A Generalized Theory of Conspiracy

It must be understood all government is conspiracy. People conspire together to gain power over others. You can say all you want about the nice theories behind democratic republics, but you can’t prevent a conspiracy of individuals from hijacking the whole thing. In the case of the US, the Founders’ fancy thoughts may have been sincere, but pure motives have never controlled much of human behavior since we left the Garden of Eden. You cannot design something which someone else cannot break. Our system was broken before it started, so the hijacking came before it actually left port.

But the conspiracy wasn’t that solid. The hijacking was almost a matter of blundering into success. It’s not as if the members didn’t actually plan to seize power, but their plans were fuzzy, more about ideals than actual plans. There were competing ideals, but the most dangerous ones were seldom spoken. The unspoken assumptions were the results of this new national birth should produce something which insured folks like them were in control. It was the one thing on which the majority could agree, so that’s where the conspiracy went. The vast majority of ruling conspiracies which actually gain power to rule do not arise from a clear and precise plan, but are the net result of seizing sufficient opportunities, with only some limited assertive action to make things happen.

Every theory of conspiracy, to have a foot planted in reality, must take into account basic facts of human nature. Theorize all you want about Satan or satanic intelligence, but getting any two humans to remain in lock-step for very long simply doesn’t happen. People don’t have the ability, even if they intend it. A theory which assumes any conspiring group with a single-minded purpose is a broken theory. Have you not noticed God Almighty can’t get it from His own best servants? How can Satan do any better? Any storyline which includes some version of the Borg is fiction.

A pragmatic extension of this takes into account a lack of uniformity in method, as well. The global elite are humans, and there is no power acting on this earth which will make them act in concert more than once in a great while. That they conspire to take over the world is quite obvious, but to assume they themselves can bring about the most effective nefarious plans with any degree of certainty is a delusion. They will most certainly accomplish things, but this reality makes it highly unlikely setting dates will work.

That I was suckered into believing folks who did set dates only means I wasn’t really paying attention at the time. Once I actually pulled back and considered it, I realized it could not have worked. Any particular event coming according to planned timing is an accident, and I should have remembered that.

We can predict broad trends.

We know the American economy will die, and probably rather soon. It is not simply ill, but terminal. God only knows how long it will take, because any number of little things could shatter the most intelligent human planning. The mere existence of humans congregating in any place will create an economy. Things will be exchanged because no two of us can or will do what it takes to provide all human need and desire. The act of exchanging anything of tangible value is economics. That we tend to find common means of exchange is natural. Politically corralling humans and mandating a means of exchange simply makes it more convenient to spread out that activity to a larger economic base, because the business of cooperation becomes centrally controlled. If that means of exchange is shifted to something with imputed value, versus intrinsic value, it creates a huge point of failure. Sooner or later, someone in power is going to pervert the value of that instrument of exchange. In reality, the process of perversion is the net result of many individual attempts to profit from that control. What you and I see today is not some grand and precise schedule of failure, but the accumulated result of mercenary choices going back to the founding of the nation, which was itself a series of mercenary choices.

The collective linkages of mercenary choices have doomed the current system. Some parts of it will survive, since they reflect the nature of human action itself. How it affects you depends on how you act. If you do not account for actual human nature, particularly in the aggregate, you’ll miss. Your theory of this conspiracy, your mental map of reality, must include all the roads, not just those you have used. We can deduce some of what the elite hope to accomplish, in part because they keep telling us, though typically with a great sales pitch about how wonderful it will be. That part is a lie. The best this life can possibly offer is very, very far from what most people are trying today. They keep trying other things because that best existence wasn’t all that wonderful, but of a surety, everything else will be worse.

That it takes awhile to see that is what makes it so hard to keep track of the failure. What we have now is broken, because it assumes things about people which are utterly false, and it won’t matter if almost everyone accepts those same broken assumptions. Just about everyone is in on the conspiracy, but with widely varying degrees of success (as measured in how happy they are with the results). That is partly because everyone has their own version of the conspiracy in mind, and the degree of perceptual overlap, and the degree of shared actions, is what makes it seem less conspiratorial. The portion controlled by the elite is keeping the masses from grasping the actual plans, however chaotic and disjointed, of those with genuine power.

