot (right) back upstream of North Deer Creek, which is the water course captured in the lake, so there’s the simple dirt dam in the background.

32500W45thShawneeThis old place (left) stands just west of the road the runs in front of the Grand Casino, and not far from the Dale Cemetery.

29909WMemorialRdMcLoud After crossing over into McLoud territory, this old store (right) stands at the corner of SE 89th and Fish Market Road. Behind it is a packed salvage yard, and whomever it is takes your money appears to reside in a motor home visible back behind the tree to the right there.

29715WMemorialRdMcLoudJust a little ways down from the store is this glorious old country house (left). Too bad the turret is hidden behind the tree. This thing has recently been refurbished and is up for sale.

20427SE89thNewallaThis one (right) stands atop the hill and just across the street from the entrance to Sleepy Hollow development in Newalla. Another couple of years and this thing will be invisible from the road.

SE89thnPeeblyRdNewallaFinally we have this gratuitous hill-n-valley shot (left) across from the New Life Baptist Church of Newalla. This is a westward view across Peebly Road, just a bit north from SE 89th. Just barely visible on the right side is some kind of construction site that stretches quite a ways out of view. They have a huge level spot with some drainage built into it. I’m waiting to see what it turns out to be.

Nice cool start this morning, so I may need to adjust my start times in the future as we head into the fall weather.

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Divine Order and Chaos

Have you been watching it?

Humans are inherently nomadic, though our fallen nature prefers a sedentary existence. As population has grown over the centuries in habitable areas, our fundamental design is causing trouble.

Western Civilization has done some useful things, but most of those serve as seeds of its destruction. Meanwhile, fundamentals have always been evil. A part of rejecting revelation has been making so much of real estate versus community. In Scripture, dominion is first and foremost a matter of influence over human activity, with the intent that we play shepherd in those things for which God has called us, while leaving other issues to the volition of the folks involved.

The fundamental question here is not trying to paint our inherent tendencies too much as good or evil in simplistic markings. Real life is full of contrasting and even contradictory valuations on a particular thing from different levels of view. The same thing can be good, bad or neutral as you adjust the contextual examination. Our nomadic nature simply is. That it is manifests mostly strongly in males is also a fact of life. God calls us to the field of endeavor and then makes us long for home and hearth with those we love. It’s how things are supposed to be. It’s symbolized by the image of going hunting and having a good time doing stuff that isn’t appropriate at home, then bringing home the meat.

Women feel a strong attachment to building the home and keeping the hearth warm. They tend to be reflexively good at what goes into that, even if the social structure alienates the instincts so that they produce the most bizarre behavior. The same can be said of male instincts. A critical element in the gospel is learning how all of this was explained and predicted in the Scripture.

In this context, Satan’s mission is herd thinner. That is, his activities prey on the morally weak. That’s his job, assigned by God. You don’t have to understand — you can’t understand the whys and wherefores, only the fact. Act on the truth within in your grasp. We who are morally strong don’t get lost in the perverted mix of nonsense.

On earth at this time in human existence, The Cult is by far the strongest and best servant of Satan’s plans. Having first built an overwhelming false norm of sedentary existence through the fundamental Western mythology, various kinds of threats are then hurled. A simple way of viewing these threats is as a perversion of shalom. In terms of the burden shalom places on us, a primary manifestation is social stability. Thus, we could say the Laws of God demand that we seek social stability, though not on just any terms. We seek shalom in terms of promoting God’s character. Examples of shalom as the result of His divine Presence would typically be prosperity, health and safety. Please notice that we were supposed to receive those things from God as nomads. God delivers according to the promises of His Word, not according to our Western reasoning based on some heathen mythology. The Cult is provoking a very chaotic and miserable migration.

You’ve seen it in how folks have been herded from Central America into the US. A complex set of factors draws those most likely to cause trouble, if not from a criminal orientation, then from the simple vast cultural distance. It’s reached a fever pitch in the past few years. The same is going on in Europe right now, with an invasion from the Middle East.