In the long run, all conspiracies fail, which means all governing regimes fail. How they are replaced is as varied as the circumstances in which they exist. We have a governing regime with a particularly nasty bent to hiding the facts, even when there is nothing to hide. It also has a nasty bent of self-delusion about making the world a better place. Motives are never simple, and the delusion includes the idea the members of the governing class can also profit individually without any real harm. The revolution has already begun, at the top. There is yet another conspiracy to replace what rules our lives with something else. But that actually works out to several competing conspiracies, and God alone knows which will win, or what mixture will eventually come out ahead.

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Halt, Reconfigure, Restart

In English, we call Him Jehovah.

You can quibble all you like about proper Hebrew spelling and pronunciation, but if you don’t also adhere to the Hebrew world-view and intellectual assumptions along with it, you’re just making noise. If you truly embrace that Hebrew perspective, you’ll realize the common English version of His name is just fine.

He created the Hebrew culture as the very best setting in which to reveal Himself. A critical part of His revelation is laying out His requirements for the human race. You cannot possibly expect to understand them very well if you don’t attempt to first grasp the cultural background. Upon that foundation, you have some hope of building a morality which works. If you truly want to understand Him, it will require you wait for Him to grant you a living spirit so He can link you directly to Himself. Otherwise, you’ll have to content yourself with at least knowing what He demands.

Those demands are very much accessible to every breathing human soul on some level. Going forward from here, the purpose of this blog is to discuss that Hebraic grasp of what He demands on the human level. This blog is not about spirituality, but human morality. We will pursue the few things in this world I understand from that perspective, because the basic assumption is the totality of Creation includes a moral element. It is not possible to discuss human behavior without including moral considerations.

Nothing here pretends to pontificate for you what you must do, but is merely a statement of my own analysis. One of the basic assumptions in Hebraic culture is truth makes its own path in the human heart — if what I suggest is an accurate depiction of God’s viewpoint, He’ll make sure you can embrace it. I will surely get some things wrong, since earthly human perfection on this side of the Fall will not happen with any of us. Take my words with a grain of salt.

The record of my past mistakes here will remain posted as they are, simply for the sake of honesty. This post anchors an attempt to correct some of those mistakes.

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Hiatus Is Here

So, no mass of bank closures, no bank holidays, no chaos — just more of the same. I was wrong, and so were those I followed. Eating crow — pass the salt.

It’s a cautionary tale. By no means do I doubt the US economy will still collapse. We are in deep trouble. There are many sinister things on the horizon. However, the folks who produced so many of those “inside reports” are clearly not on the inside. I’ll have to step away from those sources and identify the ones to dump. So I’m going to spend some time working on other things, and reevaluate the purpose of this blog. Barring unforeseen catastrophic events, this will be the last new post for awhile.

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Progress on the Upgrade

Reference this post about praying for a computer upgrade: I received a promise of assistance in purchasing, to be paid back at a comfortable rate. This allows me to be just a little more aggressive about selecting something powerful enough to run like new three or four years down the road. I’m currently leaning toward building my own, perhaps something in a quad-core if I can get it cheaply enough. I have a couple of folks helping me look.

Right now, a major challenge is getting hardware with a video chipset which X.org can handle. Lots of current Radeon stuff is still not fully implemented, and I’m trying to avoid nVidia because they are so arrogant toward consumers, and refuse to cooperate much with Open Source. So far, only Intel chipsets seem to be fully covered among current offerings. Perhaps in a few days I’ll be able to report a purchase.

I would like to thank those praying with me on this.

Update: A donor came forward today who purchased a retail system for me, with the understanding I can pay them back later. I now own a Dell Inspiron i545. The specs include Intel Dual Core 2.7Ghz, 6GB RAM, and a 23″ LCD monitor. The Intel graphics chipset is quite recent, and I found the standard Xorg for CentOS was unlikely to support it properly, so I’m installing openSUSE 11.1 for now. Should it work as well as I hope, I’ll probably upgrade to 11.2 after the first rush of downloads has tapered off.

Historically, something about SUSE and the old RedHat was how the last incremental release in any series (X.2 or X.3) was always considerably better than the next series for quite some time. It appears this is no different, considering reviews from those who have kept track, and tested the pre-release for 11.2. At any rate, we have desktop, and I’m truly blessed.

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Dating and Courtship: Doing It All Wrong

Western Civilization is in collapse. In a very short time, as such things are measured, it will be gone, forgotten.

So don’t waste time mourning. We should have never been here in the first place. The best of what we gained could have been gotten some other way. Meanwhile, we have this huge mass of idiocy bullying us around in our daily lives. That includes the business of human mating and building a family. Everything important in Western Civilization regarding that business is pretty much garbage.

First, we have the major problem: Men are fallen, and males want all the wrong things. We are up against a massively destructive force which is hardly unique to Western Civilization, but the latter simply makes it worse than ever. When you accept the reality this thing isn’t going to go away, it’s easier to negotiate your best chances for peace and happiness. No amount of cultural conditioning will change the fundamental nature of humans.

But cultural conditioning has surely aggravated an already serious problem. Women demand what God has said they should not want, and cannot have. They rightly want a man who is faithful, devoted to them first among all other humans. Because men tend to fail this, women want controls not available, demanding a fantasy world utterly self-serving. Our modern messy culture flatly denies we are stuck with this situation, and demands God get out of the way while it fixes things He created, but didn’t break. Instead, modern culture is broken, but refuses to see that. So it’s no surprise the result is far worse than it has to be.

You can’t control fallen men, but you can offer an incentive for self-control. Ancient Near Eastern culture did that. It’s the best you can possibly do. Making little goddesses of every woman is not the fix. Men rule poorly enough, but women are inherently worse — God’s facts, not mine. So we start with the first assumption: Don’t give men very much control. That doesn’t mean give it all to women, but simply don’t give anyone much control. If people insist on destroying their own nest, you cannot stop them. You can only forcefully deny them the opportunity to ruin yours, too. In marriage, that is compromised, because otherwise it’s not marriage. You have to entertain the notion things won’t work out, and such is the averages you play with in living in a fallen world.

Notice the utterly schizophrenic nature of modern Western culture here. We seek fantasies in human sexuality. In our desperation, we convince ourselves this or that person is that fantasy. Once we have them, we find they aren’t so fantastic. So we readily exchange this one for the next. We are quick to marry on the worst terms, quick to divorce on still worse terms, and never try to figure out what we are doing in the first place.

Rather than wade through a complete remake of Western Civilization, let’s just work on side-stepping the worst of it in a search for personal sanity. Sex and marriage are not a drug, but the fantasies regarding them can be. Ditch the fantasies and see it all for what it is: The one greatest possible bright spot in an otherwise miserable existence. Remind yourself orgasm lasts only a few seconds, then reality comes back. Putting that orgasm in a proper framework can enhance life; serving it as your god will be Hell. You can ignore it only if you continue the drug-induced euphoria (with or without mind-bending substances), but it will make you miserable in the end. Enjoy it, but put it in proper context, which means rejecting the underlying messages regarding sex in our culture: TV, movies, magazines, books, etc. The entire crop is pure nonsense.

Your best hope is finding a partner, in the fullest sense of the meaning that term implies. It requires having some wisdom about your own nature and personality. Lacking that, borrow some from those who know you best. Take their advice what sort of mate you need, unless you have spent considerable time looking in the mirror of your own soul, and know a good deal about the reality of how humans live together over the long haul. Don’t fool with this thing, dating around and sampling the fare. That’s the first trap. Take it seriously from the start: You need a partner who will be the one last person on this earth to abandon you, so you need to be that sort of person, commit yourself to that image before you even begin.