I want you to see how diabolical this is. We are designed to be tribal; we really do need to live among our own kind. There has to be a place where we can let our guards down among those whose behavior is in some way predictable and comfortable. The particular elements aren’t the point; it’s the effect on our souls. We need that safe space to get naked, as it were, or we cannot orient on anything that matters. Taking that away makes us internally chaotic and living from the most basal and degraded lusts of the flesh. We cannot begin to negotiate our way to shalom if we can’t take the time to face our God in those long moments of contemplation necessary to push aside the fleshly fears. But the West has reduced that tribal setting to the nuclear family home, and then is trying to take that away.

So our natural moral defense of living in a tribal community is long gone, and the single-family home life we all demand by cultural reflex has never been sufficient to withstand much of anything. We haven’t built an existence consistent with God’s Word, and most of us have no way to even build a desire for it. It takes a couple of generations to break up all the bad mental habits, and nobody has invested enough effort to make that happen because by various means it is flatly illegal to do so in most Western jurisdictions.

What’s left? The moral community of faith is all we have. And as the chaos cuts closer and closer to the bone, we have to rely ever more on what’s inside of us as individuals. We must build a vast supply of internal shalom that overwhelms the chaos of the context. We must move more and more of our awareness into that higher realm that doesn’t depend on human circumstances.

We have to stand above where we can observe with a moral clarity so that our divine duty is painfully obvious in each context.

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Sunday Afternoon Visit

Come on in and have a seat and a glass of iced tea with me!

Looks like we can’t afford the gym memberships any more. For me, it’s no horrendous loss, just a minor change of habits. I can easily ride up to Barnes Park a couple of times every week and hit those two workout machines at either end of of the fitness trails. I will probably try to get one of those giant bungee cords for a couple of movements I can’t do any other way — overhead press and upright rowing.

These days I’m more of a cyclist who lifts weights on the side. I ordered a fresh chain and cassette because those things do wear out. Luckily mine are pretty cheap on Amazon.

It occurred to me a ready market for my computer ministry might be found at local colleges. I’ve sent an email to the senior computer class instructor at Rose State, the campus closest to me. If I can get some kind of sponsorship to hang around on campus as a volunteer, I should be a lot busier than I am now. That’s another place I can ride without much trouble.

What do you think are the chances for a government budget shutdown? With the recent shifts in Congressional leadership, I’d say the more conservative branch believes they can win the PR war and force defunding Planned Parenthood. But here’s what worries me: I sense this time around we are more likely to see violence attached to this mess. I have no inside information or anything, but my heart tells me that the mood is running that way. We’ve come close to it a couple of times in the past two years, though the MSM has been hiding it.

Well, I gave KDE a fair try on my newish laptop. I love some of the features, but it’s still one of the buggiest desktop bundles I’ve ever seen. I’m back to using XFCE and I’m not likely to move off of that again.

Sadly, my second laptop died — you know, that one I was ready to give a way? That’s okay, but if I start doing my computer ministry somewhere, I sure would like to get something smaller and lighter than my current machine. I was drooling over the new batch of netbooks the last couple of days. There’s no way I could afford any of them and I refuse to run Windows or Android. Those brand new ones are almost impossible to install Linux on them. So I’m keeping my eye out for good used stuff from the late XP era up through early Win7. Gotta save up my PayPal donations for one.

It’s the turning of the season here. Just yesterday I spotted some sprigs of dandelion in the yard. They tend to hide out during the heat of summer and come back out in the fall. Nice, tender fresh sprigs out there — yum! Too bad those bag worms like persimmon trees; we’ve had a fierce infestation this summer. Still, it looks like there will be a decent crop. Once a freeze hits they’ll be ready.

I’m going to rewrite my notes on The Cult and make that into a permanent PDF on file here. Keep your eyes out for it if you want a copy.

Hey, thanks for dropping by!

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