Dispense with all that silly social maneuvering. Don’t date. If he/she is worthy, court them right off the bat. Again, having folks who know you and love you help in match-making is one of your best bets. If your family is nutty, cultivate really good people as your friends, people who can be trusted to see you rather clearly, and tell you honestly where you are weak. Expect some failures in courting (your own as well as theirs), because that’s the real world. You are in control only to the degree your “target” yields it. That’s a big kettle of fish of its own, but that should be obvious at this point. You’ll have to cultivate a sense of what is too much too soon, and what is dangerously close to none at all. Marriage is surrender, but getting there should be fairly orderly. That’s not to say you can’t hit it off right away. Take enough time to make sure, but at some point you just have to jump. If your support system is strong enough, you really don’t need that much courtship, but that sort of situation seldom exists in America. Arranged marriages are very difficult here, because it represents most of what our culture rejects about God.

Don’t be surprised if your best hope is someone from a totally different background. In many cases, you’ll find people from more Eastern cultures are pretty good at this stuff. Frankly, the vast majority of Western gals are completely messed up, having bought the feminist lie to varying degrees. By the same token, most American guys are too much metrosexual (neutered and useless) or too retrosexual (juvenile fake manhood). You can find idiots of any gender from all parts of the world, but if you are serious about making this work, it’s worth taking the time to investigate and peel back the fake fronts to see what’s inside. Again, this is where match-making can serve well, because your social support group will prevent you diving into pretty waters which hide crocodiles. People need to be exposed, seen at their worst, so we can estimate whether it’s something we can tolerate. Marriage is less finding perfection and more about finding the least insane pairing available.

One last point: Never assume your best match is close to your own age. There are a million complications, but in an ideal world, the man will be a decade or more older than his wife. Given what have today, let’s moderate that, but five years is hardly too much. It’s worth whole books to explain why women tend to be ready for marriage much earlier than men, but the fact remains as a general note on human nature.

Know this one thing: God has promised there is in this filthy disgusting world one best chance for sanity in marriage. He will surely work with you to make that one thing tolerable, even good, if you willfully pursue it with His provisions in mind. He has promised if you do your best going into this, regardless of how much your prospective mate lacks in shallow external appeal to your visual and hormonal tastes, it can eventually build into a romance which exceeds even the crap sold by Hollywood.

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Couldn’t Have Guessed

He never expected to live this long. In the middle of his first century of life, nobody could have guessed how simple it was to remove most of the artificial pollutants. All that business about “natural” nutrients pretty much revolutionized medicine, once the calcified establishment lost its grip on things. Replacing the technology which created various energy fields, shielding stuff which couldn’t be replaced, made a huge difference. Not just in medicine, but in everything. Technology research became so focused on energy fields, one of the first things they found was the holy grail of solid fields, which had previously been theorized as “force fields.” It made it possible to shield all sorts of things by creating a field which simply turned back in upon itself. It also made it possible to build huge facilities in places no one ever dreamed.

At one point, one lab was working deep in an ocean fissure when they stumbled across the technology which brought him out here halfway between two star systems. Someone realized it was possible to manipulate gravity. That is, they created a device which could greatly magnify the effects of gravity on objects, both in attracting and repelling them. So they launched a probe with a gravity drive, and all it did was enhance the pull from the moon and repel the gravity well of the earth’s core. They didn’t expect it to be so easy to move a quarter ton of equipment without any moving parts, precious little use of anything resembling “fuel” and no pretty fire or colors, even. The field produced a faint glow at the repelling end, but the pulling end was blacker than black. All the primitive Science Fiction movies and books had failed to guess that one.

They also couldn’t have guessed what the instruments told them: Just outside low earth orbit, the radiation was so intense, nothing from earth could have lived. Nobody had expected to find the old US-NASA had been lying about those famous Moon landings. While the technology of his own day could have easily done a better job of making the pictures more accurate, it didn’t really matter. The shield technology was enough to handle the radiation. Indeed, once they managed to tune it to permit essential minimal levels of radiation which the human body used for maintenance, all it took was an added calibration routine in the programming for space travel shields.

So the result was a very comfortable cruise, such as men took on huge ocean liners before the global political collapse. The space ship was just a big rectangular box, assembled on the moon by field-powered robots, and easily launched by the power of a tiny gravity manipulation field. Nobody expected the improbable result of the field, once running, would power everything the ship would ever need for human comfort.

So he sat on the couch in his spacious cabin, reviewing in his mind the expectations he had when he turned fifty. That had been almost a century before. He couldn’t have guessed he’d be in better physical shape than then. He couldn’t have guessed they would learn enough about human thinking to find ways to keep track of two centuries or more of memories.

And as they silently sliced through interstellar space, he could hardly have guessed politics would never change. It’s not as if mankind learned nothing. It’s that mankind never changed. Not really. Once they realized the extended family structure was the highest and most productive social model, men still came up with all sorts of crazy new and old ways to try yet one more time. It always failed. Because he had been one of the earliest voices demanding a return to clans, it gave him just a tiny bit of political clout. So it was his clan selected to make this trip, and he was the head of household. He never could have guessed that.

The one thing he did guess caused him yet one more time to smile, with just a hint of smirk. He guessed Western organized religion would panic when the Nation of Israel turned out to be a complete fraud. He had felt that little country would destroy itself, but could not have guessed how completely it would do so. Right now the biggest shield project on Earth was keeping the sea of radioactive glass, spreading out from the site of Jerusalem, from harming any of the rest of the planet. All those nuclear missiles fired from Dimona fell right back on the Ancient City. And the almost the whole of Christendom collapsed with it.

Not faith, of course. Just the organized religious structure, most of the teaching, and all that investment in facilities came apart in just a matter of weeks. When the false prophesies of Israel fell apart, the entire Dispensationalist heresy wasn’t far behind. Some Reformed groups held on the longest, having never accepted Dispensationalism, but eventually came apart from other issues. The tiny few, such as his own clan, whose faith excluded all that before, were ready to succor those who didn’t commit suicide. Thus, his own clan was partly a spiritual clan, having no shared DNA, nor even married into the clan. They joined by covenant.

That was a part of the new post-Western culture. Nobody was quite happy, couldn’t quite agree on all the details. Still, the revival of the ancient Eastern ways of the Bible was progressing. The new intellectual ferment was the basis behind almost all the advancements since that nasty war saw Israel commit suicide, trying to destroy the world with them. Wild theories about fault lines which would break apart the crust if enough nuclear weapons were detonated on top of it didn’t pan out. Instead, the heat from the first detonation simply detonated the rest, each with a much weaker yield, until the last one melted in the air high above, doing nothing at all.

While the humanity did not suddenly have peace, they did have a huge mess to clean up. It was called a miracle when the discovery of field technology permitted the first effort to limit radiation leakage from Palestine. But had the problem not been so severe, the initial fast progress away from environmental poisons as a whole might not have happened. All of that, no man could have guessed. But the end of the old Western Christian religion was not just a guess for him, but a matter of faith.

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What Color Is Sorrow?

You may recall the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse. The Apostle John echoes something of Old Testament imagery throughout his Apocalypse, and the horsemen are no different (Zechariah 6). Whatever else you make of it, John’s image would be recognized as symbols of political ambition (conquest), war, economic collapse, and plague. If we miss the broadest meaning of such symbols, we can’t hope to make any particular applications.

It should be obvious John is not impressed with human behavior at large. So at least a part of what he says with that image of horsemen is a contrast to what Zechariah saw, with angels reporting quiet and peace. John’s horsemen were anything but. Since man began to record his activities, we see where some urge to conquest always results in war, which destroys the economy and everything supporting life, so that disease runs rampant. Every part of it means death. The four were a team, and you always get them as a package. While the association is altogether natural in sequence, that hardly stops some ambitious politician from inducing the others intentionally.

Is there anyone who still clings to the myth America is peace-loving? Don’t let your love for the people here blind you to what people in other nations rightly see as a bully nation which goes to war for lies. From the American Revolution forward, the whole story of motives has seldom been told, so we get a nice whitewash over sinful human motives. History for kids is the story told by the winning side. We aren’t winning as much, so it’s pretty distressing to see the American Empire crumble. Political ambition is obviously the primary trait of America.

The wars are seldom what is publicly claimed. Here’s a brief exposure:

  • American Revolution: Merchants rejecting regulation of any sort, because they held a radical theology which said God intended for them to prosper materially, and any system or person which interfered was inherently sinful, deserving of death and destruction. Issues of taxation and liberty were mostly propaganda.
  • 1812: We were provoking England with all sorts of naughty trade tactics, threatening to annex Canada against Canadians’ will, etc. We prefer to focus on England’s equally naughty tactics.
  • Civil War: All about taxation, with slavery the mere propaganda issue on both sides. The real movers and shakers in the North were hatefully seeking to plunder the South via taxation. Those in the South were contemptuous. The two sides hated each other because they were two truly different nations.
  • Spanish American War: Objective examination proved the explosion of that ship had nothing to do with Spain, but was a combination of faulty design and construction, plus abuse. We attacked an aging feeble empire like any thug going after an old lady — because we could.

So it goes, but the rest are more complicated, well covered in books and websites. A good and moral people have no need to stomp on others to show their ability to defend themselves.

And wars cost huge amounts of money. It is so easy to ignore how every war so far was the result of economic interests eager to sacrifice the children of others to enrich themselves. Our alleged prosperity after WW2 was manipulated by the same people who cause the Great Depression. As soon as things were stable, they promptly got us into Korea, then Vietnam. All of it leads right to where we are today, on the verge of total economic collapse. Will Grigg rightly says of this time in history: Have a Nice Apocalypse. We are the deadbeat nation.

And it’s not as if we won’t suffer from enough health issues once medical care becomes unaffordable, but we have to all appearances a concerted effort to cripple the nation’s health by hiding real health information to create a population utterly dependent because they can’t avoid getting sick. All the normal human systemic responses to disease are suppressed with fake medicine, so we can’t even ward off or get through a simple head cold. Now, we have this flu vaccine business which stands to fatally cripple the entire nation even more. The vaccines will either spread the disease like wildfire (see “shedding” in relation to the nasal spray vaccine), or cripple the normal immune system (adjuvants), and possibly sterilize an entire generation (also adjuvants). This, from vaccine makers who are downright criminal, with such fine acts as selling AIDS tainted blood products after being warned of the problem.

Paint the horses any color you like. Your government wants you suffering or dead, America. We know some folks in government are just doing what they are told, refusing to think about whether it’s actually right or wrong. Many more don’t care because they’ve been bought, such as Congress. But a few honestly do know how this will turn out, and pursue it with a will. It’s no different from what the Apostle John saw in the Roman Imperial government. Those who aren’t stupid or insane are just plain evil.

Welcome to Apocalypse.

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Spiritual Data

It does not compute.

I’m a theologian. If it makes you happy, you can prefix that with “amateur,” since I don’t get a dime for what I write or say. I’m not sure I care one way or the other about degrees, titles, positions, etc., since they often have no bearing on the quality or importance of the verbal product. I’m certainly no better than someone noted by many as a theologian, but I contend I’m also no worse. And you are free to ignore all that, since the whole point is revealing my personal emphasis. Mostly, I’m just a writer with a preferred subject matter which falls under the academic heading, “theology.”

I surely enjoy technology toys, and especially operating systems. Sometimes I write about that, too. The whole point of this is keeping an eye out for a better means to writing my stuff. All my computers are simply glorified pencils. In my youth, I kept piles of pencil-scratched papers. I preferred pencil to pen because I was pretty sure I’d change how I wanted to say something in one part or another. When I got a typewriter, the first thing I wanted was a way to erase cleanly. The Army introduce me to computers after I hit thirty, but I was hooked. It was the ultimate typewriter, since nothing was committed to paper until I hit that “Print” command. If I needed to change it, I could print it again.

I have small piles of material, some of it going back to the pencil days. I hardly ever look at it. Indeed, most of what I once tried to drag around with me every time we moved has been tossed. Some smaller subset called out to something inside me, and I kept it. You might guess that stuff is theological in nature. Nowadays there’s a lot less of it, since I realize I can’t go back there. Proverbially, I have moved to a far distant land, and a far distant time, leaving behind most of what folks gave me. I realize the utter importance of those gifts as the starting place, but their primary importance now is the means to define what I reject. I tried it and found it wanting, and it remains a part of my identity, since what I now write reflects the failures of where I’ve been. I can’t call out to those who share nothing with me, so I keep some small expressions of what I once believed to remind me where that is.

The new land where my soul lives is defined by a fairly large collection of material. Printed and bound, it would be a small library. What would it mean to me if all this passed away? That is, if the dire future I predict for America and the West comes anywhere near our reality, I might lose access to most of that, since it depends on technology and electricity. I suppose I could make a stab at printing it all up real soon, but that might cause yet another headache if something in the future turmoil requires a sudden departure from this residence. The only reason I consider the question at all is realizing when I chance to reread some of it, I find I had forgotten little bits and pieces. Can I trust my mind to retain what seems essential? I don’t know. I’m torn. In the end, it’s a matter of faith, which is the founding stone of all this writing in the first place.

It’s painful enough for most people with data losses when things are supposed to be working well. Instead of the piles of paper I once carried, I have a stack of CDs I burned, but I seldom look at them, either. Smaller, but just as much a ball-and-chain. I’m on my fifth USB memory stick. But I’m pretty sure Nik Cubrilovic is right on one thing:

The solution may be to do nothing, certainly not to panic. The biggest problem is that we hoard data. We produce more data and information than we ever have, and we are all vain enough to believe that the data we create is so fantastic that it should live on for eternity. Losing the contact list on your phone shouldn’t be a problem — you should know who your friends are anyway. If you are losing sleep because you can’t find an old email you wrote, you likely have deeper issues to address.

Technology has spoiled us to the point where we feel nostalgic when we lose data that didn’t really matter in the first place. If it did matter, a primal instinct would have driven us to do more to preserve, rather than rely on a sleep deprived sysadmin on the other side of the country. If you didn’t care enough to take care of it yourself, then you didn’t really need it. It is our misguided expectation of technology that causes us to panic when we lose data. The only people who have a larger incentive to preserve your data are those who are using it to target an advertisement at you, or sell you something.

Not only is a lot of this data not important, but do we really want to keep it? I certainly would not want a full account of everything I did in my youth sitting on a server somewhere. I am also certain that we do not want the record of our as a society time being documented and discovered by future civilizations based on Twitter messages.

Data experiences its own form of natural selection. What is important will survive, the remainder will thankfully fade away.

While it may be the mere vanity of a self-important nobody, a wannabe theologian whose contentions will be forgotten only slightly later than his name, I consider often how I can keep it for future use. I’ve studied the issues of file formats, the minimum necessary to convey what in my mind is the essence, and the widest possible use, and the most convenient recall, etc. I’ve studied copyright, and decided I really don’t care half so much about my name as I do the ideas. What difference it makes in another human soul strikes me as more important than all the wealth of the world. That’s what theology is. It’s about things which, if correctly understood, will affect you long after your body and this whole universe has passed.

But then, how could something like that depend on such a flaky system of transmittal? It’s enough, according to my theology, that we do whatever it is we do best until we can’t do any more, in the cause of passing on these ideas. If all computers and technology, and electricity itself, suddenly disappears from the earth in some man-made catastrophe of global self-immolation, I can’t do much to prepare for that. I’ll have to assume that divine prerogative demands yet another change in my Really Big and Important Plans.

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Not Surprised

You cannot believe the stuff you see on mainstream TV news. Truly, you cannot take any of it seriously. I recall watching Jaco’s “live” reports from Baghdad, and was not at all surprised to see it was staged.

Of course, there are just enough reports coming live for us to believe the fake ones. Still, I have seen some of the most convincing stuff revealed as staged. It’s been going on since before there was TV, when newspapers lied directly and indirectly. But this is particularly ugly — and more common than you could ever know.

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Clothing Nazis

On the one hand, I’m completely prudish. At the same time, I would be the last person to legislate regarding public dress codes. Yes, I reject any notion of gender equality because God made women with more assets, and made men to notice them. Women are made to compete on those grounds, and men fail to realize they go all out more for that competition than to actually impress men. That and a large number of other complications, but minimum cover standards for public have been long established. I even go so far as to support having places where nudity is acceptable, but clearly marked so the rest of us can avoid it.

The point is I despise the cultural element which makes sites such as People of Walmart such a big draw. Yes, I turn away in disgust when some blubber-babe shows too much. No, it’s not exactly the same as when some cutie shows too much, but I still turn away for both. There is something nasty about the crude comments and laughter which accompanies photos of the former. It smacks of self-righteous smugness, which is never anything less than a sin.

By the same token, I would refuse to take that site down. The problem is not the pictures; they are worthy of note for showing something of human behavior. People do crazy things, and we need not hide away from it. The sin is in how we react to it. Not just the over-exposures of flesh, but particularly when we see the other kind of picture, with outrageous costumes which don’t have much of a sexual titillation value. Again, the problem is not the photos, but the captions — those supplied and those we make up ourselves.

The very definition of “bizarre” includes the notion of transgressing generally accepted boundaries. Prophets in the Bible used it to good effect. My argument is with our definitions, but even more with our underlying reaction, as if outlandish costume is somehow “wrong.” This plays into the hands of most people who choose to wear such costumes. We have created artificial standards, which completely confuses the message sent by people who transgress them. Is it some punk who simply looks for anything alarming, out of some juvenile desire to offend? Or is it someone with a righteous ax to grind? We can’t know because our culture refuses to recognize righteousness in general, and substitutes an empty materialistic version.

Sure, we understand gender confusion as a sin. A man is not a woman, but does it occur to no one sometimes the confusion is in our own souls, in our broken culture, not in the actual fact of so-called cross-dressing? If a scruffy guy wears a frilly skirt and top, perhaps he’s pointing out a weakness in our categories. That is not a sin, but we would hardly know the difference between a carefully crafted dramatic challenge to culture and a deluded, sick, broken soul. We simply assume the latter, laugh and ignore the possibilities.

Walmart is not so evil as it serves as a pronounced symptom of evil. I have long noted that store brings out the worst in Americans. That’s the bigger point here: We are shallow, crude, selfish and evil as a nation. Walmart reduces the shopping experience to its essence. You want your stuff at the cheapest price. Scrape away any pretense of moral qualities, loudly denouncing God for daring to place a moral tone on His revelation and expectations of us. We’ll eagerly replace His revelation with any number of ways for perverting the truth; sin is defined as anything other than what God says. So we give full vent to our fleshly desires by fighting for the parking places closest to the door, pick through the shopping carts for one that rolls sweetly, run over each other in a hurry to get the cheapest crap any store could stock, make the stockers and clerks miserable for failing our unreasonable expectations, carp and grouch about the long checkout lines, and ignore every civility as we rush back out to our cars, and creep through the vehicles crowding every passage while the drivers wait for their passengers to buy three carts of junk.

Walmart is not the problem; it exposes the problem. That website designed to castigate people for daring to be honest about their sins is another symptom. We reject God’s ways, create a cheap substitute, and poke fun at those who don’t bother with the pretense. Yes, People of Walmart is funny, but the joke’s on us. That’s the real America.

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